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CHAPTER 27: Sometimes you purposely ignore the truth
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2024-10-29 19:42:56VIKTOR.
There are various points in life, when you know who and what it can be?
But don't believe it.
Because you don't want to believe it.
And I come to think of it, I think I knew from the very beginning, that it can be mom.
I can be mom.
Or I knew it was mom, because Hayl told me, before leaving.
But as I said, maybe I just didn't want to see and belive it.
But this isn't her fault or mom's falut. It's mine. If I wouldn't have cheated thrice at them. They must have believed me in one go.
But desperation are blindfolds for brain.
And I was desperate. And I am doing the same thing right now too.
But unwantedly the anger in me was denying to accept my fault. And wants me to break every single thing in this room.
How can mom hurt her family?!?
I ran out of her room, storming towards the staircase
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