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Chapter 53

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IVANA'S POV

I lied once again. Just like always and this time, it came out smoother than expected.

I lied to everyone that I would be meeting with Jeremy, when infact, it was a big fat lie.

Lying was just a method needed for confirmation.

I wanted to confirm if truly Ruslan didn't care about me.

He doesn't do virgin? I wanted to find out, using myself as the experimental tool.

While I was busy talking to Lara about the party she was inviting me to tag along with her, Ruslan was seated, eyes on me.

He wanted to murder and shred every piece of my privacy and funny enough, it felt so good. Too good to be real.

I bet he was running wild due to the fact that I would be visiting Jeremy in his penthouse, when infact, it was a lie.

It was just a plain unjustifiable excuse.

I'm afraid of Jeremy, so why would I go to his penthouse, all because I wanted to prove a point?

All I had to do was meet with Aria instead, because there was no way in hell, I would be stepping my feet into Jeremy's ho
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