"However, you don't know how you got here." He said, sitting facing Artemisia.
He looked elegant, wearing a black hat that shadowed his face, a suit in a green so dark it could be black. He was beautiful. “As beautiful as last time”, thought Artemísia as she drank some wine. Where did the wine come from? Wasn't it afternoon tea? It didn't matter, she looked at the man who had a sharp smile while looking at her. "Should I know how I got here?” Artemisia asked, landing the cup of coffee on the bluish saucer. “Where is here? "It's a special place, you know me here." He took a piece of cake and took a bite. At that moment, Artemisia realized that it was not cake, but rather a piece of meat, raw meat. Human. "So you brought me here so you could know that I know you? "What does it matter? You don't even know what's here, how are you going to know why you're here?" The blood flowed down the corner of his lips, leaving him looking frighteningly beautiful. "I brought you for a reason, but you won't let me tell you. "Me?” Artemisia asked, taking the glass of wine and turning the liquid in her mouth. A sweet metallic taste touched her tongue, making her question again what that place was. "Yes? I don’t know. He laughed, passing his finger through Artemisia's lips, wiping the blood that flowed. She didn't want to think too much, especially after his touch sparked a summer storm inside her. Deliciously and painfully, waking up every instinct that Artemisia thought slept, or that didn't even exist. The room seemed to change, become colorful and illuminated. "Why am I here?" She asked again, hoping that at some point the man in front of her could answer, even with another question. "Because you don't know where you are and there's nothing more dangerous than being lost in your own mind.” in seconds, He was behind Artemisia, swiding her cold fingers on the girl's bare shoulders. "I could not let it be lost and in danger, what kind of demon would it be if I did? Demon. She remembered hearing someone talk about demons, however, she didn't even know anymore in when she was, the where had already become an urban legend. It was left to her to believe the words of the demon, whether they were lies or truths. "It would be the demon that was meant to be. He smiled with Artemisia's statement, it looked like she was starting to dance as the music played in that place. The girl couldn't say for sure, but she was certainly starting to get used to all that ominous weather the place gave her. After the third sip in the wine glass, which at that time was wine, Artemisia began to hear a soft touch of piano and violin, in some corner of that hall. "Art." she raised her face looking at the demon. "Art, I'm going to call you that now. Artemisia is very... rude, old-fashioned, tacky. "Why do you think that is?" He stirs in his hat, giving the girl a slight glimpse of bright red eyes, but it was too simple to be sure. “Artemisia, a name that comes from Artemisia Vulgaris or simply Wormwood." Something in the girl's chest began to hurt, as if she were pulling something. "A medicinal plant, certainly, but still, at the wrong dose, as fatal as hadone. "What are you talking about, demon?" Artemisia landed the cup on the saucer, she did not care that object had changed for the tenth time only in... How many minutes had passed? She was no longer able to understand, the same feeling as before came back as a punch. Where and when was she? Why were she talking to a demon and why wasn't everything what it seemed to be? Suddenly, falling like snow in late autumn, a letter fell on the table, slowly and gently. It was a tarot card, as she knew Artemísia couldn’t even answer herself, yet, she knew it was a tarot card. "You know the origin itself, Absinthe, the blood is no denser than water... As He spoke, the girl approached her hand, what time she was gloved and time was bare, the letter that seemed to shine and sing like a mermaid, drawing her attention. "Blood is as dense as wine. In an instant, she quickly turned the letter, seeing a woman wearing an old moon mask, the stars glowed behind the letter, and there was blood dripping through the mask's eyes. She recognized that letter, The Moon, one of the major arcana. “Not everything and what it seems to be, dear. What's the night behind us?” Artemisia could hear her nanny's voice while feeling a warm, soft hand cuddly her hair. "Dream... This is a dream!" She looked again at the demon, who now truly smiled at her, and the hall began to take shape and color. "Today is Spring 36 and we are in a dream. Here is a dream! "Good girl, Absinthe. "Oh..." Artemisia blinked realizing that she was sitting at the table with the maidens and widows, Mrs. Yule was looking at her with a face of whom she really felt sorry. "It is terrible what happened to you, dear, but I’m sure that the Spirits of Love will light your way to the altar."May they not." thought the young woman as she finished eating one of the delicious macarons."I’m well into these things, Mrs. Yule, when the time comes the gods will warn me."You should have a priestess, your family's chapel is empty and still locked, it would be good for you, dear." Mrs. Hill