Ken showed up at 9am as promised. I asked him to take us to the park because I wanted to be there for a while. he wanted to decline but changed his mind after I manipulated him with my puppy eyes.i wanted to spend more time with Hector. just to walk around and just feel the breeze in my hair. last night was stressful and I was not as prepared as I was last time. by midday I felt a lot lighter. but I wanted to discuss something with him."why do you smoke?" I asked Hector. i don't know how hut it was like he stoppped himself from releasing any feelings immediately i said what I said. he was hiding his feelings."I'll tell you some other day." he responded and I looked up at him.he did not look like he was going to say anything. so I left him. we finally parted ways and we went home. the house was quiet, as usual, when we got there. Aunt Courtney was not at home but that was not new. I went to the kitchen to make myself a sandwich then went upstairs to do some practicing since i
we had finally finished all the scenes from Daniella but Ms. Judith was not satisfied. she made us come every day even after we were done. everytime we made a very tiny mistake she would make us repeat the whole thing again.I was so exhausted when I came back home that I dropped myself on the bed and closed my eyes shut. I hadn't had those rose field dreams in a while and was hoping I would get in since Mabel was making her moves again.not being in that field was halting my progress. How was i going to be able to help and contribute if I couldn't be in the field like I used to be. it's been way too long and I was getting desperate.and I was trying my best to get my emotions in check. I had recovered from what had happened but not entirely. I needed a lot of time to fully get it done. Hector came to visit me at home. it was such a surprise because I thought he was at work. He told me they gave him a day off. i was thrilled but my reaction did not say so. I couldnt even push it to m
I woke up panting. my eyes felt swollen as my heart raced a mile. Sofia was in my dream. she was not in that field. it looked like we were in thr middle of the bush. i was wandering around, seeming confused and just minding my business. then out of the blue, i saw my mother. she was not herself, since I xould not fully see her face. the area was dark but I coulf definitely smell that lavender scent on her. I craved it so bad.she was saying something. i could not remember the exact things she said because she was talking fast and even sweating. I thought she was warning me about something. it seemed so. I remeber screaming to her to talk to ke properly but she was failing. then she froze, like she had seen a ghost or something. I walked towards her to try and shake her back to her senses but before I could touch her, she turned to Sofia "You will regret." was the old witches' words. that was when i jolted out of my sleep. since then I couldnt sleep again. that was a rirst nightmare
“I always knew there was something different about me growing up.” Olivia sipped her green tea while her eyes danced at the garden Emilio had been taking good care of for her. The colors that blossomed were getting ready for autumn. It gave the house a livelier atmosphere, and tried its best not to mark the Lopez as a low income household. She ritualistically placed her cup of tea back on its saucer then lowered the saucer on her lap. “I knew there was something strange living inside me. but I never knew what it was. My maternal grandmother handed me a book from my father’s mother.” “Rosalina.” I blurted. It had become a habit to just blurt the ancestors’ name without thinking twice. “Yes.” Olivia smiled with her eyes. She seemed to be a little fond of her paternal grandmother I see. “We never got to meet though, but she generously left me a guide book. I did not know what it was for when abuela gave it to me. I was around fourteen or fifteen when it was given to me. It did not make
I had read twenty percent of Rosalina’s diary. The English of her days was a bit difficult to understand but I got a hang of it after a few pages. She spoke about how she became a witch. Her father was a practicing wizard who disguised himself as a herbalist. She learnt everything she needed to know from her father, who happen to be Sofia’s crush. Ivan Monroe. There was a picture with the same description of the man. Dark, mysterious eyes, dark hair with the perfect set of teeth. The black and white picture was not revealing much, but it revealed enough to be able to describe the ‘hunk’. In the picture he looked around his 40’s and had a clean cut beard with a suit on. He looked dashing, no lie. How this man was Rosalina’s father shocked the living daylights out of me. I did not expect that, honestly. And I wanted to know if Rosalina knew about her father and Sofia meeting up for private witch lessons. All of this was way deeper than what meets the eye. There were more than ten sides
The land where werewolves go when they have passed away. That was what Rosalina said that blue field was. A place of eternal peace, comfort and calmness, also known to be mysterious and unattainable. It was a place one could get endless amount of power from, only if the moon goddess was ok with the person drawing power from the field. Rosalina said the field had a bit of moon dust sprinkled on the roses. Blue moon magic. The roses got immense healing powers like no other. Rosalina said in her lycan book that she actually got the opportunity to go to the field after she accepted her werewolf. She said she saw her mother there and generations of werewolves from her family. She said werewolves had to visit that place at least once in their dreams. Rosalina had only been to the field twice in her entire life but she managed to pull out a rose and bring it to the real world. After reading that I felt like a huge dumb idiot. Rosalina managed to do it in just one attempt and I have been stru
“I messed up… I know. I…” His tone was very low. I could feel that he felt embarrassed to be around me. He couldn’t face me. He was looking everywhere else while I stared directly at his face. The words were not there to describe what he wanted to tell me, but I knew he had a million things to say. “I’m sorry.” He paused when his tone cracked at the last word. “I do-don’t know what came over me. I knew exactly what I did and-” “What did you do?” I asked him. I wanted him to say it with his own mouth. He needed to admit what was in black and white and not beat around the bush. “Amour-”“Hermione.” I corrected and he swallowed hard. “I kissed a girl. One of my flings… But it did not mean anything.” I laughed. It was dry and humorless. “Who are you trying to fool Hector?” The pain would never have been there if his feelings were not involved in that kiss. When I kissed Derrick I did feel something for him. It was tiny, but it was there. Hector and I were not even dating at that time
A few days went by and things calmed down a bit. That lingering guilt of pushing Hector away was still fresh on me but I did try my best to focus on more pressing issues. I completed both Rosalina’s diaries and took a whole lot of notes. I wrote them all in my diary though. It was getting a bit confusing what my diary was meant to be used for. I was at home now holding Ken’s book of mystical creatures. I was not giving up on searching for Sam’s species. She was different, but not a good different. And the part about not knowing what she was irked me. She wouldn’t open up to me so I guessed she opened up to Emilio. I’ve seen how he is around. It’s like he is spell bound or something. They both look like they were spell bound by the other. I was not sure if Hector and I were just like that or worse. But we won’t get to know because he has peeled all chances of me being fully trusting of him. I love him so much and staying away from him is eating away my insides. I can’t do anything rig