Aleen POV::"Go through that contract, take your time. Only make your decision after you are absolutely certain it is what you want for yourself, Aleen." Stephane tells me. We are having breakfast, though it is technically brunch as we both woke up late, the spiral bound paper placed in the middle of the dinning table. My pulse falters and my mouth goes dry, I stall by taking a drink of my iced cold water. Stephane made us toasts, eggs, bacon, baked beans, sausages, it is a full spread. And I am halfway through devouring everything. I woke up starving. "Is this really necessary?" I ask, clearing my throat. It occurs to me that I might not really know what I mean to him. What this thing we are doing hidden away in his basement apartment, with my mother, his wife, upstairs, oblivious to the taboo we are indulging in. He is older and hence more sensible and less given to being irrational. I am the crazy one here. I can't decide how I feel about it. He is making things official between
Stephane Pov:: "I have my ways." I tell her. The smirk on her face only spreads, lighting up her eyes with dangerous mischief. I am afraid I have driven myself into a hole. Here I am, talking about detaching emotions from this thing we have going on, and yet I am doing just that. I can't hide the feelings of jealousy and possessiveness that unfurls in my chest at the idea of Aleen spending time with Benjamin or any other guy. Younger guys her age. Men she can have something more solid with and society will not bat an eye over. The rational side of me knows that it is probably for the best that she has someone else. But the irrational side hates the very idea with an intensity that is so conflicting. "Stephane, are you jealous?" The little nymph asks me, the sly smirk on her face makes me want to do things to her that will have her begging for more. "Answer the question, Aleen." I tell her. "Answer mine too." "I asked you first." I grumble, getting angsty. I can't believe I conv
Aleen POV::My heart stops. I stare at the shattered ceramic cup on the floor in horror, the black coffee spreading on the porcelain floor. I had tried to move in a hurry and knocked it down by mistake. I hear my mother ask Stephane if he had a guest and the silence that follows the question is so awful, it rings loudly in my ears. I can't believe how close we are to being discovered. She just has to walk into the kitchen right now and see me sitting here, wrapped up in a duvet, naked underneath, the sin written clearly on my face, the hickeys on my neck, the flush of my skin, the haphazard pattern my hair is set. There is literally nothing I can say to redeem the situation. For all she knows, I am in school, building a whirlwind romance with Benjamin. Innocent and cute. Not here. With her husband. In this basement. "No. You know I don't have guests down here. I think I set a glass too close to an edge or something. I will clean up the mess later. Don't worry about it." Stephane rep
"I know that tone, darling." She says, her voice is louder, closer. "What tone?" Stephane asks in his jovial tone. "You don't like the idea of it. But that is okay. I don't mind. Come see me out, I don't want to be late." And then she is gone. I remain where I am seated, unwilling or unable to move. I have a lot of emotions running through me, and I can't make sense of any of them. I still feel the residual adrenaline induced dread from earlier. And simmering underneath it is a darker feeling. One of envy and possessiveness. I can't make sense of it but something within me wants to make Stephane mine. Completely. I want him to be the way he was with my mother, with me. It is an absolutely unhinged feeling. I almost don't recognise myself."Aleen." And there he is by the door, leaning against it and pinning me with that feral look in his eyes. I get up, walk towards him with quick determined strides and then I am pulling him down to meet my opened mouth, kissing him like I have lo
"Yeah." It is about three p.m, if I leave now, I will be back in school before the sun goes down. By evening, I should be reintegrated back into school mode. Hopefully, I can leave him behind in this basement when I leave. I can't afford taking thoughts of him with me back to my life outside of here. "You don't have to leave immediately, are you mad at me?" He asks, watching me like he is searching for something in my blushing face. I avert my eyes. Hating myself for being dumb and spinning ideas and fantasies about us out of nowhere. He is clearly in this with his head screwed on tight. He is not about to jeopardize his marriage with my mother because of me. I mean nothing to him other than the sex. And now he wants to define the sex too, he wants to put restrictive boundaries about it. I don't know how I feel about being in a fucking BDSM relationship with him. I don't know if it is something I can handle without losing myself completely in him. "Actually, I do have to leave imme
"Yes." I whisper. Then with a wicked smirk, I add, "but it is okay if you don't want to. I will just get it elsewhere." The growl that escapes him is wild and animalistic, he grabs my chin and brings me close, dark eyes glittering like a wounded wild animal's, my pulse skyrocket in my neck, loud in my ears, thumping in my ribcage, my entire body trembles with delicious anticipation, a bit of fear and it is pure electricity licking up my spine. This is such a dangerous game I am playing, but I know the reward will be absolutely worth it. I can see it in his dark eyes. The way his breathing has gotten shallower. How closely our bodies are pressed together. He leans down with warning and bites the sensitive spot on my neck, I cry out, hoarse already from all the tension. His teeth is sharp and gentle and rough and hard all at the same time, fire spreads from the pain straight to my brain. Stephane's mouth is hot on my heated skin, he still has my hands pinned above my head, in total c
