The adrenaline sings in my ears as Lucas laces his fingers and leads me to where he was sitting earlier. With only but one wave of the hand, every single soul disappears, leaving us completely alone.
The burning desire has consumed me as I cannot begin to imagine what it is that he wants. I have perhaps underestimated this man’s power that he has over a woman. Yet, I have vowed to myself that he will not get me under that spell, he will not conquer, it is my mountain to climb, and I will not falter.
So as he pierces right into my soul with those hazel eyes, his words come out as a whisper which I can barely hear underneath the thunder of music coming pumping through the speakers. With a gentle touch of his hand on my knee that nearly cause me to freeze in time, he speaks, “Please just let me for one second?”
I cock my head and try to smile without complete frustration, “What is it that you want?”
“Baby doll, there is something about you; you have had me captivated from the moment I laid my eyes on that gorgeous body.”
Immediately my restraint snap, “Is that all you see me as, a gorgeous body?”
“If you can give me one second, I will show you that I need to have more than one moment with you by my side.”
“Lucas, that is bullshit. You do not know how to be faithful, let alone have a woman twice. So please spare me the crap and tell me what it is that you want?”
Well, perhaps I should have just shut my mouth, for I have forgotten how determined Lucas Lucero is to get what he wants.
“Then I guess,” he says with a rather wicked smile on that chiseled face, “I guess I will show you that I am that man that takes whatever he wants, and baby doll, you are not going to slap me for it.”
“What makes you so sure?”
“Give me one second.”
With what can be described as an inch of an inch, a wink by a wink, one breath by another breath, he closes that gap between our raging bodies. And with what seems like an instant…he claims my lips.
With absolute raw desire, he grabs me by the ass and pulls every inch of my toned body into his. I gasp, fully wanting to push him away, yet I lean into him and splay my hand against his chest. His heart is beating out of synch against his sculpted chest.
At first, his kisses are careful and gentle, but it is not gentleness that I am after. I have tasted Lucas Lucero, and I want more of him, so I knot my fist in his hair, and as I pull him closer, he moans softly. His arms circles my waist, with his hot skin lying heavy against mine, we melt into each other.
It feels as if lightning strikes and the sky breaks open. He steals my breath away; then he gives it back again. My breath hitch, and my body numb as he runs his rough fingers down the exposed parts of my spine; the sensations that I feel send a flush of heat to my core.
Then, he pins my hands behind my back, with the one hand he is holding my wrists into place, while the other knots his fingers in my hair and slightly pulls my hair back, giving him full access to the sensitive parts of my neck. And as he starts laying soft, slow kisses against my skin, he completely devours me, getting pure pleasure as I squirm and try to release my hand.
As he lets go of my hand, he yanks me closer, taking my lips for him to taste. I can feel the rush of arousal build up in my core. Strong lust and simple desire take control of my body and mine. The way he is touching me, the soft tickles, the nibbles at my neck, and parting my clenching thighs, he sends me beyond seven sensations of pleasure, making me crave him more than I should at this moment.
For one brief moment, the words slowly leave his lips as he speaks with determination, “I want you, baby doll.”
His fingers trail down my belly; he runs it over my navel until finally, he has his fingers scrunched into the elastic of my hot pants. I gasp and slide an eager hand over his toned abs that are hot and heavy from the arousal and passion burning under his skin.
Then yet again, as I run my hands through his thick brown hair, I growl, and he whispers, “Baby doll, I want you. I want to be inside of you.”
“What happened to not being a one-second man? In fact, Mr. Lucero, this kiss has been for five minutes, now do you think that you are a five-minute man?”
“Baby doll, I feel insulted.”
His words have barely left his mouth, and his lips are crashing against mine again. First, he kisses me softly, but then he kisses me hard. Then, for the first time tonight, I cannot help but scream his name, “Oh god, Lucas.”
I lose myself completely in the kiss, in the moment. My tongue finds the sensitive parts below his ear. The moan that escapes his lips awakens an even greater longing for his body and soul. The touch of his skin against my tongue sends a fiery passion throughout my core. I cannot keep my self-control any longer. It's like a battle raging inside of me as he makes my body quiver.
My hands unlock behind his neck, and they are moving all over. First down his shoulders, then down his chest, I can feel my heart pounding beneath my flesh. His touch sends my blood racing as he moves his hand further down to my thighs. My body freezes, and for a moment, I stop breathing, and a growl escapes my lips.
And the very moment that it escapes my lips, I stop.
Fuck. What am I doing?
