After I change I head to the training grounds. I need to burn off some of my anxious energy. My life is giant fucking stress ball right now and I need to pound my fists into something, or I need transform and rip my claws and teeth into someone.
My father is good at getting under my skin. Just looking at him is normally enough to piss me off. I’m glad that Felix is doing the right thing by Amara, but I don’t fully trust his good intentions. I’m going to keep an eye on him, especially why he is here. I don’t need any distractions right now, so I hope my father doesn’t plan on being a total distraction and actually helps while Matteo is gone.
I hate when Matteo leaves. I hate being acting Alpha. I’m content to be second in command. I’ve never liked the idea of being Alpha when the topic comes up if Matteo doesn't have a male heir. I know Lana could
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Drifting back to unconsciousness my mind becomes restless. I found my mate. I never thought I’d find him after I was taken from my pack. I was nineteen when a group of male rogues took my pack. They were going to sell me and do horrible things to me, but the rogue alpha stopped them.Alpha Craig, or the rogue Alpha as he is now known by, stopped my captors. They had brought me to him to show off how they could snatch pretty she-wolves from packs to help the rogue males have pups. They wanted me to be a breeder, but Creig stopped them. He took me under his wing and took care of me.He was obsessed with me because I reminded him of the she-wolf he loved, but he lost her to an Alpha because he was her mate. Now, I’ve seen Luna Cheryl in pictures. The only thing she and I have in common is that we have blonde hair, but mine is darker than he
Panic. Pure panic that I have only found my mate to lose her. I always knew she might be a rogue, but how did she end up one. Not every rogue is bad and not every rogue is rightfully made a rogue. There are packs who banish pregnant she-wolves and so their pups end up rogues too. Some get taken by rogues and are forced to renounce their pack or die. Rogues are vicious.Pacing outside of the room that my mate is set up in as the pack doctor and nurse work on her. Amara is with me her face twisted in worry as she chews on her thumbnail. Amara glances at me and offers a half smile.I’ve already texted Matteo and told him to contact Amara if he wants up dates because I’m a freaking mess. I have been searching for my mate, hoping for her. Maybe I am cursed. Is my whole damn family cursed because of my father because if there is anyone who put
I’m thrilled to be going to my mate and daughter, however I’m not looking forward to the shit show I know I’m going to walk in on. Jasper finally found his mate and she’s a rogue. We’ve always assumed his mate was a rogue, or a pup who hadn’t turned of age. I hoped it was the later, but it wasn’t.Now, as an alpha it’s burned into my brain, like all Alphas, that rogues are bad. They are to be killed on sight. However, I know that all rogues aren’t bad. That much has become clear over the last decade that not all rogues are bad. Still, until I know the rogue isn’t bad I’m skeptical of her.I don’t know why she found her way to my pack, but it was for a reason. I just hope that reason isn’t a bad one. With rogues fighting for the right to form a pack that doesn’t follo
Matteo comes home today and I’m so damn excited! I’ve missed him. I never realized how much his presence in my life means to me. I’m falling fast and hard for my mate, oh who am I kidding, I’m already in love. I also want Matteo home to deal with Felix and Jasper. Gene is struggling to keep them from killing one another and I’m trying to be the voice of reason. We can’t seem to stop the two of them from trying to rip each other a part. I’m not talking just physically, I’m talking about words as weapons. I officially know why I have a mean way with words and why I have made people cry in the past. I’m not proud of it when I have done it, but at least I know where I get that particular flaw. It’s from Felix’s side. Jasper and Felix have been vicious with one another. It’s hard to watch. I thought
I meet Matteo outside of the pack house. We hug briefly before the nurse who is looking after my mate tells me she has awoken. Finally, I inform Matteo and he informs Gene while I inform Felix through our mind links. They meet us at the stairs and then we head up.Matteo fills us in as we head to my mates room. None of it is good. I’m glad Klaus seems to be working out. I’m going to need a second Beta while I deal with my mate and whatever the hell is going on with her. She is my priority then the pack.As we round the corner Amara is standing outside my mate’s room. The moment she sees us she starts heading towards us.“Woah, slow down you four. Listen to me. I talked with her. She opened up immediately. Her name is Davina and she is Alpha Jack’s missing daughter. She