said as she passed her icy hand over Artemisia's glove. "It is good that we have servants of the gods in our homes...Artemisia stopped listening at some point, didn't bother at all to understand what the woman was talking about. Her attention turned entirely to the corner of the hall, where there were small shadows dancing and jumping between the men who tried to impress the maidens and the waiters who passed by collecting and putting more tea and biscuits on the tables.In some corner of Artemisia's mind, she could hear the laughter and singing of the shadows. They seemed to be children and at the same time adults, singing about how good the night was for them, but that the day was more welcoming. After a few minutes of listening to them singing, the girl recognized the typical summer music, which was sung throughout the solstice and at some of the season's fairs.She tried not to get too scared or intrigued by the creatures, just smiled at the women at the table when it was convenient for her and continued to drink the tea. She was managing to keep things that way, Artemisia didn't want to feed the rumors that the Carmesim property was cursed and that it really drove the owner of that mansion crazy."The Hestia family is looking for a bride for young Theodore," Mrs. Yule said as she looked at Artemisia. "Don't you think it would be a good idea for you to at least try to have dinner together? It's going to be a good thing for you.Of course the lady would try to find suitors for Artemísia, it's not like they're going to let go of the fact that there was a single woman at the age of marriage who decided to stop being a maiden."I’m well, Mrs. Yule, at the right time the gods will grace me and I will continue my family." The blonde responded with an innocent lie and a docile smile.She knew that not in a hundred years would give this burden to her child. The girl didn't quite understand why, but she felt she shouldn't let the cursed lineage of the Carmesim continue, ending that story with her seemed ideal."What begins with the Carmesm ends with the Carmesm" a female voice whispered near Artemisia, which caused her to let a macaron fall into her lap.By the time the girl would ask the other women, a strong smell of oleander impregnated in the hall, almost leaving Artemísia a little dizzy. The shadows began to sing louder and dance faster, now around the table at which she was sitting with widows and maidens."At sunset we will all sit down, under the warmth of the evening's arrival and the melancholy of the Moon." The voices sang around the young woman, filling her mind with the music and intoxicating smell of oleander."When the time comes, we will bring death to pain in our hearts. Drag the cold and snuggle into hell and dance before the fire of the sun." The voices were unbearably loud, Artemisia didn't know how much longer she would spend sitting pretending nothing happened.Suddenly, a warm hand touched the young woman's shoulder and the voices stopped at the exact moment."Miss Carmesim, how nice to meet you here.” Artemisia turned her face slowly and noticed a woman, not much older than her, with long fire-colored hair and a slightly uncomfortable smile. "I'm sorry to get close now that afternoon tea is running out, but I needed to talk to you.The blonde scared off at the woman's words. When the afternoon tea came to the end and she didn't notice? Arranging her posture and holding the bag, she realized she was near the door, already apparently she had said goodbye to the widows and maidens, in addition to the hostess, Mrs. Montenegro. Something was terribly wrong."How can I help you, ma'am?..."Leonore, just call me Leonore." The woman held Artemisia's arm and slowly pulled her out of the hall, near some sunflowers. "I won't take much of your time, you must have things to do, but I really need to talk to you about the late Delfine.The only light that dared to enter that place was swallowed by the dense leaves of ivy. The breeze that eluded between the broken windows made a lovely noise to hear, if it was the first time listening. He remained with his eyes closed, in fact sewn by the thorns that also grew there. The devil's mouth was as sand-dried, as much as that place was as damp as a swamp. His fangs pierced their own tongues, seeking to insate with their own blood. But it wasn't enough. How many nights had passed? How many new moons? 200? No... He knew they were more, his body begged so much for blood that there could have been only 200 new moons. The ivys and thorns squeezed him like a snake hugs the prey, keeping it so helpless, without air, without movement. He hated thinking about it, hated being a prey. Ever since he stood before that damn being, he swore to himself that he would never be the prey again. I wouldn't dare be the one who hid when the fatherly light of the sun gave way to the moon, it w
