Sleep was definitely something I had to start doing more often, like a lot more. Who would've thought sleeping would feel so bliss and peaceful, forgetting all about your problems and living your fantasies.
Including one fantasy where I wake up to an emerald green-eyed hunk looking at me interestingly...wait a minute.
"Who the fuck are you!" I screamed as I sat up straighter on what seemed to be a couch, a really nice couch, how much did this cost, how did I end up here?
"I should be the one asking that I found you passed out on my doorstep," he said calmly looking into my eyes and I moved backwards trying to lean away from him. "Are you a user?"
"No, I would never touch that ever in my life," I said defensively, I hated that stuff, it ruined my mom's life, including ours.
"Then how did you end up passed out on my doorstep?" he asked, sitting down on the table in front of me and nodding his head to the side looking at what was behind me.
Turning my head around, I found a number of guns facing me and I shrieked, jumping off the couch and falling onto the floor.
"I swear I didn't steal anything, I've never seen you in my life!" I cried out still eyeing the guns that were facing me as if I was some threat. "I don't even know how I'm here, I don't know how I passed out, I don't take drugs, I swear!"
I said trying to convince the man that I genuinely didn't know anything, which I didn't. All I knew, the last person I saw was Mike, and he was talking about this guy and even in my foggy messed up brain, I could remember him telling me not to mention his name in front of this man.
Soon the men dropped their guns and marched out of the room in a single line, I heaved out a sigh of relief until I felt a cold sharp metal against my neck only to have me panicking again, who the hell is this guy?
"What's your name?" he asked calmly and I gulped, praying my hands would stop shaking so violently.
"Ava," I lied effortlessly and he pressed the knife more onto my neck and I squealed, ready to beg for my life. I'm still young, twenty-two, I still have to finish school, I have to see my sister make it, I'll confess everything!
"Your real name sweetheart," he said, pushing my hair away from my face as his other hand still kept a perfect grip of the knife on my throat, realising this guy was somehow a lie detector, I told him my name.
"Xania," I whispered, feeling my tear drop onto the knife that was pressed against my neck. Is Mike even sure this guy is just a rich spoiled brat business rival? I highly doubt so, but if he knew, and if I make it out alive here, he better pray that I don't kill him myself!
"Xania," he repeated, his chin resting on top of my head while his other hand played with strands of my hair. I almost leaned into the hand but at the same time, I thought this was kind of creepy, really creepy.
"You have a beautiful name, and a beautiful face and body, so if you don't tell me now how you ended up on my doorstep, I will kill you."
I really don't know, I wanted to cry, I wanted to pray, I wanted to give an offering so that God could help me out of this situation, but at that moment I realized he wanted to hear one thing.
"I'm a user. I'm sorry I lied," I said, breaking out into tears, not because he threatened to kill me but because I never thought that would be a lie I would have to use.
The knife was released from my neck and he got up standing in front of me and I looked up at him from my eyelashes.
This man was beautiful, but he also had this dark aura around him as much as he had that kind of innocent face, he still looked scary as hell. I don't think Mike knows what he is fully dealing with.
"You have a pretty face," he said, pressing the cold metal on my face and sliding it down. I really thought it was going to cut me but it didn't.
"Sorry sir, but you still didn't tell me your name?" I said softly and carefully with my eyes cast down, I was for the first time in my life after momma died, scared for my fucking life. Mike is a marshmallow compared to this guy. And of course, I knew his name, but for the sake of the character...
"Theo," he said, studying my face intently. "I want to hire you," he said and I looked at him shocked. What the fuck for, I'm a junkie!
"Sir?" I squeaked out and I saw a little tug of his lips, damnit his lips were so inviting, but they did threaten to kill me...mood killer!
"You're my new lady," he said and I sucked my bottom lip trying to understand what he was saying.
"Lady?" I asked, and a bit hard, not soft and innocent. You gotta ask me out first boy, I don't care if you got a knife but a 'lady' belongs to a gentleman, and you're no gentleman.
"Yes, just a pretty face I'll have to show around a few parties, hopefully, that will keep you busy enough to stay away from drugs, no?"
He didn't just say I'm 'just a pretty face' right? I believe my crush for this man has dissolved as quickly as it formed, he's dangerous, lunatic, hot and an asshole, perfect boyfriend material...sighs.
"Will you pay me?" I asked, I mean if he's showing me around, he has got to pay me. I'm gorgeous, but with brains, I have to make money out of this.
