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Lenora

I've never felt this degree of restlessness in my life before. It pierced into my heart, and the bed I lay on seemed like it was surrounded by pins and needles.

The air around me was suffocatingly thick and my lungs ached so badly that I could hardly think about anything else but getting out of bed. It had been hours since I walked out of CJ and his wife.

Biting down hard on my lower lip, I stared at the ceiling. CJ was with her in the master bedroom, and the thoughts of what they could be doing under the sheets were tearing me apart.

I imagined her naked as she caressed CJ, him touching her the way he touched me, making her feel so much pleasure…

Arghhh!!

My greatest fear was coming to pass. CJ would betray me and choose her over me because it was the most sensible thing to do.

If this wasn't an eye-opener, then I was a big fool. I tried hard to forget and catch some sleep, but nothing worked. I needed his reassurance, and nothing more.

When sleep refused to come, I began
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Raven4u7
For now it’s pepper. What will it be next time, poison? Girl you need to leave now. Why put herself through all of the mental torture?
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Victoria
No, you need to get out of that place! and you have to be very clear and embrace your self-love. Tell CJ that you don't have to put up with these types of situations. That this is a problem that he must solve on his own and if you are still willing to be with him after that, ok!
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