Stephane spanks my ass. Hard. I yelp out as the pain slices through me and then moan low and soft under my breath as pleasure follows the sensation almost immediately. "You are my perfect little nymph." Stephane leans in to growl directly into my ears. Possessive and powerful. I am transported to a point where I can't process anything else besides the pleasure. It is intense. It is overwhelming. It is almost too much. Embarrassing croaking sounds escapes my throat, deep, loud and unhinged. I arch back into his thrusts, now that they are slower, though still maintaining their intensity. Then he switches the rhythm again and I am left scrambling to hold on. Thrown into the eye of a tornado, more like. "Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes." I haven't the faintest clue what I am affirming. It just seems right. It is all I can manage.Stephane spanks me again, tight across my ass, on the same spot as before, the pain comes through again, like an anchor and the pleasure follows almost immediately after. I
Aleen POV::"Hey! Hi." I startle, seeing Charlie on her bed as I enter the room. I wasn't sneaking in or anything, but I didn't expect her to be around. She usually had her debate club meeting on Sunday evenings.She rouses from her lying position, I regret turning on the lights because she can see my face and the guilt written on it. Not to add, the evidence of what I had been up to, plastered all over my skin. I am wearing a scarf I stole from my mother's closet around my neck to hide the worst of the hickeys, but my face remains almost permanently flushed and I have learned that I can't exactly keep my eyes neutral as I hoped I did. "Aleen." She says quietly, fixing me with a gaze that I can't explain. It unsettles me slightly as I go to my bed, dropping on it gently. I kick off my shoes, knowing I should get out of my dress too but not wanting to be naked in front of Charlie, so she doesn't see the branding on my skin from Stephane. The angry faint red bruises. The shallow bite m
Aleen POV::I should snap out of it. Of course, he has done this before. How else would he be so knowledgeable and comfortable about it? I am not dumb. He is an older matured man with his kinks. That is okay. I am not judging. But the questions pour in and I can't help myself."With Christine?" I ask with wide eyes. I don't know if I can continue with this if he does this with my mother. I couldn't look her in the eyes knowing this about her. Oh my gosh, I sound like a total hypocrite right now. But it is what it is. I had been doing this with Stephane so far under the impression that I was special to him, if it turns out not to be the case, I don't know if I would be able to live with the heartbreak. "Oh. No. No. Christine is not into this." He says, eyes on me. Honest and open. "What?" I don't know how to take his response. My stomach does a nervous flip, I feel like I am ruining our moment, but I also believe and trust him when he said I could ask and talk about anything with him
Stephane POV::When Aleen steps out of the bathroom in the sheer lacy purple lingerie I got for her, my breath leaves me and all the blood rushes southwards. My God, is she is stunning. The purple matches her skin tone perfectly, making her appear like royalty. An ethereal princess. Rightfully, because that was how I viewed her. From the beginning. There was something royal about her ethereal beauty. The top of the lingerie is tiny, covering her breasts sparingly, so there is a lot of flesh to see, white milky skin beckoning for my kisses. The bodice of the lingerie is cut like a corset, cinching in her tiny waist so she looks like the perfect figure eight. The bottom part of the lingerie is a tiny underwear, with silky garters on her slender curvy thighs. Complete with the stocking that reaches her upper thigh, she is a vision to behold. It gives me an ego boost, knowing that I picked the perfect lingerie even though it has been years since I last did it. I still got it and she is
I can't seem to find a comfortable way to keep my body from flying off the edge, my legs flail over his back and shoulders, my toes are curled almost painfully, my back is sinking into the soft cushioned back of the expensive leather chair, and the sounds escaping my lips are embarrassing and raw. He is eating into my very soul. I don't know how to tell him that so I just call his name over and over again, my moan is strained and choking, quiet and low and high pitched. Everything all at once. It is beyond overwhelming. I feel like livewire. An hairsbreadth from sparking and becoming something beautiful and explosive. I didn't know this could feel like this. That anyone could make you feel like this because of sex. I wasn't a virgin when we got together, I had had some really mediocre sexual experiences, but with Stephane, it felt like I got an upgrade from nowhere and I didn't know what to do with it or how to even take it."Stephane. Stephane. Stephane." "Hm. You taste so good."