Artemisia's body froze completely while listening to her great aunt's name. She genuinely hoped that after so many months of death the woman's name would be forgotten at the bottom of the gossip chest that the city certainly had. As much as it had been a few weeks, her great-aunt's body was almost becoming a clotter of bones and elegant clothes, people kept talking about her and her great-niece. That town just couldn't forget Delfine Carmesim."What do you want to talk about Delfine? — asked Artemísia trying to ignore the shadows that came back to dance. This time, they would tat around the maiden and make jokes for the widows.The feeling of something being terribly wrong grew every moment when the young woman tried to ignore what was happening. Maybe if she ignored those hallucinations, at one point they'd get tired of jumping and dancing. In addition to the unbearable music that was getting tattooed on her mind. She was about to implore the Spirits of Rest to do something to stop h
The blonde genuinely didn't know if she laughed at that moment. Just stared at Leonore's face still astonious by what the woman had just said. Dead, how could she be? Artemisia remembered many things in her life and none of them was of a possible death. She remembered the death of his grandparents, remembered the first time one of her pets died, remembered the time she had fallen in love with her classmate and he also died months after a "dating" child. She also remembered her father's death perfectly. Artemisia remembered many deaths, often dragging her morbid veil wherever she went, but none of those memories were of her death. She didn't know Leonore, there was no simple memory of bumping into the girl in twenty-two years of life. It didn't seem to make sense that the redhead was telling her the truth, but there was no reason for her to decide to lie either. Actually, nothing made sense. From the night crows to the bouquets that appear and mysteriously disappear, nothing more matc
What's it really about having the name? Be a person? Being able to walk in the moonlight and the sunlight, run through a green field or through the cold concrete roads of the cities, what is it? How to know if we're really alive and breathing, pulsing, decomposing, recreating. How do we know? Everything was and is a breath, that moment that passes without anyone at least noticing. Why was everything like this? The demon looked up at the sky, capturing every moment he could keep in his mind that he would live for hundreds of years. Counting, and recounting, slowly how many stars could save.What was freedom? Count stars sitting in a mausoleum? Below his line of sight, there were people partying whatever was important to humans. The demon didn't call, it would soon pass and everything would come back the same boring calm as before. And then he would look back at the sky and count the stars again. Consequently it would get lost during the process and start over and over and over again.
Artemisia finished combing her hair as she looked out her bedroom window. I thought a little bit about what had happened hours before, all that confusion at the afternoon tea at the Montenegro house, the hallucinations and those beings of the shadows. Just remembering all the pain she felt, the glass seemed to relive that nightmare. Grabbing a red ribbon, the girl began braiding her blonde locks looking at the dark, slightly transparent blue sweater she had left in the front chair. The cold breeze came through the window, dancing on the bare, moist skin of Artemisia. She was supposed to get dressed soon, but the idea of moving was terribly boring, so she just started braiding the other side of her hair as she looked out the window. The young woman remembered what had happened before they left Leonore's house. The letters the redhead had delivered to Artemisia were still stored in her coat, a piece the driver had taken to her at the Nyx propiety."Let the devil accompany you from afa
When Artemisia woke up, her body hurt like it was thrown down the stairs. The cold dominated her room, even though after taking a look around the room he did not notice any of the three open windows. She thought about going back to sleep, as the sunlight had barely begun to paint the clouds.Then, turning her face on the soft pillow, Artemisia tried to go back to sleep."No, no, no!” A thick voice almost screamed, scaring the young woman if she wasn't so tired. A cold hand held her face and patted the girl on the cheek. "You're not even crazy to go back to sleep! Open your eyes, Absinthe!”Artemisia felt like lightning had struck her body, causing her heart to almost leap from her chest. In one jump the young woman sat on the bed, feeling the energy running through each part gave body and mind. She turned her face seeing Geon sitting next to her, with a slightly rabid frown and a blue suit so rich that she looked like a baron."Do you know how hard it was to get in here?! You look awf
As she dipped in the huge bathtub near the room, Artemísia watched every stain and bruise. The bite marks ranged from the ankle to the wrist, it was almost entirely purple and greenish. When she moved too fast, even if minimally, the young woman's eyes darkened, it caused her to take even longer to take off her clothes and get into the bathtub. By the time she did, the water was already cold, but she didn't care.She passed the soap carefully, it seemed that at any strength could tear out a piece of her skin, besides the fact that the bruises and bites alot. The hair was embarrassed like the squirrel's nest in the fall, but after getting to comb, it looked softer and brighter than before. Besides shining like snow, it was whiter. That scared Artemisia a little.After being in the water long enough for the skin to become wrinkled, Artemísia wore the whole black ensemble as the night, the only thing that stood out were the turquoise gloves that reached close to the girl's shoulders. Whe
