I’m running late this morning and hoping that Spin has forgotten about me already. But as I’m slipping my boots on, I get a text telling me he’s outside. Well, I guess my hair is staying down today!
He’s parked right outside the door in his flashy sports car, and I’m thankful that he stays in it and that my foster parents left for work thirty minutes ago! When I get in, I’m hit with the pleasant scent of his cologne. I know it’s Very Sexy by Victoria's Secret, which is odd for the biker king, but I say nothing!
He’s wearing dark denim jeans and a black tee under his leather jacket. As I settle into the seat he says, “morning beautiful”. I tried my best to ignore him while trying to figure out how to get the seat of his fancy car to lay back a little. “Tired”?!
I nod and admit, “I need caffeine”! He pulls into the Starbucks and sweeps his hand in front of him indicating for me to order. I lean across him to make sure they can hear me and order my Trenta Mango Dragon Fruit… That should be enough to keep me going for a few hours! He orders an Americano, boring! I tell him “thanks”, as he hands me my drink, then I chug it down greedily. He pulls the drink back from me and takes a sip from it. I glared at him. Don’t ever separate this girl from her caffeine, even if you paid for it!
“Pretty good”, he admits as he hands it back. Jerk! When we pull up to the school parking lot, he pulls into a spot and gets out. What the fuck?! He opens the car door for me and helps me out from the low seated position, and everyone is watching us as we walk toward the school with his arm draped over me. Meme catches up and loops her arm with mine, as Travis stares me down from where his car is parked… The nerve of him to be angry right now. You created life with someone and had it killed. I’m just walking here!
The closer we get to the school building, the bigger the crowd around me has gotten. There are now four guys wearing the same jackets as Spin standing around us. When we’re just outside the rear entrance, he grabs my chin and turns my gaze to him, “what time are you out of here”?
“Four, I have cheer practice after school”, I tell him.
“If I’m not here, Gabe drives you home”, he says as he points to the guy next to me whose jacket says Prince on the back of it between the shoulder blades.
“Meme can take me”, I reminded him.
“I take care of what’s mine”, he says before pecking me in front of everyone watching. Did he really just kiss me?! Ooo’s and awww’s can be heard in the background, and I pushed his hand away in embarrassment. I continue inside with the four guys surrounding Meme and me, and the crowd before us parts effortlessly, letting us through without a fuss. What kind of odd black magic do these strange individuals wield?!
I had no idea that I had at least one of these guys in every single class. Whoever has the next class takes my books from the previous guy, and they sit down next to me in the classroom each time! In the few classes I have with Travis, he tries to get near me but gets thwarted by whichever of the four guys is in the room with me.
Three of the four guys have the same lunch, so they squeeze in around me between the other cheerleaders I sit with. The girls are uncomfortable at first, but by the middle of the lunch period, they’re all laughing and getting along. Gabe accompanied me to the line, and this is where Travis decides to corner me.
“You slept with him?”, he barks in the middle of the cafeteria.
“Slept with who? I’ve never had sex before, remember?” I retorted back. Meme gets out of her seat and approaches me with the other two guys, Chris and Mike, at least that's what I think their names are.
“The biker king, he said you slept together Friday night. You're telling me he’s lying”, he shouts as my face reddens. “Oh, so it’s okay for you to whore it up to a convicted felon you just met, but not your boyfriend”!
I start to tremble with anger and Gabe takes my tray from me. I think I see him pocket my receipt, but who cares! I step forward, getting closer to Travis, and say, “first of all, I've never had sex with Spin nor anyone else. Yes, I slept in his bed Friday night after almost drowning and he jumped into a freezing cold lake to save my life! Meme was there, asleep in the room too, nothing happened”. His face relaxed at my words, “don’t you dare for one second think that just because what really happened is not what you thought happened, that somehow means I still want to be with you! You and I, Travis Baker, are over, so you can continue dipping your joy toy, as you call it, into whomever you want to. Oh, and the abortion your parents forced some poor girl into, so I wouldn’t find out about it, guess what?! I know about it”!
