Please, bite me

Jack's point of view:

I put my hands in my pocket and retreated from her view, she finally, went straight to her home. I saw as some men looked at her hungrily while she passed and I wanted to tear off their heads from their necks but I knew I can't be involved with victims who accidentally crossed my way, it's too dangerous. My victims are hunted wisely by me, it takes some time: firstly I must know everything about them, from where are they who will miss them, I create the most believable accident every time and it's most satisfying feeling: to hunt carefully, silently and slowly. 

   I never said I was a good person. I even not a person. I am a predator and in my blood is the most powerful feeling of hunting. I kill very carefully and I think of all ways how to protect my secret of it. I should just feed of her and maybe that silly addiction would be over. But something is stopping me from doing it and I can't even tell what. She lived in a small apartment. The third floor with a balcony where she was growing flowers. Only her apartment was alive of simple beauty. She lived very poorly as well as her neighbors but only she made this place cozy. When other people kept in balcony wet clothes or trash she kept flowers. Every day I saw how she with a smile was caring for those simple flowers. Only from her and her touch this all-dirty place somehow was shining. She shined.

The baby's heartbeat calmed so she was asleep now. But Lilianna's heartbeat was still loud. I climbed on the roof of the other building. My vision was letting me see her clearly. She was moving with her hips and something hummed silently with earphones in her ear. I smiled when she began to sing her voice was awful and it made me laugh.  I shook my head and disbelief at how funny she was and chuckled a little bit for that cute woman, for the first time I felt full. She went to her bathroom and I couldn't see her anymore. 

I felt the needing to be closer to her, so I climbed from the roof to her balcony and enjoyed her awful singing. It should annoy me but somehow it only warmed me.

When she came out she looked at her sleeping baby and gave her a soft cat with long legs. I think she made it by herself. It was cute.  Suddenly she stopped to move even stopped to breathe for a moment, she turned her head and looked at the balcony where I was standing, with the quick movements I had to hide. Her heartbeat quickened, but her face was still calm. Lilly didn't see me. Did she?

She slowly moved near me and opened the doors of her balcony. The soft smell of flowers and fruits traveled to my nostrils and my sense of hunting called me. I felt like my little veins near my eyes were rising up and my eyes blackened. I was standing above her head my one hand was holding on the stick of her neighbor's balcony. Another hand with nails was held by a brick of the wall. My legs were a little bowed. Soles were leaned by the wall. I felt as teeth began to grow with pleasure and burning at the same time. I swing my head to one side as the dog does this when it is curious. She shouldn't go to the balcony with that sweet smell of her wet skin and more hot blood from the warm water some vampires would want to taste her.. oh yes I'm the only vampire here, shit I must retreat from her now and very quickly.

But what would be if I would show myself to her. How she would react would she be excited? I know that for humans we look dangerous, hot, and tempting, it attracts them, from their boring life, they even don't understand how they should appreciate it. She looked to the sky it was full of stars and she sighed a little bit like she would be tired of something. I wonder what bothers her. Her elbows rested on the balcony's stick. Her small but round body was covered by a huge white towel, She pushed her all wet wavy hair to one side of her head. And that uncovered side of her neck made my chest purr she looked up and bent her head to the left where I was hiding. I quickly ran away with my vampire speed from her when her eyes grew wide from surprise. How I was so stupid how I managed to make such a big mistake. "What's wrong with me!" I shouted to myself quickly.

I need to inject my teeth. Now! I showed them when I ran couldn't keep them unhidden anymore and some fizz came from my chest. I went quickly to the street where women give their bodies for money. Very soon beautiful women with black hair appeared to me. She smiled at me.

-"Hey handsome are you looking for some fun?" She came closer to me, her fingers traveled on my chest her other hand then traveled on hers seductively. It's not helping me with my keeping her alive in the audience. She was beautiful. But I wanted somebody else.

-"I need a blond one." I hidden my face with a hood and the shadows of the night helped me. My voice was harsh even if I said it in a whisper. But her friend heard that and came near us. She wore a small skirt which showed her long legs and she had little t-shirts which almost showed her breast. It easily moved in the wind. She was without any bra. And a corner of round breasts was naked. She was young 22or 24.

-"I can be whatever you want darling." She said seductively in my ear and her hand smoothed through my black hairs, under my hood, it almost slipped. But I stopped it by her wrist, my eyes looked at my shoes, the head was lowered.- "No, not touch me... not now". She shivered from the cold touch I saw as her all hair on her body straightened up. I tried not to look into her eyes because it would scare her and there are too many witnesses. I was impatient she even can't imagine that. But I needed to be smart I can't hunt and make mistakes even if I feel like I would be turned yesterday. She smiled at my words.

