VIXEN/ROSE POVA solid month has past since I rose from my coma, and still every day feels like a torment, another reason for me to plunge into depression. Sleep dry from my eyes night after night, food and alcohol has been my daily companion.It has gotten to the point where my old clothes don't fit anymore. " Is that her?" One of the new trainees in the organization question her superior as I step into work for a night delivery." Yes, that's the slut alright" Her superior says and I suspect they might be referring to me." What???. That fat unattractive thing" The junior questions " She is hardly who I was expecting. I mean look at her with her puffy cheeks and ugly shape. One wouldn't believe she has the power to seduce someone as influencial as Don Williams"" You got that right, something as cheap, classless, ugly and fat as her must be using some kind of jazz on him" Her superior says.' I knew it. They were talking about me'The cheap one, the unattractive one, the fat disgus
ROMAN POVWork, work, work!!!!That is all I do this days and I am getting sick of it.I need a secretary and first.My head feels like exploding." Boss, we have a problem" Hans one of the top comperigime informs "Our delivery guy, David can't make it. He claims his daughter got hospitalized" " What??. And you are just telling me now?. You are just useless aren't you?" I ask angrily as I run my hand through my hair.Gosh, I am not in the mood for this, I am tied." Forgive our incompetence boss, but what do you propose we do now?" He questions" Whatever, fix it. I am not paying you for nothing, and you better not fuck this up, or you would be sorry" I inform before striding into my office.He better do his work right. I don't have time to do his job, my own job on it's own is already to much for me to handleSpeaking of work, I have to read through the contractt that is due to be submitted tomorrow. I sail into my office only to find Rose going through my file.She's putting on a
VIXEN / ROSE POV" It's a trap"Those aren't the words I was expecting to say by this timeI always assumed that today we would be sharing a drink to celebrate our success together.Turns out I expected too much.I should have known something like this was going to happen.I am the nature unlucky one.Nothing good ever happens to me.Just when things were finally getting good.Just when Roman was finally noticing me.Who am I kidding?.He wasn't feeling me.Bet he was just making jest of me.To think he will go as far as body shaming me.Anyway, enough of that.The situation here is critical and shouldn't be taken lightly.Earlier, I had angrily opted to stay outside since I was offended with Roman.Turns out that was the best decision I ever made, cause a few minutes into the delivery, a black van drives in.From a glance I could tell this was trouble, so I hid, and how right I was.I watch as 10 heavily armed men alight the van.At first I attributed my suspicions to mare paranoia.
ROMAN POV " Rose" I call out to her, all terrified.I haven't seen her since the exchange fire began and I am terrified for some reason.I wouldn't call it love but I fear I might lose half of my soul due to my own carelessness, and that scares me.She slowly then makes her way out of a blind spot frightened, practical shaking in her boots.I quickly pull her into a hug before Drake takes over for a brief moment." I thought I lost you" He informs, hugging her tightly.It only takes the sound of a gun shot to jug my sanity back.I pull away from her, looking behind only to see an arm man with a gun shot wound to the forehead fall to the ground.The gun is still in her hand as she looks upon it with terror, and tears in her eyes.I recall her saying in the car, when I imposed the gun on her, that she would never use it. Cause she wasn't a murderer.It then hits me, Rose just committed her first murder to save my life.#################So here we are 10minutes down the side way and Ro
ROMAN POV" Ahhh..... Harder babe" Crystal ( My longtime sex partner) moans, edging me to go deeper and I happily oblige.Pumping in deeper." Aahhhh...... Aahhhh..." She moans in ecstasy as she wraps her legs around my waist, as I fuck her with reckless abandon.A couple of minutes down the line and we both reach our big O.I pull out, take off the used condom.Lay on my back, before pulling her to my chest." Babe, that was amazing" She says with a pleasing smile" Of course, do I ever disappoint?" I question as I gently pad her head." Not really but tonight was extra special. It was like you were a completely different person" She informs with a proud smile.In total honesty, this sex did feel different. I think it might be due to the fact that I was imagining her as someone else.By someone else, I mean Rose.She has been in my head through out the night since I dropped her off at her place.I guess it's just my system's way of dealing with gratification for a woman.I can't beli
VIXEN/ROSE POVA week has past since my first ever murder and yet the fear and panic from that same night still cuts deep.I can barely sleep, or rest.Food and alcohol have been my most recent companions.I have never experienced anything like this. I thought I was depressed before but right now I feel like just ending it all.' Maybe dieing and being with my children is the only way I can finally be free'_ I think as all sorts of suicidal thoughts cross my mind, before I hear my phone buzzing.Turns out it was just my best friend Brenda calling." Hi beautiful" I pretend to be happy.The last thing I want to do is let her sense that I am depressed.She wouldn't never stop nagging me if that happens." I am at your door step" She says simply and hangs up the call.I quickly rise to my feet, dust myself off and try tidying up alittle before running to the door post." Welcome beautiful. What a pleasure surprise" I say with a fake smile "You didn't tell me you were coming" " You reck
