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2024-10-29 19:42:56“I did tell you that it’s nothing,” Ren said.
“Getting injured is nothing to be proud of…” I muttered.
“Shouldn’t you be getting ready for your lessons?” Ren asked, reminding me that I was running late.
“Oh right…” I said as I jumped off the bed.
…
Jeely was already in the usual sitting room where we had our lessons when Ren and I walked in. Her eyes widened and for a moment her face lost her usual alluring composure at the sight of Ren. It was rare for Ren to visit his own inner court after all.
I invited Ren to take a seat on one of the wooden sofas and he gestured for me to sit beside him. I did as I was beckoned.
“You must be Rin’s instructor. Thank you for taking care of her while I’ve been away,” Ren said to Jeely; however, his e
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