Zeline sculpted her face in the mirror. She just washed her face. It took nearly fifteen hours to sleep. Heartbroken made her cancel all the works. That woman prefers sleep to work.
Zeline can't stop thinking, why do men only think about sex in their head during a relationship with someone.
At the age of 25, Zeline has not had sex at all. However, she is a free woman who makes friends with nightlife and alcohol. But, for sex, Zeline is still afraid because of what some people say.
Zeline's awareness about sex is that sex for the first time will cause excruciating pain, bleeding, and difficulty walking. Just hearing that horrible thing gave Zeline goosebumps even though her best friends had tried to convince her that this was not the case.
Zeline's paranoid keeps her to be a virgin. Watching sex videos made her shudder with horror. Many men do it harshly. Oh, big no! Zeline still loves her heavenly hole and flawless skin.
That is the reason why many of her ex-lovers cheat on her. Zeline's reluctance to have sexual relations with all of them is what turned her former boyfriends away.
Zeline loves all her ex. She is not a woman who looks at men from a material perspective, but Zeline likes beautiful faces. A line of Zeline's ex-lovers is good men and quite handsome and able to make Zeline comfortable at the beginning of their closeness and relationship. But, gradually, they asked for proof of love by having sex.
Zeline looks like she should immediately see a psychiatrist. Treating the phobia she suffered.
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"Are you going to a psychiatrist?"
Currently, Zeline is in Vera's photo studio doing a photoshoot catalogue of a local casual clothing brand. Zeline nodded in response to Vera's question.
"I think you don't need to go to a psychiatrist. You can treat your illness through yourself," said Vera wisely.
Vera handed Zeline a cold, low-alcohol beer. Vera is concerned about her friend's love life even though her love story is not different from Zeline. It's just that she never cheated on her lover.
"You have to prove what you have in your mind. No need to pay a lot of money to a psychiatrist to treat your dread disease." Vera swallowed her drink.
Zeline looked at Vera as if asking. "What do you mean? I should try sex?" Vera nodded.
That the woman quickly shook her head. Imagining a man's wand tearing her hymen, which would cause bleeding. Horrible!
"Zeline, that's fun stuff. Come on!"
"The proof, I, Mesya, Fini, still live happily until this moment. We are not hurt, even in pain like you imagine." Vera started to look furious.
Zeline thought her best friend's words made sense. Moreover, Fini's flight hours are so astonishing that Zeline found Fini doing it with different men several times.
"You have to try it!" Vera assured Zeline. Zeline could only remain silent while biting her lower lip firmly.
"I don't have a boyfriend now," Zeline said exasperatedly.
"You can look for it in Fini’s nightclub. There's a lot of men scattered around." Vera suggested.
Zeline raised an eyebrow. "Big No! I want to get a man to be my lover, not looking for men just for sex. Don't you know, if I difficult to find a man who can make me comfortable."
Vera rolled her eyes at Zeline's words. Her best friend is indeed so complicated. For a moment, Vera thought, how can Zeline find a man she could be a lover.
Vera snapped her fingers in front of Zeline's face.
"One of my clients met her future husband through an international online dating site. You could try it. Nothing is impossible. You can even pre-select their faces, what do you think?" Vera offered something that Zeline had never thought of before.
“Most likely, you get a white lover is very big. I bet that's a lot of fun, Zel. You have to try it, ”Vera coaxed, and Zeline took a deep breath and then nodded in agreement with the crazy idea Vera had put her up.
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New York
Ricard loosened the tie that was wrapped around his neck. This day's work is quite a lot. The schedule for meeting clients is also hectic.
Ricardo F Daniello, a young billionaire heir to the throne of wealth from Daniello Corp. The Daniello family's most influential company in New York and known all over the world. Currently, Daniello is the CEO of Daniello Corp, his family-owned company, and Owner of RFD Corp, a company founded privately by Ricardo.
