CHAPTER 40: Being in the ride of emotions. 

VIKTOR 

Her words were sending agony down somewhere deep in me. Something was hurting me. So much inside. My eyes that were already teary, slipped its drop of pain, while she couldn't help but cry with her crumpled eyes, her tears more unstoppable then mine. 

"I know it's hurting you too! Why then Hayl?" I murmured to her, controlling to hold back my anger. 

How can she take the decision on her own?

And there is no say of mine? 

Why? 

This is wrong with me. This is so unfair to me. 

"There is no explanation in this." She said, trying to free her hands away from mine, both our face wet with tears, her nose and cheeks red from all the crying. But before she can snatch my hands away from hers, I grabbed them even tighter. 

"Hayl! Please don't!" I requested her once more, she looked up at me, briefly in my eyes. As she took her hands out of my grip. And I couldn't hold back on her. 

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