"I signed the contract." I blurt out just when it felt like I might combust if I don't say anything in the heavy silence that follows his vulgar confession about what he spent his week doing. The sensible thing to do was probably to tell him I couldn't stop thinking about him too, but I couldn't because I was shy. I am always inexplicably shy when he speaks so openly about his attraction to me. I can't explain it. "I know." He gives me a cocky smirk, eyes trained on me like a predator stalking prey. Of course he knows. Why else would I be here? I signed the contract on the ride here. I read it more than thrice. And I did some research online, according to which I realised that Stephane's contract is considered a bit lenient. I am not at his beck and call like other Doms expect their Subs to be. I think it is because I am a student who has to share my time between my studies and him, his thoughtfulness warmed my heart. We are only to meet during the weekend. Friday night to Sunday n
Somehow, I manage to focus on the food. Stephane eyes stay on my every move, but instead of the heated intensity that unsettles me so much, it is a gentle form of interest, like I am some precious little gem of his. I glow inwardly, unable to keep the blush off my face. I am in trouble, all right. But this is the kind you plunge right into without thinking. "How was your week, Aleen?" Stephane clears his throat, taking a sip of his red wine. I like how he says my name a little too much. It is intoxicating, the way he enunciates the syllables. And he always says it the exact same way, I like that he doesn't call me by endearments, though I doubt I would have any issues with that. Imagine being called baby by Stephane, my insides would melt. "It was okay." I say, clearing my throat too, to clear my head of the criminal thoughts I can't seem to keep away when I am with him. I reach for my glass of wine, taking a small sip, I am already too hot from just sitting across from him and shar
I am the only one in the transparent glass elevator as it breezes straight up to the penthouse. It is past seven p.m, I left school at past six. Stephane sent me a chauffeur in a luxurious electric car. I feel like I am in a dream. Like if I closed my eyes and pinched my skin, I would snap awake. And all these would have been a cruel prank played by my subconscious. For each floor the elevator breezes past, I feel electricity sizzle beneath my skin. My stomach is in a painfully tight cord of nerves, I am beyond anxious, I keep forgetting to breath. Why am I so nervous? It is just Stephane. This is not our first time. I didn't even feel half this much nerves when I was going to meet him in his basement apartment in my mother's home. Fearless and reckless as hell. At least, we are assured complete privacy in this penthouse. The chances of my mother coming here unannounced are zero. Like literally. She would have to go through the airtight security at reception, but then I am not sure
Aleen POV::Turns out that I grossly underestimated how miserable my daily life was about to get after my lie to Charlie on Sunday night. It is mid-day on an averagely cool Friday and I am this close to screaming my confession at her. Pulling my hair whilst at it. She wouldn't stop talking about Benjamin or trying to get me to tell her about how our first date ended with us having sex. She wants to know everything and wouldn't take all the hints I drop about not wanting to talk about it. And then Benjamin himself keeps texting me. I reply politely but he doesn't get the hint. I don't know how else to discourage him from pursuing me. Actually, I do know, it is just now really complicated because I have to deconstruct my lie to Charlie and have to deal with the fallout from that first. Something I am not interested in right now. The more time that passes, the harder it gets to just tell her the truth. "What are your plans for the weekend?" Charlie asks, startling me. She cocks her hea
Stephane POV::I debate with myself quickly if I should return to bed with Christine or just go sleep in my basement apartment. It is almost three a.m, she must be fast asleep already, so I decide to sneak into bed with her and if she asks when I came back in the morning, I could lie about the time. There is a silly bounce to my step as I make my way through the huge empty house. I reach our room, Christine had turned off the lights and is settled under the duvets, fast asleep, low quiet snores escaping her form on the bed. I decide to go take a quick shower, just so I don't wake her up to the scent of another woman on me. As the cold water cascades down my body in the shower, I wonder how I became this type of man. Lying to his wife. Sneaking around. Taking showers to hide another woman's scent. This is my life now. I hate to admit the underlying excitement I feel about it. So this was what it felt like. But then, not quite. Aleen is not some irrelevant booty call I engage with to
Aleen POV::"Heyy." I drawl awkwardly. I make my way to the bed, just as Charlie gets up to go turn on the lights. I really don't want to get into it with her right now. I just want to sleep, basking in the warmth my time with Stephane left in me. I feel so warm and sated. I could smile through an argument. "What do you think you are doing sneaking back in here like I wouldn't be waiting to get the rundown of your date?" Charlie flips the switch and the light flood the room, I shield my eyes as I lay down with a soft moan escaping my mouth, I only pull off my shoes, remaining fully dressed. Stephane's scent lingers on my dress. "Why are you still awake?" I ask, still shielding my face with my arm, it is a great camouflage. She can't see my face yet. "I was worried. I called you around twelve, you didn't answer. How did it go?" Charlie asks, I can feel her presence standing over my bed. Ugh. Sometimes, I wish she wasn't so invasive. "Can you turn off the light please? I am so tired