My fingers grazed the curtain, I couldn't help but repeat that strange thing Aamon had done with his lips. As I did, I felt a shiver run down my spine. That's when it hit me that he was still watching me from across his room.
My heart skipped a beat, racing violently as I imagined the consequences of what has just happened. Yes I had gotten my pleasure and it felt saw good but then that douchebag had seen me.
Without thinking, on instinct I yanked the curtain shut, as if the fabric could shield me from the shame inside me. I took a deep breath hidding behind the curtain, my chest heaving as I struggled to calm my emotions.
My fingers twitched, unconsciously tugging at the edge of the curtain. Questions and worries drowned my mind. "Will he tell others? Especially his sister? Can I still go to school tomorrow?"
Easy I was going go to sleep, wake up the next morning and pretend none of this happened, this was the only plan I had in mind. I slowly made my way to bed, covered myself with the covers and shut my eyes close but I so more than sure knew that I wasn't going to have a goodnight sleep. I was fighting with myself but I couldn't get out of my head what just happened, most especially the way his eyes never stopped looking at me. How was I ever going to go back to school?
Early in the morning, I was awoken by a text from an unknown number, "I'm happy to be your object of release, Haven. Whenever, wherever you want."
This had me screaming my lungs out, waking my mom up, she doesn't get up early since she is always tired from the night shift.
"Haven!!" My mom's voice screeched in worry from across the house. It didn't take long before she burst into my room, concern etched on her face. "Haven, what's wrong?!"
I quickly scratched my head, scrambling for an excuse, not wanting to worry her, there was no way I was telling her about the stupid messege. "It's nothing mom, I just saw a cockroach, that's all."
She looked relieved but still a bit worried. "Okay, sweetie, but are you sure you're okay?"
I nodded, trying to reassure her. But inside, I was a volcanic mess that was about to erupt anytime from now.
The mysterious text message had brought back all the anxiety from yesterday. I wasn't sure I even had the guts to show up to school today. How about I played sick! Mom would for sure fall for it. She'll give me plenty of tablets and cover me with all those blankets but it will be worth it.
"You're sure, you ain't hiding anything from me?" Mommy asked, here came in her excessive worry. I don't blame her though, she was just being a mom.
"No!" I exclaimed, "Ofcourse not!"
"Is everything fine at school?"
I gulped, "Yes it's fine. Am just worried about the upcoming tests, like everyone else." I lied. There was no way I was staying home not with all these questions she was firing at me.
"I know how much you concerned about that scholarship, but I don't need you to pressure yourself too much, honey," she pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head. Her words were always so cormforting.
"Thank you, mom," I smiled at her, "I'll try."
If only she knew that tests were less of my worries.
"Come on, get ready and hurry before the bus leaves you, she got up from my bed, kissed the top of my head before walking out of my room with a heavy yawn. She must have worked over time.
After she left I hurridely went to the bathroom, washed my face, brushed my hair and took a bath very quickly. I had to get ready quickly or I would miss the bus. Next, yanked the brush through my tangled locks, wincing as it caught on a knot. I didn't have time for this, but I couldn't go to school looking like a mess.
I finished combing my hair, chose the first attire that came to my mind, a black crochet top and a pair of jeans. I grabbed my backpack, shoving my books and lunch inside. I took one last look in the mirror, ensuring I looked presentable.
Then I sprinted out the door, my heart racing. I could see the bus in the distance, its taillights fading as it pulled away from the stop. I ran as fast as I could, my backpack bouncing behind me. But no matter how hard I ran, I couldn't catch up. I was doomed!!
I stood there, feeling defeated, as the bus drove away without me. But then, a familiar scent hit me like a ray of sun. The smell of honey and moonlight sailed in the air, and my heart skipped a beat. It was him, Aamon Blackwood!
As the scent drew closer, I felt a stir within me. My wolf, I could sense Nixx's excitement, her longing to be near Aamon's wolf.
I tried to resist, but my body seemed to have a mind of it's own. I turned towards the scent, my eyes landed on a sleek, shinning black Chevrolet Camaro that stopped right infront of me.
Aamon stuck out his head through the window and rudely asked me to get in but I didn't want to.
I thought by rejecting him, the mate bond would be broken but I guess I was wrong. I could feel its pull, so strong, drawing me to Blackwood like a magnet. I wanted to get closer, to inhale his scent and feel his warmth.
Nixx growled in agreement, her voice echoing in my mind. "Go to him, Haven. He is our mate. Claim him ours."