He slides his hands back up my thigh, barely missing the source of my aching; he slowly pulls me closer to him, so close that our lips almost touch. His sweetness attacks every corner of my senses. Just thinking of letting myself get lost in him sends a pure ache of craving to my very much throbbing tension in my core.
His entire body quivers, "Fuck, I want you."
I moan in his ear as my lips tremble, "I am not your type Lucas Lucero."
I graze my hand over his jeans, slightly running my delicate fingers over his erection. He lets out another shattering moan. Every time I kiss him deeply, he makes the most glorious sounds, delicious noises of pleasure as he continues to plunder me with his tongue.
When he kisses me, my brain lights on fire, and the warmth spread throughout my entire body. I can get addicted to him; he can so easily become my poison. I can barely breathe when he is around. Somehow these kisses are going to torment me tonight. They have imprinted themselves into my memory like footprints in the snow.
Then I stop…yet again.
Fuck. What am I doing?
As he reaches for my ass again, I gently splay my hand against his chest and push him away, “Mr. Lucero, you have had seven minutes. I think your time is up.” With that, I lay my soft lips against his cheek. “Now, as I said to you before, I am not your type.”
Much to his clear frustration, I slide my tight ass past him while moving from my chair; one wink and a smile later, I leave him behind with one rather impressive storm building in those skinny jeans.
When I finally make my way outside and slide onto my bike, I take one large breath and scream, “What the fuck were you thinking, Lexi? It was not supposed to have happened so soon.”
As I stretch every toned muscle in my perfect physique, I feel it burning in my core. Today is going to be a disaster, so I only but pull the blankets over my head and turn onto my side to go back to sleep. But that idea is very short-lived as Savanah comes bursting through the door.And yes, as I snap at her, she knows that today is going to be one of those, so she only but looks at me and shoves the paper underneath my nose, “Come, we have to get this. Come, Lexi, get up.”I throw my hands in the air and try to politely wave her off to leave my room, yet she does not listen, “Come on, Lexi, we are not going to get another chance like this.”I grunt at her as I grab the paper from her hand; she has circled an advertisement in thick red pen under classifieds. “Dancers Wanted.”Well, it does not say what type, but it is at the most popular Club in New York City. As we always say, you got to start from the bottom and work
I am standing in Lucas Lucero’s office, snapping at every comforting word that he is trying to say to me. The irritation and angst are consuming every rational bone in my body. There is only but pure blackness in an already near to boiling head. I feel like I am hovering helplessly over my body, watching each ticking second how I slowly unravel into pieces.There is a fear in Lucas’s eyes; I am unaware if he is afraid of what I have become or what I might be capable of doing. Yet, apart from that hint of fear, there is that clear confusion that he has no idea what has taken me over.This is not how I pictured bringing Lucas Lucero to his knees. Right now, the man that wanted me last night wants nothing more than to be away from me as far as possible. Or is this what I perceive in my head for fuck knows right now, the only thing my head can compose is the one curse word after the other.I feel so helpless.And god, I am angry.I am helpl
I watch as a very hopeful Lucas stares at me with eyes that I can almost say they are begging. Yet, there is that biggest part of me that fuels that little voice in my head, “Don’t say yes! Don’t say yes!”And for at least once today, I listen to the voice of reason even though the feeling of his lips is still very present upon mine. So I only but give him a shy smile, “I will think about it.”With a raise of his brow and a tiny wink, he speaks underneath his breath with that husky voice, “Please don’t leave a man hanging, baby doll.” And as he spins around on the heels of those designer shoes, I get nothing but an eye full of his tight ass. Much to Savanah’s surprise, I most embarrassingly growl from the depths of my chest.I only but wave her off before she even has a second to raise her voice, “That fucking ass is goddamn tight Sav. I had two very gener
It seems that Lucas Lucero got one over me…and I will give him that. He caught me off guard, needless to say on my own ground, but I have wallowed in my own pity for a day, and I am now ready to strike back.Savanah is still finding it absolutely to her enjoyment that the player played the player and that yes, I will admit, the man does know what to do with certain…Let us just stop that thought before I work myself up.I need to work on getting myself dressed as we are heading out to the club tonight. So after spending endless hours trying to figure out what I am going to wear to send Lucas’s heart racing, I settle on a pair of black hot pants that glitters in the glare of the light. A tiny crop top displaying a generous amount of cleavage and, the most essential, my red stiletto boots. With one twirl, Savanah gives me the all-important nod.But she has a few words, “I am starting to think that you are doing this for our Mr. Luc