A man, one that I could recognise, one of the many idiots that had pulled their guns on me, entered the room and Theo looked at him nodding.
"We can talk about that later, go home. Come back tomorrow, at exactly eleven am."
I was free to go home? Ooh, thank you, Jesus! My life had been saved. I quickly got off the floor and bolted for the door but not before running back into the house.
"I'm sorry, but where am I?" I asked and Theo told me which city I was in, that motherfucker Mike is in for some deadly revenge. How am I going to get home? I don't even have my phone, Zada must be worried about me.
"Marcus can take you home," Theo said going down the stairs and the guy who had just entered the room escorted me outside to the car.
"You could drop me off at the bus station please," I said as he drove out of Theo's premises, I was pissed, Michael threw me into the lion's den and I didn't even know how to approach the situation, but I did come out alive however with a deal.
I unlocked the door to my apartment in my sour mood and entered, seeing it dirty, again. I wasn't even in the mood to shout out for her, my mind was filled with Theo and how calm yet terrifying he was.I didn't even bother myself with picking up the dirt, it was time Zada learned how to be an adult, I love my sister to bits but I can't always clean after her.I stormed my way to her bedroom and pushed the door open, what my eyes met, was something I wouldn't want to see again."What the hell, Zada!" I shouted, taking off my shoe and throwing it to the guy that laid on top of her without his shirt. "Get the fuck out!"I yelled, pulling him away from her. "Yo, chill mama," the guy said and he was obviously high, really Zada?"Don't you dare tell me to chill, get your stupid ass the fuck out of my house, now!" I screamed, pushing him out of her room towards the living room."
Today, I had decided on walking with Zada all the way to school, to make sure she got to school with no distractions or some boy trying to talk her out of going to school, and also because I had to go to Theo's place.I found myself anticipating a lot about today's meeting or gathering, what was he going to say, how was he going to say it? What would he be wearing, a suit, sweatpants, tracksuit or just a towel?I caught a cab and made my way to the other side of town, yeah, he lives pretty far away from home, but I guess I will have to do the work because this idiot, me, stole from a baby, Mike.Right before eleven a.m, I made it to Theo's place and the guards let me through the gate, meaning they knew me, how could they not, they all almost killed me!I walked over to h
Before we arrived, at the parents' place, scratch that, I mean palace, Theo gave me an extensive list of rules that I'm allowed to do and not allowed to do.Number one, speak only when spoken to.Number two, my opinion doesn't mean shit.Number three, don't touch anything I don't own, well there goes my pipe dream of maybe getting a few hundreds here and there.Number four, sit still and be pretty.They seemed easy enough to follow, the only problem with that was I had to do everything I wasn't used to doing, but I could try right.We were all seated in the lounge area as we waited for dinner to be served, according to mama Theo, who had been gi
I sat in Michaels office with my hands crossed against my chest as I waited for him to come in so that I could be over and done with this meeting.I wasn't feeling good about any of this, I didn't like Mike and I was damn sure afraid of Theo, I haven't talked to him since the weekend and I cringe just thinking about it."Sorry I'm late, I had a meeting," Mike announced as he sat in front of me and I rolled my eyes."Theo's parents have been forcing him to take the company but he doesn't want it, he is apparently building up his own empire, I don't know what but it probably involves some illegal stuff. May I go now?"I said everything in a rush because I wasn't willing to stay, I just wanted to go home and hide underneath my covers just like I have been the whole weekend.