Breakfast went surprisingly well. Once Artemisia slammed the book into Geon's forehead, there was no going back to the little chaos that had been brewing before. The demon looked at her as he toyed with one of the cookies the goat maid had brought, the demon's eyes were fully directed at her, not wanting to miss any measly movement from Artemisia.This was starting to get uncomfortable. The young woman knew she was beautiful, the fact that her hair was as light as a ray of sunlight was what caught her most attention, however, she had already gotten used to it as the years passed. And people didn't tend to look at her either as if she were the last meal they would have on earth, the thing that would satisfy the hunger of the person who imprisoned her with their eyes. The way Geon looked at her was a little scary.“Umn... So... What makes me so... appetizing to demons? Like, is everyone going to feel like eating me?” Artemisia asked as she flipped through a random book on Delfine's shelf
Artemisia leaned her body against the chair entirely, the truth hurting more than she could have imagined. She could tell that the stages of grief hit her too fast, so the young woman was already in anger. An outsized hatred of herself. Artemisia knew it was deadly, she saw her father die, the nannies die, the plants, the animals. It was clear as the day that it was her curse, but knowing it was so painful that it made the young woman want to vomit up all the sweets she had eaten. Suddenly something hit her too, a memory that involved stories. It was almost like a blur, but if Artemisia tried hard, she could understand that it had been a dream, a strange and a little disjointed dream. In it were three books, each of which bore a strange memory of the young woman. The first was a debt, of this she remembered better than the others, the second was pure pain, the same pain she had felt when Leonore opened that book of leather red as blood. The young woman raised her face looking towa
To the young woman's surprise, that point of darkness at the botanical fair was not a stall, in fact it was the façade of a flower shop. It didn't look like a flower shop, the dark colors and faded designs gave the impression that this shop was abandoned or that it was an old tallow, which was shattering over time. Artemisia stood for a good few minutes admiring that black blur in the midst of so much light and color. The storefront somehow reminded the young woman of herself, perhaps for the colors and the more old-fashioned style. "Maybe because you don't belong there." Again, those voices spoke deep in the young woman's mind, teasing her to make something happen. Something she had no idea what it might be, but given the illusions, or events, that had intensified morbidly over the past two days. Either way, she decided to ignore that voice, just as she had been doing since the second time she heard it — or at least trying to ignore it. "Don't be offended by witches," a female
The rest of the day Artemisia remained only immersed in her own thoughts, especially after discovering that one of the culprits of her current state is dead. The young woman really wanted to feel guilty for killing someone. Well, she felt guilty, but for that particular someone, Artemisia couldn't feel any twinges of kindness or empathy. An old subject? Yes, but the pain did not age, it renewed itself again and again, remaining fresh. It was only because the young woman couldn't feel guilty for killing the woman, she was still trying to figure out how the hell she had done that, since it was supposed to be for Hyacinth to be immortal, from earth to earth, being in a vicious circle of life.As she pulled the covers so she could warm herself from the cold that was beginning to stick to Artemisia's bones, she could feel that there was so much more to it. How would she kill such an old being, when even Death herself couldn't do that? Artemisia didn't know much of that world she had been
"I was hoping this time it would work." Geon said as the shadows danced around the fireplace. Artemisia looked at the demon with a raised eyebrow, it was not impressive to the young woman that it had happened more times than she would have liked—that at the moment, within the will of the young woman, the amount of times her soul could possess people and kill the owners of the bodies was faithfully clinging to zero—but it was still a little curious to think that perhaps that possession had been the one that had worked out the best. Even if it was a slightly vague definition of what "getting it right" is. If Helleborus hoped to have one more chance at life, run through green fields in the spring, and remain reclusive in the arms of a loving family during the winter, Artemisia felt a little sad to give her the bad answer about the woman's choices. "What happened to the other times?" Artemisia asked as she shrunk her legs until she could hug them. The cold was beginning to affect the
