"Can't you just forgive Daddy?" Ken asked when my phone went dead. Ellis didn't even give me a chance to respond. He was just coming over and not giving me a choice. I sighed and glanced at my son. He had his arms crossed and was glaring at me with a little scowl. It was more adorable than angry, but I hid my smile. "I'm not mad at him," I told Ken. "Then why did we move away from him?" Ken asked, a small whine in his voice. "We're just giving him some space," I explained. I wasn't sure if he really understood what that meant. Sighing, I headed over to the bed and sat down beside Ken. I placed my hand on his shoulder. "Daddy is so nice. He always gives me whatever I want and he loves us both. He says he wants you to be happy all the time. He wants us to be a family. Isn't that what you want?" he asked. "I do, but I want it for the right reasons," I said. I pinched Ken's cheek affectionately. He giggled and turned away from me. Knock. Knock. I heard a muffl
Ellis ran his tongue from the base of my neck to my earlobe. He sucked the lobe into his mouth and nibbled. I gasped and tilted my head back, arching off the mattress. He ran his hands under my shirt, pushing it up my torso. Ellis knelt back and pulled my shirt off completely. I averted my eyes from Ellis' hungry gaze, feeling too vulnerable and exposed. He chuckled and leaned over me again, kissing my shoulder. He slipped his hands around my back and with two fingers, unhooked my bra. His teeth grabbed my bra strap and started pulling it down my arm; slowly, tantalizingly. A shiver ran through me and I clenched my thighs. I started to unbutton his shirt. Pop. pop. pop. As each button released, I brushed my fingers down his chest. Ellis grunted and pulled my bra off completely. He sat back on his knees and licked his lips. His hair was mussed and his shirt open, the edges flapping from side to side. He looked so mouthwatering as he gazed down at me. His
**Ellis POVOnce Olivia was sound asleep, I left the bedroom and went to my office. Despite wanting to take my time to relax with her and sleep with her in my arms, I had business to take care of. Just as I turned my computer on and sat down, there was a soft knock on my office door. I looked up. Nancy was standing in the doorway, a shy smile on her face. "Hey, you," she said, walking in with a subtle sway in her hips. "Nancy, are you settling in?" I asked, nodding to a nearby chair and inviting her to sit. She blushed as she sat down. It was that sweet adorableness that had once drawn me to her. "It has been a long time since we've been able to sit and talk openly," she remarked. "When you're up for it, I'd be curious to hear what happened to you and what you've been doing the past several years," I admitted. Nancy shrugged. "I know you've been missing me. I wish I could have called or contacted you somehow. I was recuperating. I'm sorry I couldn't come ba
**Olivia POVAfter hearing Ellis' conversation with Nancy, I felt so much lighter and happier. It finally felt like Ellis and I were connecting and on the same page. It didn't even bother me anymore that she was staying in the mansion until her sister came to get her. I was in the kitchen fixing breakfast for Ken when Nancy joined me. She came up next to me and peered at what I was doing. "Lucky Charms?" she asked. "Ken's favorite," I said, smiling warmly. "Are you sure he should be having so much sugar in the mornings?" she asked. I pursed my lips. "Was there something you wanted?""I was hoping we could talk, woman to woman," she said. She hopped up on the counter and sat on the edge, almost like a child. "Sure," I shrugged. "Here's the problem. Ellis is in love with me. I'm in love with him. The only problem is you," Nancy said. I arched an eyebrow at her. "What do you mean that I'm the problem?""Ellis is a man of honor. He sees Ken as his son an
Nancy stood there silently. Ellis scoffed and pulled out his phone. He called for two cars to take us to the hospital and have Nancy looked over. I held Ken's hand, keeping my distance. This was between Ellis and Nancy. I didn't have to get involved. One car took Nancy with a maid to bandage her hand. I rode in the second car with Ellis and Ken. "I'm sorry I ever doubted you," Ellis said. He took my hand and kissed the back of it. I smiled weakly. "I can't understand how complicated this is but I hope you trust me and trust us.""I do." Ellis sighed and shook his head. "I feel like I don't know Nancy at all. She isn't the same woman she was all those years ago.""I'll admit, I was a little confused. The way you described her, well, she hasn't acted like that around me at all," I said. I rubbed the back of Ellis's hand with my thumb. "I remember her being so sweet, simple, and innocent. She was kind and gentle. Not this manipulative, angry person. How could I no
