Tatum-
Not one single damn thing I have tried has made Brook free from my thoughts. I have even gone as far as attempting to sleep with every girl I had an agreement with. Attempting being the keyword. I was having an issue and it was the same issue I had with the rest of the girls.
“Did I do something wrong?” Amanda Rogers asked as she sat back on her heels.
We were on my bed, with her between my legs, and for the past ten minutes, she has been doing everything she could to get me hard. This was a big fucking problem. She was the third girl today, since marking Brook I have tried with and still it was the same thing. This has never happened to me.
Sitting up, I stood from the bed and walked over to my stash of whiskey. I felt horny, except I couldn’t get it up. I have tried even thinking of Brook, but that didn’t help either. It was like ever since I marked her, my equipment stopped working.
“Just go, you did nothing
Tatum-The cries that came from Brook, were nearly foreign. In the entire time she has been here, not once have I heard her cry. I have maybe seen a few escaped tears, but this was heart-wrenching sobs. There was nothing in the world that I wanted at this moment than to take away her pain.Moving to kneel beside her, I was afraid to touch her. I wasn’t her mate, so any contact with me was only going to hurt her even more. What I didn’t understand is how she was in heat, without her wolf. In any typical sense, a wolf goes into heat a month after its eighteenth birthday.So why was Brook experiencing this, without having a wolf? It didn’t really surprise me though, nothing about her was normal. Leaning forward to touch her forehead, I stopped short, my wrist hovering just slightly from touching her. The least I could do was warn her that my touch may hurt her more.“Brook, I am going to touch you now. You may feel start to feel worse
Brooklyn-Why was he being so nice to me? Mostly, why was I spilling my guts to him? Just hours before, I had made an agreement with Skye. I would only reveal her when it was absolutely necessary. It wasn’t necessary at the moment, yet here I was, telling him everything. Like I had no control over what was coming from my mouth.I knew I should stop, I mean, none of what I was saying should have left my lips in the first place. So why couldn’t I stop? Was I so desperate for someone to know me, that I was willing to tell everything to the Alpha that may have saved me, but he couldn’t even let me have a glimpse of his life.My mind was in fog, my emotions were running rampant and I was spilling all of my secrets. Did I really have no sense of self-preservation? Everything I was telling him, what was he going to do with it? Would he use it against me later and try to control me or something? In a way, I didn’t think he would, but I knew nothi
Brooklyn- A lot has happened over the past two months since I had my first heat cycle. Everything has been crazy around the pack. Apparently even after my heat ended, members were still in libido overdrive. It wasn’t as bad as it had been during my heat, but I swear every time I turned around, one of the males was trying to hook up with one of the females. I felt normal, better than normal. Other than the awkwardness between Tate and i. Who has been acting worse than before. One minute he is caring and almost seems like he wants to spend time with me. The next minute I was like I was just a nuisance to him. We spent a lot of time together during the four days I was in heat. He ended up having to stay at my place with me and sleep on the couch. I went through three intense episodes a day, the longer it took for Tate to get to me, the harder it had been to come out of it. I didn’t remember much about what happened after the heat hit, but I apparently ha
Tatum-When my mother and Brook stood to leave, I debated asking Brook to stay. I just didn’t want my mother to know that I was concerned about them meeting up tomorrow. Brook watched my mother leave, though she didn’t follow. When the door closes, she sat back down in the chair and faced me.Over the couple of months she has been here, anger just wasn’t an expression I was familiar with on her. The way she shot daggers at me with her eyes, had me slinking down in my chair a little. I wasn’t sure what brought on her anger, I just knew it involved me.She didn’t speak right away and after a few minutes, I wasn’t sure if she even was going to. I took that as my cue to speak up and remind her not to let the contract slip. When it came to my mother, I was nervous. Not only because of her connection with the elders, but I loved my mother, and disappointment isn’t something I wanted to see in her, for me.“Look, I
Brooklyn-Feeling much better, since I finally opened up to Tate about how unfair he has been treating me, I climbed out of bed. I was going to be meeting with his mother today and I actually felt excited. Now I could learn of what a Luna even stood for in the pack.Not that I would be able to do a lot of the things, considering the contract. Although I may be able to get away with some things, as well as even request certain aspects in the revised contract. Really there had only been one major flaw in the contract, but maybe with the revision, other things could change.My biggest thing was the fact I couldn’t get into his business. I couldn’t protrude into his personal life. It wasn’t that I had a problem with it before, but now he was constantly in my business and I knew nothing about him.The part about staying out of his room, that didn’t bother me either. Except for the fact he made frequent visits to my room. It really did f
Brooklyn-“I wanted to bring up a few things that Luna’s do, for the pack. We aren’t just pretty faces that stand at the Alpha’s side, to smile and wave. Though many think that is all we are meant to do. We actually do a lot more behind the scenes.” Belle spoke, once we were finished eating.“What kind of things?”“Well, for starters we all have our own thing we like to do. Most Luna’s, like those before me, had different areas they excelled at. It is our responsibility to find a way to help the pack, by improving something. It can be multiple things, or even just one single thing. Think of it as a project. It can be something that needs created, or just improved.” She paused to take a drink from her orange juice.“I don’t know how much of the pack history you know, but most the business around here were created by a Luna, take the college for example. That had been Leslie’s pro
Tatum-Looking over the old contract, I was struggling with what to add or change for the new contract. I realized most of the rules no longer even mattered. Either I myself have broken them, or it was a moot point. Even coming up with rules to advise them, was turning out to be difficult.Honestly, I was half tempted to throw out the contract and say the hell with the rules. The rules were:No entering office without asking permission.Which no longer even mattered, I didn’t care if she came into my office.Stay out of each other’s room.Which was a rule I broke, practically immediately.Stay out of personal life.That I had also broken.Stay out of pack business unless it pertains to her.This one, well I was just undecided. I no longer wanted her to leave, so technically this rule should no longer apply.
Brooklyn-With the new contract finished, as well as Tate taking me to go purchase a laptop, I was feeling very productive today. It didn’t take him long to show me how to operate the computer. By the time I left his office, I had a plan in motion.I didn’t tell him what I was going to do. It really wasn’t something I wanted him to have a part in. We may have edited the contract, but I wasn’t sure if I could trust him to support my decision just yet. Maybe after I get things laid out.My main priority was to take my idea to the elders and get their support. This was important to me, I wasn’t going to let him or anyone else try to deter me from doing it. Even if they all said no, I still planned to do it. Even if I had to wait until after I left the pack.Going back up to my room, I set to work on doing some research. I had asked Tate if there was any type of way I could access information on other packs or even just the werew