“Who told you?”, he asks, not even trying to deny it!
“What does it matter?” I asked him. “You’re a fucking pig and have the audacity to try and confront me about sleeping in someone else’s bed after nearly drowning when you’re the one actually screwing around”?
“So that’s it then? You want to be a biker bimbo”, he retorts, causing me to lose all self-control and smack him across the face before walking away.
“By the way”, I hear Gabe tell him as Travis caresses his slapped cheek. “She is not being primed to be a broad, she is going to be our queen”! What the fuck did he just say? I glare back at Gabe, who shrugs before putting my tray down.
I eat my lunch, avoiding the gazes of everyone as they continue carrying on with the biker boys surrounding me. Meme squeezes my knee under the table and I nod, letting her know I’m fine… And I am, I think!
The remainder of the day continues in the same way. The guys carrying my stuff, sitting next to me, blocking anyone from speaking to me! When the day ends, I find relief in the girl’s locker room, where they can’t go! I’m sitting on the floor with my back up against the cool tile wall when Jessica, the other co-captain, squats down in front of me. “You okay?”, she asks and I just nod. “I’m happy for you, getting away from that clown! We all tried to tell you, so I’m glad that whoever got through to you finally got through to you”.
She stands up and offers me her hand to help lift me back to my feet. I take it, and I’m pulled up in one smooth thrust. “That’s all good and everything, but cheer girls belong with the jocks. Couldn’t you have just picked another one, even on a different team?” Diana asks me.
“You know, I was never into anyone else before Travis. I thought he was different. Maybe that’s the problem, they aren’t, so I have to pick something different”, I defend!
“So you pick a criminal?”, asks Jennifer.
“What makes him a criminal?” I asked her.
“He just got out of jail last year for armed robbery I think”, she retorts. “Do you seriously not know anything about him”?
“I just met him Friday night, and he jumped into a freezing lake to save me from drowning. I hardly think someone willing to do that could really be that bad”, I answered.
“I guess not, but one good deed doesn’t undo the many wrong ones he’s done before you”, she tells me. Well, she’s got a point there… One point for Jennifer, zero for Lala!
“Guys”, says Meme. “It’s really none of our business! You don’t hear Lala judging how at every away game we get invited to, you sneak into a different jock’s room for the night, Jennifer. Nor do you hear her talking about your thing for giving the winning team’s captain a blowjob Dia. And I fuck anything with a hard dick, so I really have no room to judge”, she says while they all stare back at her. “It’s time for practice, so let’s get done what we came here to do”!
“I was just saying she could have picked anyone other than a grease monkey”, says Jessica under her breath.
“Not for nothing, that grease monkey dropped her off in a million dollar car”, says Diana. “Maybe she has a good point! I get that sports stars make paper and drive fancy cars, but damn”!
We walked out of the locker room to the boys waiting just outside the door. Great, they’ve heard everything too! Gabe glances at me, assessing my mood, and I just shrug. The rest of practice goes by uneventfully, and when coach Mays blows the whistle dismissing us, I spot Spin sitting on the grass with the boys watching us. I dunno why this makes me so angry as I storm back into the locker room with the squad!
I changed quietly, and none of the girls said anything further about the biker king. I walked out the main door to Gabe and Mikey waiting. As we walked back to the parking lot, the other two guys joined us along with Spin. “Let’s get this over with”, I told him as I walked back to the car with him.
Gabe and the other three guys pile into a black SUV, then follow behind the car we’re in. “I need another shot of caffeine if I’m going to make it through my assignments tonight. Can you stop at Ready Coffee?” I asked him.
“Anything you want, beautiful”, he says and I scoff at him. “You doubt me”?
“Yep”, and I do doubt him.
“Try me”, he says.
“The freedom to choose whom I’m in a relationship with”, I say. He looks down with a pout on his face, my words effectively silencing him!
He pulls into the drive-through at the coffee stand and orders another boring-ass Americano and I order my iced Game On energy drink. “Do you even drink coffee?”, he asks curiously.
