Somehow, this feels more like home than my actual house, and I know it's because of him. Taking a deep breath, I take the few steps up his stairway and prepare myself for seeing him again.
Is he even sad about what happened? What if he's completely okay and he'll laugh at me for being in the state I am? Maybe he even has a lady friend over, already over me.
I know that's not the case when I step inside the house, though. Usually clean house now has pieces of glass covering the floor, remains of what used to be glasses. I gasp at the sight and carefully make my way inside the house. In the kitchen there is a hole in his cupboard and an empty w
I sit on the couch, biting my lip, waiting anxiously for Amber to pick up. Axel's pacing in front of me. His expression is angry as hell as he waits, tightly clutching his phone in his hand and I'm slightly afraid that he'll crush it.A faint voice can be heard from the phone, and I try to hear what it said, but it's too quiet. I mouth "put it on speaker" to Axel, but he ignores me."Why the fuck did you leave Sophie yesterday with that fucker? And you better have a good reason." he sneers into the phone and listens to the reply.
"Oh, my god, Axel!" I squeal and hug the puppy closer to me. "You got me a puppy! How did you know that I love dogs?" I ask him while still adoring the small fur ball in my hands.It licks my cheek and I laugh."Because puppies are literally the only thing you ever post on Twitter." he chuckles and I grin at him. "I know you'd probably prefer like a Chihuahua or something but God, I don't even fucking want to imagine living with a small annoying dog like that. It just doesn't go well with me. So, I got us a Husky." he explains and comes to sit down on the bed next to me, petting the small dog. "Enjoy him while he's still small."
Mum was... Bad, to put it nicely. She looks like she has lost weight, her cheeks sunken, underneath her eyes dark circles, and her hair a mess. "Oh, sweetie, thank you so much for stopping by. Happy birthday." she exhales and hugs me tightly, not letting me go for quite a few moments. She needs this, and so do I.Axel squeezes my hand in his and I squeeze it back, telling him that I'm okay. Wolfie cries a bit from the ground and he takes it in his arms."Oh, would you look at that! Did you get a puppy?" she says, excited.
"Oh my god! Are we going to the airport?!" I exclaim and sit up even straighter than before, clapping my hands in pure and utter happiness.Axel chuckles and puts his hand on my thigh. "Calm down, baby, you are scaring Wolf.""We are! This is so mindblowing, Axel, I've never been on a plane before! Where are we flying?" I can't hide my emotions because they are all over the place.I'm still sad about my dad and worried about my mum and I'm slightly scared of flying but beyond all, I am as happy as ever, going on an adventure
I hear Axel laughing behind me as he picks up Wolfie and runs after me.I walk into the house and Oscar and Evan are nowhere to be seen as I walk into the kitchen, looking for chocolate of any kind. I look into all the cupboards and any possible places where it could be, but I find no trace whatsoever.Axel is leaning against the counter, smirking and watching me while still holding our puppy in his strong, tattooed hands and petting him; a great contrast between how rough Axel is and how soft the puppy looks."Oh, come on. T
"Oh, my God, this place is huge." I exhale in awe as I stand in front of a modern looking club with the boys, Axel's hard grip around my waist. Oscar decided that there's only one way to end a perfect birthday and that is to get drunk in a club. I can't really say that I agree.I didn't want to bring down his excitement, though, so I agreed and even let him pick the dress for me in a shop near their house. It was a tight, red dress, with thin straps. It was simple, just slightly too short for my liking."We're gonna have so much fun! First round's on me!"
"Lay down." I order and point to the ground with my finger."Ooo, bossy. I like it." he says and gives a quick glance to the left and right to see that we are absolutely alone, too far away from the civilization. He lays down, but takes me down with him so that I end up lying on top of him, laughing. The intoxication is over for me, fresh air and dancing helped a lot, as did the glass of water Axel insisted I drink."I know where you put the note." I tell him and he gives me that smirk again."Really?"
I yawn and run my hand over Axel's curls while he sleeps, his head leaning on my breast as always. "Mmm." he mumbles and I chuckle at him. We're laying inbetween the soft sheets in our room here at Evan and Oscar's house.I still feel slightly bad about ruining Axel's shirt with... blood, but he did ruin my panties so I keep telling myself that we're equal. Poor person who finds a bloody shirt in the middle of a beach."Axel, wake up. I'm bored." I whine but he only grunts so I huff out and begin to stand up from the bed, slightly clumsily because of the soreness present. When I sit up, I notice the note from yesterday on the nightstand next t
The next day"Hey baby." Axel's raspy voice greets me as I open my eyes, beyond tired.Something seems different, but I can't exactly put my finger to it."Axel?" I ask, but I'm answered by a baby's cry. "Shit." Axel silently curses and I'm completely awake all of a sudden.
"This is not how I imagined spending the last day of the year." Amber groans, holding me up by my arm, Liam on the other. I can walk, but they insisted that precausion was necessary."Sorry, guys, I just- I couldn't spend another day locked inside the house without... Well you know." I muster up a shitty apology for the shitty situation I'm in.Axel's been gone a week today and I can't stand to even think about it.
Axel's P.O.V."I'm sorry, okay? Fuck, I've forgotten what it's like to ask forgiveness from people who aren't Sophie." She always caves in quite soon, thankfully."Yeah, well, I'm not fucking Sophie and that's a pitiful fucking apology, you need to do better." coach replies, shutting the door of his bedroom in my face.
Axel's P.O.V.I slam the door behind me, kicking the snow underneath my boots as I make my way to the car. I'm still hungover and my alcohol level is probably way fucking higher than it should be, which is why Catherine brought me home. She was the only one sober in the apartment and wouldn't let me drive on my own.Well, she's not here no stop me now so she can suck dick.
"You were with a woman?" I ask, careful to not let my voice break. Deep down, however, I know he wouldn't cheat on me.Would he?No, Axel wouldn't.He rolls his eyes, like the child he is. "No, I wasn't. I thought you trust - why are we even talking about this? What is he doing in our f
I push him away in shock. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" I'm beyond angry at this point and I wish I pushed him harder and he'd hit the ground. The baby inside me kicks, like he's excited."What does it look like? I'm trying to show you that he isn't the only one who can make you feel good." he responds calmly and I wonder for a second if he has an actual death wish or he's just plain dumb.I don't remember him being like this.
"You can't marry Axel, Sophie." he blurts out instead of greeting me back.I frown. What on Earth is he talking about? "What do you mean?""Don't marry Axel. Just... Don't. It's a bad idea." he says again and I'm as confused as ever. "Can I come in?" he adds after a while when I stay speechless. Not knowing what to say, I just open the door a little further, signaling him to enter.
Every drink makes my smile, my courage and my guilty conscience bigger, however I keep on drinking because as long as I'm drunk, I'm not realizing the fact that I have a kid and will soon have another. It also makes me forget that I have a serious fucking job because of a person that I threw away like garbage.I ignored all the shit that was building up and now it's overflowing.I quickly drown another glass of Whiskey to drown the guilt of calling my children shi
"This is exactly why I love you. You seem so fucking innocent and good yet here you are, in our bathroom, taking my pants off to shove my dick in your mouth." I whisper to her while we kiss, making her moan in response."I's the hormones... There are so many in my body right now, I can barely control myself." she admits, finally winning the battle with the zipper and eagerly pulling my pants and underwear down, squeezing my dick in her petite white hand.I harshly