How it started in Camelorn…
Octavius van Camele before he became King Phillip IV rode on his majestic black horse with his brother and best friend, Angus van Camele, riding by his side on an equally majestic steed.
"Do you think she will be there?" Octavius asked, his brow laced with worry.
"We will never know until we get there," Angus replied, laughter in his voice. His brother was definitely in love with the young Intavian princess, Emilia. His eyes shone like stars whenever her name was mentioned and his arms failed to work every time she came near. Even now his elder brother rode his horse with fury in his haste to meet with his one true love. His coat of fur billowed behind him and his breath came out in vapors as he rode hard in the harsh winter towards the Summer Palace.
The guards at the tower looked down, sighted the coat of arms on the saddle of the horses, and gave the signal to open the gates. Octavius and Angus rode into the bailey and dismounted, the stable hands ran over to collect the horses for brushing.
"Where is the housekeeper?" Octavius asked.
"In the kitchen, my lord"
He started walking in long strides and Angus, 15, three years his junior tagged along. He resisted the urge to laugh at his brother's eagerness. Hours of tutoring by Garius the boys tutor had fallen on deaf ears. Garius said a prince never should act like a dandy in the presence of a wench, a prince was never to show too much eagerness when planning a tryst with either a lady of blue blood or one of lose virtues and so many other lessons about what a prince should and should not be found doing. Princesses and daughters of nobles had governesses, the boys had Garius.
"Milord!" Millie the old housekeeper exclaimed when she caught sight of the crown prince and his brother in her kitchen.
Octavius held up his hand "Don't worry, Millie, there's no problem. I understand Princess Emilia is waiting in one of the rooms."
Millie relaxed and smiled "Yes, milord but she isn't in any of the rooms. Princess Emilia insisted on staying in the apple garden" she ran critical eyes over him, she had been in service of the royal household even before the boys were born "You look like the wind ran you over milord, you might want to straighten your appearance before meeting a lady gentle as Princess Emilia"
Octavius hurriedly smoothed his hair back and briskly walked out of the kitchen "The apple garden?" he did not wait for a reply.
Angus laughed and took a stool from beside the sink, picking a fresh loaf of Millie's bread "Good luck brother! He wouldn't let us stop for even a jar of water. While he chases the lady I'll fill my stomach with Millie's sumptuous food," he said with a wink at the old woman.
Millie laughed "Milord is flirting with an old woman. And the bread is for sale in the small village by the sea"
Octavius rounded the curve of the long passage and came to the entrance of the apple garden with its dried-up trees. The winter was harsh and the ground was dry so the leaves had turned brown and fallen to the grown and among the twists of brown and gray stood the most beautiful sight.
Princess Emilia Ing Avia.
She was moving amid the trees with her light blue gown of silk rustling with the leaves she dragged as she walked. Her hair was undone the way he liked it. Golden blonde hair stopped below her waist. He always loved to run his fingers through it whenever they met at times like this and she loved to lay her head on his chest and listen to his deep voice rumbling beneath her ear.
"Emilia"
She turned around for she had been standing with her back to him. Her face lit up and a beautiful smile broke through her perfect face.
"You received my message"
"And came as soon as I could"
She laughed and half ran to him "Your hair is messed up, you must have ridden hard"
He put his hands around her and held her body close to himself "I did, my love" he kissed her hair "Is it true?"
She nodded "Yes, it is Octavius, I am carrying your child"
"Our child"
She smiled against his chest. He released her and walked backward until his back came in contact with the gravel wall of the garden, drawing her to sit on the floor with him, pulling her close so she could rest on his chest while he leaned back and rested his head on the hard wall. He rubbed the arm she rested across his stomach and entwined his fingers with hers.
"Does your father know about this?"
"Only my maid does and she can keep a secret. I'm afraid to tell my mother." She looked up at him "I love you Octavius but if my parents disagree there is nothing I can do about it"
Octavius sighed "I am worried about my father too. But if they don't agree will you run away with me?"