VIXEN/ ROSE POVRoman, Roman, Roman!!!What a puzzling man.One minute he is all grateful and next he is a scumbag, who goes about paying people to spy on me.Normally I don't like two faced bastards, but there is this something that keeps drawing me closer, like I was meant to be with him or something.It is like no matter how annoying he gets, being with him still manages to make me less depressed.' I wonder what he will do next'_ I think before hearing a knock at my door.I rush over thinking it would be Brenda, but to my greatest surprise, it happens to be the last person I want to see now, Roman." Boss......... Good morning....." I greet with a abject, confused smile." Good morning Rose" He replies emotionlessly as his eyes sweeps me from head to toe.His stare is kind of uncomfortable, since I am still in my translucent blue night dress." I will like to have a word" He informs with a sexy smile" Really!. In that case please come in" I offer, holding the door for him." Ther
DARRICK POV" Wrong! wrong! wrong!" I yell in frustration, sending the pile of paper work on my table flying.Nothing seems to be working.My company faces one problem after the other, one lose after another.Last week was an incident with contaminated wine and today my sugar cane plantation just caught on fire.Someone is out to get me.That's the only logical explanation.I mean there's no way in hell that my sugar plantation just caught on fire.I mean, it's not even the dry season, so how is that even possible.Or could it be that the moon goddess is punishing me for betraying my mate, and sending her to her untimely demise.Yes, yes!!!.That makes sense, that's the only logical explanation to this dilemma." You know throwing a tantrum is not going to solve the problem right?" Sapphire's annoying voice echoes a few centimeter behind me.Speaking of bad luck.Why am I cursed with someone like her as a wife.Just seeing her face every morning infuriating me.To think I have been ob
ROMAN POVI pace.Beside Claire's bed.Her tiny body trembles.Fever raging.40.5 degrees, and rising.I'm helpless.Fear grips me."Claire, baby, please," I whisper.Tears prick at my eyes.Gwen's still not here.I dial her number again."Gwen, where are you?" I demand feeling my arms tremble from fear."Alpha Roman, I'm so sorry. There's been a landslide. I can't make it," she explains.Incredulous."Can't make it?" I repeat.My voice rises."Gwen, my daughter is dying! Get here now!" I command."I'm sorry, Alpha Roman. It's impossible. The roads are blocked," she insists.Rage boils within me.I slam my fist against the wall."Impossible?" I shout.My phone cracks.In my hand, shatteringJust like my hope.I stare at ClaireDesperation claws at me.What do I do?Who can I turn to?And then.Rose.She is standing in my doorway.Waiting.She has been a mother before, surely she would know a thing or two about sick children.I rush to her."Rose," I call outMy voice cracking.I'm at
ROSE POVI burst into the office, fury boiling over. Roman's words echo in my mind, each one a dagger to my heart."You're just cheap. Easy. Anyone can have you."I slam the door, trying to shut out the pain. But it follows me, haunting me.How dare him, question my morality.Me..... Vixen......I have never been insulted like this.I feel like strangling him.I grab my phone and dial Brenda's number. She answers on the first ring."Rose, what's wrong?" she asks, concern lacing her voice."Roman," I spit, his name tasting bitter."What did he do now?" Brenda asks with a sigh, her tone turning icy." Can you be he called me......." I recount our confrontation, every detail pouring out. Brenda listens, seething."That bastard," she mutters in anger"I know, right?. I hate him so much" I fume, pacing around the office."How can he be so cruel, despite what he did?" Brenda ask nonplussed"I don't know. But I'm done. Finished," I declare, determination rising."I'm so proud of you, Rose,
ROMAN POVI peel out of the driveway, anger coursing through my veins.I hate her.I hate that woman so much.I dial Landon's number.He answers on the first ring."Roman, what's up?" he asks."Rose," I spit."Rose?" Landon repeats."The tramp is already sleeping with Kane," I snarl.Landon pauses."Roman, slow down. What's going on?" he asks.I take a deep breath."Saw them together. Laughing. Smiling. It's like she didn't even care," I confess, infuriated.Landon's silence confuses me."Landon?" I prompt."Roman, I don't get it," he says."Get what?" I ask confused"Why you're so jealous. You slept with her, blackmailed her, and now you're mad she's moved on?" Landon asks with the most unimpressed tone ever.I grip the steering wheel."I didn't expect her to move on so quickly," I admit.Two weeks!!!That's way too short, it is like I never meant anything to her.I know I was just part of her job but it still hurts.Landon sighs."Roman, you're confusing me. You've never been posses