A handsome face filled with beards, covering the jaw's firmness, has a pair of bright grey eyes, and a body that is so proportional to be a strong magnet to be the target of women. Not to mention the added wealth that is abundant. Ricardo F Daniello is the perfect package for all women's needs.
Ricard is the same as adult men who live in other free countries. A normal man who needs sex in his life. But, he was not a bastard man whose hobby was changing bitches. He has sex only with his girlfriend. Ricard himself has only been dating seriously twice in his life.
That man is very selective in choosing women to be lovers. Bella and Sofia are two lucky women who once occupied Ricard's heart. Both of them were dumped by Ricard. When the man learned of the betrayal that Bella and Sofia had committed to him.
Bella and Sofia, both women Ricard left behind as a result of their betrayal.
Bella deliberately approached Ricard to find out Ricard's company's weak side because, at that time, Bella was also the lover of Ricard's business rival. The proof of this is due to the intervention of Steven, Ricard's best friend. At that time, he overheard a conversation between Bella and her lover one night.
Of course, Steven moved faster to record the conversation and took pictures of the two who were making out several times. The evidence Steven provided was enough to make Ricard angry and immediately cut off the relationship.
It's different from Sofia. This beautiful and sexy woman is one of the international models. Ricard was arranged by his mother, who was on good terms with Sofia.
Of course, as a filial son, Ricard accepted it without resistance. Five months of their relationship going on, whatever Sofia asked, Ricard obeyed. Limited Edition bags, luxury clothes, expensive shoes, and other luxury necessities.
At first, Ricard did not bother because women enjoy shopping and being spoiled with luxury things. Besides, Sofia seemed to care about him so much.
His love for Sofia blinds Ricard, so he doesn't care if Sofia drains his money. In the end, Ricard caught Sofia immediately making out with a rising actor. Without guilt, Sofia admits that she only loves Ricard's money, not Ricard himself.
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Ricard and Steven are now in the private room of one of the most famous nightclubs in New York. Both will spend the night there to release fatigue.
"You look like an unmaintained man, Ri," Steven observed Ricard's appearance, whose face was now covered with thick hair.
Ricard smiled resignedly. "Isn't it if I'm like this, I look even sexier?" Steven then laughed.
"I don't know. I'm not a gay guy who would say you're hot!"
"Find me a reliable IT that can erase all my data that has been circulating on the Internet!" blurted Ricard.
Steven turned his head and was surprised. "What are you doing that for?"
"I want to do something. But first, I need all of my information erased so that no one can trace it."
"Hmm. I have an IT acquaintance who can help you do it all. But, what will you do if all your data that has been circulating has been erased?" Steven asked curiously.
Ricard fiddled with his whiskey glass. "I'm going to register on an international online dating site. I want to find a lover somewhere who doesn't know my real identity."
Steven was taken aback. "Are you kidding me? Seriously? You're not depressed, are you, dude?"
Ricard drained the whiskey and then poured it again. "I think it's worth trying. Isn't that an interesting and challenging thing? I can't even wait to register."
Steven shook his head in disbelief at the thought of his best friend. Where did his best friend find this crazy idea to get a girlfriend? Steven thought Ricard was still handsome enough to bring women to their knees without having to do something crazy like that.
"Are you sure, Bro?"
"Absolutely! I saw on the internet many people who managed to find their life partner there."
"If I want a woman to be money-oriented
or sexy. Just one blink of an eye, women will come by themselves offering themselves," said Ricard confidently."Do what I want, Stev. I'll pay it whatever. Do it quickly, don't beat around the bush!" Ricard ordered Steven.
Steven sighed heavily. He still can't stop thinking but tries to appreciate what his best friend and boss have chosen.
