I pushed Theo's door open without knocking, if he wasn't going to have an ounce of respect for me, then I wasn't going to have one for him as well.
"What?" was the first word I said as I closed his door, he looked up from his papers before motioning for me to come closer to him with his fingers. "Yes?" I asked as I stood in front of his desk and he leaned back on his chair.
"Closer," he said and I looked at him annoyed.
"Any closer, I'll be sitting on the desk, Theo," I said pointedly and he gave me a stupid sexy grin.
"Then come closer," he said with his tongue playing on the rim of his teeth.
"What?" I whispered finally understanding where he was going with this. He sighed and got up from his chair walking over to me, he pl
"Idah?" "John?" I stared at the man that had called Xania with another name, don't tell me this is one of her victims. He looks old, he has grey hair visible with his midnight black dyed hair. He's tall, with a small potbelly hidden behind his blue button-up shirt, with a black velvet jacket over his shoulders. "Who's this?" I asked turning my head to look at her and I saw the tears brimming her eyes before she took a deep breath in and shook her head taking a step towards the man. Who is this guy and why is he looking at her like that? Like how I look at her. Admiration and fascination, but yet his look is also laced with more emotion, something that I've seen before, but have never experienced. She cleared her throat a
Theo and I were laying on the bed after our heated couch session, which only followed with another one in the bedroom. Now we laid spent and tired catching our breaths, he was a fantastic lover.I trailed my index finger up and down his chest, tracing the outline of his pecs and feeling the smoothness of his skin against my finger."Will you tell me what it is you're sighing about?" Theo asked tapping away on his phone and I looked up at him pressing my chin on his left breast and kissed my lips."I was just thinking," I said, turning my head to look back down his torso, resuming with my previous found interest, he held my hand."About what?" He asked and I sighed weighing my options. Create a fight, or tell him?"Not that yo
Zada' smile slowly dropped and she blinked her eyes shifting her weight from one leg to another. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to come out like that," I said and she smiled but it didn't reach her eyes. "What are you talking about, I don't have a father," she said, shaking her head. "So stop talking nonsense, it's always been just the two of us. As I was saying-" "Please just meet him so that we can be done with this, I also don't appreciate that he's coming around now after such a long time but maybe you should meet him and tell him that you don't want him in your life, right?" I held her shoulders looking at her trying to find some sort of reaction to what I was saying but there was none. "It's only going to be us and our baby boy right, Zada?" I know I was bein
I trailed behind Theo as he commanded that I join him in his office, he looked furious, great, I was too."What was that about?" He asked angrily and I shrugged my shoulders suggesting that I didn't know what he was talking about."What?""Don't play dumb with me," he growled and I pouted my lips before giggling."You really have to be more specific when you talk to me, I do a whole lot of shit, and I did a lot today, so what are we talking about?" I crossed my arms over my chest and he rolled his eyes. "Don't roll your eyes at me.""Well, I can't help it if you're acting that way," he said and I pulled my eyebrows together."Acting like what?" I asked.
