SEBASTIAN
The next morning, the house was quieter than usual. I wasn’t sure if it was the weight of the previous night’s unspoken tension or just the calm before the storm that was sure to come. Either way, it left me on edge. Since I had no classes today, I moved through my usual morning routine—shower, breakfast, and a quick workout in the gym downstairs—trying to distract myself from the growing knot in my stomach. The mating ball was tonight. My mother’s excitement was palpable, even though she wasn’t hovering over me like she usually did. She had this way of being silently hopeful, her gaze following me around the room as if she could will everything to fall into place by sheer force of maternal love.But even that couldn’t change reality. I knew what was coming. As I sat down at the kitchen table, Kiara bounced over, full of energy as always. “Are you excited about tonight?” she asked, her eyes wide with curiosity. “Excited?” I glanced at her, a wry smile tugging at the corner of my mouth. “Not exactly the word I’d use.” “Why not? You’ll find your mate! Everyone always does at the ball.”I bit back a sigh, not wanting to crush her enthusiasm. “We’ll see, squirt.”Mom glanced over from the stove, where she was making sandwiches. “Your sister’s right, you know. This could be the night you meet her.” “Maybe,” I replied, my voice noncommittal as I stabbed at the sandwich. The truth was, I didn’t believe it for a second. I couldn’t afford to. Tonight was going to be nothing more than an elaborate charade to buy me time. Ruby was my only hope of keeping things together. As if the thought of her summoned a fresh wave of anxiety, I checked my phone again, scanning through our brief conversation from last night. Her agreeing to help was still a relief, but the weight of what we were about to do had finally settled in. This wasn’t just some small lie; we were about to trick my entire pack into believing Ruby was my fated mate. If we pulled it off, I’d have the time I needed to fix things. If we didn’t, I couldn’t even imagine what the consequences would be. The clinking of silverware against plates brought me back to the present, and I pushed my half-eaten sandwich aside. “I’m heading out for a bit,” I said, standing up from the table. Mom turned, a worried look crossing her face. “Where to? The ball is tonight. You should rest up.” “I’ll be back in time, don’t worry,” I assured her, grabbing my keys. “Just need to clear my head.” She watched me with those motherly eyes, full of concern and love, but she didn’t stop me. I needed space, and she understood that. I stepped outside, the crisp morning air doing little to shake the tension in my chest. I drove aimlessly for a while, not really paying attention to where I was going, just letting the familiar roads of our territory guide me. My mind kept circling back to the same thoughts, the same frustrations. My father. The pack. The pressure. I wanted to believe that I could be both—the Alpha my father wanted and the hockey player I’d always dreamed of being. But the more I thought about it, the more impossible it seemed. My father had made it clear: if I didn’t find my fated mate in two weeks, hockey was over. The familiar vibration of my phone snapped me out of my thoughts. I glanced at the screen—Ruby.Ruby: Are we meeting before the ball to plan this out? I smirked at her directness. She didn’t waste time, that’s for sure. I typed a quick reply. Me: Yeah. Let’s meet at the private café near your house in an hour. When I arrived, I parked the car and made my way to the café. Ruby was already sitting at a corner table, a cup of coffee in front of her. Her brow was furrowed as she looked up when the bell above the door chimed. Our eyes met, and I felt a twinge of something I couldn’t place. Selfishness? Maybe. But this wasn’t the time for feelings. I couldn't be more convinced that the idea that crossed my mind and I had to prepare in the short time on the way here was the right thing to do. I slid into the seat across from her, my body tense with the weight of what I was about to propose. Ruby sat up straighter, her face guarded, but she didn’t flinch. She wasn’t the type to back down, which was one of the reasons I’d chosen her, apart from the fact that she's the only one who knows about my wolf. “You made it,” I said, trying to sound casual, but the tension in my voice betrayed me. “Of course,” she replied sharply. “You said it’s important.”I exhaled slowly, leaning forward. “It is. I need this to be done right.” She arched an eyebrow, waiting for me to continue. Her silence was unnerving, but I pushed past it. “So, here’s the deal.” I pulled out a folded piece of paper from my jacket, placing it on the table between us. Ruby stared at it, her expression shifting from curiosity to wariness. “We’re going to sign a contract.” Her eyes flicked back to mine, narrowing slightly. “A contract? You can’t be serious.” “I am,” I said, my voice firm. “Look, if we’re going to do this—pretend that we’re fated mates—we need to make sure it’s airtight. This isn’t just about walking into that mating ball tonight and holding