CHAPTER 15—Not Ashamed But it's Not AllowedRaffi's Point of ViewI couldn't choose an outfit to wear because Rock didn't say where we were going. He just told me to change my clothes because we were going somewhere. I want to jump but maybe it's better if I just wear a dress.I chose a pink floral dress. It's more comfortable to use than pants. My long hair and I tied it up high. I put light makeup on my face. Just the right thing so I don't look pale. I also chose my perfume that smells like strawberry mixed with cucumber. Recently, that has been my favorite perfume.I chose a light pink sling bag that can hold my phone and wallet. As I walked down the stairs I was still thinking about where Rock and I could be going. I have no idea.There was no one in the living room, so I sat on the sofa and waited for Rock. It didn't take long and I saw him coming out of the library. I thought he was coming from his room. I stood up when he approached me.I can clearly see how he observed my who
CHAPTER 16—It's Really OkayRaffi's Point of ViewI WAS catching my breath when I got outside the big gate. I couldn't remember where Rock's car was parked but I tried to find it anyway. Lots of cars parked in a row. Almost everything looks expensive."Where is Rock's car?" I asked myself. I tried to remember where Rock stopped but I couldn't really remember.I breathed deeply. I feel like I'm lost even though I know I'm just outside Lucille's mansion. But the feeling like I'm lost in the void and don't know where to go and what to do, that's how I feel now.I don't want to call Rock because I might disturb him in his conversation with Lucille and her family."Raffy?"I suddenly turned around when someone called me. I knew it was Rock so I breathed a sigh of relief anyway. "Rock," I called back to him with a slight smile. I saw Rock step towards me."What do you think are you doing?" he asked when he got close to me."Huh? Nothing. I can't do anything here. I can't see your car." I tr
CHAPTER 17—Need to Ask Permission Raffi's Point of ViewI ENTERED the hospital the next day. And I didn't make a mistake because Naya greeted me with questions. One after the other and without end. Actually, I can hear too much in her voice. Fortunately, I entered early. I can't log in because my friend keeps talking to me."Can we at least talk about that on another day or place?" I asked Naya. My voice is weak because I am shy. My friend's questions, the things related to what happened with Rock and me. I had no intention of telling her the full details. That thing is sacred.She glared at me then brought her face closer to mine. "The truth is, confess to me. You already gave your virginity to him, right?" she asked. She was weak but I immediately covered her mouth because it was difficult and someone might overhear our conversation."Don't be so loud!" I said. I looked around.Naya tried to remove my hand from her mouth. "Leave me alone! Why? My question is weak, isn't it?" She gl
CHAPTER 18—Feeling Strange Raffi's Point of ViewWhen I came home late at night I was very tired. There were patients who came because there was a disease spreading in a town and we brought the majority who were struck by fever to the hospital.I could hardly move my body when I lay on my bed. My hands are also hurting. I have no idea if Rock has arrived because I didn't ask the maids I met earlier on my way up here. I thought that maybe he was not there and was busy with his business so he couldn't come home.When I closed my eyes, I didn't notice that I fell asleep because I was so tired.I just woke up when I felt someone caressing my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes. When I saw Rock, I must admit I was surprised but I didn't act. I just stared at his face."Hi," he greeted me"Hi," I said then stretched my body. "What are you doing here?" I sat down and looked at him. "What time is it?""It's eleven o'clock.""Is it too late?""Hmm. Matilde said you haven't eaten yet.""Ah, yes. I
CHAPTER 19—Not Feelin' WellRaffi's Point of ViewWHEN I entered the hospital the next day, the number of patients increased. Most of them were children so I was more busy as well as the rest of my companions. I wasn't able to eat lunch because I was really busy."I'll take care of this first, Raffi. Eat first," said Naya. Even though she still wasn't eating.I shook my head. “No. Even if you eat first. I'll be there later. There are many who are not given IV fluids so I can't even eat anymore.” Even though our faces are tired and hungry, we still think about our priorities. It is more important to take care of them before we eat.Naya and I continued what we were doing. Even Doctor Lyndon was busy. It also took us some time to process. Apart from that, there are also complaints, so my work is very different."Nurse Raffi, maybe you can take care of my baby first. It's hard for him to breathe." I approached the woman who was crying carrying the child who I think was three years old.I
CHAPTER 20—Highly AppreciatedRaffi's Point of ViewI didn't expect my fever to continue that night. I thought I would feel better when I slept but it just got worse. I was even more dizzy that my vision was almost spinning when I tried to get up from lying on top of my bed.I felt someone enter my room but I couldn't see. The lights were off and I couldn't open my eyes. "Who is that?" I asked the newcomer.I stopped suddenly when I smelled something. It was familiar but my mind couldn't believe it. It's impossible for Rock to come to my room at this hour. I took a deep breath then tried to open my eyes then what was there was reflected.It was blurry when I first saw the bulk of Rock's body but it became clear after a while. “R-Rock?” I called with a hoarse voice.“Hmm?” was his only answer. Next I felt his hand caressing my forehead and neck. "Does something hurt you?"I nodded. "My whole body hurts, especially my head and throat.”"The doctor came here earlier to check your body. Y
