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Chapter 37: I don't deserve you

Author: mibu_mibu
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Pain, anguish, misery - all of these words can't describe the feeling of betrayal he had that night.

After two days of unconsciousness, Seth woke up in a familiar room. The expensive aura of the room and the beautifully crafted chandelier on the ceiling, all these were telling him - I lost him.

Seth came to a realization that maybe it's better to let go. For the sake of Cade and him but he can't help but feel heartbroken for the things that they have been through. Twice, unimaginable things happen to them twice. At such a young age, where they only wanted to fall in love but fate decided to be on their opposing side.

A moment of happiness was all they could get and they turned back to being strangers. Worst they parted at their weakest state. How could he cling to him if Cade decided to end his life? How could he hold on and made his alpha suffer more?

"Cade?" he asks Alexis while staring blankly at the white ceiling designed like a planetarium. This kind of sight was beautiful when
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