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2024-09-03 11:40:46~BREE~
My legs were shaking; I could barely hold my weight, but knowing better, I took the pain and forced myself to stand on my feet because that's all I could do. Alpha Zander didn't give a shit about me, so crying or falling to the floor would just give him a reason to punish me. “Alpha Zander,” someone pushed me off the way and rushed to Alpha Zander; I guess he mind linked him and asked him to come here. “Kaden,” Alpha Zander sounded like he was in a little pain, but he did well to mask it as next he stood to his feet, and I don't know why, but I was now watching his every move. He whispered something in Kaden's ear, which he didn't need as he usually said, and did anything in front of me. “You piece of shit! You…” I wasn't expecting Kaden to kick me in the stomach, as when the pain hit me, I fell on my knees and held my stomach, which felt like it busted from the inside—a man's kick is painful. “You killed them for yourself; I bet you're a witch or something because how did she know she was your mate?” He turned to Zander, who didn't care as he sat on my small bed and ran his hands through his hair. “Maybe she forged the bond I don't know, but all I know is that she can't be my mate.” I couldn't believe my ears. I mean, why would I forge a mate bond just to be with my tormenter? “And she's going to confess,” Beta Kaden said, then walked to me. My hands were still on my stomach as I still felt the pain, but he didn't care. He held me by my hair, causing some strands to fall off, but it didn't bother him as he pinned me against the wall and then demanded I tell him the truth. "Who the fuck are you working for, bitch?” he yelled, and I shook my head as the tears I once held in slowly rolled down my cheek. No, it wasn't the pain that made me cry but the fact that my mate watched me being hit by another man and he did nothing. I thought mates were supposed to protect you; I thought they were supposed to be there for you not to watch you in pain and, most importantly, not to cause you pain. Well, I guess that's just a belief because your mate is surely your worst enemy; your mate is your nightmare. “Tough huh? Let me just... ” He didn't finish his sentence as he raised his left hand and used the back of his palm to hit my cheek, which was so painful that I felt a buzzing sound in my ear. He didn't give me a chance to feel more as his hand landed on my other cheek, then another, and suddenly I lost count as all I heard was the sound of his hand meeting my cheek, the buzzing sound in my ears, and then the pain. Pain. The sharp stinging sensation that I was now starting to feel—I know I should be used to it as I've gone through this over and over, but it had been a while since someone repeatedly slapped my face. Lately, my torturers have been using knives, daggers, and all torturing tools as they didn't want to get their hands sore. Only Zander enjoyed using his hands as he took me as a punching bag. My face felt sore; my skin was throbbing, and from experience, I knew it would take two weeks to recover. I couldn't even imagine the bruises his rough hands would leave. "Oh, she's challenging me,” Beta Kaden said with a smirk on his face. My eyes were barely open, but I could see his face. He yanked my hair and then raised his hand, which was in a fist, but just as his hand was about to reach my face, Alpha Zander stopped him. “That's enough. I will deal with her myself later. My mate is on her way. I don't want her to suspect anything,” Zander said, and Kaden hesitated but freed me, which was rough as I fell to the floor. “Whatever you say, Alpha,” Kaden said as he fixed his shirt collar. “Good, tell Stephen to call the witch; it seems her stupid wolf has returned; we need to take care of that as soon as possible,” he said as he walked toward the door. Reaching it, he turned and looked at me. I had Rain, so I could feel his gaze on me. “She must be ready; I would like to see her face when I announce my engagement to everyone,” he said, and I don't know why the words pierced through my heart as my chest tightened, so I had to gasp for air. As if rejecting me was not enough, now I had to watch him embrace another she-wolf.Related chapters
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~BREE~“I won't come back here.” Kaden's voice brought me back to reality as I struggled and stood on my feet before I made my way to my bed, where my bag was.“Ouch!” A whimper escaped my lips as I tried to clean my cheeks, but they were sore from the slaps.‘I'm so sorry, Bree. I'm sorry I'm weak.’ Rain apologized, but it wasn't her fault. I didn't want her to take account of Zanders' behavior, but unfortunately, I couldn't say the words as I was in so much pain, and with Kaden's warning, I quickly got to my bed and opened my bag; nothing was in it since I didn't have anything. The only thing I had was my old jeans and a tee; those were the only belongings I had, including the clothes on my body, track pants, and a white tee, which Kaden gave me earlier as I would be serving his guest and I couldn't look dirty.I walked to the little mirror and looked at my reflection. I know I always looked messed up and bruised, but looking at myself like this on my birthday was heartbreaking, and
Last Updated : 2024-09-03DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 005