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Jasper is amazing! Thank the moon goddess above I have a good mate, especially after the hell I’ve endured. I’m sure Jasper thinks I’m crazy to want him to mark and claim me so soon, but I’ve gotten over the rape that Creig did. At first I was a shell of who I used to be because of it, but then one day pure raw anger took over.I promised myself I would get away from him and I did. It took years of careful planning and earning enough trust from Creig to let me do things on my own so that I could escape. Sure he hunted me down and left me for dead, but that was always the point. I wanted him to think he killed me. It was a risk, but it was worth it.Maybe I should want another man to touch me after being raped for years, but I want to replace all the bad with good. I know sex doesn’t have to be a bad thing and I know the
Being home is wonderful, the news that Cheryl’s fucking crazy lover is alive and not dead, not the news I wanted. Although, Davina seems like she will do anything to bring the fucker down. Her hate for him was evident and I couldn’t blame her.Crieg ruined her life. She was kidnapped because of him, raped by him, I’m sure she was beat and goddess only knows what else. She looks nothing like Cheryl. They have blonde hair, but it’s not even the same shade. I don’t know how Crieg came to the conclusion that Davina reminded him of Cheryl. Perhaps he was just desperate.Knowing the rouge alpha is Crieg things make sense now. Why he is hell bent on destroy the alliance of packs, why he’s after me specifically. I’m sure in some twisted way he blames me for taking Cheryl from him. If he only knew I was willing
Davina, Jasper, Lana, Matteo, our pups and I are at the camp ground enjoying much needed time away. It was a bit crazy when they returned home. There was much to be done and the alliance was happy that Creig was defeated. The alliance declared Matteo the Alpha King of all werewolves.We had his ceremony and induction as Alpha King. We spent months as a family prepping for our new pups. Matteo and I had twins. Boys named Henry and James. They are a handful, but we love them. Lana is happy to be a big sister.Lana is playing with her brothers by outside on the swings that Matteo built boys. He also built a big girl swing for Lana. We’ve been spending more time at the log cabin on the camp ground for the summer time to enjoy some much needed relaxation.Jasper and Davina have announced they are
I see Jasper’s wolf charge at Felix’s wolf as I hear a nasty growl come from Jasper. Jasper will take care of Felix. I leave my Beta and best friend to do the task he’s waited a long time to complete. Meanwhile I focus on getting to the entrance of the mines. I need to get to Lana. I don’t want Creig to try and slip past us with her. I have all my warriors on alert and they know to mind link me if they see her or Creig. Tearing through the rogues like they are nothing because to me they are nothing. I don’t know why they are rogues, but the fact that choose to fight for a monster like Creig means they most likely deserve to die. Besides, they aren’t my prioity, my daughter is. After what feels like forever, I finally make it to the entrance of the mines with several of my warriors. Most of the rogues are outside fighting, but that doesn’t me
Gene and our reinforcements show up just in the nic of time. My father was becoming aggressive with his attacks against us and was starting to gain ground. We’ve lost a few more warriors which is unfortunate. None of us like when we lose a warrior in battle. Matteo and I are the one that have to break the news to their families and it’s always heartbreaking.With our reinforcements we are now gaining control forcing my father to have to come out his hiding spot of giving orders. Now, he has to fight with his unorginzed bunch of rogues. I notice my father is avoiding coming to the area I’m fighting in. I know he knows I’m going to kill his ass. I won’t stop until he’s dead. It pains me to admit this, but I’ve waited for this for far too long.I’ve wanted to kill my father for a long time now. I’m
Davina and I sit outside trying to have some fresh air to soothe our nerves. Both of us are a wreck thinking of our mates at war, not to mention we both worry for Lana. Creig is sick and I can’t imagine what he might do to a pup. I hope Matteo gets her away from that monster sooner rather than later. There is no telling what he might do, and I can’t think about the worse thing that could happen. We haven’t heard any updates from anyone, but I doubt we will. They need to focus on the battle and getting Lana safe. As much as I want to mindlink Matteo to find out how things are going, I don’t want to distract him. I don’t know if his fighting or not and the last thing I want is distract him which would cause him to mess up. Sally and Matteo’s mom have been looking after Davina and I like mother hens, making sure we are eating and resting. Davina need
Jasper and I running in wolf form now. One of my men took over our car and is not driving it with the rest of our reinforcements. We should be there soon, and our back up should arrive about an hour behind us. My father will arrive with them.“Alpha, how close are you?” Klaus’s voice filters into my head.“Maybe twenty minutes and the others about about an hour, why?”“Felix is leading the rogues in an attack against us, apparently he’s the rogue Alpha’s new Beta.”“What? Can you hold it till we get there?”“Yes, but if he sends in more men, I can’t make any promises.”
