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~~SLOANE~~ *** I can’t believe this. Three hours on a plane. An hour stuck in that miserable Asheville airport. All to find Finn tongue-deep in Delilah Crestfield? Finn has the audacity to look guilty. “Sloane, I’m so sorry you had to see this—” “Sorry?” I cut him off, my voice trembling with rage. “I expect you to have a modicum of self-respect, Finn. That woman is getting married in two days, and you're making out with her?” “Would you rather he make out with you instead?” Delilah asks. “Don’t do that,” Finn snaps at her. “Why not? She’s miserable because no one wants her. That’s why she spends her life trying to control yours. You’re old enough to do whatever you want.” "Old enough? You both are acting like children," I say. “What’s the plan here, Finn? Sneak around behind her fiancé’s back? Screw her in the honeymoon suite while poor Hunter’s passed out?” Delilah laughs like this is all some kind of twisted joke. Her engagement ring flashes in the light, something obviously expensive, which only makes my blood boil hotter. “Delilah’s leaving Hunter,” Finn says, looking confident. But Delilah frowns. “No, I’m not. Where did you get that idea from?” “We just kissed.” “So? Doesn’t mean I should call off my wedding.” “That's exactly what it means, Lila.” “Are you serious right now? The wedding is happening, Finn.” I watch the hope drain from Finn's face in real time, replaced by hurt. This is killing him. And it makes me mad. When will he ever learn? “Take your manipulative, cheating self out of here,” I spit at her. Delilah smiles. “Or what?” “You enjoy this, don’t you? You enjoy torturing him. You enjoy dangling yourself in front of him, knowing he’s too in love with you to see what a sick, manipulative game you’re playing.” Delilah rolls her eyes. “What are you going to do about it? Scold me to death? Jeez. Even Finn is tired of your scolding, Sloane.” “Shut that hole in your face,” I snarl, stepping toward her. “Get the hell out.” “Sweetheart, he’s the one who invited me over. Maybe if you were as hot and as skilled in bed as I am, he’d look your way.” I lunge for her. But Knox catches me. I'd completely forgotten he was here. His arms wrap around my waist like steel bands, pulling me against his chest and away from my target. "Unhand me, Knox,” I say. "I can't do that, Sloane." I struggle against him, fury lending me strength. "I'm going to get very violent with you right now.” “Let it go, Kitten. Let them be.” Kitten? “Why the hell would I do that?” I ask. “Because they need to sort things out between themselves. Your presence is only going to make things worse. Let's give them some privacy.” I want to argue. I want to scream. But he’s right. And I hate that he’s right. So, I let him pull me away. I can hear Finn’s voice behind me, soft and broken as he pleads with Delilah not to leave. It makes me want to throw up. By the time we reach the living room, I feel like I’ve been set on fire from the inside out. I drop onto the couch, fuming. Knox sits beside me, stretching out. “Is that how dramatic you usually are?” he says. “You were making it painfully obvious, by the way.” “Making what obvious?” “That you’re in love with Finn.” My heart jumps. How did he figure that out? “I’m not in love with him,” I say. “Oh, you are,” Knox says lazily. “Even Finn knows.” “What are you talking about? Did he say something?” Knox shrugs, studying me with those dark, knowing eyes. “Does he have to? We only just met today, and I sensed it. He's known you for years. Do the math.” I stand and begin pacing, my hands shaking as I try to process this. The room suddenly feels too small, the air too thin. “Well, you're wrong about whatever you think you know. I’m not in love with Finn.” “Right.” “I’m not, Knox.” “Whatever helps you sleep at night, Kitten.” “Stop calling me that.” “What? Kitten?” Before I can hurl something at him—an insult, a vase—Delilah storms down the stairs, running for the front door. Finn is chasing after her like the goddamn simp he is. They both run out, and the door slams behind them, the sound reverberating through the house. I don't even pause to breathe. I move to follow them, but Knox—being the troublemaker he is—grabs me by the waist again. “What is your problem with me?” I hiss, twisting to face him. “I don’t want you doing something stupid in my parents’ house.” “I care about my friend. You clearly don’t care about yours, or you’d be calling Hunter right now to tell him his fiancée’s cheating on him.” Knox