I stared at the blank canvas that waited for me to violently paint my feelings on it. I sat on the floor twirling my paintbrush in my hand while my head chin rested on my other hand. Lying down on my side, I carried on looking at the taunting whiteboard that teased me for not knowing what emotions I wanted to paint, I didn't know where to start. Zada had decided to go out for lunch with John today, and we had dinner with Travis' family later on tonight... I tried to warn her against meeting both 'stressful' factors in one day but she said she would rather deal with it all in one day. Switching my position to lie on my back, I stared up at the ceiling and traced its circular patterns with my eyes while softly singing Mirror by Little Dragon. I couldn't help but feel as if I was getting it all wrong, all that I was doing...was any of it the right ch
I watched Theo's expression change from pleased to annoyed and I giggled sitting up and pinched his cheek. "You should see your face right now," I laughed getting off his lap. "I was just playing.""Well I didn't find it funny," he muttered rudely and I laughed walking over to the door, before leaving, I turned around and put my hand on my hip."But you found it tempting, didn't you? You twitched underneath me and your pupils expanded," I said with a shrug and he rolled his eyes getting off the bed and pulling his pants up."What are you now? A fucking psychologist?" he grumbled and I smirked shaking my head."No, I think I'm your mistress, and I believe that also comes with being able to read you," I said and he sighed."Xan
"Oh my gosh, Patrick, you're so funny," I laughed at Mr William's joke. He had given me the go-ahead to call him by his name to which his wife protested but he said it was his and I was allowed to call him that. Whenever she tried to throw jabs at Zada, I would always throw a bigger one, for example, mentioning how the dull white paint made the family look boring to which Patrick would respond that they were actually planning on changing the colour. Mrs William certainly didn't like how her husband was being a loose mouth and after a few glasses of wine for him, he was very charming. The man couldn't stop complimenting Zada and me, asking how his son was lucky enough to bag a girl like Zada and how their child was going to be beautiful. I would then add fuel to the fire and suggest that we were prettier than Mrs William. I wouldn't be doing all th
"Oh, I'm so exhausted," Zada moaned as she sank into the couch resting her legs on the coffee table, her hand rested on her small baby bump and I sat on the couch opposite hers. I crossed my legs and bit my cheek to stop myself from smiling at the memory of what happened a few hours ago in Theo's car."Yeah, same here.""Talking about that, where did you disappear to?" She asked, smirking and I looked at her through my fingers."I told you, I was on a call," I said and her grin grew as she shook her head."Right, a call that made you come back with your hair all messed up and your red lipstick smudged, let me not forget to mention the walk you had after that 'call'," she air quoted and
"I'll be leaving tomorrow," he said and I should up straight. "What why?" "I've overstayed my welcome, I don't want to stress you guys out even more with my health, so I'll be going back home," he said. And that brings us back to today, Theo and I stood in front of Tyrese as he had just finished making breakfast. "It's pretty good," Jameson said as he took a sip of his juice. His voice was starting to break and it was kind of interesting to watch him slowly turn into a man, would I even ever be able to see him like that? "What you two waiting for, come on and eat!" Tyrese said, Theo and I sat down in our seats and Theo dished up for me since I had Thea. We started eating and Thea was also in the stage where her hands were grabby, she grabbed the bacon off my plate and I quickly took it back. "Uh uh, you don't eat this," I said to her and she giggled closing her eyes. "Ble hbgh blllllh," she said as she blew spit on my f
"Is everything okay, Xania?" Tyres asked as I fed Thea in the kitchen. Theo and I hadn't been on talking terms for the past three days. "Yes, everything is fine," I said with a smile. "Things seem to be tense with you and your husband," he said and I shrugged still smiling. "Don't worry about it, we will be alright," I said as I burped Thea. Theo entered the kitchen in his suit and I knew that he was going to work. "I thought you weren't supposed to be in today?" I asked and he looked at me from the side of his eye as he opened the fridge. "Last minute changes," he said as he grabbed an apple. "Bye." "Will you be coming back late today as well?" I asked him and he glared at me before mumbling. "Don't wait up for me," he kissed Thea's head and when I leaned in for a kiss and he moved away. "Now son, this isn't the way you should be treating your wife," Tyres said and Theo looked at him with a smirk playing on his face. "
"Oh really?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest and he nodded."I really wanted you, I wanted to be your father but your mom ran away with you and I couldn't find her," he said softening his eyes. However, I still couldn't believe him."Is that so?""Yes! You have to believe me Xania, I came from a well above average pay grade family, I told my parents about her pregnancy and they were willing to support us but she ran away from me. Her mother said she woke up one morning and Iris was gone, I was heartbroken.""My grandmother?" I asked and he nodded."Yes, she was hurting too and couldn't believe her daughter ran away from her, your aunt too wasn't happy about that, but we couldn't find her no matter how high and low we searched for you guys. She even changed her surname from Johnson to Evans!""I didn't know that," I whispered and he nodded holding my hands."I was miserable, not knowing where you were, what you were eating, if s