"Jameson's nanny you say," the woman said as she sized me up and down. "Are you sure she isn't one of your many... entertainment pieces?"Okay firstly, Theo was mad as hell thinking I'm going to be a nanny to his kid, shit, I'm not a nanny. And secondly, this woman had an issue, and not with me but with Theo, however, she is provoking me."Theo, can I talk to you for a second?" I asked him looking at the kid in his hands as he played with his father's face, Theo had a kid, wow."Look, Cassandra, can we do this another day, I have to work and Xania also has to take care of Jameson while I work, you know the way out."Xania has to take care of who? Sorry honey, but I didn't make the baby with you two why the hell do I have to take care of it! And did he just kick out his b
"So, are you the mole Mike forced into my organisation?" Theo asked me sitting directly in front of me, slicing his apple with the knife he had pressed against my neck, for the second time!I wasn't really sure if I should tell the truth or play innocent, but hey, when have I ever been one to want an easy way out?"Who are you?" I asked softly, feeling my bums crush my fingers as I sat on top of my hands. Theo chuckled, sucking off the juice from the apple before chewing it, psychopath tendencies I tell you."I'm Theo, who are you?""No, I mean seriously, you won't take over your parent's company which seems like a pretty great deal to me, for your parents to hand over what they worked hard for to you, yet you just want to build an empire? What empire? Does this empire i
I strolled into Theo's house with a frown on my face, mindlessly cursing his entire existence and ruling the day I decided to steal from Mike. I was annoyed, felt like crying but mostly annoyed."You made it!" he said a bit too cheerily and I huffed, dropping myself on the sofa. "But you're late.""It's four in the freaking morning!" I stressed every word, I wasn't even in the mood for pleasantries."If you'd just move in already, you wouldn't have to go through the travelling to and fro," he shrugged looking down at his phone and I rolled my eyes, I'm not going to move in here just because he thinks it's better for whenever I have to work, plus I've got to take care of Zada, she's been really distant lately and is always in her room."What do you want Theo, Jameson is w
After a whole day of modelling clothes for Adam, he took me back to my apartment and was kind enough to carry the bags for me.I opened the door to my apartment and found it oddly quiet and dark, it wasn't that late and it made me wonder where Zada was."Zada?" I called out into the apartment, switching on the lights, looking around. Everything seemed to be normal and nothing was out of place. "Zada?""Why don't you go check her in her room, she's probably sleeping," Adam said, closing my apartment door."She never sleeps this early, but I'll go check," I walked to her bedroom and just as Adam had guessed, she was in her bed with the covers tightly wrapped around her body snoring the night away.I walked back into the dining
"I'll be leaving tomorrow," he said and I should up straight. "What why?" "I've overstayed my welcome, I don't want to stress you guys out even more with my health, so I'll be going back home," he said. And that brings us back to today, Theo and I stood in front of Tyrese as he had just finished making breakfast. "It's pretty good," Jameson said as he took a sip of his juice. His voice was starting to break and it was kind of interesting to watch him slowly turn into a man, would I even ever be able to see him like that? "What you two waiting for, come on and eat!" Tyrese said, Theo and I sat down in our seats and Theo dished up for me since I had Thea. We started eating and Thea was also in the stage where her hands were grabby, she grabbed the bacon off my plate and I quickly took it back. "Uh uh, you don't eat this," I said to her and she giggled closing her eyes. "Ble hbgh blllllh," she said as she blew spit on my f
"Is everything okay, Xania?" Tyres asked as I fed Thea in the kitchen. Theo and I hadn't been on talking terms for the past three days. "Yes, everything is fine," I said with a smile. "Things seem to be tense with you and your husband," he said and I shrugged still smiling. "Don't worry about it, we will be alright," I said as I burped Thea. Theo entered the kitchen in his suit and I knew that he was going to work. "I thought you weren't supposed to be in today?" I asked and he looked at me from the side of his eye as he opened the fridge. "Last minute changes," he said as he grabbed an apple. "Bye." "Will you be coming back late today as well?" I asked him and he glared at me before mumbling. "Don't wait up for me," he kissed Thea's head and when I leaned in for a kiss and he moved away. "Now son, this isn't the way you should be treating your wife," Tyres said and Theo looked at him with a smirk playing on his face. "
"Oh really?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest and he nodded."I really wanted you, I wanted to be your father but your mom ran away with you and I couldn't find her," he said softening his eyes. However, I still couldn't believe him."Is that so?""Yes! You have to believe me Xania, I came from a well above average pay grade family, I told my parents about her pregnancy and they were willing to support us but she ran away from me. Her mother said she woke up one morning and Iris was gone, I was heartbroken.""My grandmother?" I asked and he nodded."Yes, she was hurting too and couldn't believe her daughter ran away from her, your aunt too wasn't happy about that, but we couldn't find her no matter how high and low we searched for you guys. She even changed her surname from Johnson to Evans!""I didn't know that," I whispered and he nodded holding my hands."I was miserable, not knowing where you were, what you were eating, if s
