What Timothy told me that day messed my mind up so bad that I zoned out so many times when Sebastian was talking to me today. Timothy's mother is Michelle! and she's the woman that my mother sold my brother to. If she knew about this the whole time, her lying means something is definitely wrong somewhere. She could have just said it was a long time ago and she doesn't remember the family, or said anything else but she denied it completely. "Asher", Sebastian called again. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry, I've just got a lot on my mind", I said. "Want to talk about it?". "No no not really, I uhm.. keep telling me about Italy". "I've told you everything already and you didn't listen". "I'm so sorry". "Well there is one part I haven't talked about", he said. I grabbed a grape ," I'm all ears I promise". "I... I met my ex", he said. I paused. "Oh, you did? which of them?", I asked casually. He had a thing for crazy exes, take Veronica as example ". "My first... guy c
"Asher I'm sorry but Mrs Belinda said she doesn't want to see you anymore, you know I would have let you in if I could but she's saying you're a nuisance and she will not entertain your presence anymore, I'm sorry", Rose said. "Look Rose, you didn't know I came here, you didn't even know I was here, I Just really really need to see her, please". "Asher, my job is on the line here, I can't risk it I'm sorry", she said. I nodded. I understood her. "What time does she close From work?", I asked. "4pm or 6pm, no specific time actually, but I can just tell you this one, just cuz of our relationship. She's going out by 12:30pm, she has a meeting somewhere, you can use the opportunity to see her when she's leaving", she said. it was 12 30 minutes more. "Thank you so much Rose,I owe you one". "You can ... make it up to me with a date", she said twirling her hair. "Uhm... I'll... I'll see what I can do... I'm busy with a lot of things, work, school but sure sure... I'll k
SEBASTIAN * * "You still never told me what happened between you and El Fuego". Timothyyyyyy "Dude nothing happened". "Really?", of course he doubted me "Look we just... kissed once and it made me realize -" "Oh my fucken God you what!". "Dude shut up", I mumbled. "How am I to do that?". "Look it was a meaningless kiss to me, I don't know about him, had to stop him immediately and tell him I was in a relationship with a guy, and he didn't really take the rejection so well". "Oh really, and so what did your.... boyfriend say about it". I went quiet. "Oh my gosh you didn't tell him!". "It was a meaningless kiss okay? I mean it, I told him about El Fuego, I did. But I didn't tell him about the kiss that's all and it's because he's a jealous ass, honestly it was nothing. I'm just glad I'm 100% sure I'm gay and it's not a phase", I said. Timothy gave me a long stare. "You need therapy ", he said. "Yes, yes I honestly do, but I can't trust anybody, any
"Are you serious?". "Yes like he just said, I know you're gay or something and I'm like, where the fuck did he even get the idea from?". "Did he say where he got his suspicions from?", Asher asked. "No he didn't. Sounded like he was buffing.""There's no evidence in this entire world that he's gonna get honestly. The house is checked thoroughly every week, I ensure that often, your office is fucken private and I haven't told a single soul I'm with you, so he doesn't have any fucken evidence ", Asher asked."Exactly, I'm not even bothered one bit", i said."But your crazy cousin aside, I miss you like crazy ", he said.I smiled, "I miss you too, I don't know why weekends are so far away now ", I said."And short as fuck "."When is your closet break?", I asked."Next month ".I groaned "How long is it going to last?"."Like a week".I groaned again."I hate long distance ", I mumbled."We're in the same country", I said."And you're 7 million kilometers away from me ", I grumbled.
I took a deep breath in and released it."What do you want?", I asked calmly."To talk", she said taking off her heels and then grabbing the bottle of wine from me and then sat on the chair.She looked depressed, but I didn't know if it was an act , cuz I mean it's Veronica right?"I'm sorry I'm coming to you like this but... I don't have anyone to talk to".She sounded genuine, but I'm not trusting her "And you thought I was the perfect person why?"."Cuz I use to talk to you about stuffs and you'd listen.""Yeah that was before we you know... broke up"."Sebastian, I know I cheated on you with 6 men-"Wait hold the fuck up."They were 6???"."Yes,they were, okay? and I'm sorry that I've been a complete pussy, but to be honest it's hard to be me, you'll never understand because you're a man who grew into a wealthy family, yes you still built yourself and your brand but you never got anything hard.I'm me, I'm a woman, and you know how they treat women in this industry, you know it.