CHAPTER 21—He's Concerned Raffi's Point of ViewI WOKE up early in the morning and somehow I felt okay. I noticed that Rock was on the sofa and he was sleeping. It was like someone caressed my heart when I saw that he was like a naive child in the world while sleeping soundly.I carefully moved to get up. Rock didn't have a blanket on his body and it seemed like he was struggling to get a seat on the sofa. I felt guilty. I slowly approached him. Now I can stare at Rock's face more. His natural eyelashes are long. The nose is pointed and the lips are normally red and thin.I swallowed when I remembered how Rock kissed me. I was taken back when he opened his eyes and the strength of my heart beat."You're awake." Rock got up and rubbed his eyes. He looked at me then smiled slightly.'Am I blind or did he really smile?' I asked myself."Raffy?" he called me.It was as if I came to my senses and looked at him. "Y-yes.""Are you still awake? Do you want to eat?” Rock looked at the watch h
CHAPTER 22— Gaslighting Raffi's Point of ViewWHEN I woke up the sun was high. I can feel my sweat now and I know, I don't have a fever anymore. When I looked at the sofa, Rock wasn't there. He was not in the room and I was the only one there. I spent a few moments before standing up and going to the closet. I'm sticky and want to take a shower. There is a heater so my body will not be shocked by the cold.From the time I started to the end, Rock still didn't come back to my room. It's not that he needs to come back here, but I just want to thank him because he's kind. He took care of me when my fever was high. It's just a simple thank you, I know he'll appreciate it, but I can think of something nice to do.When I left my room, Matilde was about to climb the stairs. We looked at each other. I don't know if I should pay attention to her or not. The way she looks at me is always so cold. I don't know if it's just me or others too."Are you feeling okay, Raffi?" she asked me.I was a l
CHAPTER 44—Action Louder Than WordsRaffi’s Point of ViewRock had a TIGHT grip on my palm as we both sat in the mini living room. In front of us were Naya, Lucille, Anne and Lyndon. We are now on our way home to the Highlands and are just waiting for our flight. I don't know why Louise is also with us. Rock said nothing. My friends don't know either and just feel it.Rock just told me that Louise also lives in Highland. It has a business proposal and Rock can't deal with it. He said that his flight back to the Highlands was actually booked and even joined us. Every time I meet Louise's gaze, it doesn't even waver and looks like she's challenging me to a fight.I won't blame it because I know what my place is in Rock's life. It's funny that he knows I'm Rock's wife, but if he showed up and could talk earlier, I was just like an employee. It was only then that I encountered such a person.I felt Rock squeeze my hand so my attention went to him. I looked at him. "Why?""Are you alright
CHAPTER 43—Talk About ItRaffi’s Point of ViewRock did not speak IMMEDIATELY and just stared at me. The whole area was quiet and only the two of us could hear our breathing. We look directly at each other and feel each other.Rock looked away first. "Why are you even interested in knowing who he is?" He took a deep breath and sat up. He crossed his arms across his chest then looked at me again."I'm really interested in her, Rock." I took a deep breath to somehow calm down. "Just answer my questions." I couldn't help but be accompanied by irritation in my voice.Rock shook his head. "Don't ask. He was my classmate in college. That's it!""Again?""I don't want to talk about him. He's not important.""Unimportant?""No, Raffi." He looked straight into my eyes. He stood up and grabbed my hand to pull me but I was stubborn. "Raffy?"I didn't act. I slowly looked at my husband. "My question is easy. Who is Louise? What is the real relationship between the two of you?""Are we going to fi
CHAPTER 42—Who is She?Raffi’s Point of ViewAfter we ate, we went to the restaurant next to where we had dinner. Our drinking was okay but I never expected to lose sight of Rock. He was by my side just now. There were a lot of people here at the bar and since it was quite dark, I was having a hard time seeing the place."Naya, did you see where Rock went?" I asked my friend.Naya shook her head. “No. Maybe it's just there. Just drink it. He will also come back here. Just relax."I tried to relax but I was really annoyed. He's not here yet and he hasn't been at our table for a few minutes. I'm nervous but I don't know if my feelings are right.When I saw Lucille, I hugged her. "Did you see Rock?" I will ask. Because the sounds were quite loud, he didn't hear me that's why I repeated. "Did you see Rock?""Rock? Earlier I saw him go to the smoking area. Maybe it's still there."I frowned. "Thank you." I walked towards the smoking area. Rock didn't say goodbye to me and as far as I know,