~BREE~I don’t know for how long I’ve been locked in this dark room, but it must have been for hours as it was getting darker and darker. I used to be afraid of the dark, but not anymore; now it was just something that gave me peace. Yes, my once-fear became my peace, as at least in the darkness I would forget about my misery and try to live another person's life.If you ask me, I won’t even know when things started to go wrong—was it when my real parents died? When I met Jocelyn? When I got into that fight? Or when I mistakenly served Amber the wolfsbane? I honestly didn’t know, and I didn’t want to give it much thought.I turned to the old woman whom I’d been calling since I got here, but there was still no response. Maybe she had died because the smell in here didn’t just feel like rats; she was dead as if she had been asleep, I could have heard her snores.The thought of her death caused tears to roll down my cheeks freely; she was my only hope, and I once promised to get her out
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~BREE~I was too tired to think of that, and even if I wanted to, I knew I couldn't go anywhere as my legs were sore, so I crawled toward a tree, when I reached it, I closed my eyes as the words came naturally on my tongue.“I Aubree Swan an Omega cut ties with the Moon Valley pack; from this day forward I should no longer have anything to do with anyone that comes from that pack.” I instantly fell back as soon as I was done saying that, as I felt my body being ripped apart and I didn't know if I was seeing things, but a shadow-like creature came out of me and disappeared in thin air.“Ouch!” I whimpered in pain as I felt the same stinging pain from when Zander rejected me. I knew this was a pain of cutting ties with the pack; the Moon Valley hasn't taken me in as their own, but I've been there for years, and it naturally became my home.I needed to rest, even if it was just for a few minutes. I didn't know where I would be going from here but wasn't losing hope. I was sure after a na
Last Updated : 2024-09-03DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 007
~BREE~Despite everything I went through, I've never for once thought I would wish this upon myself, but here I was wishing the floor would open up and suck me in. I couldn't go with Alpha Asher; he was a monster, and I didn't want to lose my body parts. Death was way better than this.Everything happened so fast that next I found myself seated in his limo. He was internally staring at me; his stare was burning my skin and I felt it tingle. I was so nervous that I wished Rain was with me; she was smart and could keep me company; she could tell me that everything was going to be okay even when I knew it would not. My life didn't turn upside down, as it already did years ago; now it flipped to the negative side because this was far worse than being in the Moonvalley pack.Even deep in my thoughts, I didn't miss his voice when he said we had arrived. I looked up at him as he was sitting on the seat across from me, but I quickly looked down as our eyes met—he hadn't stopped staring at me
Last Updated : 2024-09-05DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 008
~ASHER~My left hand trailed the corners of the glass as I used my right hand to hold the phone against my ear.“I’m sorry, Alpha; he was gone when we got here.”“How is that possible? Tyler, I thought you were smarter than that.” I was so upset that someone had gotten away from them.“I promise I won’t rest until we find him.”“I don’t expect you to; I’m only giving you twenty-four hours to find him Tyler if you don’t...” I didn’t need to finish that statement, as he knew what would happen to him if he didn’t bring me that asshole.“Got it.”“And don’t fucking call me until you get him.”“Got it, Alpha,” he said, and I let out a disappointing sound before I ended the call and took a swig of the whisky in my glass then placed the glass down and opened my computer and checked how much damage that asshole had done.I swear when I catch him, he will regret ever crossing paths with me. I will make sure to give him a painful death.‘We should have his head up as decoration,’ my wolf Tylan
Last Updated : 2024-09-06DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 009
~ASHER~Even Tylan seemed surprised but not against it, as he also wanted to figure her out, to figure out why my heart beat seeing her. That thing had never moved before; after I moved here, it had just become something I knew was there even when I couldn’t feel it.My eyes haven’t left her face since. She also looked at me, but just for a second as she looked down, something in me told me she was scared of me, which I understood as I was known for being ruthless—yeah I heard the gossip. I was sure she knew me, but I was determined to change that. I was determined to change it for her.I couldn’t sit and waste my time anymore, so when the waitress from earlier came to confirm if I wanted to purchase the woman, I stood up and told her I wanted to make the payment already.I guess this is what brought me here, her. She brought me here.After making the payment, a man delivered her to me. She looked scared of the man, so I took her from him and showed her to the limo. It was no surprise
Last Updated : 2024-09-07DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 010
