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2021-08-21 04:48:01CHAPTER 24
I held the girl's arm tightly and we ran for almost a minute or more. While we were running, the strange girl kept muttering things I couldn't comprehend. She was still intoxicated with alcohol. We stopped running after I realized we were both tired and were panting heavily. We stood and were resting by a corner. "Where do you live?" I asked while struggling to catch my breath. "1st street."she slowly replied. "What? That's quite far you know? How did you end up there? " I retorted. She didn't utter a word. I felt angry. I held her hand once more but this time not too tightly and we walked down to her street. As we walked down to her street, I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I didn't show up that moment. She would have been raped and might get pregnant. I remembered the one night stand Jamila and I joked about in the afternoon and how the annual ghetto fiesta was said to be a major cause of the babies we have around. She was a bit sobbe
SADUWOFetty is ill.
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