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Chapter 10: A Moment of Regret

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“It’s too late for that now Celeste. I told you not to do it again. Now you will learn that I mean what I say and I keep my word. You will be punished until you learn,” And just as he says that he slams into my clenching core with his cock to give me another reminder of his form of punishment.

I began crying as he held me down by my wrists and continued pumping in and out of me at his own rapid rhythm, “I’m sorry Alpha! I’m sorry! I will respect you! AHHHH!” I screamed towards the end of my ramblings as he hit a spot inside me that I didn’t know existed.

“Oh yeah? Is that so?” He pushes my hands over my head and wraps his grip around them tightly with one of his hands. He uses his other hand to wrap around my neck. He begins to tighten his grip on my windpipe, depriving me slowly more and more of oxygen while he continuously and unapologetically thrust in and out of me over and over.

’This is it’, I thought to myself as I began feeling light-headed and the air was becoming harder and harder to inhale, ′He’s going to kill me and he will be within his right as an alpha, since I did spit in his face - TWICE!’ I felt helpless and alone. Where were my parents while he was literally choking the life out of me? Why were they not stepping in? My walls upstairs are thick and are more private than the walls downstairs, but as loud as I WAS screaming, and as loud as Callen’s pounding into was, I KNEW they could hear everything!

The more he thrust and the tighter his grip on my neck got, I realized he was strangling me not to kill me, but to scare me and make my orgasm intensify. I was ashamed of myself for how good everything felt, even though I would be in so much pain after this was over - if he didn’t kill me before he was done. How could someone inflict so much pain and pleasure at the same time?

“YES!” I cried out in between sobs as he slammed into me to the hilt. At that moment, I felt a dam inside my core burst and a flood of wetness began gushing out around his angrily thrusting cock.

“That’s it…cum for me little one…come on…” He growls as he pounds harder and harder into the spot that had made me feel like a water pipe burst inside me and I screamed, finally releasing all the pent-up anger and rage I didn’t realize had been filling me up, losing myself in ecstasy.

He was being so brutal, yet every touch and element of pain he inflicted upon me also returned a pleasure I had never experienced before and my body and mind were so conflicted, I didn’t know how to process what he was doing to my body as he had complete control over it and continued to dominate me and force my body into relentless orgasms. My sheets were soaking wet halfway through his assault but not from sweat - it was from cum and juices that were leaking out of me.

“I think it’s time for a new position, don’t you little one?” He pants as he pulls out of me and grabs my hips, quickly flipping me over, forcing my head to stay down in my pillow.

“NO,” I beg and cry out into the pillow, “Please Callen, please. I’m sorry. I…” I was a mumbling moaning mixture of a mess of cries, tears, screams, and sweat and I could barely keep up with what was going on at this point.

For a moment, he paused and began to drag two fingers over my dripping core to rake some of the juices up into his two fingers. I stiffened, wondering what he was going to do with his fingers. Was he going to lick that much of my cum off his fingers? Would that turn me on or make me cringe? As my mind wandered on thoughts of why he was covering his two fingers in my wetness, he ended my curiosity just as quickly moving his fingers to my asshole and beginning to push the cum and juices over it and massaging the tight hole gently.

My eyes flew open wide and I immediately knew what he was thinking, “PLEASE DON’T!” I begged him, “PLEASE NOT THAT!” I whined.

“I promise, I’ll do anything! I’ll respect you! Please not…” But before I could finish my sentence, he began to slide one finger inside my rear entrance.

“Shh…be a good girl and keep that pretty mouth of yours shut and I promise you will enjoy every second of pleasure I give you,” He cooed softly in the most melodic and calming tone I’ve ever heard come from an alpha as he slipped a second finger inside, “but be a bad girl and you will feel every second of your punishment.” I began to whimper and take short whining breaths like I was about to hyperventilate.

There was nothing I could say. He didn’t want to hear me anymore. He just wanted to take his pleasure from my body.

