There was no other dream after Artemisia returned to sleep, only the warm and silent darkness. In the morning he woke up with a crow pecking at the window, making the annoying sound echo through the room. With a lot of name-calling, taken directly from a tavern, the girl opened the damn window and cursed further when the animal flew away.
Sighing irritated, the blonde began to take off her sweater and underwear. He didn't care much if some maid was going to show up, which was commonly happening. In the first week the girl was uncomfortable and curious as to why the maids always came into the room in the morning, sometimes Artemisia just wanted to get naked watching the sunrise. But it didn't take long to figure out it was a mansion rule. The girl didn't ask much about the rule, as her great aunt had been found in the morning. Maybe she'd be dead too. After a cold and time-consuming bath, a good makeup to hide how terrible it was, Artemisia came down to the kitchen praying that the cook was gossiping with the other maids. All the blonde wanted was not to have to communicate with anyone until at least 3:00 p.m., which was the damn tea time at Mrs. Montenegro's house. Just to imagine a room full of women, from debutantes to matriarchs, with some of their spouses or lovers, gossiping even about the first lady's underwear (and also about the rumors of the mayor being actually bald and wearing a very peculiar wig). When they weren't gossiping, the women were filling the bag with Artemisia for still wearing corset and dress that fell right into her curves, she tried not to care when it came to that. I just answered, every time , that I liked it the most. It wasn't like Artemisia would like to oothe tea time, talk about what was going on in town, and admire some young men discreetly; she hated that tea, those old women, and to make matters worse, they rarely had handsome men. She couldn't like that situation. The girl came down the stairs slowly, trying to fasten her hair in a way that would look good. Stopping in front of one of the hallway mirrors, she tried some hairstyles before letting the silver blonde cascade fall down her back. Artemisia stared at her own reflection, seeing how her hair made the girl's olive skin less pale than usual, which made it easier not to put too much rouge on her cheeks. Still with the powder the dark circles insisted on appearing, the lips seemed half cracked and less red than months before. The change was greatly affecting his appearance. Before turning around and going to the kitchen, the girl saw a dark purple spot between her shoulder and neck. It looked like she had punched her and then passed a sharp blade, leaving a clean and small cut. Artemísia spent a few more seconds looking at the bruise and the cut before quickly going to the mansion's small "pharmacy". He didn't care about bruises, they were actually pretty common. Before moving he always had his fingertips bruised and bruised on his legs, but after arriving at his great-aunt's mansion, Artemísia left a few times for the yard. To the girl's unhappiness, the door was locked and apparently there was no living soul in that mansion to help her. Unfortunately fate heard and held his prayers. Luckily the blonde hair was long and bulky enough to hide that bruise, and also the afternoon tea was just over five hours away. There was still time to take care of it, there wasn't much to worry about. It wasn't like women were going to be messing around her neck, and it wasn't going to be so hot in early spring. After convincing himself that no one would be surprised at all, Artemysia went into the kitchen almost bouncing. The first time I was completely alone, there wasn't even the screams of wild rats eating the fruits or birds seeking love for the rest of the seasons. Finally a day of peace, a day alone at the Carmesim Mansion... The girl slowed down her steps and started looking around. She was alone. Not alone in your mother's mansion, not alone in the garden, nor locked in your room. Artemisia was alone in her great-aunt's mansion, that wasn't supposed to happen. Walking quickly, Artemisia went to the first front door, she was locked, as the employees left at night. The girl took the sauce of keys and opened the door running into the first "corridor", where were the main door, the warehouse and the coat cabinet. She didn't bother to check the other two doors, just opened the main door and looked out the front yard looking for the gardeners or the messenger, employees, anyone. But he only found a bouquet of hyacinths on the second step of the small porch. Something in his chest got cold. The gates were at least five meters long, and in addition to the thorns that grew on the bars, there were also triangles at the ends of the bars. There was no employee in the mansion, it meant that the gates were not opened at any time. Looking around, almost like a prey, in search of something that might be wrong, beyond silence. She picked up the bouquet and closed the two doors quickly, looking very well not to let any strange movement escape. The sweat began to wet her neck, the silence before cozy was now too disturbing and, for the icing on the cake, still had that strange bouquet. Artemísia took a deep breath, trying to calm the heart that was just