mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light bdsm, gun play, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your own discretion*
Myla
With the weekend fast approaching and my daytime job almost over, I find myself lounging out back at Travis' house while we go over the history lesson I assigned him this week. With it being Friday, today's the last time I'll see him until Monday, so I always check his work, go over his grades, and give him a goal for the weekend. The sun beats down on my shoulders, tanning what's already bronze, and making me sweat just a little bit.
"Are we almost done, Myla?"
For a sixteen-year-old kid, Travis acts a lot older, and he's not as immature as boys or kids his age in general, especially the ones I tutor.
"Yes, Trav, we are. Give me about fifteen more minutes of your time and then I'll be out of your hair, kiddo."
"Fine, but my dad will be off work early today, so I wanna be finished by the time he gets home."
"We will be."
I assure him, although not really knowing the truth. He smiles before going back to his work, focusing hard while I lay out in the sun and think about Deacon. Yeah, we've been talking all week here and there, every day so far. From the little I've gathered about him, he seems extremely interesting and like he's the type of man who knows what he wants and how to fucking get it. This also keeps me wondering why he's on a dating app in the first place. But hey, who am I to judge? I'm on the same fucking app, looking for love because I'm too pathetic to go out and look for it the natural way. I just don't have the damn time, to be honest. I scroll through my phone, chewing on the tip of my pen as I come across Deacon's messages, noticing I have a new one waiting for me. Eagerly, I click on it and begin to read the message as butterflies swarm inside my stomach, and a smile spreads across my glossy lips.
"Well, good morning, Myla. I hope this message finds you sooner than later because I have a question I wanted to ask you. Now, before I ask it I don't want you to feel pressured about saying yes. I know we haven't spoken too much or for long, but there's something about your cute fucking face, that I can't get out of my head. So, little one, my question is... Will you send me another picture of yourself so I can see how beautiful you are again?"
I laugh to myself and start to scroll through selfies I've already taken, but none of them seem good enough for me. Deciding to take a new one for him, I put my phone on camera mode and hold it in front of me.I purse my lips, giving a light, flirty smile to the camera and snap it quickly before Travis notices I'm over here taking selfies. When my picture is sent I put my phone down just as Travis walks up to me and hands me his finished paper.
"All done, buddy?"
"Yeah, pretty sure I aced that one, My."
"I don't doubt it. You're one of my best students, ya know. Your dad's a lucky guy to have such a brilliant, well-behaved kid."
"Try telling him that. He seems to be more focused on work than anything else. It's been like that ever since I can remember."
He sighs and shakes his head, trying to avoid my gaze as if he's embarrassed or something.
"You know he loves you, right?"
"I know, Myla, but would it kill him to show it? You know how he is, he's always working to take his mind off of the fact my mother left us."
I suck in a breath as my heart breaks for him.
"I've never met your dad in person, he contacted me through my ad I posted online. But, he does work hard, Trav, maybe a little too much. Why don't you tell him how you're feeling?"
He scoffs and sits down on the lawn chair beside me, kicking his feet up and laying his arms under his head. He closes his eyes and speaks softly.
"We're men, Myla; we don't do feelings, especially my fucking father."
I sigh, feeling sorry for him because I know exactly how the fuck he feels. My mother was always working to take care of me and my brother; we never saw her. Now that I moved away from Boston and out of her house, our relationship has improved tremendously. But I still don't feel that close bond with her that a daughter should have with her mother. Noticing the time, I quickly gather my things, needing to be home early today. I have work tonight and still need my nails done and get a waxing before I get on stage.
"Alright, Trav, I'm heading out. I'll see you bright and early Monday morning. okay?"
"Yeah, Myla, have a good weekend!"
"You too, kiddo! Try to take it easy on your dad, okay?"
He waves his hand dismissively at me as I walk past him to take the backyard exit, instead of going all through the house again. When I walk past the security gate, I see his father's black Jaguar in the driveway. I had no idea he was even home yet. Travis's father and I haven't met yet, and in all honesty, it doesn't sound like something I'd want to do. Definitely not with all the things Travis has told me about him. He sounds intimidating as fuck and mysterious, which scare me a little bit, all thanks to my ex.
Deacon
I do a quick scan of the fucking yard before walking into my house. It's fucking quiet and empty when I walk inside, home early from work which is unusual for me. I call for my son as I navigate through the empty fucking halls, but he doesn't answer. When I look out the into the backyard, I spot him out there with his home school teacher, who I hired to help school him while I'm working. I decided to homeschool Travis because of my job. Being a SWAT officer is a dangerous job and we tend to somehow make a lot of fucking enemies. When my wife was still around and Travis was only three, I had a fucking psycho break into my house and kidnap both of them. Luckily, my squad and I were able to locate them and save them, but not before she was fucking raped and beaten while our damn three-year-old had to fucking watch it happen. Travis is a good kid but he's pretty lonely. He has a few friends, but the only person he sees regularly, is his teacher Miss Harrington. I peek through the blinds in the sunroom that leads to the backyard, watching both of them converse before she walks away through the damn back gate. She's got a fucking cute little ass... those jeans are definitely showing off what's she's fucking working with. I mumble to myself as she disappears out of sight, adjusting my cock that's hardening in my fucking pants, making them tighter than they already are. I need to get the fuck out of this uniform badly. I think I'll be taking a trip to the club tonight. I need some kind of damn release, and not just from my own fucking hand.