Emilia didn't hesitate with her nod. Octavius smiled, he loved her just as much as she loved him, and knowing that made everything much better. He was the crown prince but he was also going to be a father soon and if he had to abdicate his position as next in line to the Camelorn throne to be with his love and his child, he was ready to do it without hesitation.
The memory of how they had met came to him. His father had thrown a feast for his 65th birthday and had sent invites carelessly for he was in a joyous mood. Emilia's father had gotten an invite even though the two kings barely knew each other but king Festus of Intavia had been indisposed and had instead sent his Advisor and his daughter, Emilia, and her maid to attend the feast. Octavius had taken one look at Emilia at the receiving line and knew he had found a bride. She had gazed at him shyly, colors peppering her cheeks as he had bent to kiss her hand, her hand had trembled daintily beneath his and he knew she felt what he felt too. When no one was looking he had gotten a goblet of wine and a platter of grapes went to her and struck a conversation with her. She was the sweetest person he had ever met and when he had asked if he could see her again she had shyly told him he could come calling on her at the inn she was staying in.
Octavius remembered walking in the shadows of midnight to the inn that wasn't very far from the palace. It was an inn he knew very well, dignitaries from other kingdoms stayed there when invited to discuss politics with his father. He had stealthily walked past a sleeping inn-keeper up to the room Emilia had described for him and knocked. Emilia herself had answered the door wearing a coat of thick black fur with a cowl. She had smiled at him before slipping out.
"My maid is fine with this but my father will kill me if he finds out I am sneaking out with a man," she had said.
"Mine too, hopefully, they don't find us otherwise they will have to marry us off to each other,"
Emilia had smiled at his not-so-veiled attempt at baring his heart and feelings to her "That would not be so bad," she had replied softly. "I have only a little time with you before my maid calls for me, she's good but only as long as she doesn't get into trouble"
Octavius had offered her his arm "Then let's make the most out of it."
He had intended to take her into the castle to the pond through the servants' passage but as they walked under the star-dusted sky arm in arm Octavius found for the first time that he was short for words. Instead of engaging in small talk like he had wanted to, he found himself stealing glances at Emilia, catching her eyes because she also could not keep her eyes off him. And when the time came to say goodbye they had shared their first kiss. It was awkward, and a new experience for them both. Of course, Octavius had kissed many young maids before but never had he kissed anyone he was strangely in love with. And when it was time to drop Emilia off at her room Octavius found it hard to let her go and she too stood by the door watching him watch her until her maid cleared her throat from within. Her maid had come over to close the door after letting her say a quiet goodnight to Octavius.
From that night on they had done everything to communicate with one another and since a second son was not as important as the first, Angus had sometimes been the messenger between the both of them, bearing lengthy love letters from Emilia to Octavius and back. Any chance Octavius got he arranged trysts with Emilia mostly at the Summer Palace and when the Summer Palace was occupied by the royal household-they met at inns in small villages in Intavia and Emilia looked forward to those meetings because she got to see the honest love Octavius had for only her in his clear blue eyes, she got to feel his strong arms around her reassuring her of his love and when she had given herself to him she had felt no shame because she knew he was honest and loyal and that theirs was a love that would last forever.
"Are you still here?"
Octavius looked down at the only woman that meant everything to him. She was resting her head against his chest but she had turned her head up to look at him, she was so beautiful. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on her nose before rubbing his nose against hers. "I will always be here"
They sat down in the garden till the sunset and Angus had to remind them to come into the kitchen to eat the meal Millie had prepared.
