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2021-06-28 03:02:36I am sitting here in this godforsaken place waiting for the women I love more than life itself to wake up. I want her to wake up and look her in the eyes and know that I am not leaving her in here. I am not losing her for seven years as I did with my mom. I don't want to lose her; I can't lose her. I will not be able to live if I don't have her in my life, have her by my side if I can not see that beautiful smile or hear her laughter.
This morning I had to pack up our lives; it was the hardest decision I ever had to make. I had to decide for her, a decision I have no right to make. But I have to save her; I have to save her from the monster the monster created inside her. I am scared to see the look on her face when she realized what I have done.
Then she opens her eyes. “Hey baby.”
“Hey baby girl.”
“Where are we?”
“It's a place that is going to make you better.”
“There is nothing wrong with me.”
“Baby girl, they need to
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