hands. This is going to last for a while.” She glanced at the paper again but didn’t reach for it. “How long are we talking?” I hesitated, knowing this next part wasn’t going to sit well with her. “One year.”Her eyes widened, and she leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms over her chest. “A year? Are you kidding me, Sebastian? You said this was temporary, just to buy you some time.” “It is,” I insisted. “But I don’t know how long it’s going to take to figure out what’s wrong with my wolf. It could take months… or longer. I need this to be foolproof. No one can question it.” Her lips pressed into a thin line, and I could see the gears turning in her head as she weighed the offer. “A year is a long time.” “I know,” I admitted, running a hand through my hair. “But think about it, Ruby. We’ll both benefit. I’ll get the time I need to figure out why my wolf’s blocked, and you’ll get what you need, too. You’ll be free of your debt—no more worrying about your school fees. You’ll have the status that comes with being with me, and no one will look down on you anymore. No more mocking from those kids at school. No more Graham treating you like dirt.” Her jaw clenched at the mention of Graham, and I knew I’d struck a nerve. She stared down at the contract, her fingers twitching as though she was resisting the urge to grab it and tear it apart. “And what happens after a year?” she asked, her voice low, almost like she was talking more to herself than me. “After a year, I’ll find a way out. Either I’ll figure out why my wolf’s blocked, or we’ll fake a breakup. By then, it won’t matter. People will have moved on.” Ruby’s eyes locked with mine again, the determination in them clear. She wasn’t someone who would enter this lightly, and I knew she was already thinking through every possible angle. “And you really think this will work?” she asked, her tone laced with doubt.“I do,” I said, more confidently than I felt. “As long as we stick to the plan. Keep up appearances. Make people believe we’re the real deal.” “And what’s in this contract?” she asked, finally reaching for the document.I handed her a pen, and she unfolded the paper. “It’s straightforward. It outlines what we both get out of this and what’s expected. We’ll act like we’re mates in public, attend events together, keep up appearances. But there’s no romantic obligation. This is purely a partnership. You’ll be protected as my ‘mate,’ and in return, I get time.” Ruby scanned the contract, her expression hardening as she reached certain clauses. “And this line here—about confidentiality?”“I can’t risk anyone finding out this is fake,” I explained. “Not my father, not the pack, not anyone. If this blows up, it’ll ruin both of us.”She nodded slowly, then let out a humorless laugh. “You’ve really thought this through, haven’t you?” “I have to. This is my future, Ruby. And it’s yours too, whether you want to admit it or not. You need this as much as I do. ”She was silent for a moment, staring at the paper in front of her. I could see the conflict in her eyes, the way she was battling with herself. Finally, she took the pen from my hand and signed her name at the bottom.“One year,” she said, her voice steady. “That’s all you get.”“One year. And we both walk away with what we want.” I said, signing my name beside hers. I folded the contract, tucking it back into my jacket. “I’ll pick you up tonight for the ball. Be ready by seven.” Ruby nodded. “I’ll be ready.” As I left the café and got into my car, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I’d just crossed a line I couldn’t uncross. Ruby and I were playing a dangerous game—one that could very easily blow up in our faces. But for now, it was the only move we had.RUBYThe sound of my heels resonated in my ears as I walked to the mirror, taking in my reflection. My blue eyes that I inherited from my mother, looked unusually bright tonight, standing out against my fair skin. My strawberry-blonde hair, soft and wavy, fell loosely around my shoulders.My mother always told me how special my hair was because of how rare it was to find a shade that was both blonde and red. I used to love that about myself, but now, with her gone, life felt different. The memory of Mom’s face flashed in my mind, and I quickly pushed the thought away, knowing I couldn’t let myself fall apart before the ball.Taking a deep breath, I tucked the knot-like metal tag of the necklace inside the emerald-green dress that hugged my body in all the right places. I stared at the light make-up and the red glossy lips that brightened my face, making me look more put together than I actually felt. But no matter how much I tried to transform myself on the outside, I couldn’t shake t
