The only thing that was weighing on her mind about her newfound friendship was ... she hadn't told him about her son. Their conversations never went there. It's not so much that she was worried he didn't want young children to be on the premises, it was more of the follow-up questions that she's reluctant to answer.
It was the first day of shooting, John had invited her to come with Andrea. She agreed to it, she thought it would be a good time to introduce her new friend to Kevin.
The sun was pretty high that day, a lot of people were on the set. Some locals gathered around to watch, police officers can be seen securing the location. Not many people knew about it, they kept it pretty secret so the public wouldn't swarm the place. It was the first time she ever set foot on a movie set. There wasn't much prop used because the main scene was a fighting scene.
It was also the first time she ever saw John in another light. He was big and tall, he stood out among others who were there. He was in a suit, his expression looked like he was already in his character. Serious, rough, and angry. A make-up artist was fixing his hair and facial hair and put on some fake blood on his face. She took a quick look around in the surrounding area, then she fixed her attention solely on him.
"Who is that man, mom?" Kevin asked, clinging to her neck. "He looks like a superhero."
Andrea was too excited to be there, she couldn't stop taking pictures, took videos, and posted them on Instagram. But when the shooting started, everyone was asked to turn off their phones and not to make any sound.
He did all the fighting scenes himself, he memorized the choreography and learned to use weapons as a real badass assassin. Sandy was watching from the sidelines like a fangirl. She couldn't believe how different he was from his real persona, it was like looking at a whole different person.
"Hey ... the first transfer just came through, I'll wire you the money later," Andrea said.
"That's great news! Thanks, hun," she was relieved she could meet her deadline for the next installment.
"I have another project in Manta so I'll be island hopping for the next two weeks ... but if you need anything, just let me know, okay?"
Andrea had been busy with her work because of the development that's taking place on a nearby island of Manta. She had been generating a lot of clients from other countries, her career was skyrocketing in the past year.
On the shooting break, John finally noticed them on the sidelines and made time to chat. He quickly switched to his daily persona, it was astounding.
"This is Kevin ... my son," she didn't expect how fast her heart was racing when she said that.
His jaw dropped, "You have a son?"
"Yeah, he's staying with my mom for a while."
John stuck out his hand and offered Kevin a handshake, "Hey little guy, I'm John ... it's really nice to meet you," he was smiling widely.
Kevin was a little shy, but he shook his hand.
"Firm handshake! I like that, just like your mom."
Kevin smiled and hid his face on Sandy's shoulder. "You're the superhero," he said.
It made John laugh, "I am ... but you shouldn't be watching the fighting scene, though, you should come to the cottage."
"Can I mom?" Kevin looked at Sandy. Sandy awkwardly looked at John, and he gave her the sweetest look.
"Yes, can he mom?" John asked.
"Sure ... maybe tomorrow, okay? 'Cause I have to work with aunty Andrea today."
John frowned at Kevin, "We'll be seeing each other more often then, I have to get back to my trailer now ... I'll see you tonight?"
"Yeah ... see you tonight."
"Will you be coming too, Andrea?" John asked.
"Oh ... no ... I'll be leaving for Manta later today, you guys have fun, okay?"
That was the moment Andrea noticed something different in her best friend's eyes. They were fixed on John.
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Sandy walked up the stairs to the main cottage with two bags of take-outs in her hands. She decided to visit him in the main cottage, knowing that he must've been very tired from shooting that day. She knocked on the door, no answer. The door wasn't locked, so she poked her head in and called out, "John!!"
"Sandy?" his voice was distant. "Come on in, I'm upstairs, I'll be right down."
She stepped in and put the take-outs on the dining table. The place was messy, it turned into a typical bachelor pad. The floor was dirty, things were lying around everywhere. She would offer him a cleaner later.
He came down, still dripping wet from the shower. His shirt was halfway in as he descended the stairs. She can't even remember how long it's been since she had seen a man like that in that cottage.
"Hey! Take-outs! I love take-outs!" he exclaimed, took a wing from one of the bags, and munched on it.
"Do you need a cleaner, John?" she went straight to the point.
He looked around the room and realized it was a mess. "Okay, but it's not a regular thing, right?"
"No, just whenever is convenient for you, I can call a cleaner once or twice a week."
He agreed to it like it wasn't a big deal.
After they settled down to eat, that was when John finally asked her, "Why did you never mention Kevin?"
Sandy told him about the contract she signed with his management, and it blew his mind.
"That's ridiculous? I would never ..." he was appalled that his management would include such a clause in the agreement because he had nothing against children. Knowing him for the past week, Sandy believed him.
"My management is great professional people, I'm sure they mean well ... but for you to keep your own son away, no way! That's not acceptable," he said. His expression turned dark, "I had a son ... and he had a heart defect from birth," he was struggling to say it. "He died when he was 14 months old, and ... there were times when it's hard for me to be around children." A surge of sadness reflected on his face.
"It must be ... I'm so sorry to hear that," Sandy touched his forearm.
John nodded, he didn't say anything else about it. "Please, don't keep your son away on my account ... that would be terrible."