When I walk away intending to head to my room to change, my phone that's on the island in the kitchen, catches my eye as it lights up and vibrates loudly. I forgot Carter sent a message to Myla, asking for a fucking picture. I'm fucking nervous about what he wrote to her and what she replied, if she replied at all. I might as well see what that fucker sent her. I grab my phone off the marble top and take it with me to my bedroom, shutting the fucking door behind me and locking it. I kick my boots off and tear at my uniform with force, just wanting to me out of it. Shit, it leaves me standing here in my fucking tight boxer briefs. I collapse on my bed and take a deep fucking breath like a pussy as I unlock my phone and click on the tinder logo, holding my breath in anticipation. Immediately a new picture of Myla appears in our message thread, bringing a mother fucking smile to my stone-like face. I stare at it for a while, long enough for it to make my fucking dick hard before scrolling up to find out what the fuck Carter wrote to her. I see he obviously asked for a picture, and when I see the time and that it was fucking twenty fucking minutes ago and I haven't responded. I don't want her thinking negative thought, so I fucking type out a damn reply, hoping she answers me.
"Well hey there, beautiful. Thank you for the picture, I fucking loved it. Sorry for the late reply, I just got home from work."
"It's okay lol just got off of job number one, and now getting ready for job number two lol."
"Busy woman, I fucking love that..."
"Busy man, I love that too."
I smile at her flirtatious reply and find myself typing shit I never would have dreamed on fucking saying, especially someone so fucking young.
"You're fucking gorgeous, Myla. I'm beginning to fucking think that you're too fucking good to be tru..."
"Oh, believe me, Deacon, I'm not lol what'll make you believe me?"
"I wanna fucking see you, little one. I'm already fucking tired of this damn texting shit."
"I think I wanna meet you too, Deacon..."
"Tell me when your fucking free."
"Hmm, let's see... I work tonight, but tomorrow night I'm off. Do you wanna meet for a drink?"
"Fuck, yeah I'd love to."
I feel like a completely different fucking version of myself- the version I keep secret, only for the bastard night to see. I can't help the dominant side that begins to poke it's head out as I think of what else to say to Myla. I start to be more aggressive with her, more and tell her what the fuck I really want. I need to see if she's gonna fucking be able to handle me when she fucking finds out who the fuck I really am.
"Tell me, Myla, what kinds of things are you into?"
"In the bedroom or out of it lol." She replies instantly.
Fuck, this girl knows how to fucking get me going already.
"Goddamnit, Myla lol in the fucking bedroom."
"Everything I fucking guess. Shit, I'm a wicked sexual person, Deacon. I'll always try anything at least once."
"Damn that's good to fucking know... I might have some things up my sleeve for you, little one; it depends on how our first fucking date goes."
"Ooh, I can't wait for it! Ya know, Deacon, tinder is mainly for hook-ups... how come you're not asking to just fuck right away? lol my other matches did lol"
"I've never used a fucking dating app or a hook-up app before, my damn buddy made my profile and shit, But if you're trying to say you wanna just fuck, then we can absolutely do that.. I have been interested in getting to know you more tbh. I wanna know if you're the type of fucking girl I'm looking for, Myla; the type of girl that'll be able to fucking handle whatever the fuck I give out."
Three fucking dots torture my soul and make my chest tighten in panic and slight anticipation as they keep disappearing and reappearing, and I wait for a mother fucking message back. Maybe I was too blunt and fucking scared her... I don't know. if I did, then she's definitely not the fucking girl I'm looking for.
"And what is it that you're trying to give, Deacon?"
I hover my fingers over the keyboard, trying to think of how I wanna fucking word the shit I wanna say, without fucking scaring her off.
"Myla, I want a girl who will give me total fucking control... I want to be able to fuck her however the fuck I want, while still treating her like the fucking queen that she is. I want to dominate her, fucking own her, mark her and claim her, and still show her off the damn world as if she's still fucking pure and innocent."
"Oh, well, I might be able to do that for you, Deac."
"Oh yeah, little one? We'll have to fucking find out then... Tell me something; do you like being cuffed?"
"Why, do you wanna cuff me, officer? lol"
"Of fucking course..."
"Mhm, tell me, Deacon, what would you do to me if I was there with you right now?"
Shit, she just poked the fucking bear without even fucking knowing it. I palm my erection over my boxers and rub it slowly, easing the pain from being so wound up, while with my other hand, I type exactly what the fuck I want to do to her goddamn gorgeous, sexy ass.
"You asked for it, Myla..."
"Wait!! lol I'm nervous now."
"Don't be nervous, little one. We don't have to do anything you're not comfortable with right now... Just know that if you were here, I'd take my fucking time and kiss every damn inch of your golden skin, starting with your forehead and working my fucking way all the way down to your fucking toes..."
"Toes, huh? You sound like a freak in bed... Are you a freak in the sheets, Deac?"
"Oh, you have no fucking idea what I'm capable of, Myla... And it's definitely not something I can fucking show over goddamn text."
"I'm intrigued, officer Deacon..."
"Fuck, I love how you call me "officer"... it's fucking hot. I think we're gonna get along just fucking perfect, little one."
"I think so too. I'm wicked excited to meet you irl, but ngl I'm still a bit nervous..."
"I don't want you to be nervous, baby girl... Tell you what, later on when you're home for the night, message me on here and I'll give you a little fucking preview of what to expect when we meet..."
"I can't wait!"