I walked into Thea's room and she was just waking up and stared at me with a pout before she smiled."Good morning Bubba," I whispered as I picked her up and helped her stretch making her giggle. "Did you have good dream?" I asked as I kissed her cheek."Mama," she said and I pressed my nose against hers."Yes, it's mama," I whispered as I say down on the chair in her room, lifting my shirt, she found my nipple like the experts she is and sucked hungrily. "Ow, don't bite me," I said softly pinching her cheek. "That hurts," I said and she smiled.She was just entering her teething phase and she was six months old. There's nothing that hurt me as much as seeing her in pain over something that naturally had to happen to her, but of course we tried to reduce the pain as much as we could."You full," I asked as she let go of my nipple and pressed her lips together. I pressed her against my chest and rubbed her back and waited for her to burp. "There we
Tugging at the sleeves of suit, I waited at the altar with my heart beating violently against my chest. Why was I so nervous? I've already married her but this time it's in front of more people than I would've liked. Jameson was undoubtedly my best man of course, Leo, Luke and Travis were the groom's men. Xania had Zada as her maid of honour and Kim, Miranda and Gwen as her bridesmaids. After long hours of debating whether we should have groom's men and bridesmaids, we just fucked it out and decided afterwards. My decisioned reigned. Fixing my sleeves again for the umpteenth, Jameson touched my shoulder and I was marveled at how quickly he was growing. He almost reached my shoulder and was about to become way taller than Xania, just yesterday she was carrying him on his back as they played in my yard. "You nervous?" He asked smiling and I nodded. "Don't worry, you got this dad," he whispered and right then her intro song played and she appeared from b
"Hey Mrs Walder, how was the dress fitting?" He asked as I picked up Thea and she immediately slapped my chest and I giggled."I guess you are like your father huh?" I said as I lifted my sweater and uncovered my breast for her. She instantly attacked my boob not in the most careful way but I was used to her rough ways with it."Can I suck the other one?" Theo asked playfully and I kissed my teeth rolling my eyes."No, they both belong to Thea," I said and he pouted kissing her forehead, she stared at her father for a second as she sucked my breast with her tiny hand holding onto it and pinching occasionally."She doesn't mind sharing," he said and I laughed shaking my head."Go take a shower, you smell like vomit," I said pushing him away and he chuckled getting up."That's because this little girl did vomit on me, but I'm not complaining like your mommy is," he said kissing her forehead before moving over to my lips. "Come join me once she
I stepped onto the platform wearing the satin gown that wrapped itself tightly around my waist and flowed down right to my feet.The cloth extended and covered my breasts as straps with a silver chain combining them at my collar bone and dipping into the valley of my breasts."What do you guys think?" I asked the ladies and gentlemen I was with, namely Zada, Kim, Miranda, Gwen and Joshua. They were enjoying the sweet savoury champagne while I was stuck with juice because I was still breastfeeding.I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and we decided to name her Thea, I know that it runs along the same lines as Theo's name but I thought it was a beautiful name with a beautiful meaning, Gift of God.So, unfortunately for me she got Theo's eyes, I guess he was very strong in those genes and her skin was the perfect shade of caramel.Chubby in size explained why she was so heavy to carry in me but during the last few months when I was pregnant, Theo wo
With my hand on my belly, I walked around my gallery greeting the viewers with a smile. I passed my some of my old classmates featured paintings of the month and felt proud of all I achieved. I came to a stop in front of the painting that took me eight months to finish, a crazy excruciating eight months! The black canvas was filled with strokes of blue and purple. Onlg the outlines of our bodies were painted, all the different positions were depicted and I loved this painting so much because I felt closer to him. I felt the warmth of a body stand next to me but I couldn't turn to stare at the person. The scent was familiar and the gaze was intense. "Has it been six months already?" I asked still staring at my painting. "Were you not waiting for me?" He asked and I turned to look at him shaking my head. "I got tired of waiting," I whispered. "I never stopped thinking of you," he said pushing a lock of my hair away from my face.
Four months in here has been a drag, I was kind of starting to regret my decision in not allowing Xania to come see me but it's for the best.I laid on my bunker staring up at the ceiling, these mattresses were horrible for the back, and of course Conan made sure to have me sent somewhere I particularly wouldn't enjoy, but luckily for me, Adam was my roommate.He was currently standing by the gate with one of his 'friends' that he made here in jail, since I didn't plan on being here that long, I made sure that everybody understood the status of our relationship.No, I wasn't bossy, nor was I a fool, I made sure that I was on okay terms with most of the trouble makers and as long as we stayed away from each other, there were no issues between us."Bro, why's your bro think he better than us?" I heard Amelio ask Adam and he chuckled shrugging his shoulders."That's because he is," Adam said,