missing to jump and run the two kilometers that paraded the city from the mansion. — Damn crow! God, I can't even have peace on holiday! — She sat down, almost throwing herself, on the couch and picked up the bouquet to see if there was any secret admirer's note or anything else. The smell of the hyacinths had filled the room, it was wonderful the aroma i had left there. It would only have been better if it hadn't been at such a disturbing time. — Well you could talk, tell me who the wretched man was who decided to play this trick on me — Artemisia looked at the bouquet and buried her face in purple flowers, only feeling her scent — If I could, I would hire someone more competent to take care of the mansion. She said against the petals, still blindly searching for some card. However it was almost like trying to cut water, the only thing he found were leaves and petals. With an angry sigh, the young woman placed the bouquet on the center table and stood up.She might not have had a dream childhood as the sisters, did not live trying on dresses and running to the tea club, did not waltz in the debut, let alone got an engagement before the age of 20. However, Artemisia was the daughter of a former military man, a very affectionate and concerned about the only daughter of blood. Her father taught her how to use both firearms and maman weapons. Sometimes he had heard the elders' talk about what they thought of Mrs. Yemssima, among various nonsense, conspiracy and gossip, Artemisia found out about her great-aunt's beloved collection of weapons, later found out through the servants where they stayed. It was a matter of finding out the keys, what chest they were in and voilà! A beautiful collection of daggers stood before Artemisia's face. — Thank you, Daddy. — the young woman said softly before starting the little round on the first floor. Even though she was the worst hunter she knew, Artemisia tried to remember all the lessons her father had given about listening to the prey, and trying not to be the prey. In the end, she usually ended up in a father's trap and the same was laughing at her. The girl was almost certain that her destiny was to be a prey, but at that moment she did not want to imagine even the beginning of the sentence. She looked from the servants' room to the games room, looked in every possible - and impossible - corner where a person could hide. He even found out that there was a room where some kittens were staying, probably the servants kept them alive. She went down and climbed the stairs so many times that after a few minutes she forgot what she was looking for, just trying to guess which step had any paint left.Artemisia only stopped walking when the clock struck 12 times, obviously scaring her. The body hurt a little and asked for food, rest and maybe some sun. However, without employees there was no food and after the eleventh stroke she remembered that she was trying to understand why she was alone in the mansion. I couldn't call the police, because being without employees wasn't an emergency, at least they'd laugh at it and for two weeks it would become the joke of afternoon teas. She passed her hand on her little face caring if the powder came out a little or not, just closed her eyes for a few seconds and sat on the first steps of the stairs. In a few hours looking for someone, alive preferably, only showed that Artemisia was nothing more than a prey. Well, he liked that. The blonde's eyes quickly opened with thought. She had barely made a month of her move and was already starting to go crazy. Who the hell was he? — I give up — Artemisia stood up and put her hands on her hips —
The young woman almost ran out of the mansion after thinking about why that maid was so strange, as if something or someone pushed her from there because of those unspoken words. Making a silent prayer for the Spirits of the Houses, Artemisia almost jumped into the car. Perhaps she should not have rejected the priestess that the mother offered to protect the mansion, at that time the woman would have had a thousand realistic dreams and would have filled the mansion with protective herbs. Sometimes she wanted to beat herself up for being so rebellious.— One of the maids found something that might be interesting for you, Miss — The driver broke the silence while Artemisia looked at the trees passing like blurs — It's a diary of your great aunt, Mrs. Carmesim was a great writer.The young woman's gaze quickly rose with what the driver said, it was starting to get interesting.— My mother never commented on it —She adjusted her gloves between her fingers and sat closer to the driver's se
Lady Montenegro's living room was considerably full. The newly maiden gave giggles as they admired the younger children of Mrs. Helton, an incredibly annoying tycoon, who once or again posed to show off their muscles under social clothing. Artemisia could see all those girls' blood on her cheeks at least two kilometers away. The older women were pampering a young woman who had recently married, and who was already with a slightly protruding belly under the dress. "It has to be a girl! You got pregnant in the waning and found out on a blood moon!" One of the women, Miss Jollyn, said excitedly her guesses to the gender of the baby. Baby girls were a gift from the Moon, especially when pregnancy is discovered during the Full Moon, which means that the blessing of the Birth Spirits is falling on the new life that will arrive in the family. Usually during the remaining six months the priestess of the house bathes daisies to the mothers, always with songs of the Mother Goddess and lettin