I shrug and say, “sometimes! But I only like the white chocolate peppermint mocha, which is a seasonal drink apparently”!
When we are back on the road he asks, “care to tell me about your change of heart”?
“Nope”, I tell him as I sip my drink. “It was hard enough living through my life the first time around, I don’t need to rehash the pain another time around while I explain it to you”. He stops in front of the door to my house and I tell him, “thanks for the caffeine boost”. I mean it, I can’t usually afford these luxuries! I gather my things and climb out of the car.
“Same time tomorrow beautiful”, he says as I wave him away when I really wanna flash him the finger. Annoying prick that he is!
I head right to my room and dive into my homework, sipping away at my drink. It’s nearly ten, and I haven’t heard from Travis or Spin. Maybe he had forgotten about me already! I have a message from Meme asking if I want to go to a sleepover with her on Friday… She sees the mess I’m in, really Meme?! I tell her to let me think about it, but it’s likely going to be a no. I can’t even get driven to school by her, so unless Spin is backing off, then I doubt it!
I finished my schoolwork and showered. My foster mother drops my laundry basket on my desk and tells me to put it away tomorrow, that it’s more important for a young girl to get her rest. When I sigh, she asks if anything is wrong and I deny that there is. She looks me over but doesn’t press the matter any further. I dress in comfy pajama pants and a tank top, then climb into bed and let exhaustion take over!
I wake early, dress, and head out the door. It’s five minutes to seven when I send a text that I’m outside. Meme is warming her car and she waves at me as she waits… Well, at least someone wants me around Loyalty, even if it’s for the wrong reasons!Loyalty steps out of the house with her long pink hair loose down her back, a white low-cut shirt showing cleavage, low-cut dark blue skinny jeans, gray Ugg boots, and a black bubble coat she has left open revealing her clothes underneath. Her pink book bag is slung over one shoulder! She doesn’t really go to school like this, does she?! Meme blows a kiss at her, and she blows one back as Meme pulls out of the driveway.Loyalty watches her pull away before getting in the car. “Morning beautiful”, I tell her and she rolls her eyes before laying the seat back slightly. “Tired”?!She nods her head as I start to drive and say
Exactly five minutes to seven my phone goes off like yesterday, letting me know Spin is outside. I headed out, and waved at Meme for the second day in a row! I climb into the car and recline the seat as he tells me, “morning, beautiful. Starbucks”? I nodded without even looking at him. I’m clearly not a morning person! Today he orders my drink for me and doesn’t sip it when he hands it to me. I give him my weak thanks, and as we start to drive he says, “you okay”? “Yes”, I say immediately, then pout! “No”, I admit! I’m kind of bothered by something the girls said to me in the locker room! “So which is it, Loyalty?”, he asks. “No”, I told him. “Why were you in jail”? He raises his brows at the question and takes a deep breath before sipping his coffee… Talk about buying yourself time to answer a question. “Well”? “I murdered my father”, he says, without looking at me.