I need to ask myself the question as I am sitting next to Lucas… Who is playing the game? Me or him? I am starting to lose myself into this more than I should, and when I say loose, I mean that I love… Let me rephrase… I like the way that he makes me feel.He electrifies my body every time he is near me. He has the power to drive me crazy and make me feel a way that I have never felt before. I love the smell of his skin, the warmth of his hands, and the sensuality of his kiss. The energy that flows through his touch collides with every particle of my body.But I need to remind myself where I have come from.Maybe not tonight…maybe tonight I can break my own rules and just let go of that bit that I shouldn’t?Yes, I keep saying that I have him right where I want him to be, but does he have me?The fact is that whatever happens tonight, Lucas will still be coming down.So as he looks at me with those hazel eye
Breathe… Lexi breathe… Just think about this.What do I say to Lucas? Does he know? Or am I being paranoid?Yet, “Baby doll, I know you from somewhere.”With absolute terror in my eyes, I try to avoid making contact with those soft hazel eyes which I can so easily give into right now to make all of this go away. Then I softly, with trembling lips, find the words as calmly, “From the club, of course.”He only but shakes his head at me, “No, I know you from somewhere else.”The instant his words hit the tip of his tongue, my entire world comes crashing into a black abyss. There is a shaking of the edges of my self-control as I am about to lose every inch of me that is keeping that beast in control. I cannot crash now, not here, not now, not in front of Lucas.Taking Lucas's hand, I slide it up my thigh….His hand grips tightly onto my waist. My hand is moving up his leg; his body
Last night should not have happened, I recklessly gave myself to Lucas where I promised myself that no matter what happened, it would never go that far. Foolishly I believed that if I, which was the one of the best sex I have ever had in my fucking life, but I thought that it would take his mind off his persistent question.Well, if I thought it would…it failed spectacularly.And to make things even one fraction worse…the man has my phone number and he has not stopped texting me. It is not bad enough that the man is as hot as fuck both physically and between the sheets, now he wants to spend time with me.“This is not part of the plan!”Savanah only but bursts out in a fit of laughter as she comes with it, “I told you, Lex. Did I not?”“Oh, shush.” I wave her off as I pull the blanket even further over my head. I do not want to face the world today. Not only am I irritated with my plan that is going
There is no part of this body that is going to lie to you; yesterday, and even perhaps the day before, is the greatest fun, though it being tormented, but I have never had any man made me feel so good by the mere touch of his lips. The way he winds those fingers around my body to torment me with pleasure is near heaven if I have to admit it to myself.But I am losing focus and getting trapped with the man that I wish to trap. The real reality of the fact is that Lucas has grown up a bit since the last time our paths have crossed. Though just as then, as in now, he knows exactly what to tell a woman to make her feel special whether he means it or not.So, needless to say, he has played his way with his words, and much to my own better judgment, he has me dwindled at his fingertips. And as I am still very much caught under his spell, it only takes one chuckle from Savanah to rip me back to that reality, “I think that a certain someone is falling for Mr. Lucero.&rdq
...Lucas POV...The day has finally arrived.Today the babies are born.Lexi is completely petrified, pacing the room as she is trying to get into her hospital gown. She has been going to see this doctor, but to me, it does not seem that there is any approvement. Now, I have asked her and the doctor what is going on, but neither of them wants to tell me. And as for Tina, Lexi has not told her either.Now she is here working herself up, and believe me; I ain't the one telling a pregnant woman that is about to give birth to calm down. Well, not that she would listen because what I say really does not count, for she does keep on reminding me that we have separated. She does not want to understand my perspective, and I don't know what is wrong with her. At this rate, it is not helping us both.So once she has put on that godawful hospital gown, the nurses come to push her bed through to the operating theatre. Not once does she hold my hand as we move t
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I have not seen Lucas for two days; I am hoping it is because he is busy at the club and not that he is avoiding me. I do not know how I ever thought we could have sex and go back to being friends. I hate being rejected this way, and for some reason, especially by him.Was I just another knot in his string?I am starting to doubt if he wanted me the way I thought he did. In fact, I do not know which way he truly wanted me to start with. I am starting to doubt that we were really such good friends as he said that we are. I honestly think he will not want me again now that he has gotten what he has desired for so long.But it is my own fucking fault!So why am I here sitting and feeling sorry for myself?I guess it is just hard to move back to where we were before the mind-blowing sex. Which was supposed to have been only once, but then he had to take