LUCA
Lily leads the way, we're running on the grass to the back of the buildings and further down, I know the road, it's so familiar from all the times we had run down since she was ten and I was eighteen.. We're going to our favorite spot - the wishing lake. I'm out of breath by the time we reach the lake, for the last one year when Lily was gone, I never came down here, I stayed in my mansion and let the demons from my past eat me alive with endless taunting and nightmares. I'm sitting beneath the blossoming groove and leaning my back against it's branch with my legs spread wide pulling Lily down to sit between my legs. She flashes me smile as she sits down with me, pressing her back against my chest and tucking her head against my neck. I wrap my arm across her chest, holding her tight, like we always do. Only now it feels different, her ass is larger and with the way she's sitting, I'm feeling a tingling in my pants. She talks non-stop about her vacation experience. She talks about boys, and boys and boys and I hate it. "Tiffany has invited me to a party tomorrow, she told me to dress hot, hopefully I will get my first kiss tomorrow." Tiffany is Lily's best friend, they have been friends since preschool. "First kiss?" My voice rises in shock. I could have sworn she's had like a thousand kisses already. Are boys her age blind or what? "Yes. I haven't had my first real kiss yet, all the girls my age has. I'm eighteen already if I don't have my first kiss now, no boy may ever kiss me again." What sort of logic is that? "That's not true. And you're 17 not 18." I correct her. "I will be eighteen in a few months." She folds her hands on her waist. "Tessa had her first kiss before she was eighteen. Juliet had her first kiss before she was eighteen..." I'm lost "who are those?" She groans. "They are characters from the books I read." Oh. I totally forget Lily was a hopeless romantic, a huge fan of rom com. I've watched her and her best friend fantasied about their knights in shining armor all their lives. "Why haven't you had your first kiss yet. Is it that all the boys your age are blind or is there a problem with you?" She moves slightly between my leg so she's slightly facing me, and I feel the tingling sensation in my pants grow wild. "All the boys my age are boring. My first kiss has to be special, with someone that gives me the chills, and burns. And the setting has to be special." She tilts her head to the side and press her fingers on her lips as if she's thinking. "Like under the rain, or with flowers dropping from the sky." She starts laughing. "I remember one time a boy in my school who's been talking with me for only a week tried kissing me in the hallway. In the hallway." She says the words with obvious disgust. "I nearly had a panic attack." I make a silly comment about her romantic fantasies which cause her to ask me what my first kiss was like. "I don't remember." I lie. I remember exactly what my kiss was like, but I just don't want to tell her. My first kiss was with a woman thrice my age when I was fourteen. It was forceful and harsh. I've never enjoyed kissing since then, I only did it as a preparatory to the real deal, which is sex! "I don't even know how to kiss. I know I'm going to make a mess of myself if someone tries to kiss me. Or..." She pause and stare at me. "I could get kissing lessons from a professional." Kissing lessons? Is that a thing? And why is she staring at me like that? No...no. I know what she's about to ask and the answer is no, or on a second thought... She looks down at her thighs and starts twisting the tip of her dress in a weird way. Is she shy? "Will you be my first kiss. We've kissed a lot of times already but I mean a real kiss with tongues and all." "Why me?" I'm flattered. "Well I see the way all the girls in New York gush over you, so I know you're a kissing champion. And you think I don't want a taste of those lips?" "Once I kiss you Lily, you will never kiss another man." "Deal." she stretch her hands for a shake. My facial features twist in annoyance and I push her outstretched hands away from my chest. "I'm not making a deal with you. I'm telling you that you will never be able to kiss any guy again!" You will crave the dark things that I only can give you. "Are you that good?" She squeals, her blue eyes wide with excitement. "No, I'm that bad." I will ruin you Lily. She's still smiling. "we can make it a full-blown relationship lesson, to include sex and other romantic gestures." "I don't date. Lily you're too young to fantasie such." I snap at her, my patience already failing me. "You are all sunshine and sweetness. You deserve a prince charming who will sweep you off your feet, not me. I'm too bad for you." "Oops, guess I want the bad boy then." I'm all about self pleasure, I keep taking and taking from the women who offer up their bodies to me as sacrifices to satisfy my dark fantasies. I never stop until they are as broken and damaged as me. Katherine yell our names from their mansion for the umpteenth time. Lily stands up and jump from between my legs. I quickly rollover pressing my body on the grass inorder to hide the bulge in my pants. She crooks a brow oblivious to my torment. "What's wrong?" "Nothing. I will join you all later." She turns and start running towards the buildings. I wait until her footsteps fade out and I hear the sound of a door opening and closing before resuming my siting position. I put my hands between my legs smoothing the bulge inorder to calm the ache. "Lily you're too young and naive to be the object of my dark fantasies." "Hmmm. So yummy." Lily eats the cookie in her hands before digging into the lamp stew. I give Katherine a knowing look. 