"Come on baby, girl, I won't bite except of you let me," he said his tone husky and filled with genuine concern, I bet he was faking the concern."Rot in hell!" I spat at him and kept on walking . My ego was bigger than Mars itself.Aamon rolled his eyes, a pout appearing on his face. "Come on, we wouldn't want you losing that scholarship."Scholarship! I was shocked as to how he found out about my scholarship. But then I felt Nixx pout from inside me. Here he was Aamon Blackwood breaking our team already. He even got Nixx to open my thoughts to him. Such a jerk."Go away," I waved my hand dismissively at him but the fool didn't seem bothered at all. I would rather go on my knees and beg principal Witherspoon than climb into his stupid beautiful car.But then what if the principal refused, I wouldn't wish for my mom to go back to working day and night just to get my tuition. Plus what could possibly go wrong. This was just a ride.Releasing a sigh, I opened his car and jumped into the
With shaking hands I dialed the "A" for Aamon wanting to save his contact as he had ordered. I still couldn't believe this fool was blackmailing me into doing stupid things he wishes, he's such a devil."Give it." He snatched the phone from my hand and quickly dialed somethings I couldn't see, then tossed it back to me."Here you go, now remember.." he blabbed as I unlocked my screen only to find that he had saved himself as "My other half" my face fell for the pet name, what if my mom saw it, she will think her daughter as found her one and only yet all I've found was nothing but the devil himself. Why is the moon goddess so cruel to me?"You are to do as I tell you," he smirked evily shaking his stupid phone in my face, rubbing it all in my face. "Remember what you've promised."Never in my life had I ever felt so helpless and humiliated as I felt at that moment. I was struggling to keep my emotions in check.I waited for the douchebag to leave and get into the school's main doors,
He grabbed my hand and practically dragged me out of the arena, pulling me into the direction of the boys locker room, locking the door behind us.I felt unease being in an only boys room but Aamon didn't seem bothered at all bringing me here. But then since when did he ever care about the rules, he is the fuckin son of the town's Alpha, he kinda of rules.He begun to take off his equipment, the crowds were still chanting his name outside, I have to give him credit though he is quite good at this game, having scored four out of the five goals tonight, made him not only the best player in today's game but the whole season as well.As he stripped off his sweaty gear, I couldn't help but notice the way his muscles rippled beneath his skin. I swallowed as that was the only thing that could keep me from salivating for his Perfect solid psyche, I bet he visited the gym a couple of times for him to be in such a perfect shape. Any girl would die for this but I wouldn't give him the satisfacti
"Don't try to seduce my brother, a hybrid like you doesn't deserve to be the mate of an Alpha, you're nothing compared to us," Ember's words dripped with venom as she warned me.Her words unleashed my anger inside me. I didn't want to be mates with Aamon either! This was something something the moon goddess forced onto me and here was his stupid sister threatening me all for nothing."I don't want to be his mate either!" I shot back, my voice rising. "But I won't be threatened by you. I don't want anything to do with your brother or your werewolf drama. All I want is to have my peace of mind but your family keeps snatching that away from me."Ember's hazel eyes flashed with anger, they had a scary edge to them, they no longer looked beautiful like they always did, and she took a step closer to me. "You're just a temporary distraction, a plaything for my brother, I swear He will get tired of you soon enough."I stood my ground, refusing to back down. "Tell me something are you jealous!
The rhythm of my heart increased, poundingfuriously against my chest. "Aamon?" Iquivered."Shh, baby girl," he placed a finger on my lips, leaned in burying his head in my neck, inhaling me like I was cocaine."I need you to write about this, Haven," he whispered, his breath hot against my ear. "Write about the way I make you feel."His fingers traced circles on my skin, sending shivers down my spine. I tried to focus on his words, but all I could think about was the way he was touching me.His mouth descended and he peppered kissesalong my collar bone and over my shoulderas his one hand held my waist and his thumbstroked my skin"God!" I moaned as his mouth moved lower to my chest and I rose my hips like it was all natural for us to do this. I wanted more contact with him.Slowly he kissed his way, his head leveled with my chest, It always begins with some foreplay, preferably kissing. Be it on your lips, your forehead, stomach, breast, legs, or your pussy. If he loves you he wi
After gathering what was left of my ego, I sat at the kitchen Island, mom wasn't going to come back tonight, that left me all alone in the house, no one to talk to, watching TV alone was one of the most boring things ever. I took a big sip of my coffee before starting to text Eros, I only hoped he was online because I was so bored that I felt like it could kill me anytime from now."So, I had this thing with Aamon" I started, trying to summarize the complicated situation I was in. "He's my mate, but he is so annoying. And I think he's been with a lot of other women before me."I waited patiently for her reply, it took a little while but finally she did reply, "Maybe he just seems like a playboy on the surface, Haven," her text read. "Maybe there's more to him than that."I raised an eyebrow before hurridely tossing her a reply, "You don't know Aamon like I do," I said, shaking my head. "He's an asshole, an arrogant fool, a jerkface who thinks he owns the town and also he has an ego th