She stood staring at the countertop, for several minutes her mind had begun to get unbearably high. Part of the young woman was trying to believe that Geon had never really said whether or not he knew about what happened to Artemisia, even before she was "born," it had said only a small omission, nothing that was important enough that it could hurt or give that nagging feeling of being deceived. On the other hand, the other voice that screamed in Artemisia's mind said how much she would have been spared from all that misfortune, would not have freed her from more than twenty years of such agony, but would have saved her long enough for the young woman to understand everything that had happened and had happened. She could taste the bitter taste of betrayal, that pungent thing that stuck to her taste buds and stayed there until the young woman went mad with so much bitterness. She wanted to believe that it would give the final card of her insanity, finally letting what was supposed to
“Oh, you are here.” The demon spoke when he finally saw the young man in the middle of the living room. "I went to let Leonore know we're here, I wouldn't want to have an angry witch running after me." He turned away from the window, heading towards the couch.There were a few suitcases occupying the piece of furniture, Artemisia was quick to recognize them as they were the same ones she had used when moving into the mansion, theoretically several weeks earlier, in what would have been the beginning of spring.The young woman wanted to laugh about it, minutes after listening to the creature's whole lecture about the weather, she would be seeing the suitcases she had used to store some things before leaving her mother's house, it would be winter again, as it had been a season before.“I'll prepare lunch for you, apparently your body can't go too long without food. Try to find something warm to wear, Leonore's clan is looking for what could have caused this regretful winter.” Geon said
Maybe having followed that entity was a bad idea, but giving up in the middle of that situation seemed a bit extreme to do. Artemisia looked at the white immensity as she walked with that being, each step made her regret her decision even more, it was a bad choice.And then there was the fact that she was the one who wanted to find out more about the family curse, abandoning that would be an extremely shameful sign of cowardice. The only one to blame for being in that situation was Artemisia, the creature being there or not was just a curious part of the consequence.“You've heard his whole story, haven't you?” a creature asked as they stopped in front of a flower bed full of tulips."Yes." The young woman smiled, looking closely at the small flowers that grew amidst the blanket of snow. She had heard of these things before, flowers that bloomed during the winter, growing through the snow and into the dim sunlight. Artemisia didn't know how to explain it very well, but that vision ma
The moment Artemisia left that eye-filled place, the cold of the sudden winter hit her like an arrow. The whole green field that the young woman had seen through the window was now a white immensity. The story Tinea told her the day before sounded again, all over again, it was already starting to irritate Artemisia. She just wanted to live miserably well, she didn't want to have to go through it all and know that when she finally got rid of that life, the young woman's soul would still beg for death for the last life. She could be absolutely sure that everything would be repeated again, from the days in the snow to begging an immortal woman for the gift of being reborn. The young woman looked for somewhere to sit, some corner that wasn't fully covered in snow, which was a somewhat impossible request. The white robe doubled in size with each passing minute, Artemisia could feel the skirt start to get hard and icy, no longer able to have the same movements as a normal skirt. But she w
If someone told Artemisia that one day she would wake up in the middle of winter, she would believe it. Which might be surprising, but even then, the young woman would trust the words of the person she told her that. It didn't need to explain in more detail, to say how one day the sun burned and the next day it was cold as a curse, the young woman would believe it. It was funnier that way. What's more, so many things had happened to the young woman that this would be just another normal day. Artemisia was willing to ask Geon again if he was hiding anything from her, it was clear as a crystal, at the moment the night before she had asked the demon, his expression could not be the best. Something inside the young woman said he was lying. She could call it something over-suspicious, perhaps. Artemisia went to sleep with Tinea's voice explaining to her about the flower that insisted on keeping in her life, but carrying an extensive secret like an apron, the young woman also woke up he