snorts. “You think Hunter doesn’t know? She’s been cheating on him for months.” My mouth falls open. “Are you serious?” How does she do it? How does she have such power over these men? Knox pushes me toward the window, his grip firm around my waist. I can feel every inch of his body pressed against mine. The heat. The muscles. His scent. They all wrap around me, making it impossible to think clearly. It's an odd sensation, so odd that I don't even know what to call it. All I can say is I’m painfully aware of Knox's presence. It's like he's everywhere at once. Or maybe I’m reacting this way because it's been so long since I was last touched by a man. I try to focus on the scene beyond the glass. Finn and Delilah are by the pool, arguing. Finn’s hands are clenched at his sides, his jaw tight with frustration. Delilah, on the other hand, looks calm. I can’t hear what they’re saying, but I don’t need to. I’ve seen this scene play out too many times before—Finn pleading, Delilah stringing him along. A bitter knot forms in my stomach. “If you want to spy on them, Kitten,” Knox says, his lips close to my ear, “you can get a good view from here. This way, you won't interfere in their business. We can even gossip about them if you like. Now tell me, Sloane, what do you think they’re arguing about right now?” I try not to notice how ticklish his breath is, how it raises goosebumps along my neck. “Probably about how she’s leaving him for good,” I say. “You’re wrong. She’ll never leave him. And he’ll never let her go. They’re soulmates. Toxic ones. But it is what it is. The cycle never ends.” There's something almost resigned in his tone, like he's watched this drama play out too many times to count. Unlike him, I’m not ready to give up on my best friend yet. "Newsflash, Cupid,” I say, “she's marrying someone else. Your soulmate theory isn't exactly fact." "You think the wedding would hold?" “Of course it will.” “It won't.” I scoff, turning to face him. "What do you mean by that? Are you going to sabotage it?" "I don't need to. It's just the way they are. They break up, they make up. It's their toxic little cycle." "You're sick, Knox. Are you seriously hoping that your friend's fiancée breaks his heart?" "Nothing would gladden me more than to see Delilah back with Finn." His tone is so casual, so nonchalant. I want to slap that smug look off his face. "Hunter's a good man. He doesn't deserve to go through this." "And your brother? Does he deserve this? Does he deserve to be constantly tortured by that woman?" “What do you think my answer to that question is, Sloane?” “I expect you to act like you care.” “You think I don't?” he asks. “Do you? If you did, you'd be chasing Delilah out of this house right now.” “Why would I do that?” “Because he's your brother.” “A brother who is obviously in love.” I can't believe this. “You call that love? She's using him. How is that love? Maybe you've never been in love before, so you don't know what it looks like. I can tell you with my entire heart that it doesn't look like that.” “What does it look like, Sloane? Is it the same as the feelings you have for Finn? Because that looks really miserable.”Sloane’s legs tremble. Her hands claw at my back. Her mouth falls open as her body locks up, and then she shatters. She clamps down so hard and so deep that I have to grit my teeth just to keep from losing it right then. The grip of her, the way she’s pulling me in like she never wants to let go—it’s damn near impossible to hold back.And then, in the middle of it all, she breaks me. “I want your baby, Knox,” she says. “Fill me up.”That’s it. That’s the end of my control.“Jesus,” I growl, and everything unravels. I start slamming into her, hard, fast, unhinged, driven by instinct and the sheer fucking need to give her exactly what she just asked for.My vision whites out. I empty myself inside her with a low, guttural sound I don’t recognize as my own. My thighs start to tingle. My hands shake where they’re braced against her skin. It’s like my body forgets how to function, and all I can do is feel.I collapse on top of her, breathing heavily into the side of her neck, still deep in
