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Chapter 119

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He looks at me again. “As nice as she could be, I suppose.”

His new mother may have been nice, but the shadows swimming in his eyes tell me it wasn’t enough. The damage was done.

It’s the being abandoned part that fucks you up. That the person who’s supposed to love you unconditionally doesn’t give a shit about what happens to you.

Thankfully, my father is a good man. He did his best to make up for her absence. To love me twice as much, maybe more.

But did Nathan ’s? Did his father love him twice as much too?

“And your father?” I ask, wanting to know. Needing to know that someone did love him the way a child deserves to be loved.

“Like I said, he was a prick. He died a few months ago.”

“Oh, Nathan .” I slide my hand up over his shoulder and cup his cheek. He turns into it, pressing his lips to my palm.

Without pulling from my touch, he lifts his gaze to mine. “What do you see in my eyes, Natalia ? If they’re windows into my soul, what do you see?”

I stare into them, peering deeper tha
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