SEBASTIAN The moment I had stepped into the ballroom, the scent of jasmine and pine hit me— a smell I recognized instantly. I scanned the room, hoping it wasn’t her. Hoping it was just my imagination. But there she was. Annalisa. Amidst the crowd, she stood out in her red gown, which seemed to glow under the moonlight. Her blonde hair cascaded down her back as she glanced up at the moon through the open roof. She looked effortlessly stunning. Not that it surprised me. Annalisa always made sure she looked her best, especially in front of me. But I hadn’t expected her to be here tonight. Annalisa was my father’s Beta’s daughter. We grew up in the pack together. She had always been around hovering just on the edge of my world, close enough to care, but never too close to challenge the line I’d drawn. The line that said, we’re friends and nothing more. She’d been in love with me for as long as I could remember, making it obvious to anyone who had eyes. She even attende
RUBY I could sense the atmosphere around us shifting, as if something new was awakening when I looked deep into his dark eyes. It was almost unnoticeable, but then it hit me— a scent. His scent. I had always noticed it before, but now it seemed… different. More intense, more intoxicating, like fresh rain mixed with something warm and inviting. It wrapped around me like a blanket, and I found myself leaning into it, drawn to him in a way that startled me. My breath hitched as I took in his features; sharp jawline, tousled brown hair, and those eyes, deep and dark like the night sky. He looked more handsome than I’d ever allowed myself to admit before.What was happening to me?We were supposed to be pretending. This wasn’t real. And yet, in this moment, with his strong arms around my waist and his eyes locked on mine, it felt real. Too real.My thoughts were jumbled, swimming between reality and the overwhelming emotions of the moment.“You’re beautiful,” a voice said, breaking throu
SEBASTIAN I never felt so hungry for lips before but tonight I was. Since the dance with Ruby, I had been battling with everything inside me not to devour her mouth as my wolf reminded me of how her lips tasted the first time I kissed her at the school night party. I was drunk that night but I couldn't forget her taste.Even now as my gaze dropped to her lips, I fucking wanted to taste her. Her breath hitched the moment she realized where I was staring at and Immediately she snapped her head to look out the window. I smirked, licking my lips as I focused back on the road.I could still feel the warmth of her body from the dance. There was something about holding Ruby close that made it feel... less fake.There was something different about her, something I hadn’t felt with any other girl, but I knew she wasn’t my mate. If Ruby were, I should’ve felt the undeniable bond sparking between us. But there was nothing. Just emptiness where that connection should be.Why was I even thinkin
SEBASTIAN Annalisa had always been strong, but in this moment, she seemed fragile, and my heart squeezed. I had hurt her. “I’m sorry,” I whispered, though I wasn’t sure what I was apologizing for exactly. For hurting her? For not loving her the way she wanted me to? Or maybe for the lie I’d just got myself into with Ruby.When her sobs started to quiet, she pulled back just enough to look up at me, her hands still gripping the fabric of my shirt. Her eyes, red and puffy, flickered between my lips and my eyes.“Sebastian… I love you. I mean it. I fucking love you. I’ve wished my whole life that the goddess will destiny us as mates,” she whispered, her voice shaky, filled with so much longing and hope that it broke something inside me."Annalisa, we..." I began, but before I finished, she leaned up and kissed me.I froze for a second, my heart thumping away. I knew I shouldn’t. But as her lips pressed against mine, I kissed her back. I didn't know if it was because of the familiari
RUBYFor the past few minutes, my annoying alarm clock had been ringing, urging me to get ready for school, but I didn’t move from my bed. Instead, I groaned, curling deeper under my blanket as last night’s events replayed in my mind. Suddenly, my body shuddered with fear, gripped by familiar trauma as Sebastian's voice asking about my wolf rang in my ears.No. No. No. I couldn’t let myself think about the past. I threw off the blanket, sitting upright in bed and gasping for air.Just then, my phone buzzed beside the alarm clock on my nightstand. Shit! I’d forgotten to turn it off after using it in the mid-night during the power outage.Groaning, I reached for it. The screen lit up with a notification."You've just received $150,000 from Sebastian Kings."I gasped, my hand almost covering my mouth. I had never seen that much money in my entire life. My mind raced, trying to process the shocking amount.Before I could make sense of it, another message appeared."Thank you, Ruby" Seba
RUBYAs Annalisa approached, the lively buzz in the air began to die down. Even the hockey boys, who had been singing just moments ago, lowered their voices to a murmur. Everyone knew or at least assumed that the goddess would bond Annalisa and Sebastian as mates. But now, the tables had seemingly turned.The thought hovered over the crowd like a dark cloud, stirring uneasy whispers through the courtyard.I stood still, my breath shallow, trying not to let the awkwardness overwhelm me."Uh-oh, looks like a storm’s heading our way," Cassie whispered beside me.My stomach twisted with nerves, but my eyes never left Annalisa, whose every stride felt like it trampled my heart. I had never crossed path with her before or seen her anywhere bullying omegas like others but I refused to believe she was different from them. "She must be losing it because of the news. After all, everyone thought she’d end up with Sebastian, but now it's..." Cassie trailed off as Annalisa reached usShe stoppe