ROMAN POVI toss and turn, my mind racing.Drake, my wolf, growls inside me.He's furious.I am blackmailing Rose, but why do I feel like I am the one being blackmailed.Our mateI try to shake off the guilt.What's wrong with meI've never felt this way before.Regret.Remorse.Emotions I've never experienced.I can't feel this way?.She's at fault.She was the one who played with my feelings.I was going to give up on everything.Cause I thought she cared for me the same way I cared for her.I thought we shared the same love for each other after the beautiful love making we shared, but she was only pretending to love me for her dumb mission.That night, two weeks ago.I realized something very important.I might have developed feelings foutu777with Rose, I am not sure it was love but I was willing to give her a chance to make things worse. The morning after our love making, I was just about to delete the sex tape when I got a call from my private investigator informing me that Rose
ROSE POVWe dance the night away, laughter and music numbing my pain. " This was an amazing idea" I yell unable to hear my own voice " I am so happy"" I am the best, ain't I?" She teases and we both burst into laughter" Best.... Friend even......" I yell with excitement.Brenda spins me around, and I stumble, giggling.That's when I see him.Kane.We exchanged sparks once.He asked me out, but I never responded.I stupidly choose Roman instead.Regret floods me.Kane's eyes lock onto mine."Rose!" he exclaims, weaving through the crowd.I try ignoring him but he gaze is fixed on me so I kick against that.His warm smile falters for a moment as he takes in my hesitant expression."Hey, Kane," I say, trying to sound casual.Honestly, this isn't comfortable at all.I am so ashamed.Full of regret.I wish I choice him instead." Excuse me y'all" Brenda discreetly excuses herself, leaving us alone, despite my desperate signals pleading for her to stay.Kane hugs me.Long and tight.But
ROSE POVI stand frozen, my eyes locked on Roman'." Could you excuse us babe" He ask with a smile, not bothering to spare her a glance." Sure babe, call me when you are done" Crystal says as she sassily walk out of the office, with a triumphant smile on her face." What do you want?" He questions nonchalantly with a bored expression." I wanted to talk about us" I confess, my voice shaking as I try to compose myself but fail miserably." Not interested" He says turning away from me."Roman, please..." I whisper, my voice trembling.He turns to me, his expression unreadable"Please what, Rose?" he asks.I fall to my knees"Forgive me," I begTears stream down my face."For what?" Roman's voice is laced with disdain."For walking in on you. For being angry. For not taking your feeling into consideration. I don't know what I did for your to fall out of love with me like this, but please forgive me. I can't live without you " I stammer.Honestly, I have gotten so used to being someone h
ROSE POVI slowly open my eyes, wincing at the piercing light that escapes Roman's black curtains.My head throbbing.My entire body hurts, why does he have to use his teeth so much.My neck aches, and my core feels tender, it hurts.Memories of last night flood my mind.Guess we over did itRoman, and I..........We were unstoppable.' I can't believe I am in love again'_ I think to myself as my check burns with excitement.I try to sit up, but a wave of dizziness washes over me." Ahh...." I cry supporting my head from the immense pain."Good morning my goddess" Roman says, his voice low and husky.He's sitting beside me in his boxers and a singlet, holding a steaming cup of coffee." Good morning" I reply trying to stretch." Coffee for my queen" He offers with a cute smile.How thoughtful of him.I guess I misjudged him all this time."Thank you," I murmur, taking the cup.Our fingers touch, and I feel a spark."Feeling okay?" Roman asks, his eyes crinkling.I nod, taking a sip.T
Trigger warning ROSE POVIt was now 12am.I and Roman just walked into his luxurious suite on wombly legs.I can't believe I let myself get this tipsy. Roman, had invited me to a company dinner, and I'd had one too many glasses of wine. The room spun slightly, and my inhibition slipping.Roman's arm brushes mine as he tries to support me do I can stand on my own, sending shivers down my spine. I try to hiding feelings for him, but being this close makes my heart race. His piercing hazel eyes seems to see right through me."Rose, you're shivering," he says, his deep voice low and husky. "Let's get you warm and a seat."He says leading me to a king sized couch.Now that I take a closer look, the luxurious interior is enveloping.I feel a thrill of excitement"Drink some water," He orders, handing me a glass. "You're going to regret this in the morning."I sip the water, feeling a little more coherent. Roman sits beside me, his proximity making my skin tingle."Roman, I..." I start,
ROMAN POVI take Rose's hand, my heart racing with anticipation. We're standing outside her apartment, the city lights twinkling around us." I'll be your girlfriend," Rose says, a soft smile spreading across her faceI feel a rush of excitement, my pulse pounding in my veins.Yes!" Roman, I have to admit, I've been hesitant," Rose says, her voice barely above a whisper.My grip on her hand tightens. I can sense her resolve crumbling."But you've been so kind and understanding. You make me feel seen and heard," Rose says, her voice trembling.I suppress a triumphant smile. My plan is working.I move closer, my eyes locking onto hers.Rose's lips part, her chest rising and falling." I love you, Roman" She confess with excitement.I pull her into my arms, my lips crashing down on hers. She melts into me, her body surrendering to mine.I've done it. I've made her fall for me.For now, it's enough.As we break apart, gasping for air, I gaze into her eyes"You won't regret this, Rose,"