"However, you don't know how you got here." He said, sitting facing Artemisia. He looked elegant, wearing a black hat that shadowed his face, a suit in a green so dark it could be black. He was beautiful. “As beautiful as last time”, thought Artemísia as she drank some wine. Where did the wine come from? Wasn't it afternoon tea? It didn't matter, she looked at the man who had a sharp smile while looking at her. "Should I know how I got here?” Artemisia asked, landing the cup of coffee on the bluish saucer. “Where is here? "It's a special place, you know me here." He took a piece of cake and took a bite. At that moment, Artemisia realized that it was not cake, but rather a piece of meat, raw meat. Human. "So you brought me here so you could know that I know you? "What does it matter? You don't even know what's here, how are you going to know why you're here?" The blood flowed down the corner of his lips, leaving him looking frighteningly beautiful. "I brought you for a reason, but
The only light that dared to enter that place was swallowed by the dense leaves of ivy. The breeze that eluded between the broken windows made a lovely noise to hear, if it was the first time listening. He remained with his eyes closed, in fact sewn by the thorns that also grew there. The devil's mouth was as sand-dried, as much as that place was as damp as a swamp. His fangs pierced their own tongues, seeking to insate with their own blood. But it wasn't enough. How many nights had passed? How many new moons? 200? No... He knew they were more, his body begged so much for blood that there could have been only 200 new moons. The ivys and thorns squeezed him like a snake hugs the prey, keeping it so helpless, without air, without movement. He hated thinking about it, hated being a prey. Ever since he stood before that damn being, he swore to himself that he would never be the prey again. I wouldn't dare be the one who hid when the fatherly light of the sun gave way to the moon, it w
Artemisia's body froze completely while listening to her great aunt's name. She genuinely hoped that after so many months of death the woman's name would be forgotten at the bottom of the gossip chest that the city certainly had. As much as it had been a few weeks, her great-aunt's body was almost becoming a clotter of bones and elegant clothes, people kept talking about her and her great-niece. That town just couldn't forget Delfine Carmesim."What do you want to talk about Delfine? — asked Artemísia trying to ignore the shadows that came back to dance. This time, they would tat around the maiden and make jokes for the widows.The feeling of something being terribly wrong grew every moment when the young woman tried to ignore what was happening. Maybe if she ignored those hallucinations, at one point they'd get tired of jumping and dancing. In addition to the unbearable music that was getting tattooed on her mind. She was about to implore the Spirits of Rest to do something to stop h
The blonde genuinely didn't know if she laughed at that moment. Just stared at Leonore's face still astonious by what the woman had just said. Dead, how could she be? Artemisia remembered many things in her life and none of them was of a possible death. She remembered the death of his grandparents, remembered the first time one of her pets died, remembered the time she had fallen in love with her classmate and he also died months after a "dating" child. She also remembered her father's death perfectly. Artemisia remembered many deaths, often dragging her morbid veil wherever she went, but none of those memories were of her death. She didn't know Leonore, there was no simple memory of bumping into the girl in twenty-two years of life. It didn't seem to make sense that the redhead was telling her the truth, but there was no reason for her to decide to lie either. Actually, nothing made sense. From the night crows to the bouquets that appear and mysteriously disappear, nothing more matc
What's it really about having the name? Be a person? Being able to walk in the moonlight and the sunlight, run through a green field or through the cold concrete roads of the cities, what is it? How to know if we're really alive and breathing, pulsing, decomposing, recreating. How do we know? Everything was and is a breath, that moment that passes without anyone at least noticing. Why was everything like this? The demon looked up at the sky, capturing every moment he could keep in his mind that he would live for hundreds of years. Counting, and recounting, slowly how many stars could save.What was freedom? Count stars sitting in a mausoleum? Below his line of sight, there were people partying whatever was important to humans. The demon didn't call, it would soon pass and everything would come back the same boring calm as before. And then he would look back at the sky and count the stars again. Consequently it would get lost during the process and start over and over and over again.