"- Go sit..." I ordered her in a calm, cold voice. I took from my pocket keys of the car and pushed a button, the sound of signalization reached the girls' ears and their eyes grew wide, some people in distance too looked at my car. Not good. A stupid mistake I thought. The blond girl with excitement ran to my car, she laughed and winked at her friend before reaching black Lamborgini's doors I pushed another button and the door opened above her head. Her friend silently sighed with words in her mouth that I could easily hear.

-"The lucky one. I knew I had to change my hair color." she crossed her arms. You don't even imagine that the one who is lucky is you. I came to her slowly with my bowed head, too near her, she didn't feel comfortable I knew that I broke her personal space and her heartbeat quickened, she began to feel danger, but when she looked at my car then at me again her eyes shined with hope. Money, for human, are more important than that little sound in their head:'keep a distance from him, run from him. It is death, a danger. But they shushed all senses for money.

I slowly lit up my head and her eyes grew wide with horror I  looked at her very deep into that brown eyes. She locked with mine. 'Got you. 

- "You will forget me at the same moment I put my leg in my car. Your friend decided to travel far away from here, she will not be a prostitute anymore and she doesn't want that anybody would find out about this." Her pupils were wide as mine and when I was over with my hypnosis my pupils as well as she became in normal size. I walked away from her to my car. The sweet smell of honey watered my mouth when I opened doors. I can't wait anymore, needing for her is so strong. She was talking non-stop about how she liked my car and it annoyed me and anger made me even hungrier. I pulled the car into the corner of the street. Took off my hoodie and looked at her and her face paled at that moment, eyes watered and she opened her mouth to scream but I quickly covered her it with my one hand and leaned by her neck.

-"Shhh you will like it, I promise"  I whispered to her ear and bitten her she tensed with her pale face but quickly relaxed, after some seconds she climbed on my knees and gave better access to her neck. She began to moan for me and I felt as I grew bigger. Her hot blood warmed me and my body didn't felt so cold anymore, I began to feel alive again, the pleasure, so sweet pleasure was making me mad. She began to move on me and I quickly changed our position. With my quickly speed I lowered the chair and climbed on her she looked to my face her hand traveled to my cheeks but I fizzed on her with my blooded teeth like a cat on the dog would be hizzed,  and shake my head slowly from one side to another keeping our gaze. Her eyes curiously looked to my black ones, which changed into golden ones, her heartbeat was loud from exciting not fear anymore. I smelled her lust and unbuttoned my pants, with one hand I touched her blond hairs, then my fingers traveled on her neck, her legs wide open for me; I touched with my finger her little vein, there wasn't my bite for yet, she shivered from my touch. A girl pushed her head to her right side as if she knew what I thought. And gave me another access.

-"Please", she breathed heavily with lust. "bite me. I ...I need to feel that" she begged in a whisper and pushed me with her legs to her. I closed my eyes and saw again Lilly on her balcony with that towel which showed me her beautiful legs, the round ass, and her movement to show one side of her neck when she watched the sky, I opened my mouth widely and tasted her, she was moaning loudly. The pleasure was so heavy that it was hard not to ruin all her neck with the meat, but I couldn't stop. Her heartbeat began to beat slowly after she felt her pleasure mixing from my poisons and sex. Not yet. I thought. Don't die. Please just one minute, please don't die. I begged in my mind. But the coldness came to me and I couldn't hear anymore her breathing.

-"No, I'm so sorry" I looked at her then I took her body carefully to the passenger seat and breathed with pleasure I still could feel her taste, she was so delicious, she was beautiful. Now I need to find out who she was what members she had and don't act so stupidly anymore in the future, it was a long time when I hunted so careless. I need to find out who will miss her. And in what way make her death like an accident. Fuck did she had any children you are so stupid Jack. I put my two-finger to both sides on my nose near my eyes if it would stop the headache from thinking. Stop crying for yourself and clean yard mother fucker, I said to myself in my head. I looked to the mirror on my car my eyes shined with flame, soon it will change into normal color. When the pleasure of her blood will be over. But this pleasure is mixed with something new to me. Is it a pang of guilt? I looked again at her calm, full of pleasure but very dead face. And now, I understood how this girl is familiar with Lilliana Storm. For a long time, I didn't feel this disgust of myself because I know who I am and I can't change that, but somehow for now everything is changed because I still feel anger which is not fed up. Anger on myself.