CHAPTER 41—Quality Time With HimRaffi’s Point of ViewA while ago I noticed that Rock was quiet while we were on the trip. We are now going back to the hotel. We also ate earlier with our friends and I noticed that he is now quiet and will only speak when asked.But this very thing that will tell the story did not happen and he just remained silent.Rock just looks straight out the window of our rented car that will take us to the hotel. Just serious and no emotion on the face. I suddenly wondered if he had a problem earlier that's why I was worried about it.Since he was right next to me, I softly called his name. “Rock?”"Why?" he asked then smiled sparingly at me."Are you okay? I noticed a while ago that you seem to be quiet."He nodded. "Of course. I'm just tired from the places we went but I'm fine.""Are you sure? We can talk if you want." My voice was soft when I said that.Rock smiled lightly then nodded as if to tell me not to worry. "I'm really fine. Don't worry because I
CHAPTER 40—GiftsRaffi’s Point of View"LOOK, is it okay?" Naya asked me while we were shopping for clothes. She is holding a blue dress with a floral design. I looked to see if it would suit my friend.While we were walking, a vendor told us that there was going to be a party and that it was open to all guests on this island. Anne and I asked what could be worn and we were told the Hawaiian dress code."That style is okay but your color, do you like blue?" I will ask."I was wondering if it was blue or red. Don't I look sexy and seductive when I wear this?" It took a dress that was the same style but only the color was different. "Do you think?"I shook my head and laughed a little. "It's up to you. You should be comfortable."He returned the dresses to the clothes rack and then faced me. "You, what do you want from those here? It's that simple."I shook my head then looked around my eyes. "Not yet. I'm fine with the t-shirt I bought.""What did you say, Raffi? You should buy a dress
CHAPTER 39—SouvenirsRaffi’s Point of ViewI woke up at seven in the morning the next day. Maybe because of being so sleepy and tired from traveling, my body was really tired so I slept very well overnight. I don't even remember getting up at the crack of dawn to go to the bathroom because my help really did go straight.I got up and quickly drank water because my throat was dry. After that I went to the bathroom. After a few moments I also came out and passed out on the edge of the bed. I checked my cellphone to see if I had received an important text while I was sleeping.I think my friends are still asleep because no one has texted them yet. I put my phone back on the nightstand and lay back on the bed. My soft bed felt very comfortable. It's no different from my bed in Rock's mansion.I spent a few more minutes before I went back inside the bathroom and got dressed because I felt like I needed to exercise. I know I ate a lot last night so I need to burn fat. Fortunately, I had exe
CHAPTER 38—Star GazingRaffi’s Point of ViewI just saw myself entering a restobar located on the roof topwith a classy and elegant look. I didn't have any trouble communicating with the staff there because I know how to speak English. There is talk that we will meet here at La Primera RestoBar located on the rooftop of the hotel. We used to be together but Rock took me here. But I remembered that I left my phone in my room so I took it first. When I found a seat I simply looked at the other customers eating. I simply looked for Rock.If you ask me, it's okay that Lucille is with us. He is kind and fun to be with, so I was worried earlier when Naya mentioned that he was afraid of spiders, so he didn't join us for dinner downstairs.I didn't have a hard time finding Rock because he was on the right side, but he was on the other side. He was wearing a black jacket. I was about to approach him but I noticed that he was with a woman. I frowned but I just stayed in my seat.I don't know t
CHAPTER 37—Knowing HerNaya’s Point of ViewI was just QUIET as I woke up to Lucille who was now sitting on the edge of the bed. Her hand is bandaged and she is stunned. Maybe she was so shocked and scared earlier that's why she's like that now. I cleared my throat then sat next to her."How are you feeling?" I asked.She just looked at me and shook her head slightly. I took a deep breath because it looked like he wasn't okay but I really asked. Both of us focused our attention on the staff who was removing the bruises on the floor."Ma'am, it's okay. I'm going out."I nodded. "Okay. Thank you so much." I stood up and reached for something. The staff didn't want to accept the tip I was giving but I really forced them to accept it. "Take it now.""Thank you very much for this, Ma'am," said the female staff who I think is in her forties. It came out of our room later.I went to the door to double check if it was locked. After making sure it was locked, I turned to face Lucille who was n
CHAPTER 36—LucilleNaya's Point of ViewBecause of the suddenness of being out of town, only a few were involved. Only Raffi and her husband Rock, Me, Anne, Lyndon and Lucille. I just met Lucille and I can say that she is beautiful and kind. I expected that Lucille would have the attitude that we would hate, but I was wrong. It is kind and fun to be with.When we got to an island where we were going to stay for a few days, we were alone in the room. Rock and Raffi were supposed to stay in the same room but since we were with Lucille and Lyndon who both didn't know about the real relationship between the two, we preferred to go solo."Why? Is there a problem?" I asked Lucille when I saw her carrying her things outside the door of my room. "What are you doing there?""There's a spider in my room. I'm afraid of spiders," he said. That's why Lucille was so scared and shaking when I saw her.“Really? Do you want to come into my room first? Maybe you'll sing while we're there." I opened the