(We jump back again to Erito’s and Eriwan’s adolescence…)
Smiling coyly and desirably, Victor Jaleco grabbed Erito’s hand and took him to the table upstairs. Erito just followed him to the table upstairs. He sat down in front of Jerome Jayden and Nicholas Anggiarto with his messy and chaotic feeling. He merely kept quiet without any smile perching down at his lips.
“What’s happened, Eriwan? Why did it take you so long ordering Victor’s chicken porridge downstairs?” asked Jerome Jayden slightly curiously.
“Nothing… I was just from the toilet. I had my pee and my poo a moment before…” replied Erito forcing himself to smile.
“Oh… We thought you suddenly got an important necessity…” continued Nicholas Anggiarto.
“Nothing… Nothing was necessary…” replied Erito briefly again, still with his cold and flat facial expressi
“For what? It’s no use to maintain somebody who doesn’t love you, who doesn’t have the same feeling to you by your side,” exclaimed Erito sharply and coldly, at the peak of his furiousness and jealousy.Jerome Jayden and Nicholas Anggiarto were really shocked and astonished. They never expected ‘Eriwan’ could utter out the sharp, cruel and straightforward words which stabbed directly into Victor Jaleco’s heart and feeling. Jerome Jayden even got choked and the apple juice he was drinking was nearly choked out of his mouth.“You’ve topped me… You’ve taken away my virginity, Eriwan… You have to stay by my side… You must be responsible to me for what you’ve done…” hissed Victor Jaleco with his tears rolling down from the edge of his eyes.“No… No… You’re not a girl, Victor… For Uranus’ sake… For goodness sake&hellip
“Who is it?” asked Eriwan at the peak of his curiosity.“I can’t tell you right now, Eriwan… I’ve told you already… That person hasn’t known that I’m in love with him… Sorry… I can’t tell you…”“You still want to conceal it from me, Erito…? You really don’t believe me? You really don’t want to tell me?” asked Eriwan forcing and urging his younger brother to speak up.“You’re just the same… Are you in love with Victor Jaleco? Are you in love with him, so that you don’t want to tell me that you’ve ever slept with him? Aren’t you?”“No… Of course not… I’m not in love with him… Told you as well… I’m in love with somebody else, the one whom I must not fall for, the one whom I must not have a feeling to, the one whom I must not feel my uncontrollable and o
Eriwan’s steps froze instantly. Eriwan didn’t approach his younger brother anymore.So, I’m right all these times… Erito is really in his love and feeling to somebody else. He’ll shun me right now… He’ll detest and dislike me from now on…Eriwan asked once again with his trembling lips, “Who? Who is that?”Erito raised up his head, but he didn’t dare to stare directly at his elder brother’s eyes when he told a lie to him. “Lumax… Lumax Lianto… I think I’ve been in love with Lumax right now… I’ve been touched by all his love, care, attention, and a little bit sacrifices to me all these times.”Eriwan still froze at his position. He was still seen standing in his stationary position. The sadness, sorrow, and misery had been quarrelling inside the quagmire of his heart and feeling. They’d soon blow out.“Do&helli
It was two o’clock in the very early morning when suddenly the similar nightmare struck the world of Erito’s sub consciousness again.“No, Mom… Let me go, Mom… Please don’t beat me again… Please don’t torture me again… I’m innocent, Mom… I don’t know anything… Please don’t… Please don’t…” “You’re such a big mistake I’ve ever committed! You’re like garbage! You shouldn’t be born to this world! You’d better die and go to hell! You’re useless! Even when you’ve been born, I still can’t attain Apollo’s care, love and attention! From the beginning, he always loves that shit woman, that rubbish woman! I hate him! I hate them! Same case to you, I detest you very much! Your shit face always reminds me of that shit man’s face!”“No, Mom…! Please don&rs
Erito shook his head. “No… Why’s that?”“I’ve got several important assignments. They’re Indonesian, English, and computer assignments. I’ve marked them… I’ve made signs which ones are to be submitted today. Could you do me a favor, by going to my school as Eriwan, and submit all these assignments to me? Can you…?” asked Eriwan rather nervously and uneasily.“Then, it’s me who will be absent today, isn’t it?” asked Erito showing his skeptical smile to his elder brother. He tried to tell a joke in front of his elder brother.Luckily, Erito’s slight joke was working. Eriwan was seen grinning lightly.“You said you don’t have any deadlines or any examinations today. Do you?” asked Eriwan again to make sure his younger brother really didn’t have any deadlines of examinations.“No… Okay then… I’ll go
“No… No… No… Are they the same person? But, that’s impossible… Erito is always present at school every day…” said Paul Jayden.“Holy shit…! This is impossible…! Eriwan is also always present at school every day… He’s seldom absent…” continued Jerome Jayden.“They look really alike, Jerome… Look… Even their hairstyles, their faces, their eyes, noses, and everything else…” Paul Jayden was seen holding out his breath for a little while.“I think their heights and weights must also be the same… They really look like two peas in a pod… Oh… For Neptune’s sake… They’ve really fallen for each other… They fall for their own biological siblings…” Jerome Jayden patted his forehead again.“Yeah, they really do… Is it allowed? Is it permitted? Is it tolerable?
Erito began to feel really dilemmatic and awry. Yet, he didn’t want to act rude in front of these boys who had fallen for his elder brother and thus that would make his elder brother’s position even more difficult and dilemmatic later on. “Hey! Don’t try to put poison and venom into Eriwan’s mind, into his opinion and perspective to me, okay!” shouted Victor Jaleco to Fin Hubert. “That’s the truth… Eriwan can see it wisely… Eriwan can know by himself who has really fallen for him truly and deeply.” Again and again, Victor Jaleco and Fin Hubert always quarreled at each other. Sometimes, they’d compete forthrightly and straightforwardly to each other, in order to attain Eriwan’s care as well as attention. Feeling at the peak of his discomfort and uneasiness, Erito softly and gently pushed away Victor Jaleco and Fin Hubert. Both of the two boys were slightly surprised for a little while. “We’re going to have our lunch immediately… Don’t always qu
“I also think he’s Erito…” continued Lumax Lianto and Paul Jayden.“But, I think he’s Eriwan…” said Victor Jaleco and Nicholas Anggiarto. Nicholas Anggiarto turned to Fin and asked him,“What do you think, Fin?”“I also think he’s Eriwan…” muttered Fin Hubert while still frowning his forehead fairly deeply.“I think he’s Erito…” uttered Jerome Jayden after paying his immensely sharp and focused attention to Erito who was in front of his eyes.Erito smirked reasonably mysteriously for quite a couple of moments ahead before he uttered,“Sorry, Victor, Fin, Nicholas… I’m Erito…” said Erito smiling a little bit more cheerfully right now. It was seen that Victor Jaleco and Fin Hubert were slouching languidly at the seats in front of them. It was also seen Nicholas Anggiarto was patting gently his forehead