It’s the second morning that I’m here five minutes to seven, and I text Loyalty that I’m outside. Again, she gets into the car and looks completely drained… Does she sleep?! “Morning, beautiful. Starbucks”? She keeps looking forward with her eyes closed as she nods yes! We pulled into the Starbucks drive-thru and I ordered her drink and my coffee. After she takes a sip, I ask her, “you okay”? “Yes”, she says immediately, but pouts and follows it up with a “no”! Uh-oh, this can’t be good! “So which is it, Loyalty?” I said to her. “No, why were you in jail”? I was not expecting that question this early in the morning. Why do people talk about things that are none of their business like it is?! I take a deep breath and sip my coffee, “well”? “I murdered my father”, I tell her honestly. The bastard deserved it. I’m not ashamed of what I did! “How long were you in jail for that? I mean, you’re not that old”, she says. Does she think I’m old?! “I was given five years, and I was out in
The next few days are like living the last two on repeat. I’m picked up by Spin, given my dose of caffeine, and dropped off at school where I’m guarded by Spin’s crew members. It’s finally Friday! But it’s homecoming today, so the pep squad and football team have to dress professionally. I chose my pale pink skirt suit that Maxine insisted on buying me when I became co-captain of the squad. I packed a change of clothes for tonight, sleepwear, and an extra change of clothes for Meme. I carry everything out the door with me as I glance through my foster mother’s good luck text. I didn’t tell her that I took myself off the homecoming queen ballot. It just all seems so superficial since Travis and I aren’t even dating anymore! When I get to the car, I tell Spin, “can I leave this in your trunk”? I lift the purse in my hand for him to know what I’m referring to. The trunk pops open and I toss the bag in before closing it and getting into the car. “What’s with the get-up?", he asks, ta
Days three and four go just the same as day two went. I pick her up, buy her Starbucks, take her to school, walk her to the door, and kiss her. Gabe takes her straight home after practice, with no detours! We text before bed, but are now having actual conversations… On Friday, I pull up a little early, and Meme is getting in her car all dressed up. Whatever, it’s Friday, right?! That’s until Loyalty exits the house, also dressed to the nines. Her pink hair is tied back in a bun, and she’s wearing a pale pink pencil skirt with a matching suit jacket and black heels. I really hope these two don’t plan on coming tonight dressed like this?! Her face is down, focused on her phone which is in her right hand, she has her book bag threaded through both arms and an oversized purse in her left hand. She opens the car door and says, “can I leave this in your trunk?”, and lifts the purse up. I pop the trunk open and she looks relieved to not have to carry it around all day. “What’s with the ge
I woke the next morning sore, the aftermath of his every bite was felt on my skin. Who knew orgasming so good could hurt so bad! Despite how warm I feel, Spin is not here. Instead, I’m face to face with a beaming Meme, who has a cheek-splitting grin on her face. I scoff at her and try to roll over when she climbs on top of me and says, “oh no you don’t”. She’s giggling like an idiot as I moan. “Get off”, I tell her. “It hurts”! Meme gasps dramatically, “you didn’t”! “No, I didn’t”, I told her. “But what happened was… I dunno! But it felt amazing while it was happening”. I blush at the memory. “Those marks all over you definitely say it was sinister”, she says as I look at her in confusion. I get up and head to the bathroom and gasp at my own reflection. The deep purple welts that adorn my body are so dark I can see them through the thin white tee! Meme is again laughing like a hyena at my state of shock. “Oh my God, how am I going to hide these?” I