I was stuck sitting at the stands, having to listen to coach Phillips all day screaming at the players, I guess that was to keep them focussed."You need to be prepared always, things can get rough at any time," Phillips explained to the team. I rolled my eyes looked away from them, gosh! I was also forced to listen to their talk because of the seat Aamon had made me sit in, he told me to not move even a step or else he will murder me."Blackwood!" I looked up when I heard Phillips scream out Aamon's name. "You're doing great."I felt my eyes turn on their own to the rink, Aamon was on the ice, his stick handling the puck with ease. I couldn't help but feel get lost watching him play with pride.His movements were fluid and graceful, his muscles rippled beneath his jersey as he skated across the ice. His hair, messy and bounced cooly with each stride, he made.The way he dodged his opponents with ease, I couldn't help but think that he was the best player on the ice. His skill was und
I started to panic searching for my phone, tossing all the contents of my bag pack that is when it hit me that i had locked it in my locker room. Oh shit! Now there was no way i could contact Aamon and ask him for help, i doubt anyone would even notice my presence except Aamon, if he won't be too distracted by his whores."In, out, in, out," I said to myself, taking in several deep breaths to calm myself down and think clearly. I touched the door handle, leaned in to examine the lock clearly. The door was fuckin locked from outside, there was no way to get it to open from the inside."You're going to be stuck in there, for a long while freak," Vanessa's voice taunted me, fueling the anger that was already starting to build inside me. "Enjoy!" She burst into that loud laughter, too ugly it made my ears hurt, and she walked away heels clinking throughout the empty hall.I sighed in disbelief and took a seat on the cold floor. The moon goddess must really hate me, for making me cross pat
HAVENRehearsals for the play are finally starting today, I make my way to the stage room. There's people seated in a few chairs, waiting to watch our rehearsal. A few waves and hello's are directed at me with genuine smiles. Ever since the bonfire, I've become pretty much the center of attention, which makes me famous. I don't care about the fame, but the peace that comes with it. Nobody messes with me, mocks me or throws nasty comments at me.I haven't changed back to plain clothes, so there's also the outfit compliments.I make my way to the front where Mrs. Kate and a few other students who were chosen to participate are standing."Finally, Haven. I expected you to be here on time as you are the main female lead."I'm sorry, it won't happen again.I search the place for Ember but don't see her."Okay, so," Mrs. Kate claps her hands. "Let's all get in position. I hope each and every one of you went through their lines at home? This shouldn't be that difficult, we've all watched th
HAVEN"I'm tired, I need a break." I say to Ryder while laughing and he nods. A friend of his comes over then whispers something in his ear, he nods and looks at me."There's something I need to take care of, I'll be right back.""Sure," I say.Ember appears out of nowhere and links her arm in mine, pulling me with her."Where are we going?" I ask."We're going to get shots!"I reluctantly go with her."Here," she hands me a small shot glass with something that looks blue."What the hell is this?"She laughs over the music and says."Heaven on earth baby!" She throws her head back. "It'll help you forget all about Aamon tonight. I know my brother can be a piece of work sometimes.I smile at her for the first time but she's too excited and tipsy to even notice.I toss it back and wince.A guy comes and wraps his arms around her waist, she turns around and smiles at him."Hi you, I thought you wouldn't come!" The guy says. He's one of her closest friends from school."Would never miss i
HAVENI slept well last night, after Aamon pulled me out of the bathroom , he gave me a really good and relaxing head to toe body massage, that's the last thing i remember."Hi," a soft voice pulls me out of my thoughts. I turn to the source and find it's Ember."Hi," I reply cautiously. She starts walking with me to the car side by side."Today seems to be a good day."Apparently, she and I have been forced to ride the same vehicle to school. Well, it's obvious that the "forced" applies more on my side. On her side though? She doesn't want to "force me" to ride with her because she doesn't want to pressure me.I come to a halt and so does she."Look, Ember. I know this whole "us riding to school together" makes you feel like there's a chance at friendship between you and i," I sigh. "But nothing has changed, okay? We're just in this situation because our parents arranged it. We ride, no talking, okay?"Her face falls, she bites the corner of her lip and takes a deep breath in and out