She replies back instantly. Still rubbing my cock and feeling like I'm about to fucking cum, I type one more message back to her and anxiously wait for her reply.
"Can you follow rules, Myla? Can you be a good girl and obey an order?"
"Of course I can, Deacon, but sometimes I like to disobey on purpose, because I like the punishment that comes along with it lol but I can follow orders, for sure."
"Good, then here's your first one... Tonight, wherever the fuck you end up going, DO NOT wear any fucking panties... That's a fucking order, Myla, don't fucking let me catch you wearing any."
"Oh, and how are you gonna find the fuck out if I am or not, officer?"
"I'm gonna keep fucking asking you for pictures, little one, and you'd better fucking send them..."
"Oh, of course, officer; your wish is my command... Taking my panties off as we speak..."
"Send me a fucking picture of them."
I get a picture right back, of her holding a lacy red and black thong with her her middle finger, and my cock pulses as I stroke it harder and faster, almost about to bust my fucking load.
"Damn, good fucking girl, Myla."
"Is your pussy wet, little one?"
"Soaked, Deac..."
"Good, just how I fucking like it..."
"Anything for you, daddy..."
That fucking does it; that one little fucking word; daddy. Her remark sends me barreling over the fucking edge, making me shoot my thick fucking load into my boxers, and making myself a sticky fucking mess.
"I need a shower, Myla. I'm gonna hop off here, but remember my fucking rule. I'm not playing the fuck around, keep those panties off for me. I'll be checking in with you, so you'd better fuckign answer."
"I like the sound of that lol work should be interesting tonight."
"Not as interesting as what's fucking happening after work, little one..."
I plug my phone in the charger and climb off my bed slowly, but in a hurry ro shower and wash my fucking cum off of me before my damn son knocks at my fucking door. I think I finally met my fucking match, but we'll still have to see how she does in person...
Myla
Things definitely took an unexpected turn with Deacon through our messages on tinder It's almost like I'm talking to a completely different person that I'd been talking to all week long. But, I can fucking lie. I like this side of him a lot better. He's opening up a little to me which is definitely making our conversations easier Little did he know, I was at the nail salon when he was messaging me, even when he told me to take my panties off. I just went into the restroom and took them off for him, just like he told me to... It's hot, his dominance, and something I'm not exactly a stranger to. My ex was a dom, but he took things too far most of the time. He'd ignore my safeword or completely refused aftercare. He took things to another level, a level I couldn't handle. He was getting more violent the longer we were together. I'm not sure if Deacon is into that kind of lifestyle and sex, but the way he talks to me and orders me around, definitely makes me think he's into something of the sort, and I'd be lying to myself if I said I wasn't here for it. Tonight I have to dance at the club, but all I wanna fucking do is spend my time talking to Deacon again; it's been only a few hours but I fucking miss him. Knowing he has something planned for me for when I get off, has my nerves running wildly through me, but more so with excitement rather than nervousness. Of course when I get to the damn club, it's busier than usual for a Friday, which means I'll be here later than I fucking want to be, but at least I'll make some good fucking money shaking my ass on stage to fucking strangers; i love it, though. I haven't told Deacon exactly what I do, I'm a little nervous on how he'll react once he finds out I'm a dancer Most men don't like it because they don't like sharing their property. At least, that was how my ex felt about it. Deacon seems different, though, even they're roughly the same age, I hope he'll be okay with it, cus I'm not fucking stopping again. Before I get on stage and start my first set, I check my phone to see if i have any new tinder notifications. There's a message from Deacon which makes me smile right away. I stand in the dressing room and anxiously click on the message as nervous flutters ripple through me.
"oh, little one... are you at work?"
"Yeah, about to start actually. What are you up to?"
"At a bar with my buddy, but can't stop fucking thinking about you."
"I've been thinking about you too, Deac... more so about what we're gonna do later on."
"So you're still up for it, right?"
"I'm not sure what "it" is yet, but yeah, I'm up for any fucking thing."
"I'm gonna fucking make you cum, little one. I'll give you a little taste of what to expect when we meet in person..."
"I love this side of you, Deac."
The next message takes me by surprise, but also gives me a feeling I've never really felt before. This man is old enough to be my goddamn father, yet I can't help myself from wanting more and more of him and his dominance.
"I'd better fucking be the only fucking man you're talking to like this, Myla. I don't fucking play around when it comes to what the fuck I want; and I want you, that's it. If you're talking to anyone else, I need to fucking know about it."
"You're the only person I'm talking to in general, Deacon. I told you, I don't do this sorta thing."
"I better fucking be... Now, send me a damn picture of what you're fucking wearing right now before you have to get to fucking work."
I pause on replying when I realize I'm in extremely revealing lingerie, trying to think about how to explain myself when he sees I have panties on and he told me not to. I still snap one anyway and send it without another thought.
"Are those fucking panties I see?"
"Yeah... I'm working and if I don't wear them, then I'm literally wearing nothing, Deacon."
"I'll let it fucking slide this time, Myla, but you'll pay for that later, little one..."
"Hold the fuck up! What the fuck do you do for work, Myla, if you're only wearing skimpy lingerie?"
"I'm a dancer, Deacon." I type back with shaky hands.
"Fucking hell, Myla; now it just fucking got interesting."