Unfortantly, Creig didn’t move fast enough in get us out of here. Matteo’s men are surrounding us which means Matteo is on his way if not already here. I’m sure Jasper is with him. Matteo has tons of warriors and other Alpha’s in his corner who will more than willingly provide extra warriors.This is a diaster. I thought Creig would be able to counter Matteo, to replace him, but the man is not as wise as he appears. Creig has been to busy trying to get Lana to call him daddy instead of doing his job.Lana keeps asking for Amara and Matteo. She has no idea the gravity of the situation. I wish she would just fucking coperate instead of being a stupid pup. If she has just said with the idiot wanted we would have been out of here hours ago and Matteo’s warriors wouldn’t be surrounding us.
Anger flares in my veins as we head toward our destnation. My father is public enemy number one, next to Creig that is. I can’t believe he would go as far as to kidnap a pup. I knew my father was scum, but I never imagined he would sink so low. I should have figured he would. After all, the man cheat on his mate like it’s a sport. I swear he does it on purpose, or maybe it’s compulsion he can’t control. I’ve tried to figure out why he does it, I’ve even asked him, but he never explains. Instead, he acts like he’s the victim. My mom and I are the victims. I don’t think he knows the drama we have had deal with because of him. The rumors, the whispers, the way pack members look at us with pity because they know what he doing. I’ve spent years doing damage control for our family, so that we would stay in good standing with the pack.
Twenty four hours have passed and I still don’t know where my daughter is. I’m going insane. I have patrols everywhere searching. I’m hoping for someone to find them soon. I want my daughter back. I can’t imagine how scared she must be.Amara is a hot mess. When she isn’t sleeping she’s in tears with fear. I’m trying to keep her calm for the sake of the pup, but even my nerves are frying at the edges. Jasper is on a murder path. Davina is anxiety ridden, blaming herself for this mess. Sally and my parents are trying to keep the four of us from completely losing our minds.The pack doc has been giving Davina meds for anxiety, and giving Amara what he can. Amara is limited because she is pregnant.I’m between anger and wanted to break down and cry
Finding Crieg was surprisingly easy. It was the second hide out that Davina has listed. Of course his rogues were all over us the moment Lana and I arrived. I’ve parked my car far enough away, so that no one will find it and if they do they won’t be able to find the hiding spot right away. Right now, a group of rogues are taking us to their leader. Crieg, the bad guy in everyone’s story, just like me. I never wanted to think myself as the villain, but everyone loves to paint as one, so why not wear the colors that everyone has painted me as. They want me to be a villain, I’ll be a vilian. Crieg is hiding out in old mines about five hours from Matteo’s pack. I can’t believe Matteo wasn’t able to find Crieg. So much for the almighty Alpha Matteo being the super Alpha can’t seem to find his enemy. Let’s see him find his precious daughter.