**Olivia POVOn the drive back to the mansion, Ellis was silent. He'd opened his mouth long enough to tell me about the missing document and now he was staring out the window again. I didn't like how he looked. He seemed so cut off, locked in his own thoughts. I followed Ellis silently back to his office. He sat at his desk and spread his hands on top of it. "Ellis, how important is the missing document?" I asked. I stood next to his chair. He glanced up at me slowly, his eyes unfocused. "It could be very bad for the future of my business."I covered my mouth with my hand. "I'm sorry. I want to help, anyway I can.""Olivia." Ellis took my hand and pulled me into his lap. I giggled, curling up against him. Elli's face was drawn, a frown on his lips. My smile faded quickly. "I know I can help," I offered again. Ellis shook his head. "This isn't your fight. It isn't your burden to bear.""That's not true. We are supposed to be in this together," I rem
I threw Ellis's shirt on the floor. He growled, pleased, and grabbed my hips, flipping me over roughly. He pushed my shirt up my back and placed a trail of hot, wet kisses along my spine. I writhed in his grasp, moaning and pushing my hips up as his lips moved down my back. He placed a kiss on my sacrum and groaned, his hands tightening around my hips. Then he ran his nose up my spine, causing me to squirm more. "I'd love a little girl, as pretty as her mother," Ellis purred, nipping at the back of my neck. I turned onto my back, and wrapped my legs around his waist while he pulled my shirt over my head. "What about another boy?" I asked. I ran my hand down Ellis's cheek and hooked my finger in his mouth. Ellis smirked and sucked on my finger. I moaned and arched my back, my legs trembling around his hips. He grabbed my hips and pulled my pants clean off in one, swift motion. Then he grabbed my knees and pulled my legs apart. His eyes gleamed brightly and I c
When Ken's birthday party was over and Ken was asleep, Ellis and I lay together in bed. He had his arms around my stomach, his breath brushing the back of my neck. "You know, if we are going to have another baby together, we should become an official family," Ellis whispered drowsily. "Well, I've been living here. Ken calls you 'daddy,' how much more official do you want to get?" I asked. He chuckled and kissed the back of my neck. "I thought we could get married. Tell the world that we are together and share the rest of our lives with each other.""I…"I turned in the darkness and stared at the outline of Ellis's face. I couldn't see him well because of the shadows over him, but I could tell he was smirking. "You want to get married?" I gasped. "It seems like the most logical progression. I love you, you love me. We have a son. We're trying to have a daughter. Doesn't marriage fit in there somewhere?" he asked playfully. I sighed and pressed my hand to his cheek.
Ellis POVI sat in the executive chair in the office, getting work done as well as I could under the circumstances. Even with the new legal troubles, some things never changed. “And tell them if they don’t they will have to answer to me,” I said. “Got it,” my project manager, William, said, looking a little shaken. Handling contractors came with the job, and was mostly a matter of patience, and being commanding. Much the same as handling a child having a tantrum. I relaxed a little as the call went away, taking more of the immediate problems with it. There were other problems hanging over my head that I didn’t like to think about. A little annoyed and very tired I loosen my tie, which had come to feel like a noose. After the house arrest, theoretical as it might have been, I hardly wore one anymore.I felt Olivia’s absence in my chest, like a weight. One I tried to lighten with another drink. Sipping lightly from the tumbler of rum, careful not to get drunk. I wanted to be alert
**Olivia POVI woke up still groggy, the world going from a dark blur to a light blur. Everything that had happened slowly rearranged itself in my mind.Pain came back along with the memories, if in a reduced form. With a wince, my head turned just right, and I saw Ellis seated by the bed, where he’d always been before getting arrested and would always be if I had anything to say about it.Ellis looked troubled, something I rarely saw. He was always so capable and in control of himself if not the situation. I reached out to him instinctively, and Ellis took it tenderly.“Can you be here?”“Of course,” he said.“No, I mean your house arrest.”“That is taken care of. Even if it wasn’t, I think this counts as compassionate grounds.”I relaxed a little, letting out a breath. Then I remembered what happened with the baby.“How is she?” I asked.He squeezed my hand, letting me know something was wrong, no matter what he might say.“She will be fine,” he said, “I’ll take you to the NICU to se
**Olivia POVI’d always heard bad things about hospital food. Fortunately, this proved not to be true. Everything Amber brought was great. I started to feel stronger just from the diet alone.If it wasn’t for hospital policy, I probably could have walked on our twice daily outings onto the hospital grounds. The baby seemed better too, moving even more than before.I started to suspect Nurse Anderson might have cooked the meals at home and smuggled them onto the hospital plates.I was near the end of my bacon and eggs, when a familiar face peeked in through the door.“Mom!?” I asked, more delighted to see her than I had words to say.“Hey, baby.”Mom came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek, like she used to do when I was little and feeling sick.“Me or her?” I asked, patting my belly.“Both of you, really,” mom said with a rare smile.Mom put her hand on my belly and felt it as the baby moved again.“Hello, little one, it’s Grandma.”I was surprised to hear her use the term. Something
**Ellis POVI paced the hallway, resisting the urge to hit something. The control I showed in most situations was carefully built up over years. There were times I worried about Ken and his potential impulse control. Then again his mother was so patient and gentle, except when truly riled, it could be her genetics that might win out. I went to the door again, just to see if I could hear what was being said. The wood was too thick and all I could hear was muffled hums. “You know you could just go in right? You’re on the list.”Spinning on my heel, resisting the urge to yell in fright, I saw Nurse Anderson with a food tray. “I can’t actually.”