ASHER * * I didn't get a second to talk to Sebastian today at work cuz it's a very busy week for him I heard. After work we caught eyes a couple of times but Timothy was riding with us so we kept a good distance. We got dropped off at home and Timothy left and I wanted to start kissing him from the entrance of the house but I had to hold myself. Immediately we got inside, I turned to kiss him but he dodged me instantly and gave me the eyes to not do anything. "Oh hey you're back, I made Lasagna, oh hi Asher". WHAT. THE. FUCK "V... Veronica?", she was holding up a plate of lasagna and she was wearing an Apron. An Apron? She was cooking in the kitchen, why is Veronica cooking in the kitchen?? "I didn't know you were coming today, Sebastian didn't tell me, well lucky enough I made enough for two, give me a minute ", she said and skipped to the kitchen.. I was seeing things right? . I turned to Sebastian, praying for a Goddamn explanation. He grabbed my hand a
SEBASTIAN **I had a great weekend with Sebastian, I think the beach house should become our own personal space. We just go there, away from everyone and everything.When I got back, Veronica was gone as she promised, she left a note saying how thankful she was.The cook confirmed they were together the whole time and she was completely different from how she has known her and she was really invested in trying out new recipes.I shrugged it all aside, whether or not she was faking it, it was all over now.My life was for the first time in a long time.... going very normal.I had a someone who was obsessed with me as much as I was obsessed with him... although it's a secret, it was still worth living for.Job was going great, my Dad said he was proud of me. I'm very close to becoming full time CEO.I'm in a temporary good relationship with my brother, something that hasn't happened in a very long time.Life was surprisingly good.But I still felt empty, I was craving something I hadn
she looked surprised, "Okay if it's worse than a stripper that means it's bad, but I'm not your father and I'm obviously not gonna judge you, you don't have to go into the details okay, I'm just here to support your love interest, so tell me about this special someone and why she's so special to you ".I love this woman, so much."Uhm, well I don't know what to say"."How long have you both been together?", she asked."9 months now I guess ", I said."Wow that's, that's crazy, wait you've been dating your this person while you were planning to marry that your fake Fiancee?"."She was totally fine with it"."Sebastian if you love this person so much why don't you just toss the odds aside and prove to your father that you are capable of making a life and family with this person and still have a successful career, you should do this if you truly love this person".Love?"I don't know if I love this person, how do you know if you love someone?",I asked her .She shrugged, "Well, it's like
I was emotional about today.. I turn 29 and I have zero accomplishments... this is definitely not how I had pictured my 29 years to be.And tomorrow would make it a year since I met Sebastian. I remember because Veronica forgot today was my birthday and then she said she would make it up to me by going on a date with me... one she constantly forgot about everytime.Maybe this year was gonna be different, because I was determined to be different, and I wasn't going back.The next morning I got a basket of gifts from GWM employees. I guess they never forgot my birthday. I called Lucy to thank her because I knew it was all her , we talked and caught up with each other.Maybe I would go for the Superbowl. At least I don't have to be sad and emotional today.I went to my mom's grave later that day, spoke to her for hours, cried at a point, reminded her how much I missed her so much and then I got home in the evening.Eric called reminding me of the Superbowl and I told him I was definite
ASHER **"There's no way I'm going to join you and your family for a celebration vacation of your Dad's death", I said for the 600th time."But my mom insists", he said."Look I get you, I really do and yes I do want to spend time with you, but there's no way I'll be comfortable there, I just won't. I would love to meet your mother again, she was so nice to me the other time, but right now no, I just can't "."It's gonna fall on your birthday, we can spend time there instead of reading books or whatever it is you do there", he said ."Babe don't worry about me I'll be fine I promise, go spend time with your family"."I want to spend time with you ", he said."Me too, but that'll be when you come back, I promise "."Fine", he mumbled."I love when you're like this, it's cute, we'll talk later okay? I gotta go now ", I said He groaned and then I blew him a kiss and cut the call.I went back to my project. I was sitting at the football mini stadium. Just a few people were there."Hey
At my Dad's funeral, I watched my mother cry her heart out, but get this... it's fake. Now I've seen her in her most emotional state, I've seen her cry I've seen her emotional, I've seen her Sad over the past few months because of my Dad's health. The day he died she showed zero emotions, she didn't cry , not even for a second. And now she's weeping at his grave but she doesn't even mean it, at all. It's so fake that it's scaring me. "Sebastian what's happening with mom?", Anthony asked coming to stand beside me. "I don't know", I mumbled. "I mean we're the ones that are supposed to fake the tears and she's doing that for us". "It's like she's happy he's dead, but she's putting on this show so people will sympathize with her", I said. "Hey I don't blame her, I mean if I were her and went through all those shits she went through, believe me even I will be happy ", he said. "Exactly, but we're not her, it's mom. This woman is obsessed with him, badly obsessed". "I think we sh