After being together for two days Emilia packed the few items she had brought with her and back to her kingdom while Octavius and Angus did the same, mounting their horses and rode back to Camelorn. Octavius practiced, with fear in his heart, the right way to tell his father he had fathered a child. His greatest fear wasn't in telling his father but having his father reject Emilia but his mind was made up, if Emilia was rejected then he would reject his duty to the throne too and relinquish power to Angus. He had said as much to Angus who had called him a dolt and rejected the offer. "Father would have a heart attack if you forfeit your duty to the kingdom for a maiden no matter how beautiful she may be. Think how much worse a condition Garius would be in when he hears of such," Angus had told him as they packed their things to head back to Camelorn. "When my child is born my duty will be to my child and its mother not the throne" "I am both happy and
The village was a bustle of activities. Villagers moved around with carts filled with goods for sale, sacks of clothes for sale at the market, trays of fruits, bread, cheap pieces of jewelry, and many more articles. The shacks of some traders housed flour, wheat, jars of milk and honey, and some even goats. The crowd, though busy and occupied with exchanging services, made way for Octavius as he approached and it helped that another guard wearing the complete armor went ahead of him and Dextus. As he approached the men bowed and the women genuflected, a few of the soldiers who were off duty among the crowd went on one knee to pay their respects. Octavius raised a hand to everyone without sparing them much of a glance for his heart was not in their respect but on seeing his father and knowing the reason for his summons. The temples of the gods were built long before the reign of his father and then the population of the people was still at a hundred but years have pas
"This way," Angus said to the small hooded figure beside him. He rounded the corner and turned to a narrow alley where filth lay. There another figure stood clothed in a dark robe but the cowl of the robe was lowered to reveal Octavius' face. He was waiting impatiently under the full moon of the night, shifting from one foot to the other. He turned sharply at the sound of approaching feet and relaxed when he saw it was only his brother and his guest The small hooded body ran to him and clung tightly to his body. He held her too and pressed his lips to her hair. Emilia held on to him like he was her last chance at survival. "Make it quick," Angus hissed in the dark "Anyone could chance on us at any moment and report this to father" "It's not going to be a surprise to him since he already knows about Emilia and me but I do appreciate your concern brother," Octavius murmured back at his brother. Emilia took a step back and stared up at him in the dark. "
The robe covering Octavius' tunic scraped the floor gently as he made his way to the Counsel Room where he knew his father and his court were waiting. He wasn't supposed to have kept them waiting but he had received news from Emilia that morning elaborating on the plan they had made during their previous rendezvous and he had sat back to write a letter to her sending it through the ever-faithful Angus who had waited to collect it. His father would be furious that he had kept the court waiting when were supposed to be judging matters and making plans for the battle preparation. The guard in front of the Counsel Room dressed in complete armor except the helmet bowed before him before opening the huge doors for him. The court was a restless group of men and one woman, Liliah, who was the noble in charge of Camelorn festivities. Maids with platters of cheeses, figs, and apples came and went with from a side door hidden behind the large velvet curtain that covered the room. As Oc
Octavius pulled on the reins of his horse willing it to go faster. While the soldiers were training under the ever-watchful eyes of Festus and Garius he had taken off into the stable and had taken one of the smaller horses, one his father would never notice was gone if he decided to search for him. Angus had come back with news from Emilia and it had taken two days before Octavius had been able to escape his father's watchful eyes. He had once again implored Garius to cover up for him. Emilia's message had been both worrying and hopeful. She was sure the gods of Intavia were willing to help but afraid of what the price for their help was goi
Octavius shifted his weight from one leg to another as he looked down at Emilia. She crooked a finger at him and started towards an alternate entrance. The main entrance was covered with flowers of different colors but this one was without the decorations and no one used it but a priest who stood there with his hand tucked into the folds of his cloak. On his forehead, he had a black dye dot at the center. Emilia approached him and whispered. He shook his head looking from her hooded figure to Octavius and tilted his head indicating they should follow him. He led them to an alcove where a tray with two jars of honey and baked pastries covered with crumbs of sugar laid for everyone knew Psagon, the Intavia god of love had a sweet tooth. "My lady, you requested for these," the priest said. He picked the tray and handed it to Emilia, reached over to Octavius with outstretched hands, took his hands in his, and led it to the tray in Emilia's. "Lovers who seek favor from Ps