As he slid his cum covered cock back inside me, taking me from behind, fingers slowly sliding more and more into my ass, I heard a moan escape my mouth and immediately felt betrayed by my own body. The foreign sensation was so confusing. While every ounce of me knew this wasn’t right and felt wrong, on top of my mind being in a state of pure rage knowing he was forcing himself on me again and this time taking things even further, my body was responding to his touches with open arms and enjoying the new strange yet exhilarating foreign feelings. My body was a traitorous bitch. That was all there was to it.

“You like that don’t you little one?” Callen groaned out in excitement as he began pumping his two fingers faster and faster inside my asshole as he continued to take my pussy with his massive cock.

“OH MY GODDESS!” I whaled out with tears trailing down my face, but at that point, I was unsure whether I was screaming and crying out in pain or pleasure.

“Mmm…your tight little ass will feel so good around my dick next time,” Callen groaned, continuing his ministrations inside my pussy and ass. He kept this up for a while before adding a third finger inside my ass only after making me cum two more times. My body was wrecked and exhausted. He made sure to show me that he had plenty of stamina. In fact, I’m certain of it because at one point he pulled me up from the pillow I was screaming into and forced me to look at my clock - over two hours had passed and he was still pounding inside me, nowhere near ready to finish.

“I can go much longer than you think little one…just remember that next time you think about disrespecting me,” Alpha Callen finished inside me and then flipped me over.

“Open your mouth,” He commanded. I was so exhausted. My mind was gone from the amount of overstimulation, pain, pleasure, and euphoria he caused me. I didn’t even know what I was doing until I realized his slimy thick cock was in my mouth.

He began to face fucked me for good measure. I gagged and tried to pull away and he gently slapped one side of my mouth still holding my face in place, “Relax your throat little one. I’m not letting go of your mouth until I’m ready to,” He ordered me and I tried to take a deep breath through my nose and relax my throat. Surprisingly enough, my throat opened up even wider allowing him to slide all the way down my throat smoothly and without it hurting anymore. He was helping me make this a tolerable experience - but why would he do that for me? Wasn’t he pissed at me for spitting in his face?

When he was ready to cum again, he pushed me back onto my back on the bed, grabbing my legs to pull me to him. In one fluid motion, he thrust me onto his shaft, pumping in and out of me quickly a few times before slamming into me hard to the hilt to cum deep inside of me, eliciting only a slight groan at this point from me as I was physically, mentally and emotionally wasted and gone. When he was finished, he pulled out of me and began redressing himself. I didn’t move a muscle, I couldn’t. He made sure of that in more than one way. My body was so spent that even when I looked at my hand and thought ‘move’, I just couldn’t. It was like everything was numb and no longer at my command.

“Stay laying with your hips in the air for the next two hours little one,” He ordered using his alpha command on me. I groaned with a whimper as I tried to fight the command, wanting desperately to go wash off the filth that I felt coated my limp and exhausted body.

“Two and a half weeks,” He calmly said as he walked over to sit on the side of my bed. He leaned over to stare deeply into my eyes as if piercing my soul, “I expect good news and good behavior.”

What was that supposed to mean?! I rolled my eyes when he got up from the bed to turn around and leave. If he expects good news he will be sadly mistaken. I won’t be packed and ready. I won’t go cooperatively with him. He can do his worst. If he thinks he is going to come back here and I’ll be ready to bend over obediently, he is sadly mistaken! I may be a gamma, but I’m definitely not a weak gamma! I’m not going to willingly submit without one hell of a fight.

He let himself out without saying goodbye. A sort of ‘kiss’ to remind me of what I had in store for me upon his return.

I didn’t leave my room the rest of the night. I felt completely mortified and humiliated on a whole other level. I knew my mom and dad had been in their room downstairs and heard everything that happened and didn’t say or do anything to stop any of it.

Was I really worth so little value that even my own parents didn’t see me as something worth saving or stopping an alliance with this monster?

What was everyone going to say at school tomorrow? Would they all know about the alliance and that I am to be mated to Alpha Callen? I wondered how fast the news would travel or if Marci and Callie would be so green with envy that they would try to keep the news from traveling around the school since it wasn’t either of them chosen to be the future Luna of the Silver Fang pack.

Suddenly, school didn’t seem that important. It was almost time to take final exams anyways. Did I really have to show up for the last two weeks?

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