“Why? Is the door locked?” she asked, testing the knob. “Yes, but that is not the biggest problem.” “Oh, how so?” Nurse Anderson asked. “It was locked from the inside,” I said.“Yes, that is how it works.” “By someone else, on purpose I mean.” “Who?” “Some Fed, I think he said his name was Smiley.” “Agent Smiley?” Nurse An
**Olivia POV Ken came out of nowhere. The only warning of his arrival, an excited shout echoed down the hall. He still hadn’t got the hang of his ‘inside voice.’ Like a shot he was in the room, shattering the quiet solitude. I couldn’t have been happier. Kevin was more subtle, coming in behind and waiting to be beckoned before coming forward. There was something about hospitals that made him less than comfortable. “Mommy,” Ken cried, up on the bed like a shot. “Hey, baby,” I said, as he took me in a near-choking hug. “Hi,” Kevin said, quietly, keeping his wheelchair near the door.. “Get over here,” I said. Kevin came up beside the bed, not needing to be told twice. From my bed I hugged Ken and held Kevin’s hand tightly, tears started to roll with little choice. “Mommy?” Ken asked. “Happy tears, baby,” I said. “Oh.” The room felt smaller all of the sudden and all I wanted to do was go outside with my boys. Pressing the button to page her, Amber appeared in no
**Olivia POV Day came again even as I was sitting on the plane back to New York. It had been a dream, and Ellis was still there, looking deeply worried. “How are you doing?” he asked with a smile that once melted me. “Fine and only getting better. As soon as the doctor gives me the all clear I’m going home with Ken.” “Ken is at home,” Ellis said. “Not your home, my home,” I said. I could see the words cut deep, and almost felt sorry for him. Second thoughts were just coming up when the doctor came in, his expression grim.I instinctively reached for Ellis’s hand. Bad news no doubt on the horizon. “It can’t be that bad,” Ellis and I blurted at once. “It can actually,” the doctor said, looking at the chart. “How so?” Ellis butted in. It didn’t really concern him anymore, but he was the sort to think he needed to be the center of attention in any situation. He must have been a joy at funerals. “You are severely dehydrated, Mrs. Peterson. The amniotic fluid is mu
**Ellis POVI held her hand in the back of the ambulance, never letting her go again if I had anything to do about it. I had gotten far too close to losing her. “We’ll be there soon,” I said, minding the volume. She flinched at the smallest noise if it was unexpected. God only knew what the sick f*cks had done to her, and it was best not to think about it. Anytime I did, the urge to kill them rose. I didn't want to kill Carl, no matter how much of a f*ck up he was.No matter what he did he was still my son. People like us had other ways to deal with our kids when they got off the track. Military service was one popular option, as well as “career opportunities” in another country. Olivia stayed silent, her head lolling to the left before she closed her eyes. “Everyone is excited to see you again,’ I tried, “especially Ken and Kevin.”Olivia winched at the mention of their names. It was probably a touchy subject, after she’d been away for so long, not sure if she’d ever get ba
**Olivia POV“How are you doing, honey?” I asked, rubbing my belly. The baby didn’t move, but she could have been asleep. Apparently, they did that a lot. Resting up for the rest of their life. Bethany and Carl were down there for a few hours. Mostly quiet but with the occasional argument. Things shifted and I heard steps coming towards the attic. I held my breath hoping everything would be okay. I wasn’t sure I’d done the lock up right, and hoped they wouldn’t notice if they came back. It would be an obvious sign of what I’d done, and the punishment could be awful. There was no telling what Bethany might do. She could be merciful and just break my ankles. Or my wrists, to stop me from getting the lock picked again. It would make Ellis really mad, but it didn’t sound like they were planning to stay around, after everything. The clock clicked open, making me flinch and the baby move. I nearly cried to feel her again but had to hold it together. If we were going to get out of
**Olivia POVI felt a thrilling chill run over my body and the baby moved in response, celebrating in my womb. The door was open and we were close to freedom. I rubbed my belly, calming her down. I would need all my focus for the next part. Carl and Bethany could have been back at any time, and I had to be gone before then if there was going to be any chance of getting back to the boys and Ellis tonight. I cracked the door open slowly and I listened to the deafening silence. All was dark but I could just make out the staircase below the door. There was no light from below, so I had to try to get down blind. A little at a time, always sure to hold something, down I climbed. Getting one foot down on the stairs and then the other. Holding the sides of the steps in a death-grip, I finally reached solid ground. The floorboards down below creaking like the ones up above. There was another door at the base of the steps and my heart sank to think that I might have to work to pick another l