When I finally stopped, the silence in the room thickened. I could feel my heart racing, the adrenaline still humming in my veins from the strength of my own determination. I waited, watching him, uncertain how he’d react. Then, slowly, something shifted in his expression. A smile began to curve his lips—not just any smile, but one that held a certain weight behind it. It wasn’t the usual smirk he wore when he was amused or pleased with himself. No, this smile was different. It was a smile of approval, of pride. There was something almost darkly encouraging about it, like he was silently acknowledging the fire in me, the resolve that matched his own ruthless ambition. For a brief moment, I saw a glimmer of respect in his eyes, as if he was proud of what I’d become, proud that I was no longer the frightened girl who could be easily swayed or intimidated. He didn’t have to say it out loud, but that smile told me everything. I’d proven something to him in that moment—that I could be jus
I sighed, feeling a wave of frustration wash over me as I tried to maintain my composure. “Clyde, do we really need to do this?” My voice was firmer now, carrying the weight of my exhaustion. “Can you not be serious for just one time?” I met his gaze, hoping my words would finally break through that playful façade he always wore like armor. But instead of answering, Clyde threw his head back, and to my surprise, a genuine, full-throated laugh burst out of him. It wasn’t the mocking, sarcastic chuckle I’d grown accustomed to, nor was it the cold, calculated smile he used to unsettle people. No, this was different. It was real, unrestrained, and full of life—like a side of him I’d never seen before. I was stunned into silence, completely caught off guard by the sudden shift in his demeanor. For a few moments, I just stood there, watching him laugh as if the weight of all our schemes and secrets had momentarily lifted off his shoulders. There was a warmth to it that made something insid
His hold was possessive, a silent declaration of what he was capable of when he chose to be. But there was also a softness beneath it, something that felt almost… protective, even if I knew better than to read too much into it. His face was so close to mine now that I could feel the warmth of his breath brushing against my skin. It was an oddly intimate moment, especially given how we usually kept a distance from each other—both physically and emotionally. Our eyes remained locked, the intensity of our stare unbroken. I could see the flicker of something in his gaze—interest, curiosity, maybe even amusement. But behind all that, there was also a hint of danger, the reminder that this was still Clyde, a man who never fully revealed his hand. Neither of us said a word. We just stood there, our bodies pressed together, our gazes boring into each other’s souls as if trying to find whatever truth lay hidden beneath the layers of pretense and manipulation. It felt like a game of who would
His eyes were filled with a storm of emotions, and the one that stood out the most—intense and undeniable—was lust. It was as if every hidden desire, every unspoken word, was right there in his gaze, pulling me in, daring me to match his intensity. And to my surprise, I did. My own eyes locked onto his, refusing to look away. I could feel my chest rising and falling with each ragged breath, the rhythm of my breathing quickening with every second that passed. The air around us felt thick, charged with an electricity that seemed to crackle between our bodies. My heart pounded in my chest, echoing the turbulent emotions swirling inside me. The closer he got, the harder it was to keep my composure, to remind myself that I was supposed to be in control here. But all thoughts of control started to slip away as his right hand, which had been resting firmly on my waist, began to move. It was a slow, deliberate motion, one that sent a shiver racing down my spine. I could feel the heat of his
But I was lost—completely and utterly lost in the pleasure that had consumed me, in the heat of his touch and the intensity of his gaze. My body had betrayed me, responding to him in ways that I couldn’t control, that I didn’t want to control. And now, with him so close, his hand still pressed against me, I felt powerless to stop what was happening. My eyes locked onto his, pleading silently for him to move, to give me back that overwhelming sensation that had drowned out the guilt and the fear. But he didn’t. He just held me there, his fingers motionless, his expression unreadable. It was like he was testing me, waiting to see what I would do next. And as the seconds dragged on, the tension between us only grew thicker, more unbearable. Desperation welled up inside me, and I tried to move against him, to find the relief that he was cruelly withholding. But as soon as I shifted, as soon as I sought to take control of the situation, he responded by slowly, deliberately starting to wit
"You’ve never been touched?" he asked, his voice low and filled with something that almost sounded like disbelief. I was teetering on the edge, every nerve in my body attuned to the pleasure coursing through me, each wave stronger and more consuming than the last. I wasn’t in the mood to answer his questions, or even think about what he was saying. All I wanted was to lose myself in the sensations he was creating, to drown in the bliss that was quickly overtaking me. My mind was foggy, my thoughts incoherent, and the only thing that mattered was the feeling of his fingers inside me, the way he was pushing me closer and closer to the brink. But then, suddenly, he changed his rhythm. The gentle teasing was replaced with something more forceful, more demanding. He thrust his fingers back inside me with a force that made me gasp, the sudden intensity catching me off guard. I could feel him staring at me, his gaze piercing, and even through the haze of pleasure, I could sense his need for
Confusion wrapped around me like a suffocating blanket. The rapid shift in Clyde's demeanor left me spinning, unable to anchor myself in the storm of emotions that churned within. I felt a strange, unexpected pang of rejection gnawing at me, a hollow ache that settled in my chest and made it hard to breathe. I had never thought of Clyde in any romantic way—if anything, I was supposed to despise him. Yet, there was no denying the sting of his sudden coldness, the way he had so quickly pulled away as if touching me had been a mistake. The realization was a bitter one, twisting in my gut and making me feel small and unwanted. I didn’t even know I was crying until I felt the warmth of a single tear sliding down my cheek. I blinked, startled, as if that lone tear had betrayed something I wasn’t ready to acknowledge. Why was I hurting like this? Why did his rejection feel so personal, so deeply cutting? “Did you not hear me?” His voice cut through my thoughts, sharp and cold. The warmth,
I buried my face in the pillow, trying to stifle the sob that threatened to escape. I didn’t want to cry, didn’t want to give in to the emotions that were clawing at me from the inside. But it was too late. A single tear slipped from the corner of my eye, soaking into the fabric beneath me. This wasn’t supposed to happen. None of this was supposed to happen. Sleep, when it finally came, was fitful and full of shadows. Even in my dreams, I couldn’t escape the memory of Clyde’s voice, his touch, his rejection. The nightmares I had been fighting for so long were back, more vivid and haunting than ever. And as I lay there, tangled in the sheets, I knew that nothing would ever be the same again. I didn’t know when sleep had finally claimed me, but when I awoke, it felt as though only moments had passed since I’d buried myself beneath the covers. The memory of what happened with Clyde still clung to me, a heavy weight that made it hard to breathe, let alone think clearly. My body felt slug