Emilia clung to the hanging on her bed and wept for her child. She had held her tears well enough while Octavius had remained with her even though a few rebellious tears had slipped out. She hung on for dear life with her hand flat on her belly as she wept bitterly. Ilena stood at the threshold of the room watching her mistress bemoan the loss of a child she would never know and love. On one hand, she held a jar of mead in case her mistress needed it to get too drunk to feel her pain, and on another, she held a pot of hot water with some tea leaves and a few aromatic for though she was a woman of principles she also knew her mistress might require the aromatic plants to dull her pain. She had gotten the plants from the oldest priest who made sacrifices to Daegon, the Intavia god of gods during winter, summer, and fall festivals. He had narrowed his eyes suspiciously at her but did not comment giving the plants over. As she watched her mistress wallow in misery she kn
"Your Highness?" Octavius looked up from the stool on which he sat, a priest was waiting in front of him in a shabby cloak covering an equally shabby tunic that was excessively frayed at the hem. He had awoken early, taken a cloak from his trunk, and taken a walk. He had intended to visit the temple later in the day but on impulse had turned towards the cobble-stoned street and headed for the temple of Ashterah the goddess of war. The street was almost empty except for the fishermen who dragged their nets to their boats on the shore. He had stopped to watch them load up their boats and cut the ropes securing them to the shore with an absent mind. He had imagined jumping into one of the boats and rowing it to Intavia away from his kingdom and responsibilities until he remembered he already had his wishes all he needed now was the help of the goddess of war to win the war. With that in mind, he had continued on his way. "You must come with me to the inner room
I have now come to the end of book one of my Cursed by the gods series. It has been a long journey I'm not gonna lie. I lost commitment along the way of writing this book, lost inspiration, even changed the plan I initially had for it. I am really glad that I got to finish it and if you stayed till the end I just want to say thank you for even choosing this book in the first place. I will start with the second book as soon as possible and do my best to make that one better. I hope I have been able to tell you a good story dear readers and once again I thank you for reading Cursed by the gods. Thank you.
Octavius stepped back at the sight of the change that came over the brother whom he thought he knew. "What do you mean Angus? Don't do anything stupid I beg you by the gods." Angus laughed as he reached into his robe. "I am not doing anything stupid. This is something that should have been done a long time ago. I am doing the gods a favor. I am doing Camelorn a favor by saving then from the one person who has caused many troubles on them." Octavius kept his eyes locked on Angus' and as soon as his hand came out from behind his robe he knew there was no use fighting. Angus thought of everything. In his hand was a dagger with a golden liquid covering it. It was the Mekai. The one liquid that was known to kill gods and make them wandering souls. "You really want to do this?" Angus approached him. From the corner of his eyes tears fell from Octavius eyes. He knew this was the end, knew this was all his life was coming to and in that last mom
Cleopoda ran hastily down the hall, her legs barely touched the ground as she ran. She feared that one of the people in the library knew she had been there and may come for her. Tears threatened to blind her as she went. Who would believe that Uncle Angus took so many years to plan his own brother's downfall? The same Uncle Angus who loved her when no one else did, the same one who brother food to her when she was younger, the same one who risked war with an enemy nation to see that she was brought back home. How can the man in the library be the same Uncle Angus? Some part of her was glad that Father would be stripped of his power as King of Camelorn, the other part of her heart broke for him. He loved his brother very much yet that brother planned for years on how best to take his kingdom away from him. She felt sad for him but her anger at his treatment of her over these years threatened to overcome her pity for him. Uncle Angus even knew of Amelia's infidel
Cleopoda ran down the length of the hall looking for Angus. It was amazing what one declaration from the mouth of a prince could do. Since Uncle Angus made that declaration of her royalty in the morning the servants had treated her with a little more dignity even though they were still wary of her.She wasn't used to having any servant look at her with anything besides disdain, as though she was a common thing stuck to the bottom of their sandals, and curiosity. Now some even bowed slightly. Even Demeris seemed to acknowledge her presence when she stopped in the kitchen for some food for Ajun.As she walked the length of the hall ignoring the soldiers who stood guard she looked from side to side hoping to catch a glimpse of her beloved uncle. She was just about to give up searching for him when she heard his voice coming from the library. She stopped in her tracks listened to be sure it was indeed Uncle Angus. Sure enough, it was he.The door of the