I don't send him anything back because my name is called to the stage, so I set my phone in my locker and strut out sensually, in slow, light steps, touching my body and running my fingers through my long, blonde hair as I scan the crowd through hazy eyes. The whole time I'm on the stage twirling around the pole and twerking my ass to the hungry gentlemen in their fancy suits, all I'm thinking about is Deacon, and what he has planned for us later. Fuck, I can't wait to be done with this job tonight, and usually, that's not the case. I love my job and I love to dance, but Deacon has me not wanting to fucking be here at all tonight.
Deacon
Holy fucking shit. Who would've fucking thought that shy little Myla would be a mother fucking dancer by night? Definitely not fucking me. Do I like it? Yes and no, if you want the fucking truth anyway. I don't like showing off what's mine, at least not in the way she's doing it, but she isn't mine unfortunately... not fucking yet anyway. I wish I knew what fucking club she dances at because I'd be up there right the fuck now, instead of at Thirsty's with Carter, where we usually come after a long shift. I had planned to go to the club to get some fucking play time in, but with the anticipation of my fucking tinder date with Myla on the phone later, I didn't really feel like going anymore. I want to see what she's capable of and if she can handle me through messages. If she can, then our meet up in person is gonna be an erotic fucking fire.
"How's things with your little tinder chick, D?"
Carter slides a beer over to me which I catch with my palm. He raises his bottle as I raise mine, and we clink them together, tap them on the bar and toss them down our throats, quenching my thirst even though I've already had more than I can count.
"So far so good. I mean shit, I can't fucking complain, Carter."
" Is she everything you thought she'd fucking be?"
"So far she's fucking perfect for me, Carter. Shit, we still need to fucking meet in person, man."
He laughs, choking on a sip of beer as I roll my eyes at him.
"Oh shit! Fuck, you haven't even met her in person yet? You know, Deac, tinder is basically meeting to fuck, not chatting to get to know each other."
"Yeah, I understand that. She had to fucking explain it to me cus I don't know what the fuck I'm doing, Carter. She's only twenty fucking one; I'm not trying to scare her off."
I tip the bottle back and pour another sip into my mouth, swallowing it slowly and letting it cool my throat as it slides down easily.
"Did you tell her you're a dom yet?"
"Fuck no. I did give her some little hints, though and she seemed to like it."
"If she's into the same fucking sadistic shit you are, then she's the perfect fucking girl for you. Don't let her fucking go, Deac."
"I guess we'll find out, won't we? We have a fucking phone date tonight and we're meeting up tomorrow."
"Oh, shit, you're about to go on your first date in like, however fucking long you've been divorced."
"Eleven fucking years."
"You're gonna be in for a wild ride, motherfucker."
I laugh him off but inside I know he's fucking right. Back at home, I stumble through my fucking doorway and trip over my son's damn shoes, which I've fucking told him before not to leave in the damn way. I flip the light on and immediately see Travis sleeping on the couch with the TV blaring like he's fucking deaf.I find the remote and shut it off, then shake his fucking ass awake, needing him to get the fuck to his bed.
"Ugh, I'm fucking sleeping!"
"I know, dipshit, take your ass to your damn room. You have a bed for a reason, Trav."
"Wait, how come you're home so early tonight? It's the weekend and you're always out till the fucking sun comes up."
He stands and goes to walk by me but I smack him in the back of the head for his foul language.
"Watch your mouth, son; you don't fucking curse at me."
"Heed your own advice, dad, and watch yours too."
"Just get your smartass to fucking bed, bud. Love you."
"Love you too, dad."
He flips me off as he walks away and up the stairs to his room, making me chuckle and shake my fucking head as I head for my room to strip the fuck down and wait for Myla to fucking message me. When I lay down in nothing at all, with my cock already hard just thinking about Myla and the fucking things I'm gonna say to her tonight. My phone pings with a notification as if on fucking que or something.
"Officer Deacon, I'm home now..."
"Good girl, Myla. I've been waiting for you, little one."
"And I've been waiting for you too..."
"Are you sure you're fucking up for this, Myla? Are you sure you're fucking ready for me to make you soak you fucking fingers with your sweet cum?"
"Oh, wow, yes, Deac... I'm more than ready for you to make me cum."
"Call me daddy, little one.
"Don't fucking use my name the rest of the damn night. Do I fucking make myself clear, Myla?"
"Yes, daddy..."
That's all she replies and it's the perfect mother fucking answer.
"Good girl. Now, I want you in nothing and I want you lying on your fucking bed."
I hate that this shit is over message and I can't fucking see what she looks like right now, but tomorrow I'll be able to fucking see her and I can guarantee I'll fucking destroy her; she has no idea who I fucking am. No one does.
"Okay, my clothes are off and I'm laying here naked, daddy..."
"Good girl, Myla, so am I. I'm stroking my fucking cock, imagining it's your little, soft hand that's around it instead."
"I bet it's huge, daddy; how big is it?"
"I'll leave that up to your little fucking imagination, but I can tell you that I'll fucking rip you to pieces, Myla. Besides, little one, you'll find out tomorrow when I fuck that pretty pussy of yours."
"Mhm, Deacon, I can't fucking wait."
"Watch your fucking mouth, Myla. No cursing right now. Right now, I need you to be a good girl and listen to what I fucking tell you to do."
"Can you do that for me, little one?"
"Yes, daddy; I can be a good girl for you..."
My cock is raging hard and the veins on the sides are bulging as I stroke it to Myla's perfect fucking words.
"Are you ready for daddy to make you fucking cum?"
"More than anything, yes!"
"Good then fucking take your right hand and slide it down your stomach until you get to that pretty little pussy of yours."