Loyalty is clearly not a morning person, it’s after nine and she’s still out cold. I bump into Meme in the hallway and she swivels past me into my room. I continued downstairs to check with Dan about making Loyalty a jacket. He has set up a meeting with our seamstress for later today. This is going to clash with her schedule for the day, so I wake Gabe and his boys to get ready to go with her and Meme. They’re not thrilled with having to go to school on a Saturday, but that’s too fucking bad! As I reach my bedroom, I hear her and Meme talking, and I know I shouldn’t eavesdrop, but it’s not like Loyalty is very forthcoming with her feelings! “Oh no you don’t”, I heard Meme say as a scuffle between the two girls occurred. “Get off, it hurts”, I hear Loyalty whine. She’s so damn innocent that a single orgasm from being fingered has her energy depleted! “You didn’t”, Meme shrieks, and I find myself chuckling. Can you imagine? She’d be dead to the world still if
On Christmas Eve, I find myself standing in Spin’s kitchen with a few of the women, debating with Meme about my new nickname. This now familiar room seems to be the discussion room of us females, as we’re often corralled together here preparing food for the entire crew. It’s always a group effort though, and I admire everyone’s willingness to pitch in! “What's your beef with it?” Meme asked for like the fifth time this week. “I’m not wifey, I’m not even engaged”, I defend. “So if Spin asked you to marry him…”, Brenda starts. “Phishhh”, I cut her short. “I’m not expecting that anytime soon. But if the shoe fits! Honestly, there is no fighting the inevitable. Spin has made it very clear he ain’t ever letting me go willingly”. Brenda nods knowingly, every woman in this room knows the truth about how we started! “But if he did”, Brenda continued. “Yes, I’d say yes”, and I would, I know I’m in love with Spencer Mason Hart. “So you’re in love with S
Loyalty sobs herself to sleep in Bo and Max’s hold and her unconscious body is then carried by Bo out of the warehouse, where she’s loaded into an ambulance and taken to the hospital to be examined. After she’s released, she’s taken to Nina’s house where she barricades herself in Jonny’s bedroom with Stephany for days! The day before Jonny’s funeral, she goes with Bo, Max, Rich, all three of his brothers, and his sister to get a tattoo. I don’t understand what possessed her to get such a thing, but she’s in mourning right now and I’m still feeling shitty that the one fucking guy I loved to hate was the one who saved my life. But still… The tattoo bothers me! Right in the center of Loyalty’s chest is a life-like replica of the back of Jonny’s left hand. In the middle, it reads Jonny Anthony Knight. It also lists his birthday as Sunrise September thirteenth, and the day he died as Sunset October fourteenth. That wouldn’t be so bad, but on the ring finger of the handprint, it says ‘Amor
Loyalty and Stephany spend one night with Jonny at his mother’s house before returning to her Brooklyn apartment. She calls me and pleads with me for space, and we agree that she’ll return to the lake house with our daughter on Saturday. Each day becomes more and more miserable without them, and by Friday I’m losing my fucking mind!Pardon my shock when Jonny calls me and I send it to voicemail the first three times before actually answering, “what”?“Amory is missing”, he practically whispers.“What the fuck did you just say?” I growled out.“Amory is missing”, he screamed into the phone. “I need you to get down here. The police want to have a word with you”!“Where’s my fucking daughter, Jonny?” I barked out frantically.He sighs, “she’s fine! She’s upstairs in the apartment. How long until you get here, Spin”?“An hour”, I told him before hanging up.I dial Gabe and he bolts down the stairs like a flash of lightning and we’re out the door in s
I wake up in the bed of my Brooklyn apartment wrapped in Jonny’s arms, and if we weren’t both completely naked I’d almost be inclined to believe that the last few months of my life were just some really bad dream. I called Spin last night and pleaded with him for space, and after promising to return to the lake house by Saturday, he reluctantly agreed. I feel sick, although I don’t admit this to Jonny. Instead, I emphasize that my feet hurt, my back hurts, my boobs hurt, my butt even hurts, and I’m just tired beyond exhaustion. He does what he can to comfort me, but I know the stress of my situation is starting to become daunting to all of us involved. I’m bored to death with Jonny’s constant babying of me and when I suggest going down to the club for our last night here in Brooklyn, he agrees yet straight up tries to dress me! Eventually, I got my way. However, I do swap the shoe suggestion for the shorter wedged heels he chose from the stilettos I originally picked.