Octavius raised his hands to silence the people who only yelled more, pumping their fists in the air as they shouted. Octavius looked helplessly at the angry faces as they demanded that he open the gates so they can destroy the temple or do something about their predicament. They spoke simultaneously and loudly that he could not hear a single word.Taking a deep breath he raised his voice high above the din. "People of Camelorn what is it you want?"The replied all at once. Octavius' ears hurt at their shouts. He took another breath and shouted louder."I can not hear what you all are saying and as such can not respond to your complaints. If you may please chose someone to speak for everyone."It was an impossible task. They were an angry mob and everyone wanted to represent the crowd. After much time had been wasted with much pushing and fighting the people finally chose a certain merchant who held a little girl in his arms. He held her
Even before the day started Octavius already knew it would be a day he would dread. It started with Asterah visiting him, draining even ounce of his strength before the day even began. How the goddess could never be satisfied with sex he would never know. He was glad that he was able to please her this time. But as soon as she left him and he heard the knock on the door he knew his bad day was about to get worse.It was Angus who knocked. He wore a light tunic and over it was his royal robe of dark blue with the coat of arms of Camelorn sewn below its shoulder."Brother," Octavius greeted, doing his best to sound formal and regal. "You look well."Angus entered the room."You look terrible," he chuckled. Octavius laughed too but in his heart, he knew that he was indeed a miserable man. He picked himself from his bed and drew his robe around his shoulders with a show of confidence."Any news from Amire?" He asked Angus."Much news. They w
Cleopoda looked at a sleeping Ajun at the foot of her bed. The palace was quiet at this time of the morning, it was just before dawn but she was already awake. In fact, she couldn't sleep throughout the night because her mind was troubled. Since her return to the palace a week ago there had been changes. The servants were still the same as ever, eyeing her curiously and wondering why she should be allowed to live in the palace but there was a bit of respect for her too because Uncle Angus had commanded that she should be treated like royalty. She still had to cover her head and eyes when moving about the palace, especially when she had to go to the kitchen or the washrooms to hide the allure that drew people to her. But these things weren't troubling her, what was the fact that she had seen someone who didn't belong in the palace creeping around. Her surprise at seeing him there had held her rooted to the ground especially when she had seen from whose room he was coming from.
Days after they left the Summer Palace to Camelorn the tension was still high in the atmosphere. The talk and fear of war increased drastically and words of it were whispered from soldier to soldier and servant to servant. Cleopoda remained in her room because Angus told her to. She knew he feared that if she ever ran into her father, Octavius in the halls he would send her back to the temple or someplace where he may never find her again. Father never visited her and neither did his new wife, Amelia and it hurt her but by now she was used to his lack of concern for her. She wanted nothing more than to see Mama Remin and Strukus, maybe even pay a visit to Zenas at the temple if he was still there but she was to remain within the walls of the room Angus had the servants prepare for her. She shared her room with Ajun who did nothing more than to eat and sleep and read the books Angus sent to her through the servants, they were folklore with sketched pictures. The boy barely had storie
"What have you done Angus! I sent you to Amire to congratulate our new comrade and you went to stare up trouble! The king of Amire has sent messengers promising war." He turned hateful eyes to her and glared at her with so much venom that made her want to sink to the ground and die. "And what is this cursed child doing here in my palace?!" Shocked Angus moved to shield Cleopoda from his brother's hateful glare. He had not expected Octavius to be here. He had planned to hide out here and plan the next way to let his brother know he brought back his daughter. "What are you doing here, Octavius? I thought you were at the palace in Camelorn" "Angus answer my question, I did not come here to trade petty words with you. What is this cursed child doing here?" There was no way he could distract his brother decided to be blunt. "Your child!" "Not my child! I did not birth evil. How dare you bring her here? Do you not know she possesses ev