I walked into Thea's room and she was just waking up and stared at me with a pout before she smiled."Good morning Bubba," I whispered as I picked her up and helped her stretch making her giggle. "Did you have good dream?" I asked as I kissed her cheek."Mama," she said and I pressed my nose against hers."Yes, it's mama," I whispered as I say down on the chair in her room, lifting my shirt, she found my nipple like the experts she is and sucked hungrily. "Ow, don't bite me," I said softly pinching her cheek. "That hurts," I said and she smiled.She was just entering her teething phase and she was six months old. There's nothing that hurt me as much as seeing her in pain over something that naturally had to happen to her, but of course we tried to reduce the pain as much as we could."You full," I asked as she let go of my nipple and pressed her lips together. I pressed her against my chest and rubbed her back and waited for her to burp. "There we
Tugging at the sleeves of suit, I waited at the altar with my heart beating violently against my chest. Why was I so nervous? I've already married her but this time it's in front of more people than I would've liked. Jameson was undoubtedly my best man of course, Leo, Luke and Travis were the groom's men. Xania had Zada as her maid of honour and Kim, Miranda and Gwen as her bridesmaids. After long hours of debating whether we should have groom's men and bridesmaids, we just fucked it out and decided afterwards. My decisioned reigned. Fixing my sleeves again for the umpteenth, Jameson touched my shoulder and I was marveled at how quickly he was growing. He almost reached my shoulder and was about to become way taller than Xania, just yesterday she was carrying him on his back as they played in my yard. "You nervous?" He asked smiling and I nodded. "Don't worry, you got this dad," he whispered and right then her intro song played and she appeared from b
"Hey Mrs Walder, how was the dress fitting?" He asked as I picked up Thea and she immediately slapped my chest and I giggled."I guess you are like your father huh?" I said as I lifted my sweater and uncovered my breast for her. She instantly attacked my boob not in the most careful way but I was used to her rough ways with it."Can I suck the other one?" Theo asked playfully and I kissed my teeth rolling my eyes."No, they both belong to Thea," I said and he pouted kissing her forehead, she stared at her father for a second as she sucked my breast with her tiny hand holding onto it and pinching occasionally."She doesn't mind sharing," he said and I laughed shaking my head."Go take a shower, you smell like vomit," I said pushing him away and he chuckled getting up."That's because this little girl did vomit on me, but I'm not complaining like your mommy is," he said kissing her forehead before moving over to my lips. "Come join me once she
I stepped onto the platform wearing the satin gown that wrapped itself tightly around my waist and flowed down right to my feet.The cloth extended and covered my breasts as straps with a silver chain combining them at my collar bone and dipping into the valley of my breasts."What do you guys think?" I asked the ladies and gentlemen I was with, namely Zada, Kim, Miranda, Gwen and Joshua. They were enjoying the sweet savoury champagne while I was stuck with juice because I was still breastfeeding.I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl and we decided to name her Thea, I know that it runs along the same lines as Theo's name but I thought it was a beautiful name with a beautiful meaning, Gift of God.So, unfortunately for me she got Theo's eyes, I guess he was very strong in those genes and her skin was the perfect shade of caramel.Chubby in size explained why she was so heavy to carry in me but during the last few months when I was pregnant, Theo wo
With my hand on my belly, I walked around my gallery greeting the viewers with a smile. I passed my some of my old classmates featured paintings of the month and felt proud of all I achieved. I came to a stop in front of the painting that took me eight months to finish, a crazy excruciating eight months! The black canvas was filled with strokes of blue and purple. Onlg the outlines of our bodies were painted, all the different positions were depicted and I loved this painting so much because I felt closer to him. I felt the warmth of a body stand next to me but I couldn't turn to stare at the person. The scent was familiar and the gaze was intense. "Has it been six months already?" I asked still staring at my painting. "Were you not waiting for me?" He asked and I turned to look at him shaking my head. "I got tired of waiting," I whispered. "I never stopped thinking of you," he said pushing a lock of my hair away from my face.
Four months in here has been a drag, I was kind of starting to regret my decision in not allowing Xania to come see me but it's for the best.I laid on my bunker staring up at the ceiling, these mattresses were horrible for the back, and of course Conan made sure to have me sent somewhere I particularly wouldn't enjoy, but luckily for me, Adam was my roommate.He was currently standing by the gate with one of his 'friends' that he made here in jail, since I didn't plan on being here that long, I made sure that everybody understood the status of our relationship.No, I wasn't bossy, nor was I a fool, I made sure that I was on okay terms with most of the trouble makers and as long as we stayed away from each other, there were no issues between us."Bro, why's your bro think he better than us?" I heard Amelio ask Adam and he chuckled shrugging his shoulders."That's because he is," Adam said,