HavenHis house, his rules.Aamon runs his finger from my collarbone down to the middle of my chest. My breathing picks up when he presses his erection again my stomach."Rule number one: You don't walk in when I'm naked and you're wearing cute small silky nighwear, smelling delicious as sin and get to walk out scot free.""Rule number two: Never shy away from me, I'll punish you with a spank on your cute perky little ass."Rule number three: I get to fuck you whenever and however I want. Anywhere."Wait, what? What kind of unfair rules are these."That's ridiculous, I'm not following any of those rule-""Rule number four," he cuts me off. His hand slides to the waist-band of my silky sleeping shorts, his finger teasing small circles there. "Every time you break or try to refuse the rules, you'll give me a blowjob."My mouth hangs open in shock. The nerve of this bastard. I won't let him push me around just because I'm in his highness' house. To hell with his stupid rules, I'm not acc
HavenEmber is a fan of my books? She actually has a handwritten copy and is asking me to sign it. Ember, asking me for a signature, me, Haven. Actually, she's demanding for one.I stand rooted in place with shock. Her hand is still holding out the copy towards me, she looks awkward as hell right now, this is the first reaction that doesn't have pure hatred and murder mixed with it on Ember towards me.She clears her throat and tucks a loose strand of hair behind her ear."Uh...can you please sign it for me? I really honestly am a huge fan of yours, I enjoy your books so much that I keep re-reading them, especially this one, that's why i have it like this."When I don't say anything, she continues."I actually made an Instagram and Facebook account where I help advertise your works, they are amazing and anyone looking for a good read deserves to read your books. The characters are so well developed and the plots are insane."The way she speaks about my books is something else, I can s
EMBERFinally, my opportunity at revenge has presented itself. Dad bought Haven a new expensive laptop and new phone, so why the hell would she be so hell bent on using her old one?There must be something important on it, some dirt that might help me strike back at her perhaps?I impatiently wait outside her bedroom door, I know what time she usually goes to bed, I've been observing her patterns. If you want to defeat your enemies, study them detail to detail so that you know their movements and weaknesses, then you can strike without missing.With that said, I know that anytime from now, she'll go take a bath and then I'll grab my opportunity to sneak in.I already have my phone on standby, I'll make sure I capture each and every dirty little secret she's hiding. I hope she has some nudes or something real nasty saved on there, that way, I'll be able to blackmail her into staying away from my brother and scheme ways to split her own mother's new marriage. Or, I can delete whatever i
HavenAamon's hands are folded over his chest. He hasn't said anything since I started eating. From me to myself, I admit I enjoyed how close we were before Ember walked in.I've started enjoying his company and I'm now used and obsessed with his alpha aura around me. I've yearned and searched so long for a mate, now that I've found him, i don't think I would be willing to walk away, it doesn't work like that.I steal a quick glance at him and our eyes meet. I clear my throat, feeling too hot all of a sudden under his unwavering gaze. Then I remember I have to finish my drafts and publish a few Chapters of my novel later. I push the chair back and stand, I'm still sore but I can manage to walk a few meters to get my laptop in our house."Thanks for the food, I really do appreciate but i have to go now.""Where are you going?" He ignores my thanking him."Home.""This is your home," he states matter of factly.I dart out my tongue and wet my lips, a trait I usually do when I'm trying t
HAVENI'm stunned for a moment. I don't move and neither does Aamon. Suddenly, something snaps inside of me. I can take advantage of the situation to throw pure shade at the cold bitter bitch.I throw my hand over Aamon's shoulder,with the same hand, I gently run my fingers up and down the side of his neck, then my fingers dip in his curly hair, running through it.Ember gasps in horror when Aamon's hand tightens on my hip and a small groan leaves his lips. This is the first time I've touched him so intimately on my own accord. Fury burns in Ember's eyes, geez. And the trophy for on point naming goes to Alpha Haiden Blackwood. I can almost feel the heat of anger radiating off her."You little whore!"She takes wide steps towards us and I jump up from Aamon's lap.Ember almost reaches me but Aamon steps in between, spreading his arms wide to keep us away from each other."What have you done to my brother! How dare you turn him into your feeding slave!"I feign innocence."What? I didn'
HAVENGreat, for a moment there, I thought he had lost his ass-hole side and I was wondering where he had taken it. But what da ya know? He had to ruin the moment by mocking me about falling in love with him.Nixx: Okay, Aamon's behaviour out of the way. Serious talk now. Are you falling in love with him?I can always sense when Nixx is serious, and one of those few times is now.Me: Not now, Nixx.Refusing to dive deeper into that, I push her to the back, cutting off the link. My stomach rumbles and I'm reminded that I'm starving, so starving I feel like i would eat a whole chicken by myself."You're starving," Aamon stands and offers me his hand. "Come on, let's get you downstairs to eat."My eyes move from his face to his hand. I keep staring at it when he wiggles his fingers."Haven." He calls my name impatiently."No thanks," I push his hand away and stand. "I know my way to the kitchen, you don't need to hold my hand."He drops it, I can still feel the weight of his stare on my