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32. Desires

Author: Jopaxy
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-31 23:19:33
Chapter 32

Lilia's Pov.

He walked out on me without saying a word and that same moment I saw Lex walked in, grinning mischievously as if he was already aware of what happened and felt like he won a trophy.

My heart twisted in pain, my tongue burned in fury to lash out every penny of emotions that's piling from the depths of my heart. I wanted to go back into that room with him and drag him out to tell and shout him.

Nothing hurts more than his assumptions that I almost slept with his brother and was also dragging his beta down in between my thighs.

Hot tears rushed down and my teeth clattered in fury. Why are people so quick to judge when it has to do with me? My Pack castigated me because they thought I had willingly lost my dignity when I was there in pain and darkness, writhing and yelling for anyone to come to my rescue.

Right now, I'm seen as a public slut which isn't supposed to hurt.

I mean, I'm already used to harsh names practically all my life, but this one hurt me to the las
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