At 6:42 am, I got a call from the hospital. It was a call I expected a long time ago. I had lived this day in my head a couple of times but my reaction to the reality of it was different. My Dad was dead. Immediately I cut the call the first person I called was Anthony. Not to ask him how he was taking the whole news, not to ask him if he was ok, but to check up on my mom. She's been attached to this man all her life, she changed her entire identity just to become the person he would love to have as a wife. His eyes decisions became her decisions, his life became hers. Although my father never loved her, he only loved the ideas of having a woman like her. "How's mom?", I asked. "She's... she's not breaking down", he said sounding so surprised. "I don't get it". "She's already planning his funeral with his sister's, I don't know if she's pretending to be strong or she's just kinda happy he's finally dead I don't know". "Where are you guys?". "We're at the airport heading back
I hated that hangover feeling you get after drinking your ass out the previous night.My head was banging, there was pain relief on the table with a bottle of water.Asher I swallowed the pills and then went to take a shower and then got out feeling a lot better than earlier.I got downstairs and found Asher in the kitchen."Someone finally woke up"."What time is it?"."Past 12pm"."Whatttt???", I shrieked."Yeah your friends just left like 30 minutes ago, they came to check up on you since you ghosted them last night and didn't show up at work today", he said dropping a plate of freshly baked bread and eggs in front of me."Damn it, and I had somethings to do at work today", I said digging into my food."You're such a good cook you know that right?",I asked.He smiled, "So, you want to tell me what happened last night?", he asked taking a seat beside me.It was at that point that memories of last night flooded my head. I paused and took a deep breath in and then released it."Nothi
"Are you telling me that my mother has been lying to me? what for? she had no business with Graceville. Your mother might be involved because I mean clearly she use to work there, but what mother has to do with any of this? let's assume what you're insinuating is true in the slightest way possible, why the fuck will she want to buy a trafficked child? I was there on the day Anthony was born, I lived through it all, from the very first day, I was young but I remember things clearly, so what are you even saying?", I was getting pissed at this point. "I don't know okay? I genuinely don't, and I want to lie and convince myself that we're just imagining things, but lines are crossing Sebastian, lines are joining . And Asher-". "Asher is older than me, so there's no possible human way that I'm his older brother, it's impossible, clear it from your mind. Even if you think our mothers are lying to us, his definitely won't, especially because she's dead so please, shove all of us in the bin
SEBASTIAN * * It was a Saturday evening, exactly one month after my whole family drama. I got a call from the hospital that my Dad was dying and he needed blood. Fast! Usually, Anthony was always the one donating blood whenever my Dad was sick. My mom always made sure of it. Something about my blood being contaminated because I had tattoos. I got to the hospital as fast as I could. Anthony wasn't in the country, it would literally take at least two days before he gets here. We were checking everyone possible for a possible match. I knew I was a match so I told them whether or not my blood was pure it was better than no blood at all. My mom was confusingly refusing I even get tested. I just thought she was being paranoid and went ahead the get tested. The result was what confused me. It wasn't that my blood was contaminated because of Tattoos, no it wasn't. It was that my blood wasn't a match with my Dad. Which was crazy to think of because we had the same blood grou
SEBASTIAN **I hate how the weekend was so slow, cuz it was Monday again. I had one of the best times of my life with him this weekend.Though he had to keep me hidden because he said he didn't want people knowing he was dating me, at least for now. The attention on him will be a lot. Especially since everyone is talking about me coming out.I haven't seen the news, touched the internet or checked anything at all that weekend.I didn't even touch my phone, I just wanted to spend quality time with him and I did."So... what are you gonna do? Your house or your office?", Asher asked getting ready for school."My house first, Timothy already told me to come over that we needed to talk, and we actually do, also need to have a good conversation with My Dad but, not today", I said."Okay, well I already made breakfast. ", he tossed me a key."You can lock the door when you're leaving "."Isn't this your key?"."Spare key, so you can come anytime you want ", he said.I smiled, "You're so s
I didn't even bother texting Asher, I Just went straight up to his apartment and knocked. It was like he knew it was me, he spent a while thinking if he should open it or not. He finally did. He pooked his head out and was staring there, smiling at me. His face was pink as fuck. "Can I come in or are you hiding someone in there like you use to hide me?". He bit his lower lips to stop him from smiling and then he opened the door widely and I walked in. His apartment was actually cool. Really really cool . His TV was still on the live stream of the Anniversary, Timothy was showing off Our latest car model. "I can't....I can't believe you fucken did that", he finally said after the awkward silence. "What? you think I would tell everyone that I love you, proudly?". He used his hoodie to cover his face. "Stop I'm dying ", he said blushing so deeply. I chuckled and came over to the couch and sat right next to him. "Look at me ", I Said. "I can't, I can't do this, I