Artemisia leaned her body against the chair entirely, the truth hurting more than she could have imagined. She could tell that the stages of grief hit her too fast, so the young woman was already in anger. An outsized hatred of herself. Artemisia knew it was deadly, she saw her father die, the nannies die, the plants, the animals. It was clear as the day that it was her curse, but knowing it was so painful that it made the young woman want to vomit up all the sweets she had eaten. Suddenly something hit her too, a memory that involved stories. It was almost like a blur, but if Artemisia tried hard, she could understand that it had been a dream, a strange and a little disjointed dream. In it were three books, each of which bore a strange memory of the young woman. The first was a debt, of this she remembered better than the others, the second was pure pain, the same pain she had felt when Leonore opened that book of leather red as blood. The young woman raised her face looking towa
To the young woman's surprise, that point of darkness at the botanical fair was not a stall, in fact it was the façade of a flower shop. It didn't look like a flower shop, the dark colors and faded designs gave the impression that this shop was abandoned or that it was an old tallow, which was shattering over time. Artemisia stood for a good few minutes admiring that black blur in the midst of so much light and color. The storefront somehow reminded the young woman of herself, perhaps for the colors and the more old-fashioned style. "Maybe because you don't belong there." Again, those voices spoke deep in the young woman's mind, teasing her to make something happen. Something she had no idea what it might be, but given the illusions, or events, that had intensified morbidly over the past two days. Either way, she decided to ignore that voice, just as she had been doing since the second time she heard it — or at least trying to ignore it. "Don't be offended by witches," a female
The rest of the day Artemisia remained only immersed in her own thoughts, especially after discovering that one of the culprits of her current state is dead. The young woman really wanted to feel guilty for killing someone. Well, she felt guilty, but for that particular someone, Artemisia couldn't feel any twinges of kindness or empathy. An old subject? Yes, but the pain did not age, it renewed itself again and again, remaining fresh. It was only because the young woman couldn't feel guilty for killing the woman, she was still trying to figure out how the hell she had done that, since it was supposed to be for Hyacinth to be immortal, from earth to earth, being in a vicious circle of life.As she pulled the covers so she could warm herself from the cold that was beginning to stick to Artemisia's bones, she could feel that there was so much more to it. How would she kill such an old being, when even Death herself couldn't do that? Artemisia didn't know much of that world she had been
"I was hoping this time it would work." Geon said as the shadows danced around the fireplace. Artemisia looked at the demon with a raised eyebrow, it was not impressive to the young woman that it had happened more times than she would have liked—that at the moment, within the will of the young woman, the amount of times her soul could possess people and kill the owners of the bodies was faithfully clinging to zero—but it was still a little curious to think that perhaps that possession had been the one that had worked out the best. Even if it was a slightly vague definition of what "getting it right" is. If Helleborus hoped to have one more chance at life, run through green fields in the spring, and remain reclusive in the arms of a loving family during the winter, Artemisia felt a little sad to give her the bad answer about the woman's choices. "What happened to the other times?" Artemisia asked as she shrunk her legs until she could hug them. The cold was beginning to affect the
She stood staring at the countertop, for several minutes her mind had begun to get unbearably high. Part of the young woman was trying to believe that Geon had never really said whether or not he knew about what happened to Artemisia, even before she was "born," it had said only a small omission, nothing that was important enough that it could hurt or give that nagging feeling of being deceived. On the other hand, the other voice that screamed in Artemisia's mind said how much she would have been spared from all that misfortune, would not have freed her from more than twenty years of such agony, but would have saved her long enough for the young woman to understand everything that had happened and had happened. She could taste the bitter taste of betrayal, that pungent thing that stuck to her taste buds and stayed there until the young woman went mad with so much bitterness. She wanted to believe that it would give the final card of her insanity, finally letting what was supposed to