A moment of silence greeted Zeline. It has been nearly five years, Zeline chose to live in a luxury apartment alone. Zeline is the eldest of two siblings, and she has a younger brother who is currently studying in Singapore. At the same time, her parents are nomadic, depending on their business being built in which city or country, that's where they will settle.Today was so tiring for Zeline. She had to do make-up for three clients in three different pl
A man wearing a grey suit sits on his oversized chair. One hand tapped OMAS - GAIA HIGH LUXURY, a pen worth approximately 338 million, onto his desk. He looks so severe, staring at his MacBook screen.Steven reported that all information regarding his identity had been cleared from cyberspace last night. Ricard must give a thumbs-up to the best hacker Steven knows. It’s not useless; Ricard paid a heavy price. 
‘FINALLY’Zeline was making nimble brush strokes on someone's smooth face. Because at this time, she is focused on dressing up as a rising top singer. Her name is soaring in the world of Indonesian music. Zeline is believed to polish her beautiful face to make it even more
Zeline is now sitting pretty in a cafe in the area around Seminyak. She orders her favourite lemon ice tea. The light brown-haired woman is waiting for her old friend who happens to be the owner of the cafe she visited. They had promised to meet and miss when Zeline has free time in Bali.After ten minutes of waiting, finally, Bagus, the cafe owner, and Zeline's old friend came over. They spent their time chatting, and Zeline came to delive
Ricard is not the fierce and cold boss like most stories in the novel. He is a leader who is friendly to his employees, although not excessive. He always replied to the greetings that employees gave him.But today was so different. Ricard smiled wider than usual. Take a leisurely walk showing off his neat white teeth. The women who work in his office who happen to be in the lobby immediately hold on, so they don't fall because they are weak, seeing the charm of his big boss, which is often the level of his good looks.Their CEO today looks so happy. Steven, who saw him, immediately chased Ricard to get into the same elevator."Good morning, Steven!" said Ricard first with a cheerful smile.Steven raised an eyebrow, quite curious about what makes Ricard look so happy."You seem very cheerful this morning," said Steven.Ricard straightened his forehead and stared at his face reflected in the glass of the elevator while stroking his chin."Monday, of
Zeline focuses on dinner and preparations for the impromptu wedding of Mesya and her fiance. Tonight at Mesya's house, a dinner was held before the next day the wedding ceremony hold.Mesya is going to get married, but Zeline is feeling down. Mesya's mother stood beside Zeline, watching every movement of the workers back and forth, arranging Mesya's backyard for a place to eat."Zel, you don't work?" asked Rani, Mesya's mother.Zeline turned her head and looked at the middle-aged woman who looked beautiful and fashionable next to her."I'm not an office worker, auntie. So whenever I want to take a day off, I can. Besides, I can't bear to see aunt busy alone taking care of this," Zeline replied sincerely."You are the best, Zel. Thank you. Oh yes, where are Fini and Vera?""Fini is in a meeting with her client. Vera also has a schedule that can't be canceled. But tonight, they will come here.""It's better for aunt to come in, rest. Auntie needs ext
Instantly, a group of women who have guests of Mesya and Pradipta disbanded. The sweet scene that a handsome man does for a beautiful woman makes them all insecure.Now, only Zeline and Fello stood face to face. Zeline thought she was only dreaming, but it turned out that this was all a reality. One of her hands was holding a bouquet of red roses, and the other was having by Fello. Yes, Fello!The man she met through the online dating app was right in front of her face. Zeline still had trouble speaking, and her throat was choked. Her brain was still having trouble thinking. Until finally, Fello brought her back to reality."Are you okay, Zel?" Fello stroked the back of Zeline's hand gently.Zeline stared at the hand that Fello was stroking. She prayed to herself that Fello would not hear her rumbling heartbeat. But, it seemed that her prayers are ineffective."Zeline Zakeisha. Hello, are you there?" Fello called out to her again.This time, Zeline was
Ricard was so surprised to hear what Zeline said to him—not wanting a gift, just wanting a longer kiss. Did Zeline have a brain seizure or suddenly had her nerves cut off? Why is that woman suddenly becoming aggressive?Just when Fello wanted to bring his face closer to Zeline, that woman burst into laughter, making Fello startled."Seems right, Zeline has had a brain seizure," Fello thought.Zeline casually restarted the car and hit the gas pedal at medium speed. Zeline's beautiful face looked even more dazzling when a smile was created on her face."What you said was just a joke?" Fello asked finally and was answered with a Zeline nod, without turning to Fello."Your face is so tense. I like an expression like that. After all, it's a reply to the joke you made earlier," said Zeline.Fello raised an eyebrow, digesting Zeline's words."You think what I said just a joke? I'm not even kidding at all. I'm serious about a girlfriend or wife," sai