The doors open into our suite, one that's perfectly designed for a honeymoon. Candles. Rose petals scattered across the floor. The hotel staff did good.I should be walking straight to the honeymoon bed, but for some reason, a bed filled with flowers seems too delicate for my first sexual encounter with my wife.I let her shoes drop to the floor, kicking mine off too, and then I take her straight outside to the private pool.She squeals when she realizes what I’m about to do. “Oh, my God, Knox. Don't you dare.”I dare.I take two quick steps and throw us both in. Her legs are around my waist, and her arms are still clutching my shoulders. She gasps as we sink in, then comes up choking on a laugh. Her glasses hang askew, and she adjusts them.That laughter soon turns into a fake glare. “You are so annoying, Knox.”“What did I do?”“You know exactly what you did. I was in the mood. Now you’ve put out the fire.”“Oh, baby…” I press her closer to me. “One touch, and I’ll get you back in t
Kxox chuckles. “I’m sure you’ll be alright.”And now it’s my turn.I take a deep breath, trying to speak around the lump in my throat. My voice wavers, but I don’t look away from him.“Well,” I say, “before I met you, I spent my entire life chasing things I thought I wanted. Boundless affection. Love. The kind of love that would make someone choose me over the entire world. Every time I thought I was close to getting it, it slipped away. And I had to start chasing all over again.”I swallow, catching my breath. “And then you came along. God, you were relentless.”He grins but doesn’t speak.“You didn’t wait for me to come around. You chased me like you already knew I was yours. And the truth is, I didn’t stand a chance. Not against these feelings that are constantly overwhelming. I couldn’t not fall in love with you, Knox.”His thumb brushes mine again as I exhale, steadying myself.“And I promise you, from this day and forever, I’ll stay. I’ll show up. I’ll keep choosing you, even o
***~~SLOANE~~***“Well,” the officiant says with a friendly smile on his face, “we’ve made it to the moment that matters most. Knox and Sloane, you’ve chosen to stand here today, just the two of you, because what you have is rare, and real, and enough. You’ve asked to exchange your own vows, so let’s begin. Knox, whenever you’re ready.”Knox’s fingers tighten around mine the second we’re given the floor.Seeing the look in his eyes, I know that I made the right decision dragging him to Vegas to get married.The chapel is small, just as we wanted. There’s a faint floral scent in the air—fake lilies, I think. The windows are frosted, making the whole place glow as light filters through.It’s the kind of peace I wouldn’t have gotten if I’d let Grandma June take over the wedding preparations.God.I’ve learned the hard way that when you’re freshly engaged and still high off that moment, the absolute worst person you can call is your grandmother. Especially when you’ve been avoiding the
I swear, in all my life, I’ve never been this hungry to kiss someone. It’s like the oxygen in my body is burning up just from holding back. I want her mouth. Her skin. All of her.But I have to control myself and wait.“I feel like you thought I was going to say no,” Sloane says. “You have this strange look in your eyes.”“You’re unpredictable.”“Really?”“I don’t always know what’s running through that pretty head of yours.”She grins. “You’re right. Because at this moment, I’m wondering why this behemoth of a man that I love is holding a ring before me and isn’t on his knees yet.”That earns a laugh from me.And I don’t waste another second.Without taking my eyes off her, I lower myself down on one knee.“Sloane Mercer,” I say. “My dearest bunny. The love of my life. Will you marry me?”She screams.It’s not a delicate sound. Not a whimper. A full-on scream that echoes against the water. Then she starts jumping—literally jumping up and down like her feet can’t stay on the ground.I
***~~KNOX~~***When something good finally finds its way into your life, especially after a long time without, it’s hard not to live in constant fear of losing it.I’ve never been this afraid in my life. Not when I took my first punch in the ring, not when I got captured overseas, not even when I watched the love of my life held at gunpoint.This is worse. Loving her is worse.Because love comes with fear. With want. With the obsessive need to know she’s okay at all times. I get these gut punches of panic when she’s not in my line of sight. I wake up in the middle of the night and reach out for her body on instinct. If she’s not there—if she’s even just in the bathroom with the door closed—I have to physically see her come out before I can lie back down.I have to check that she’s still breathing three times a night. I have to hear it. See the slow rise and fall of her back. Press a hand to her chest if I have to.And yeah, I know what that makes me. Clingy. Paranoid. A little unhin