"Tell me, little one, is your hand between your fucking legs yet?"
"Yes, daddy, it is... Tell me what you want me to do next...
"Good girl. I want you to put the pad of your thumb on your clit, and rub it very fucking slowly... Start twisting your nipple with your left hand, Myla... Do it right fucking now."
"Mhm, yess. my nipples are hard, daddy, so hard."
I start rubbing my cock faster as I instruct her to touch herself, my eyes darting to the cuffs I keep on my nightstand, with the silk black handkerchief I keep as a pocket square to use as a blindfold or a gag; I wish I could use them on her right now, but maybe fucking tomorrow.
"Tell me how fucking wet you are, little one; don't be shy."
"My pussy is soaked, daddy... It's dripping to my sheets right now and drenching the inside of my thighs..."
"I like the fucking sound of that. I'd have my head buried between your fucking legs and I'd be licking up all you sweet fucking juices, if I was there right fucking now."
"Fuck, dip your fucking finger into that dripping wet hole for me, little one... and push in and out slowly for daddy..."
"Oh, god, Deacon!"
"Tsk, tsk, tsk, you disobeyed a fucking order, Myla."
"Sorry, daddy!"
I smile at the phone at her immediate response and tighten my grip around my cock, quickening the pace of my strokes as I feel the burn from my climax star to stir in my fucking stomach and makes my damn legs tense. She's doing so good at following directions already, which tells me that she'll be perfect for when I get to fucking have her in real life.
"Put another finger in your pussy, Myla, and fuck yourself with them fast... make sure you push in all fucking way, little one, as far as they'll fucking go."
"Damn, lol do you know how hard it is to finger yourself and text at the same time? Fucking tedious as shit and all I wanna do is focus on my fingers in my pussy lol"
"It's not much easier stroking my cock either, but I'm doing it and about to bust my fucking load lol"
"Mhm, yes... my pussy's dripping for you, daddy. Please tell me you're gonna let me cum?"
Again, I pause reading that, but for a different fucking reason this time. If she's asking me to make her cum, then it leads me to fucking believe that she's played this fucking game before. She's been a fucking sub? No, no fucking way this little twenty-one-year-old tutor- for fucks sake, has been someone's sub before... That means she's dealt with a dom and knows what to expect from us... Which also means she'd be perfect for the life I keep hidden from so many. She's fucking perfect to be my fucking sub. There's only one way to find out.
"Of course, I'll let you cum tonight, little one, but I want you to tell me the name of the man who didn't allow you a release, and I want it right fucking now."
I see the three little dots typing repeatedly but no message comes.
"Myla, answer me."
"I can't tell you... I just can't."
I fucking knew it. She's had a dom before, and at the club I'm a member of, we're not allowed to talk about what happens there or who comes to them, everything is confidential. Who the fuck is this damn girl?
"Keep pushing those fingers in and out of your pussy, little one... and this time, take your thumb and rub your swollen, needy little clit for daddy."
I change the subject, since I now know what the fuck I needed to.
"Yes, daddy, I'm almost there!"
"Good girl, keep it up and you'll be fucking cuming hard on your fingers real soon... my cock is fucking as hard as steel over here, little one, and I'm about to blow my fucking load, thinking about your swollen, dripping wet pussy..."
"Yesz fsddy."
I laugh so hard my fucking cheeks hurt, knowing she just fucking came and completely fucking unraveled, typing all fucked up and misspelled.
"*Yes, daddy lol"
"You fucking came, didn't you?"
"lol I fucking did and now my damn fingers are cramped and sticky as fuck."
"At least you don't have cum all over your fucking stomach, slowly creeping into your belly button like I do lol."
"lol if I were there I'd lick it off of you, Deacon... every. last. drop..."
As my seed shoots out of the tip of my cock and pours onto my stomach, I grip tighter and stroke faster, tensing my fucking legs as my whole body shivers and stiffens violently through a fucking intense orgasm.
"Worth every fucking second, Myla."
"Yeah, that's what I'm saying, Deac. At least I feel better about our date tomorrow lol I'd say I'm pretty comfortable with you now."
"Good, I'm fucking glad to hear that. I'm right there where you're at, Myla."
"You were perfect tonight, little one... exactly what I've been looking for, so I know tomorrow is going to fucking be everything we could've imagined and more..."
"I really can't wait, Deac lol but, unfortunately it's getting late and I gotta shower and stuff, but can we talk in the morning?"
"Of course, I need to fucking shower too, especially before my son wakes up. Listen, I have one more rule for you to follow... think you can handle it, Myla?
I grin to myself at just how fucking cruel I can be sometimes.
"I told you, I'm always up for anything."
"Okay then, until we meet each other tomorrow night, you're not fucking allowed to touch yourself or make yourself fucking cum in any way. That's my job, little one, and I wanna the the one to fucking finish it. Don't. Fucking. Do. It."
"I'm still horny and was gonna use my vibrator in the damn shower lol"
"I fucking knew you were, but I fucking said no. Are you gonna be able to handle following my directions, Myla?"
There are those three little dots again, that make a grown fucking man go insane. Deep down I already fucking know what she's gonna say, though.
"Yes, Deacon, I can follow directions... I am a tutor after all."
"So we agree, you're not fucking allowed to cum at all until we meet."
"Yes, I agree lol you're mean, but it's hot, so it's okay."