“Oh, you are here.” The demon spoke when he finally saw the young man in the middle of the living room. "I went to let Leonore know we're here, I wouldn't want to have an angry witch running after me." He turned away from the window, heading towards the couch.There were a few suitcases occupying the piece of furniture, Artemisia was quick to recognize them as they were the same ones she had used when moving into the mansion, theoretically several weeks earlier, in what would have been the beginning of spring.The young woman wanted to laugh about it, minutes after listening to the creature's whole lecture about the weather, she would be seeing the suitcases she had used to store some things before leaving her mother's house, it would be winter again, as it had been a season before.“I'll prepare lunch for you, apparently your body can't go too long without food. Try to find something warm to wear, Leonore's clan is looking for what could have caused this regretful winter.” Geon said
Maybe having followed that entity was a bad idea, but giving up in the middle of that situation seemed a bit extreme to do. Artemisia looked at the white immensity as she walked with that being, each step made her regret her decision even more, it was a bad choice.And then there was the fact that she was the one who wanted to find out more about the family curse, abandoning that would be an extremely shameful sign of cowardice. The only one to blame for being in that situation was Artemisia, the creature being there or not was just a curious part of the consequence.“You've heard his whole story, haven't you?” a creature asked as they stopped in front of a flower bed full of tulips."Yes." The young woman smiled, looking closely at the small flowers that grew amidst the blanket of snow. She had heard of these things before, flowers that bloomed during the winter, growing through the snow and into the dim sunlight. Artemisia didn't know how to explain it very well, but that vision ma
The moment Artemisia left that eye-filled place, the cold of the sudden winter hit her like an arrow. The whole green field that the young woman had seen through the window was now a white immensity. The story Tinea told her the day before sounded again, all over again, it was already starting to irritate Artemisia. She just wanted to live miserably well, she didn't want to have to go through it all and know that when she finally got rid of that life, the young woman's soul would still beg for death for the last life. She could be absolutely sure that everything would be repeated again, from the days in the snow to begging an immortal woman for the gift of being reborn. The young woman looked for somewhere to sit, some corner that wasn't fully covered in snow, which was a somewhat impossible request. The white robe doubled in size with each passing minute, Artemisia could feel the skirt start to get hard and icy, no longer able to have the same movements as a normal skirt. But she w
If someone told Artemisia that one day she would wake up in the middle of winter, she would believe it. Which might be surprising, but even then, the young woman would trust the words of the person she told her that. It didn't need to explain in more detail, to say how one day the sun burned and the next day it was cold as a curse, the young woman would believe it. It was funnier that way. What's more, so many things had happened to the young woman that this would be just another normal day. Artemisia was willing to ask Geon again if he was hiding anything from her, it was clear as a crystal, at the moment the night before she had asked the demon, his expression could not be the best. Something inside the young woman said he was lying. She could call it something over-suspicious, perhaps. Artemisia went to sleep with Tinea's voice explaining to her about the flower that insisted on keeping in her life, but carrying an extensive secret like an apron, the young woman also woke up he