I attend the date with Spin, only to end up in bed with him in some random room in the colonial. After knowing his history with women not sleeping in his bed, it leaves me feeling queasy that I even let it happen. It’s been three years, but I’ve come to terms with the fact that Spin just doesn’t do it for me anymore! I took Jonny back down to the lakeside hideout and confessed everything! At first, he was furious. I get it, we’ve been like fucking like rabbits with each other, so why would I even have allowed that to happen? I guess I was caught up in a moment and the alcohol sure didn’t help! “Mi Amor”, (my love) Jonny says as I lean against the hood of his car. “What is it”? I sighed before babbling out, “I did something last night that I shouldn’t have. I’m now sick to my stomach over it and I have to be truthful with you about it”. “Amory, what is it?”, he says calmly as he folds his arms over his chest. I can tell he already suspects what I’m going to s
I wake up still pissed off about Jonny’s contract and how fluidly both he and Loyalty move with each other. I try not to stress it and switch my focus to doing damage control. I have tonight all planned out, and like with the night of the Broadway show, I’m putting Loyalty’s preferences first! I leave for work without so much as a peep from anyone, even Jonny is surprisingly still upstairs in Loyalty’s private wing of the lake house. All these extra doors are starting to become a nuisance… Was it necessary to construct a hallway closure barricade in both houses?! She’s so peculiar about certain shit to the point it irks me! When I arrive back at the lake house, I head to the shower before I seek Loyalty out. She’s in the hammock with Stephany lying over her. Even though our daughter is only almost three, she covers most of Loyalty’s body. Another testament to just how small she is compared to everyone else around her, even her own child! Courtney joins Loyalty in
Loyalty, Jonny, and I traveled back to Brooklyn for one last week. They spend the week packing up their stuff to be taken to the lake house, while my anger at how close they’ve grown in the last month just seethes and festers within me. I haven’t been able to get more than a full-on-the-mouth kiss out of Loyalty and it aggravates me since she randomly breaks apart from Jonny’s hold whenever I enter a room they’re in together. By the time we make it to the courthouse for the DNA hearing, steam is coming out of my ears! It doesn’t help that Stephany throws a tantrum in the parking lot that results in Jonny carrying her like a China doll perched on his arm. I tried, Rich tried, even Loyalty tried, but Stephany refused to stop crying until Jonny took her into his arms. When the case is called before the judge, Loyalty is escorted to the plaintiff's desk with Rich and Jonny, who still has Stephany clinging to his neck. I stood alone at the defendant’s desk. I turned back a
For over a week and during our last weekend trip upstate, tensions between Jonny and Spin continued to escalate. I’ve stepped in between them more times than I care to admit. In the middle of the first week of October when we appeared in court, everyone had just about reached their breaking point! Despite Spin petitioning the court for this appearance, I initiated the divorce, and, therefore, I stand at the plaintiff's desk while Spin is still the defendant in this case. Even with Rich being with me at the podium, Stephany clings to Jonny and refuses to let him go. So we stand before the judge with Jonny between us, momentarily confusing the judge as she steps out to approach her bench. “Ms. Williams, nice to finally meet you! Please explain to me what on Earth is going on here and why this divorce case now has a paternity request attached to it”, she states coldly. I take a deep breath and say, “yes, your honor. So a little over three years ago, when I made the
I stepped out of the tent first thing in the morning to find Loyalty still lying on Jonny’s chest in the hammock. He’s holding his phone up over her head and they’re both clearly laughing. I don’t know what to make of their odd behavior anymore, so when I walk by I push the hammock and make Loyalty squeal at the sudden movement! The next morning at breakfast, Loyalty is explaining that it’s not necessary for them to take their stuff back to Brooklyn since next weekend is the last weekend before the new contracts go into effect and they’ll be at the lake house more than in Brooklyn. Courtney and Jonny agree, so they all load their dirty laundry into the washing machine together. I’m surprised they’re all in such agreement about this, but then again, Loyalty has baskets on a rack above her washer and dryer in Brooklyn that are labeled with everyone’s names on them, so I’m sure it’s not the first time they’ve all done this. At the lake house, there is shelving on the opposite
I stretch out on the warm firm surface I’m lying on top of as the familiar smell overwhelms my senses and I rub my face into it. It starts to chuckle when I feel something vibrate from under me. Jonny slides his hand down between us to retrieve his cell phone from his pocket. “Amory, where’s your phone?” Jonny asks with his voice still raspy from sleep. I shrugged, “in my room probably. Why”? “Charlene has been tryna reach you”, he says. I sighed, “she wants approval to do a duet theme night for karaoke this week”. “Like couples karaoke?” I ask him confused, and he nods. “I guess that’s a cool idea”! “Wanna do a song with me?”, he asks with a smile on his face. It’s not like we haven’t before! “As long as it’s not Love Lies”, I said through my giggles and lay my head back down on his chest. Jonny laughs hard and says, “Okay! How about-“. “How about you surprise me, but just not Love Lies”, I tell him, making him laugh harder. “Okay! No Lo