~ZANDER~I took a swig of my whisky before I cracked it against my hand. I gritted my teeth until I saw blood dripping off my palm. An evil smile played on my lips. Seeing blood reminded me of the times I used to punish Aubree—the time blood used to drip off her skin. It always brought peace to me whenever she whimpered in pain. That bitch, I hope she's suffering wherever she is.How could she escape from me? How dare she think she can just run away without paying for all the pain she has caused me and my pack? She is going to pay. I will make sure that the knife goes deeper, even touching some of her guts. Maybe if I could have cut one of her legs or arms; this wouldn't have happened; she could be here serving as the slave she is.I hate her.I hate everything about her.How could the goddess mate me with her? I know I told Kaden that the bond might be forged, but I knew it wasn't. Goddess was playing a big one on me, and I will make sure Aubree pays for it.I don't even know how she
Last Updated : 2024-09-08DEAR EX-ALPHA, GET ON YOUR KNEES! 011
~ZANDER~I was confused, and so I asked Allison. Of course, I didn't tell her about Aubree being my mate; I used Jocelyn instead, “Since she was my true mate, I...” I walked to Ruby and placed my arm around her shoulders so she didn't feel bad when I mentioned that she was just a chosen mate. “I don't think Ruby can break it; she's my chosen and...”“And we are going to try anything,” Alpha Henry, my dad, cut me as he walked in; his pale green eyes were on me—specifically on my arm, which was still around Ruby's shoulders. “Ruby is your chosen mate; Lyn is dead no matter how much we loved her; we have to move on from her,” he said, and I nodded my head as he was right, but I didn't think I would ever be able to move on from Jocelyn. I loved her, and if I were to go back in time, I wouldn't have allowed her to go out with that bitch.“And besides, the pack elders just mentioned your mate; they didn't say which, so it can be any of your mates.” Luna Rosa, who was also my mother, said th
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|A YEAR LATER|~BREE~“I don't think I can do it, sis. You know what? I changed my mind; I don't want it anymore.” I heard my sister say from the other end.“What are you saying?”“That I don't want to be a mother witch anymore; besides, I was not the one chosen. I can't have people depend on me; I'm just a witch with—”“No, you're not; you are the mother of all witches, a mother of the tribe. Hecate chose you; she believes in you.”“She chose you, Aubree; you're the one they're supposed to be crowning.”“And I don't want it; I don't like it, but you... you're passionate, you want it, you love it.” I convinced her.Remember the time Ruby started being weird when Mom suggested that she might be upset because she was used to being the last born?Well after that messy fight, I spoke to Ruby, and she told me how much she wanted to be the mother witch, to be chosen, but since it was me chosen, she was okay with it, but I told her how I didn't want it, and speaking to Mom about it, we agree
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“Jocelyn was easy; she wanted to be the Luna, so hearing that her sister was Zander’s mate instead scared her. That’s why she agreed to the plan easily…” She explained how she was behind faking Jocelyn’s death because they wanted to physically break Aubree, and when they saw she was ready, they sent Alaric, who went to get her, and she called Jerry and informed him of the auction. “Poor girl thought she had escaped, it was fun to watch…” she laughed.She then explained how she did some things that made me want to go to the auction, and just like that, Aubree ended up in my hands.She explained how they needed her to relax and how falling in love would awaken another power, then they did everything, but now it was time to harvest, as she called it, so she didn’t want to leave any evidence. That’s why she called Jocelyn and Levi, who were on it with her, of course, and introduced her as his mate when Aubree and Zander started being suspicious.She explained how she later set her up, oh,
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I looked down at Rosa and Henry’s feet and saw Allison who seemed unconscious too, and I almost took a step when Mom stopped me.“See that purple line? Cross it and you're dead.” She warned, and I shook my head, not knowing what to do. “In fact, let me just make sure…” She said and then raised her hand in the air and closed her eyes. I didn't understand what she was doing and was shocked at how obedient Levi was as he looked at her, a smile on his lips. “Done, now you can't move,” she said, and I tried to move my leg, but it didn't work.“I will not have you ruin my plan. Do you know the years it took to get here?” She asked, and I just shook my head as I realized the story Henry told me was the truth. He said Mom was the one who took advantage of him, that she and Alena were in the wrong, but I didn't believe it, but now seeing this, god, I've been foolish.“The blood.” She held out her hand to Levi, who now I noticed was holding a tiny bottle; the liquid in it was unmistakable. I kn
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I didn't want to push her; I really didn't, but this was a baby, my blood. How could she just—“Jocelyn is in danger.”“You're talking about Jocelyn; my baby is in danger.”“I’m serious, Asher; she saved me after kidnapping me. I think she's being used.”“Aubree, I don't care about the drama now; all I want to know is if my baby is safe,” I said it really in a calm tone, opposite from the storm inside of me.“It's not a baby yet, and besides, it's not the end; we can have kids when we’re both ready. I say when I’m thirty.”“This is not a joke.”“I was taken with Glinda; Jocelyn kidnapped us but later freed us. She hurt herself to show whoever sent her that we escaped and hurt her, but we didn't; she saved us.”“I get you, and I'm sorry about your sister, but now it's only my baby that matters. If you can't carry it, fine, let the doctors implant it in someone, but my baby will come to life.” I said, losing the calmness with each word that followed. “This is my first child; I can't… Ca