"And you're just too damn fucking cute, Myla. You've opened up a fucking lot to me in the last damn week we've been talking. I'm proud of you for that."
"Aww thank you! I've noticed a little change in you too; you're slowly letting me in."
"is the age difference weird for you at all, Myla?"
I don 't have a problem being with a younger woman, I prefer in in fact, but I don't want her to feel some type of way about it and not be honest with me.
"No, I don't have a problem with it. I actually love an older man."
"I was hoping you'd say that,"
I put my phone down and lay here on my bed with cum all over my stomach, just thinking about what a fucking perfect night this was and how fucking perfect Myla is. How the fuck did I luck out with this one and where the fuck has she been all my damn life?
Myla
Oh my fucking christ! I don't really have much to say after that intense sexual exchange with Deacon; he's left me fucking speechless. I've never cum so damn hard in my entire life, especially by the work of my own fingers; I didn't know it was possible. The way he ordered me around and told me what to do and not to do, brought things to a higher fucking level, more intense, and I didn't want to stop... even after I came all over my fingers. When we matched on tinder I never thought it would work out like this. I thought he was a lonely divorcee, wanting a quick fuck from a younger chick. However, that couldn't be further from what this is turning into. Over the last week, he's been able to break through some of my walls; I've let him in and told him a little about myself. I left out the part that I work at a bdsm club and identify as a submissive. The way he was acting tonight definitely made me believe he's familiar with that lifestyle and maybe, just maybe, Deacon is a dom himself. If he's this possessive and dominant through a fucking dating app, can you imagine how he is in person?
Deacon
Yeah, fuck yeah. Myla is the perfect girl that I've been searching for, for fucking years. She listened to every fucking word I said and played the part of my sub perfectly, even though text messages. I think she fucking knows that I'm into some dark shit, but I'm not quite sure if she's put the pieces together yet, and realized I'm a fucking dom looking for a sub... a sub for life and not just a fucking play thing. Over this last week that we've been talking, she's opened up to me about some aspects about her life, but no deep shit just yet, which is completely fucking understandable. Me, on the other hand, I haven't told her much. She knows I work in law enforcement and she knows I'm divorced with a son.She knows I haven't fucking dated another woman since the split either. I didn't tell her about my extracurricular activities nor about the true nature of my job; it scares women a lot. I'm not ready to lose this one, not when I just found her. I know eventually, I'll have to fucking tell her about my job and the danger it's brought to my life, and the danger that still lurks in the fucking shadows. I know I'll have to tell her more about my son and his mother, and I also fucking know they have to be introduced if she's fucking staying around for the long haul. I know I'm fucking thinking way on down the fucking road, but for some reason, I can't picture my life, my existence without Myla in it. I know I'm the mother fucking devil, and I'm about to reek havoc on her pour little fucking soul, but the good kind of havoc. She doesn't know how dark I can be, how fucking dark I am, but she's about to fucking find out what she got herself into.
For mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light bdsm, gun play, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your own discretion*DeaconEven though I had a late night, I still had to come to HQ today for a short shift, managing the recruits who are trying out for thirty-squad, which is my motherfucking squad. Usually, Carter handles them but I did him another fucking solid since the bastard was hungover this morning. My first date is with Myla tonight and it's the only fucking thing I've been able to think about since our little erotic tinder date we had last night."Fuck, she was perfect in every sense of the damn word.""Uh, dad, who are you talking to?"I pull my shirt over my head and turn around to see my son standing there, changing out of his gym clothes. He came along with me this morning to work out in our gym, he usually does when he's not with his friends or out of school
content/ scenes, crime, light BDSM, gunplay, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your own discretion*Deacon I type on Tinder to Myla- my dear sweet Myla, from the multipurpose room at HQ, during an incredibly boring debriefing for the day."What did you think about our date last night, Myla?""It was a lot lol but it was perfect"My stomach twists into a knot when I read her reply. Maybe I am too much for her. Maybe I did scare her last night and take it too far. I always seem to fück up a good thing."Elaborate on "a lot""It was just intense and fücking wild. I loved every second of it lol I honestly wish I was with you right now.""I wish I was with you too, little one...It's been one of those days where it's just fück everybody idfk.""Aww, I'm sorry! I'm here for you, Deacon if you need anything just lmk...""I wanna see you again, Myla. I NEED to fücking see you again.""Good, me too! How about you come over to my place this tim
mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light BDSM, gunplay, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your own discretion*DeaconAnother week has flown by in the blink of a fücking eye, since my last date with Myla.It feels like I haven't seen her in months, though.We've been talking religiously on fücking Tinder, from the moment our eyes open in the morning, to the time they close for bedtime, and I still can't get enough of her. She's got me feeling things I've never felt before, even with my ex-wife, and I'm not exactly sure how to process all the shït floating around in my fücking head. I'm trying, though; I'm trying hard to let down my steel walls and let her inside little by little. I wasn't expecting it to be this hard, though; then again, nothing is ever easy, is it?"Come on, old man. Are you ready for this or what?"My son gets my attention as he slides into the driver
For mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light BDSM, gunplay, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your discretion*MylaTonight is my third date with Deacon and I'm more nervous than I have been for some reason. The first two went great, and the sex?The sex was fücking amazing.I've never come as hard in my entire life.I feel myself constantly feining for more of him, but not wanting to show it too much; I don't want to seem desperate, because I'm not. Well, maybe I fücking am. Since I can't stop thinking about Officer Deacon, I pick up my phone and message him on good old Tinder; I need to get his phone number, fück this app dating shït.*tinder messages*"Hey, Deac, you got a sec?""For you, little one, I have all the time in the fucking world. Is everything okay?""Yeah, perfect actually. I just had a question to ask, and I fucking miss you tbh.""I miss you too, Myl
For mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light BDSM, gunplay, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your discretion*DeaconMyla and I sit here in her fucking bed, trying to catch our fucking breath before we start the fucking talk we've been trying to postpone for as long as fucking possible. Neither of us wants to do it, but we know it has to be done if we plan on seeing each other. All I can smell is sex and Myla's arousal as it wafts thickly through the atmosphere. I wrap my arms around her naked flesh, loving the way the softness of it feels under my hand; it's like it was made for me to touch. This girl has my fucking head in shambles and I can't quite seem to break through the motherfucking chaos. She smiles at me when I steal a glance at her, and the same cute, shy blush spreads across her cheeks again. I'm pretty sure we're both well fucking past being shy around eac
For mature audiences only 18+! contains an age gap, dark romance, explicit sexual content/ scenes, crime, light BDSM, gunplay, murder/violence, etc. Some situations will not be suitable for all readers. Read at your own discretion*Myla I try to put the date Deacon and I had the other night behind me, and focus on little Travis as we walk around LA looking at famous landmarks for his history project I have him doing, but it's so fücking hard.It's like everything I see reminds me of him, even Travis himself; they have the same eyes, which I think is funny.At least the sun is shining today and the weather is nice for September; fall is my favorite time of year, especially back in Boston.The foliage is breathtaking and all different colors, making shades of orange, yellow, and red flood through the city.However, it's not like that here in LA; the trees don't change color like they do in New England.I've been feeling a little down lately, and not in a fücking depressive state, but d
MylaI've been awake for a while now, just laying here watching Deacon sleep. watching his perfectly sculpted chest rise and fall with each breath he takes. Light snores echo around in the air and sometimes a whimper or murmur here and there like he's having a nightmare or something of the sort. I have them almost every night, but I've learned how to cope with them over time so they're not as bad anymore. Although, I do have bad days just like everyone else and they torture my soul.Deacon makes everything easier. He comforts me like no one has ever done before. It makes me afraid to let him go, so I'm doing my best to hold onto him like he's my fücking property or something. And besides, how can I let him go when he fucks me the way he does?He owns every damn part of my body when he's inside of me like he's my fücking maker, my ruler... my master, or something.I don't exist outside of Deacon, I'm just there, but when I'm with him, I finally feel like I exist. This was the first mor
MylaAfter my damn breakdown in front of Deacon, I told him to leave my house; I screamed at him. He listened to me and didn't put up a fight, he just kissed me and left after he grabbed his shït. I felt so fücking bad but at the same time, I felt trapped and like I was losing myself just talking about the torture Tristan put me through. I was trying to keep Deacon from seeing my back but it was inevitable especially since neither of us have any plans of walking away from each other.It's been three long days and I still haven't seen him. I miss his protective ass but I'm too ashamed to reach out to him after the way I treated him the other night. He's texted me asking if I'm okay and my stubborn ass hasn't messaged him back.I guess it's my subtle way of distancing myself from him so I don't get hurt all over again. I don't see Deacon hurting me, then again I didn't think Tristan would either; my back says otherwise, though. He'd beat me almost every damn day even if I was good for h
~Deacon~In the hospital, a million things keep running through my mind, and Carter is the only one who can answer them. His ass is snoring in the chair near the window, so to get his attention, I take the water pitcher with ice-cold water in it, and chuck it his way, wanting to get this shit off my mind so I can rest for a while. I know it's not gonna come easy even with my questions answered, but something needs to happen, and soon. With my perfect fucking aim, it hits him right in the head, making him bolt up and look frantically around, water dripping all down his head, soaking the shit out of him. "What the fuck was that for, Deac?""Wake up, man. I have some things I can't figure out yet.""Like what?"He growls, tired as fuck and apparently mad that this shit couldn't wait."How did you know it was Luca behind all this shit?""I didn't at first, but the tail I told you about, I recognized it as one of his buddies, so when I managed to lose him, I got on his ass and followed him
~Deacon~Suddenly everything comes rushing back to me, and everything that I was confused about begins to make sense. The phone call yesterday when he called me soldier makes more sense than ever... Now, as I stand here and stare at the man behind Myla, holding a knife to her throat, I grit my teeth and ball my fists, shocked beyond all belief that I trusted this man and let him into my fücking life. This is how he fucking repays me? He fucks my ex-wife and tortures my goddamn life?"I knew there was something about you that I didn't like…""Surprised to see me here, Devil?""So it's been you this whole fucking time? Or has it been the fucking cunt that's got a gun pointed at her own son's head?""Dad, this is my mom?"Travis squeaks in a shaky voice, trying to hold in his tears and stay as strong as he can, but I know it's hard. He's got Street blood running in his veins so I know he's got this. He just needs to believe in himself. We share a look and I speak to my son with my eyes,