One whole week Ricard was in Indonesia. His arrival in Indonesia was to get acquainted with all members of the Zeline extended family. Zeline and Ricard and their families agreed to have a wedding in New York. Because the requirements for inter-state marriage management are so convoluted in Indonesia, they chose New York as a place to say holy vows before God.Ricard has also gradually learned to speak Indonesian because maybe at any time, he will return to Zeline's homeland, and he already understands what the other Zeline extended family are talking about.While in Indonesia, Zeline still took the time to consult a psychiatrist who handled her phobia. She got the good news. Her dread was gradually disappearing after doing routine therapy some time ago.Ricard, who knew the news, was also excited to welcome their wedding day, which was unique. He will spend the first night with his wife, still a virgin—Ricard's pride.~.~.~.~Zeline asks Ricard to gra
No one will ever know about God's secretsFate leads you to meet your soul mate~BebbyShin~***Surprises that made Ricard and Zeline startled were given by their parents. Previously, Jessie, Ricard's mother, came to Jakarta to meet a woman who is often the subject of her socialite gangs. She was also consumed by Lidya's words regarding the lover of Ricardo Fello Daniello, her beloved son.The past matchmaking failure became an experience for Jessie in choosing her future daughter-in-law. She did not want to choose a future wife for her son carelessly. Women nowadays are only concerned with wealth and luxury life. She does not want to be fooled by a woman from just her social status and appearance.Jessie is quite surprised when she finds out how Ricard met Zeline, an Asian woman whose son now claims to be his girlfriend. Ricard's determination to pay a hacker a fortune erased all of his data from being traced on the Internet to register with an interna
Zeline and Ricard's feet stepped into the hotel ballroom, which was so big, majestic, and luxurious. All the ornaments there were filled with white roses and tulips. Zeline was so impressed by the luxury presented at the silver wedding of Uncle Hendrik and Auntie Jasmine.They both are businessmen who are also of the wealthiest people in Indonesia. They are both relatively close to the Zeline family, considering that the couple does not have children but does not want to adopt someone else's child. They prefer to have several orphanages in Indonesia scattered throughout the area.Fortunately, Zeline and Ricard chose to wear evening dresses when invited to meet Jacobs and Marina, who are Zeline's parents. Zeline looked around her, not knowing much or even almost all the guests Zeline didn't know. But not with Ricard. That man greeted his colleague several times who were also there."This place is prepared up so beautifully and magnificently," muttered Zeline."Our
Ricard's car turned towards the hotel lobby parking lot to the place Zeline’s father had determined. Zeline did not know the purpose of her father having a stern talk there. Ricard was chosen to come to accompany his girlfriend to meet his future father-in-law.Zeline pressed her cell phone to her ear. She called her papa to ask his whereabouts.Restaurant. Her papa spoke that word, and Zeline hurried to meet her parents.Zeline's parents were seen sitting next to each other and having a serious conversation when Zeline walked over to their table."You've finally arrived," said Jacobs when he saw Zeline standing not far from his desk.That night Jacobs was seen wearing a luxurious batik in black, brown, and gold. Meanwhile, Marina wears a maroon-colored kebaya and combines gold with a red songket that is typical of Indonesia."Sorry to make Mama and Papa wait for so long. Ah-well, why are you looking so formal tonight?" asked Zeline."Well, s
Ricard woke up first when his penthouse bell rang. He felt the cellphone on the nightstand beside his bed. Ricard glanced at what time it was, 09:14 local time. He picked up the boxer who lay helplessly on the floor due to his massage activities last night. Before opening the door, the man looked down and kissed Zeline's forehead, who was still sound asleep.It is unusual for the penthouse to have guests in the morning like this. Nobody else visited there often except Steven and some of his assistants for work.Ricard clicked on the intercom to see who had come before opening the door. The man has his back to the camera so that only his back is visible. Ricard didn't want to bother. He thought it was Steven. Casually and without thinking anything nonsense, Ricard pressed the password and opened the penthouse door to usher in his guest."Phewwh ... you finally opened the door," exclaimed the man who succeeded in making Ricard's eyes widen in surprise and flinched.