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Shocked would be an understatement to what I was feeling now; it was even more shocking as Alpha Blake congratulated me, and Dante even hugged me. I didn't understand what was going on; I was just observing as Luna Ruby and the woman hugged Aubree, and she looked so comfortable with them but not happy.I cleared my throat and asked what was happening.“Your wife is pregnant; you're going to be a dad.” Luna Ruby answered so casually that I wondered if they had lost their minds. I was their enemy; what was this?“We are so happy for you; you are going to make a great dad.” The old man said, clapping my back, I was still so confused that I ignored Tylan as he asked questions—he was as confused as me.“If I cry more, I might just dehydrate. Congratulations.” The middle-aged woman said. Well, at least the woman seemed familiar. I've seen her in one of the photo albums Mom kept but couldn't remember her name.“Go,” Luna Ruby, who was standing next to me, said, asking me to get near Aubree,
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~ASHER~It didn't make sense how Aubree believed that bastard brother of mine over me. Not that she owed me anything—I was the one who decided to buy her at that auction. But still, I saved her life; I treated her better than Zander, but to think she would rather believe him than me was frustrating.Mom was asking me to calm down and give her space, but I couldn't; I was going to sit when I remembered where she liked going whenever she was upset, so rushing out, I quickly worked my way through the stairs shouting her name.The woods were not safe, and even though I was angry at her, she was still my wife, and I couldn't risk anything happening to her.I didn't find her in the living room, so I walked out, and there I found my guards. I didn't even need to ask as they pointed toward the direction of the woods.I quickly ran there, calling her name and asking her to stop, but she wasn't listening to me as she kept walking.“Let's talk about this,” I said as I struggled through the littl
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~BREE~I've been walking back and forth in the room, too shocked at what my mom had told me earlier. I trusted Olivia, and the story she told me didn't match what Mom told me. It was not just a story, but I saw a vision, a vision of Alpha Henry raping her, but I knew in the werewolf land everything was possible; minds could be manipulated, and she might have created that vision. Well, Mom suggested it, but I just didn't know what to believe anymore.But one thing was for sure: Olivia was not telling the truth, and I trusted my mom, so I knew this might be just the truth: Olivia was not raped; instead, she was the one who raped Alpha Henry.I haven't spoken to anyone since I came back; I just came straight to my room and tried to understand it, as looking at Olivia disgusted me, because not only did she deceive Asher, but she also placed my mom in trouble; she claimed Rosa betrayed her, while in reality she's the one who betrayed her.I couldn't let her get away with it; I had to expos
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MANY YEARS AGO•AUTHOR’S POV•She had just come from one of those days where she had saved something this time; instead of a life, she had saved a reputation. Rosa, the young she-wolf who was to marry the alpha’s son, was nervous; today was the day they were announcing their union to the rest of the pack members. She was afraid they would not accept her since Henry was to take over as the alpha soon.She feared she was not good enough, so the young witch, Alena, using her manipulation tactics, managed to convince her that she would do just great and that she was the perfect Luna.After Rosa was confident Alena left as she was reminded about her sad truth, how she was to die without a mate, and what's worse was that the man she was in love with was the one announcing his union to Rosa, Henry.Witches don't cry, so she held in her tears, forcing herself to sleep, but she couldn't; the pain of losing Henry was too much for her to take. She was going to cast a spell on herself to sleep w
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***It's been three days. Things have been easy to follow; Blake and Ruby have tried too hard to make me remember, and I did, with the toys and photos. I was sure this was my family; I guess the woman I stayed with before Jocelyn's parents adopted me made me forget everything. She made me forget my life with this one, and I know it wasn't just normal; she might have done something because now flashbacks of me living with my real family were clear.Dante also arrived, and he was as sweet as Blake and Ruby. Mom finished explaining everything, how I was supposed to take over as the mother witch, although I would not need to live in the woods; I would just have to hold onto the magic and help witches when needed, but I didn't want that.I didn't tell her, but I planned to. I was still settling in, and I didn't want to break her heart already as she sounded confident in me, like this was the best gift to me.Yesterday we ate out as a family, and I felt so at home that every little doubt I