RUBY"Don’t stress about Aiden," Cassie said, squeezing my arm. "He might not be Sebastian’s biggest fan, but he’ll get over it. He cares about you, you know."Of course, Aiden cared about me. I was scared he would even confront or hit Sebastian if he saw him flirting with other girls, now that we were supposedly mates.I forced a smile, pushing the feeling aside. "And hey," Cassie added, her brows lifting playfully. "You’ve got your school fees now, right?"I nodded, hoping she’d leave it there. But Cassie’s eyes narrowed as she studied my face, suspicion flickering in her gaze."Wait a minute…" She grabbed my shoulders, giving me a little shake like she always did if she wanted to know the truth. But that was just her own superstition. "Sebastian sent you the money, didn’t he?" She asked.I shifted nervously, glancing around before answering."Yes," I whispered.Cassie’s eyes lit up as she let go my shoulders, her triumphant gasp loud enough to draw a few curious glances."I kn
RUBYAfter soaking in the warm bath for a while, I finally stepped out, wrapping myself in a thick towel. The heat had eased the ache in my muscles, but my thoughts remained tangled. I dried myself off, walked into the bedroom, and picked up the cup of tea Noelle had left on the nightstand. It was still warm, and I took slow sips, letting the herbal scent soothe me.Dropping the cup down, I walked into the closet, and grabbed the thickest sweater I could find, along with some sweatpants. As I pulled them on, my mind drifted to Aiden and Cassie. They must have been worried sick about me.I wanted to call and tell them I was fine when I remembered my phone was inside my bag… which was still in my locker at school.I sighed, pulling the sweater over my head. As I tied my hair into a loose ponytail and stepped out of the closet, the door to my room swung open.“Ruby!”Cassie rushed in and hugged me tightly, nearly knocking the air out of my lungs.“I’m fine, Cass,” I said, patting her bac
RUBY"You okay?" Sebastian glanced over at me.It wasn’t the first time he had asked. In fact, I had lost count of how many times he had checked on me.I had a headache, but I forced a smile. "Yea."When his eyes diverted to Warren’s jacket beside me, his lips parted as if he wanted to say something, but he didn’t. Instead, he refocused on the road.I sighed. The warmth of the car’s heater eased the cold from my skin, but it did nothing to dull the pounding in my head. When I smelled another scent mixed with Sebastian's as he carried out the pool area, I knew instantly that it belonged to Warren.Even though it was faint, I could tell it irritated Sebastian.Sebastian had never given me cold glares before until today. That's why I didn't hesitate to shrug off warren's jacket.He was jealous. And I didn’t think it was just an act anymore.For a while, I had convinced myself that everything was part of the contract. That he was just playing his role, pretending to be possessive so othe
SEBASTIAN I tightened my grip around Ruby, my arms securing her close to my chest as I stepped out of the exit. The whispers of the students faded into the background, but my mind kept replaying that moment I walked in and saw fucking Warren crouched in front of her.That bastard had his hand in her hair, pulling it back from her face. Worse, he was looking from her eyes to her lips like he wanted her. Like he was tempted to do something he had no fucking right to. My wolf growled as anger boiled inside me. He had the fucking guts to touch what was mine and then smirk at me, opening his damn mouth to say, "It’s not like I kissed her. Though, she does have soft lips."Hearing that, I nearly lost it. My wolf snarled in my head, ready to rip him apart. Ruby may not have been my fated mate, but as long as the contract between us hadn’t expired, she was mine.How dare he?How dare he speak to me like that?How dare he talk about my Ruby like she was some casual prize he could toy with
RUBY I couldn’t breathe.The water swallowed me whole.The pool’s icy grip tightened around my body as I thrashed, my limbs burning with exhaustion. Panic clawed at my chest as I fought to surface, but I didn’t know how to swim. I couldn’t swim.My lungs screamed for air. My vision blurred. Was this how it would end?Sebastian...I reached for him through the mind-link, my silent plea laced with desperation."Ruby! What's happening? Where are you? Answer me!" His voice was sharp with fear, but I couldn’t respond. My body was growing weaker. The darkness at the edges of my vision stretched, consuming me.Then, just as I was slipping away, strong arms wrapped around me.A force yanked me upward, breaking through the suffocating depths. Cold air rushed against my skin as my body was hauled onto solid ground, laid on the cold tiles, but I barely noticed. My chest convulsed, and water spilled from my mouth as I coughed violently, my entire body trembling.My eyes were still closed but I w