"I miss you so much, honey," said Ricard."Me too," said Zeline.Both of them are now in the Ricard penthouse. After their conversation, Ricard invited Zeline to move all of his suitcases in the hotel to his penthouse.They plan to meet Ricard's parents and talk about their future and choices. Ricard did not think his mother would be that close to looking for Zeline's whereabouts. It is not tricky for Daniello's family to find out the identity and everything in this world, so it is only natural that Ricard’s mother can quickly get information about Zeline."I don't know what I would have become without you," Ricard said honestly.Zeline laughed and stroked Ricard's jaw. The man she had missed for almost the past month. She thought it would be easy to forget Ricard with the various activities and work, but it did not affect her.She fell in love with Ricard. A handsome man who has power is very wealthy and a reliable enforcer. Currently, Zeline is
Fini is sitting on the sofa in Steven's apartment. The woman has been permitted to access it. While waiting for Steven to come home from work, she took the initiative to rest her body, getting tired quickly.Zeline forced Fini to talk clearly with Steven. She was looking for the best way out of this thing that had already happened. Last night she was filled with disappointment and emotion, so she couldn't think clearly when she told Steven. There is no agreement whatsoever regarding the baby in her womb. Either it will be thrown away, or it will be preserved.From her seat, she could look at the vast city of New York, which is filled with skyscrapers that were not so different from her country's capital city, Jakarta. Fini stroked her flat stomach gently. She was nervous about throwing away the baby of her statusless relationship with Steven.But, she was not ready to have children. Even if people say it is cruel or even murderous, human principles are different. Fort
"Are you Zeline Zakeisha?" asked a middle-aged woman with a beautiful face who looked so classy when Zeline attended a dinner at a big event after dressing the first lady in Indonesia.Zeline stared at the beautiful middle-aged woman from toe to head. There is no flaw at all. Everything looks so perfect."Yes, I'm Zeline. Sorry, who are you?" Zeline asked kindly."I'm Jessie, mother of Ricardo Fello Daniello. You know him, don't you?" said Jessie flat but coldly.Zeline gasped in place. She didn't expect to meet her future mother-in-law here and tonight. Why did Ricard not tell her if his mother was coming to Indonesia? Ah, or maybe Ricard was giving her his usual surprise.Zeline looked right and left to find Ricard. That man is hiding and lets her chat with his mother directly like this."Of course, I know him. Nice to meet, Mrs. Jessie," said Zeline kindly.A small but disparaging smile appeared on Jessie's face, making Zeline think Ricard
Four days before Zeline and Fini's departure for New York!I want to kill myself!Fini wrote in a group chat that she was immediately questioned by her friends, including Zeline. That woman, who is currently busy preparing for her cosmetic brand, rarely gets together and talks with her friends, whether via cellphone or in person.Fini's writing was undoubtedly able to lure her three other friends to join the group chat.What do you mean?Don't be crazy, Fini!It's not an April mop. Your jokes aren't funny!We are not getting that guy's husband's giant sausage. What makes you this frustrated?My clients are currently handsome foreigners. You can choose them.Don't die by suicide. Your sins will pile up. God will not forgive you.Hear what a nun-like Zeline says!There is no more answer from Fini for the babble of her three friends. Fini's disappearance makes Zeline nervous and her two other friends, Mesya and Vera.Zeline gl