She mended his bandages before she left. She was glad the swelling was reduced. She rubbed the ointment carefully and thoroughly, she knew he needed to heal fast, and she wanted that for him.
"Is Kevin's dad still in the picture?" he surprised her with that question.
She looked up and found his eyes were gazing at her. She had a faint smile on her face, "No." Her answer was short but she can see he was expecting more than that. "My fiancé left us when I was still pregnant with Kevin ... didn't say a single word, no notes, no nothing, and we had only just made our down payment on this cottage," she scoffed in irony.
He took a deep breath, her story hit a nerve in him. "My father left me when I was three ... some men are just not up for the challenge ... what an asshole," he said.
It made Sandy laugh. She adhered the bandage and put down his hand.
She looked at John and felt something different in his stare.
"Thank you," he said.
She smiled, "You're welcome, I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yes, please, I still need your help ... as it turned out, I'm pretty useless," he laughed lightly.
"I think it'll heal completely by next week, maybe you should check it again to the hospital .... just to be sure," she gazed at him before leaving the doorstep.
"I will."
She swore she felt something different in the way they looked at each other, or maybe it was just her.
His life had been a series of short term relationships ever since the tragedy. He couldn't seem to find someone who can stick for more than a few months at a time, a year at best. He's had his share of beautiful faces, sexy bodies, young and older, famous and not, he'd lost count on how many women he'd been with. He was largely driven by his sex drive which leads him into relationships based on casual sex. Women swooned over him, and he caved to the temptation.
It was the most awkward thing that ever happened to her. She cringed inside the entire way to La Lune. She didn't expect to see John right the very moment she was going to call the cab. The shooting must've wrapped up early that day. She was sweating a little bit, she had to sit face to face with Lucas for at least two hours and had to persuade him to let her leave the place without him driving her back home. She should've thought that through before she agreed on this ... dinner invitation.
She walked a few steps away from the bistro to the streets, and there he was under the street light, leaning on his motorbike, arms folded in front of him. She walked over to him. He tried to assess her expression, but he didn't know her well enough to do that.
"Help me Andrea ... I'm in so much trouble," she pleaded. She told her everything that went on while she was away, and now she didn't know what to do."Yeah ... I saw how you looked at him that day at the shooting scene ... I thought there was something go
He buried himself in his work, trying hard not to think about her. She didn't come to the set. He kept looking at his phone, no message from her.She busied herself with taking care of Kevin, she didn't contact him because she didn't know what to say to hi
He was still there in the morning, fast asleep on her couch. She watched him as the sunlight touched his face, still couldn't believe that he didn't flee as soon as she told her story. Something inside her thought it would've been easier for her if he just stood up and left because the load was too heavy to carry.
Sandy was hyperventilating by Lucas's car, her legs had given in to the panic. She slumped on the pavement and wept."Get in the car," Lucas came rushing.
John had asked her to tell him his name, he wanted to know what he looked like, where he lived. But she wouldn't tell him, she didn't want her problem to bother his work. It wasn't fair for him. Little did she know, it was weighing on his mind either way.
She watched him sleep as the sunlight crept upon his skin. How much this man had changed her life, and how much she was going to miss him. She gathered herself, she swore she was going to keep it together for just a few more hours. She slowly got out of bed, put on her clothes, the last thing she wanted was to wake him up.
They held it together as best they can. Two weeks went by like a blink of an eye. Neither one of them was their usual happy self. He held her hand everywhere they went and kissed it every now and again. Those who knew him can see how terrified he was as the last day of shooting was approaching.
She dropped Kevin back at her mother's house. On the way to John's set, she stopped at La Lune. It's been two weeks and she hasn't heard from Lucas. She wanted to know how he was doing.The place was full as usual. The minute his staff saw her coming, they
Lucas took her clothes and left her to finish up in the bathroom. By the time she was done, he was gone. Patrick's body was gone. He had told her to leave as soon as she was ready, he said he would take care of everything. All the other details, she didn't have to know. She tried to put back all the stuff in its place before she left. She wanted to call him so bad but she didn't, she went straight to her cottage and spent a sleepless night alone.
He had to comply. She had the lock and key when it came to conversations about their relationship. Once she had put the lock-in, she threw away the key and he had to comply. One more month, he thought, four more weeks of chances, so he let it go for the time being.
He rented a secret beach for their getaway. Just the two of them, by the pristine beach in the suburbs. He had people set up a glam tent, away from the tide but right on the edge. It was decorated with Christmas lights. The tent was stocked up with wine and a long table of food and desserts. Everything was white right in the middle was a round king size bed.
Sandy took a week off to Bluebridge to be with Kevin. When she returned, they couldn't find their way around to meet for another week. Their bodyguards were always following them around, the next shooting break was not until two more weeks.John brooded a
John was relocated to a hotel, the management increased the security around him. He was going to be moved around from hotel to hotel until further assessment of the situation. The situation caused a real mess for his production.Sandy stayed with Andrea, t
"Are you alright, John? Do you need to go to the hospital?" Sonya asked."No, I'm fine ... shit!!" he ran his fingers through his hair, still annoyed by the circumstances.