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LILIANA

After he leaves, I collapse in a heap on the bed as choking sobs tear out from me with a blinding force. I want to wake up from this nightmare but everytime the cuff tugs at my ankle, it pulls me back to the reality that has now become my life.

“Kyle, what did you do?” I wail to the silence, my heart wringing in the despair that has begun to fester into a deep wound.

Thinking back upon my life, I try to recall anything suspicious about Kyle but my mind draws blank. He never gave me one reason to.

Except for his friendship with the man Nicolo…

Or could that be it?

I roll on my back to lay eaglespread on the bed, my watery gaze towards the ceiling to trace the patterns.

The fat drops slide down both sides of my face relentlessly soaking into my hair and the mattress until finally, there are no more tears left to cry.

I continue to stare blankly at the ceiling for a while longer as sleep drapes itself over my eyelids.

If I sleep, at least there'll be some kind of peace for me
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