First meeting after ages

 ##### CHAPTER : 4:-First talk 

"Are you ok Doll.?" - I snapped out of my thoughts when my brother called out .

" I -I think so brother please take eddy ..I mean Edward to my room .I will be back in 5 mins"- I said while going away to one of my favourite rooms .

I just can't hold back myself .I cried out loud .I am happy to marry Eddy. It's like my dream comes true but b-ut it's very dangerous thing which I can't do .Never I can't ..I can't put anyone's life in danger .

I need to talk to Eddy .I will ask no ..no beg him to withdraw from this Marriage .Yes I can do ..I can do it .You can do it .

I calmed myself but my tears were nowhere to be stopped .I wiped my eyes & went to my room .

Crack ..

I opened my door with shivering hands .I'm very nervous ,My heart beat quicken .I just can't think of anything right now .How can I face him after abandoning him . guilt making me step back but I had to talk to him .I can .

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Author ( pov)

Amara entered the room with a very heavy heart ,her body became tense when she felt his presence in her room .

Edward stood in the balcony while showing his hands in pockets .His posture today looks so elegant ,grateful .

He changed a lot .He used to be shy and bubbly, But now he has a fine body with muscles .I'm damn sure an 8 pack is hidden under his suit .He looks so deadly handsome .

"Why .?"- Edward single word made Amara shiver .His voice is deep , dominant more like command .No warmth in it .It's cold as ice .

He turned towards amara .His breathing hitched to see her .It's being fucking 5 years she left him in dark without a single explanation .

" I--I "- amara tried to speak but it seems like her words betrayed her .

" Why .? Why did you left me .? No no why did you abandon me .?"- Edward question is more like a dragger started stabbing amara heart continuously .She knows it's going to come soon but she is not ready for that yet .Her head hung low .Her tears are threatening to fall .

" Do you have anyone special back then "- His question made her look directly into his eyes,tears flowing from her eyes  .Her tears gave a pang in his heart .

" Eddy ..Edward I had my reason .No I don't hate anyone special other than you .I know I abandoned you .You should hate me .You should not marry me .We are not meant to each other .Try to understand .Please let go of past I will go far awa-"- Her words cutted by Edward .

He pinned her to the wall harshly .His eyes were red ,Some many emotions can be seen in them .

" Aren't you satisfied by abandoning me for 5 years? You still want to go away .? -he whispered sadly .Tears formed in his eyes .Her heart ached .

" DON-T .. don-t shed your precious tears for me Eddy .I'm not good as you think .I'm not worthy for you ,please call off this Marriage"- Amara whispered back with so much difficulty .Her eyes didn't meet him not at once .

" Look into my eyes "- Edward's voice is cold as ice which made her stiff ,body became tense .He lifted her chin with his fingers .

Her teary hazel eyes met his blue eyes ,their world stopped .Both were searching something in each other eyes --love ..it's showing only love .

" Don't you love me anymore?"- He questioned her searching for the truth in her eyes .

" What's the reason for your sudden disappearance .? For God sake speak of amara please .I deserve to know right .I know you still love me .Please tell me now "- Edward begged amara .

He looks so pitiful .Her whole body started to shiver like hell which made Edward freaking out .She is so close to panick attach .

" Baby .. munchkin are you ok ..it's ok breath ..breath ..I'm here "- Edward hugged violently shaking body in his arms .His heart beating so fast .He is scared .Why suddenly she became like this .? What happened to her .?

How has she been all these years? Why did she leave me alone?

" I--m so--rry I--I. -amara tried to talk ,her breathing became uneven .

" Love You are scaring me . Don't stress yourself ..calm down ..it's ok I'm here I won't leave you "- He hugged her more tightly afraid if he lose his grip she may leave him any second .

She relaxed in his embrace .A familiar warmth made her body peace .Her nerves became relaxed .She missed him to hell .How can she tell him about her situation .? How can she drag him into this mess?

" Are you ok munchkin .?"- Edward asked while kissing her forehead like in the past .she nodded her head .

" Eddy please call off the Marriage "- she whispered while getting up from his embrace .Her face is pale like some drained colour from her face.

Anger ,sad ,hurt , dejected ,rejection all feeling aroused in Edward's body .He stood up furiously  .

" It seems that you underestimate me .I'm a businessman who won't let go anyone  just like that .You have to pay prize for abandoning me without explanation .As for this Marriage Yourself should inform all that You are ready for this Marriage ,if not Amara you can't handle my other side .Better be careful and get ready to be MRS .AMARA EDWARD HARRISON "- Edward said with his cold , dangerous voice ,His eyes are blank without any emotions .,his lips formed into a evil smirk which made amara step back from her place .

Is he the same Eddy once he loved her unconditionally .? It feels like I don't know him at all .It's my fault .I am no one to blame him..I made him like that .

Her wide-opened eyes with so many emotions floating in her eyes which were noticed by Edward.He can't handle his own emotions now .He straightened his body started walking away without looking back .

"Eddy .?please "-she tried to reach him .It seems that she lost her chance to convince him . Edward is stubborn than her .

" I won't repeat myself "- he said walked away  .Her heart felt empty all of sudden .She felt like ,her soul left hee body .

His back looks so lonely which made amara guilty eat her from inside .Again & again .

Eddy it's my fault to leave you like that but I don't have any choice .It's my own fault .No wonder you are known as a ruthless monster .They are a lot ahead waiting for me . I know I'm gonna suffer for abandoning you .I deserve it .

Two childhood sweethearts who were separated by some issues ,Now what is waiting for both of them .?

He became a monster after she left him .She broke completely after abandoning him..Their life is not easy as you think . Amara went through a lot as Edward do .

Let's see this childhood sweetheart reunion .?