'I told you so.' Even two year old Izzy makes baby sounds to tell her mother how delicious the cookie is. I'm sitting beside Lily and staring at her, she is just too pretty for me to take my eyes off her. She recounts her experience to her family. I notice the way Kate listens attentively with genuine interest. As I watch them, there's a painful feeling within me, a painful awareness that Lily has the best mother in the world, and me, I had no mother. Well, I did have a mother, we lived together in the same house for 12years until she died...no mistake, until my deadbeat dad killed her. But while we lived together, we never had the typical mother-son relationship. I wish she had seen me...known me. I wish she had heard me when I tried telling her....I wish she was not so consumed with regret and fears and absolute submission to her abusing husband. I wish she was Kate. I wish she had a life. "Are you okay." Lily leans in and whispers against my ears. I didn't realize my absence was noticed. I smile and squeeze her soft hands. "I'm fine." I lie. It only takes someone that's known me forever to know when I'm lying. "You're not fine!" Lily shakes her head and fold her arms around her chest, her forehead furrows as she frowns and right now she looks like a mother who's about to scold a stubborn child. "What is wrong with you?" I must say it's kinda cute watching a seventeen year old scold me. I shrug. "I'm just tired." I stretch my hands tiredly and yawn. "Thank you all for such a hearty reception, but I must retire now." I stand up slowly and walk around the table to kiss Katherine on her forehead and hug Smith goodnight. Izzy is stretching her hands for a hug, and I can't ignore her, I lift her up and blow kisses all across her face which causes her to giggle. And then there's Lily, mi eterna, I want to do more than hug her and blow kisses on her face. I want to give her a real deep kiss and take her to my bed...but I can't. I just can't. I bid her farewell the same way I did all the women in her family and exit. I'm half way crossing their yard to my yard when I hear footsteps approaching, and then a small hand slip around my waist and press her soft body against mine. Lily. I spin her around and carry her in my arms, and continue walking. She's smiling from ear to ear. "Where are you taking me to?" She puts her arms around my neck and play with the tips of my hair. I press my forehead on hers and breath in her scent. "You came running after me, where do you think I'm going?"LUCA Lily does not reply, she just continues smiling. I walk to my building and stop at the entrance dropping her to her feet. She leans her back against the wall, and it's just too appealing. "What's wrong with you? You're acting weird. You know you can tell me anything..." I'm not listening to anything she's saying. I step closer and place my both hands on the wall imprisoning her. I trace a gentle touch on her cheek, and lips, I feel her stiffen under my touch and she stops talking. I want to kiss her, open my door and push her in and bury myself in her, but again, I can't. I'm scared... scared of what I will do to her. The room of pain. I'm scared of how she will react... Instinctively I turn and glance at her house, her parents are not watching us, they never do, but soon they will start watching us, Lily is growing into a woman, Katherine will soon become more observant and then I will be reminded of the harsh truth... I step away and gesture for Lily to leave, to run away b
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LUCA "You know there's nothing in my kitchen to serve you breakfast in bed, but for the good morning kiss..." "Oh...gosh!" She pushes me off and jump on the floor in haste immediately the sound of my alarm clock roars on the bedside table. "It's 8:00am already." She hurries to the window and stare out through it. She turns around with panicked filled eyes to stare at my confused expression. "I have to sneak back into my bedroom before my parents realize I'm gone." For a moment I taught this was all real, some hot chick in my bed seducing me with her words and me about to ravish her. Slowly, realization dawns on me. It's Lily, Smith's daughter. My nextdoor neighbor. I snap out of my subconscious as her frightened voice grows louder. "Calm down, there won't notice you're gone." "I have to sneak back into my room, pretend like I slept there last night, take a shower, dress in my bikini and join you to the beach." She pulls the window upwards and just when I lean in and I'm about t
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LUCA I'm walking down the beach beside Lily. My thoughts are clouded and faraway but are quickly interrupted by a pair of high-pitched female voices. We both look up simultaneously to find two girls standing Infront of us. One of the girls is taller with brown hair, thick lashes and plump lips. She's wearing a purple bikini that clings to her curves. She's fuckable... okay, why am I noticing her? The shorter girl has black hair, she's wearing a pink bikini, she's not as hot as the first but on a bad day I think she could compliment the other chick. "Luca baby, where have you been?" The appealing one smiles sheepishly. "We've missed you." The other one says in a very flirty tone. I don't recognize them and I think they sense my confusion because they start explaining themselves. I only use bitches once, I never repeat. Twice, then it's a mistake and Jade...Madison or whatever they said their names are, are mistakes I made one Friday night when I was too drunk and wasted. And I'm f
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LUCA "We should probably get going. The sun is getting hotter." "No, it's still so early. Let's go to your penthouse instead." Still staring at me, she presses her right leg over mine and slowly brush my exposed legs with her toes. Is she trying to be appealing? "It's just across the shore, pretty please." She pouts her lower lips. And now, how can I ignore it? "Fine minutes." I say firmly. We gently rise from the lounger. Lily picks up our folded clothes and put it into a small bag I had not notice before now. "What's in the bag?" "Nothing." She answers too quickly while shoving the bag behind her. Definitely something. My eyes do a quick scan of her voluptuous curves. Why am I lusting after my friend's daughter? All my life I have never been interested in children. I'm not paedophile. I love my women matured and experienced. All the women I've ever been involved with were either older than me, the same age as me, or two years younger, but nothing below that. Never
LUCAI had just embarrassed myself in the presence of Lily. She saw my weakness and shame, something I so desperately guard. After the embarrassing moment at my penthouse, I dropped Lily off without saying a word to her, not even goodbye. I have locked myself in my house the whole day wallowing in self pity. It's getting dark and although I have a business meeting with Smith, I don't plan on leaving my mansion let alone going to where Lily lives.Sinking deeper into the bubble bath, I vigorously scrub my body to wash off the pain. The guilt. The hurt. But no matter how I try, these things will always be part of me. The pain of watching my father abused my mother for so many years. The guilt of letting him kill her. If only I had done something...The guilt of my mother's death is eating me alive.I scrub harder against my skin. I don't care if my flesh tear off from my bone, maybe that's exactly what I want. The voices in my head are growing louder, taunting me.'They are all the sam