~Myla~Still in disbelief that Travis and Nova want Deacon and me to adopt their baby, I sit here on his lap and stare at the young couple with my mouth open, my heart racing, and my palms sweaty as Deacon tries to hold my hands as tight as he can. Having a child has always been a dream of mine, but a dream I always thought would never happen because of what Tristan did to me those many years ago. The fire poker he used did more damage than I thought, ruining my life and body in more ways than one. I don't know if Deacon knows that I can't have kids, but I know that talk has to happen soon, especially if we're going to be talking about possibly adopting Travis and Nova's baby, which is a huge deal. What worries me the most, and it has nothing to do with the baby, is the fact that this Mr. Nobody guy is still after Deacon and his torment is only getting worse, which is making Deacon even more enraged and paranoid, I'd even go as far as to say scary to be around. "How do you guys feel
~Deacon~It feels like we've been on the fucking run for a while. And it feels like I've kidnapped a whole bunch of fucking people and am holding them all,, hostage as you see in the movies, or like something I'd deal with at fücking work. But this isn't a fucking job, this is my goddamn life and it's a fucking mess all because of one evil mother fucker who I can't wait to find. If Mr. Nobody thought what I did to Tristan was bad, just wait until he sees what I have planned for his ass. It ain't pretty. I couldn't stand sitting bitch anymore, so once we passed all the cops speeding to the commander's house, I had Carter pull over so I could drive, which eased some of the panic and anxiety ripping through my muscles but there was still a fire burning through my veins that won't ever seem to fucking quit. It's like I was born with the devil's blood inside of me, born to hurt- born to feel pain no matter what. And I've been fine with it for all these years. But now I just want it to fuck
| ~Sunday- 0 days left. It's the deadline!~ |~Deacon~I wasn't able to sleep all fucking night, but given what today is, I wasn't expecting to. After last night, getting into that fight with Carter, we went back to his house and talked about shit, even though I still don't know if I can fully trust him, I had to let him in on my plan if I'm gonna try and pull this shit off without Annie getting hurt. He still doesn't know where my safe house is, though, and he won't fucking know either. Nobody will ever know where that is. I keep looking at him, grinning at every mark on his face, his split, swollen lips, both black eyes, the bruises around his throat from when I choked him, and all the other brutal, noticeable marks I left all over him, great reminders of how badly I fucked him up for fucking with my boy and betraying me in the worst way possible. With Myla, Travis, and Nova there now, Carter and I are at my house, fully aware that Mr. Nobody is keeping watch on the outside. I can f
|~Saturday- 1 day until the deadline~|~Deacon~Feeling betrayed by Mr. Nobody is a fucking understatement to say the fucking least. Walking into the safe house and finding Tristan practically dead on the floor with my fucking knife sticking out of his neck was a punch to the fucking dick for sure. He was mine to torture and mine to kill but he took that shit away from me just like he's done everything else. He couldn't let me have it. I don't know why I was expecting anything different, though. I should have expected him to pull a dirt move. Hearing Tristan gurgle those words that I was dreading, the fact that Myla can't have kids, just made things even worse. The fact that I couldn't inflict the amount of torture and pain on him that I wanted to, left a gaping wound inside of me that will never be fucking healed. I'll never be able to move on from that now that he's fucking dead. I'll never be able to fucking come clean to Myla about what I fucking did. I know I need to tell her but
| ~Friday, two days until the deadline~ |~Myla~"Are you sure you're okay, little one?""Deacon, I promise you, I'm fine."He still hovers over me with his eyes filled with worry and his brow furrowed. He looks so cute. I reach up and graze his scratchy cheek before I cup it, holding on as I pull his head down so his lips meet mine, and then I kiss him as if my life depends on it. I use my hand with the IV in it to run through his short, soft, salt-and-pepper hair, making his whole body jerk when I rake my nails across his scalp. God, I've missed him so much. "Thank God you woke up. I've been out of my fucking mind, Myla. I thought I'd lost you for good." "You can't get rid of me that easily. Besides, I love you and I told you before I'm gonna fight for you, that includes fighting for this relationship."I can see the internal struggle he's dealing with in his eyes, the torture swirling inside them is extremely evident. But I know he won't tell me what's wrong, especially since I j
TravisI never thought I'd be in this predicament. You know, the one where I'm still in high school with a pregnant girlfriend who still has two years until she graduates. I know my father is upset with me and to be honest, I can't blame him at all. It's not like Nova and I were careless about it, though. We used protection. My dad always has condoms in his room and I steal them all the time. It's not my fault that one broke or just didn't work. I'm not sure what happened. I just know we used one. And yet Nova is fucking pregnant.I wish her being pregnant with my baby was the only thing worrying me right now. But it's not. The fact that Myla is still in a coma and hasn't woken up yet is bothering me more than anything else. My dad's been even more distant and hardly ever home. When he is, he doesn't want to talk about anything. He misses her and is lost without her. I've never seen him like this. Not even when mom left. Myla has impacted all of us and her absence is affecting us grea
~Deacon~After spending the entire night with Myla at the hospital and having no fucking change in her condition, with a heavy heart I leave her room as dawn threatens to rise. I haven't given Mr. Nobody's request much thought since I left work, there's too much other shït on my fucking mind. I know there are only a few days until the weekend when I'm supposed to have the job completed, but Myla being in the fucking hospital trumps everything. Although, one mother fucker keeps taunting me. Leaving the hospital, I get into my car and speed off, trying to get to the safe house before the sun fully rises. The sky is still dark but light peaks through the horizon as the sun begins to slowly wake up. Myla loves sunrises, so of course watching this one as I drive down the street brings all kinds of feelings along with it. I try to ignore them, though. I light a cigarette and roll all the windows down, with not even the sound of the radio on in the background. Just. Silence. It's hard not to