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Chapter 16 : Wondering
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"You're silent" he stated roughly which made me back to my senses.
I took a deep breath and sit on the window-seat, actually this is my favorite spot in my room. There are days when I just wanted to read a books and sit here not wanting to do anything even dancing.
"Svanna Rose, why the fuck are you silent?!" He growl in controlled anger and I can't help but to rolled my eyes.
He sound so demanding and I hate him because of that. He wanted me to follow him and that's really annoying!
"Because I have nothing to say" I respond plainly not giving any hint of interest to have a conversation to him.
I heard him exhale roughly and hissed a series of curses. I'm really good at making other people annoyed and that's nice because I can use it against Vicenzo.
He seems like a short tempered kind of person, he's hot headed and impatient. I could easily irritate him- well maybe, maybe I could.
"Where have you been today?" He ask in modulated voic
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