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I'm Not Audacious Enough to Talk to Him
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Okay… Okay… Okay… I’ll admit it… I’ll admit it… That’s what you guys want from me, isn’t it?” exclaimed Eriwan at the peak of his depression and frustration.
“Tell us right now c’mon… We’re listening…” said Jerome Jayden becoming more and more impatient.
“I feel extremely jealous of Erito’s marriage. I feel extremely sad, gloomy and disappointed to that younger brother of mine because I had to hear about his marriage plan from our daddy’s mouth, not from his mouth,” said Eriwan in his restless condition. His lungs began to be stuffy and congested.
“Then, why are you jealous of Erito’s marriage news? Have you really fallen for Renata Limidius?” asked Paul Jayden.
Eriwan shook his head really languidly at this moment. He stooped down his head really low. He looked like a soldier who had just lost in the batt
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