RUBYIt had been three weeks since the night I told Sebastian about my past. Sometimes, the nightmares still came, but they didn’t choke me with the same kind of fear anymore.I didn't know if it was because of Sebastian, all I knew was that whenever he fell asleep beside me, I slept like a baby. But he didn’t always stay.Sometimes, when the dreams became too much, I mindlinked him to come over.Other times, I wouldn’t even have to call him. I’d wake from the terror only to find him beside me, wrapping himself around me as if he just knew I needed him.I always wished Sebastian could sleep in my room every night, but he wouldn’t.He told me he couldn’t trust himself to be in the same bed with me every night. And I believed him because I felt the same. I wasn’t sure I could be around him without something happening between us.There were moments when we caught ourselves making out, satisfying our desires with nothing but our hands, as if we couldn’t help it. And when reality hit, we’d
SEBASTIAN Ruby wrapped her legs around me, and we were rocking together, despite too many clothes separating us. I could feel the heat radiating between her thighs, burning through every layer of fabric. My mouth trailed from her lips to her neck, and my nose brushed over the necklace resting there. I pressed closer, nuzzling gently as if I could claim her this way. My heart raced as the urge to sink my teeth into her soft skin filled me.But I resisted. She wasn’t my mate. I couldn’t mark her.Whatever this was between us; it was a business arrangement. I couldn’t cross that line or give her false hope. I had already hurt Annalisa before. I wouldn’t make that mistake again.I needed to pull away. I should pull away.But she wanted this. And so did I..."Are you... an Alpha's daughter?" I murmured, pulling away from her neck and gently holding her ear between my teeth."No..." Her voice was between whisper and moan."Then how did you—" I caught myself, exhaling a breath. Don’t push
SEBASTIANMy heart skipped and my hand, which had been moving gently up and down Ruby's arm, froze when her eyes suddenly snapped open with fear—just as I whispered, Who did you kill? My voice had been barely more than a whisper. I wasn’t accusing her. I had only been wondering what kind of past haunted her so deeply. "Sebastian?" Her voice trembled, barely above a whisper, but filled with surprise. She jerked away from me, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she sat up in bed, leaving a large gap between us. Her gaze flicked around the room before landing on me, as if trying to piece together how I had gotten here.I sighed, sitting up as well and raising my hands slightly, hoping not to startle her further. "Hey, it’s okay. I just—""What are you—what are you doing here? When did you come in?" she interrupted, her voice trembling. She glanced toward the clock. It was past nine. "Did you sleep here?"I shook my head. "No, I only came to check on you."A few hours after Ruby h
RUBY I wasn’t sure what terrified me more. The thought of an intruder or the raw intensity radiating from Sebastian. “Stay behind me,” he ordered, his voice rough and commanding. His grip on my wrist tightened, as if he feared I might vanish. My heart thudded loudly as he shielded me with his broad frame. His growl low and menacing sent shivers down my spine. I could feel his Alpha aura swirling powerfully as though his wolf might surface any moment to slash at whoever it his wolf might surface at any moment. “Who’s there?” Sebastian growled. A muffled yelp broke the silence, followed by hesitant footsteps and a timid voice. “It’s me. I—I’m sorry, Alpha.” My jaw dropped as I peeked around Sebastian’s shoulder to see Noelle rushing out of the kitchen. Her face was pale, and her wide eyes darted nervously between us. She looked genuinely terrified, fumbling with a white earbud she yanked from her left ear with trembling hands. “I didn’t know you arrived! I was just coming out of
SEBASTIAN "Sebastian..." Annalisa began, but I cut her off immediately as a sliver of irritation rippled through me. "Why are you making this so hard?" I blew out a frustrated breath. I almost regretted having this fake bond with Ruby instead of Annalisa. But Ruby was the only one who knew my secret, which was why I had this arrangement with her in the first place. Why couldn’t Annalisa just move on? I thought we were done having this conversation. I thought we’d ended things between us. I didn’t miss the tears that glistened in her eyes before she lowered her head, staring at the ground. My heart sank. Fuck... I hated how much I’d hurt Annalisa. She had sacrificed so much to earn my heart, but she deserved someone who could love her back in the way she needed. And that someone wasn’t me. "I know I’ve hurt you, and I’m sorry," I said gently. Her scent of arousal filled the small space under the staircase, making my cock twitch even as I'd been trying hard to ignore it. She rais