CUTE PANDA BEAR
"H...hello?"
Charlie finally summons the courage to speak after staring at the man for two solid minutes. Charlie wonders how she hasn't pooped her pants from standing in the same presence with a mountain man.
She mentally kicks herself for not grabbing the baseball bat behind her bedroom door or the bow and arrow underneath her kitchen cabinet... Or the pepper spray on her kitchen window sill.
"Um... What? What are you doing in my ba...backyard?" Stammers Charlie.
The bulky man takes a step forward so that the tip of his leather boots is hitting the lintel of the patio door.
Charlie takes two steps back; one isn't foolproof. She clutches, tightly, the hem of her pyjama shirt. Suddenly, she feels like crying.
Is this it?
Is this how she'll die?
She hasn't even edited her 20th book! Or read all the books in the romance section of the local library!
"I'm sorry! I haven't stolen anything! I don't do drugs! I haven't even seen any type of drugs before... Well, I have, you know, Ibuprofen, Paracetamol, Advil, Lo— Well that's not the point! The point is, I don't deserve to die! I'm so young and growing..." Charlie keeps rambling on in a high-pitched voice.
The mysterious man scrunches up his brows as an amused look crosses his eyes. Charlie would've noticed this if she wasn't staring at his big hands that clutch two duffle bags in a tight grip.
'Oh my God! Ammunition!' Charlie gasps and grips her phone tighter. She presses the home button and her screen comes to life.
'Just one click and the police will be here,'
The man drops one of his bags on her feet and points to the snow-covered patio.
'Does he want me to dive into the snow?'
"Look, I just conditioned my hair! I can't get it wet again!"
Just as she is about to click the dial button, she notices something.
The man is shivering.
His shoulders bobbed up and down and his teeth clattered noisily. He breathes out cold air and his knees shook.
Her finger hovers around the screen. Her face falls as she looks deeper.
The mysterious man cocks his head to the side, his midnight-black hair that had a touch of snowflakes fell to the side slightly.
Her face falls. She can't just leave him out in the cold. Calling the police by this time of the night is pretty futile. Charlie lets out a shaky breath as she weighs the pros and cons.
Pros: I invite him in and offer him a place to sleep and feel good the next day for helping someone.
Cons: The man smothers me in my sleep with my favorite pillow.
As she fights a mental battle between good and rationality, the man picks up the bag he dropped on the ground. His knees bobbed impatiently. His brows scrunch up.
"Uh..." She steps closer, "Would you like to come in? It's snowing pretty fast out there," She raises her brow.
The man opens his mouth like he is about to say something but frowns immediately. A tiny grunt leaves his mouth and Charlie almost coos.
He walks in and Charlie takes an unconscious step backward.
"Come in... I guess," she mutters as they walk into the living room.
"Have a seat, please." Your height is intimidating. Charlie wants to add but thinks against it. She doesn't want to add to the reasons for her death.
"You look cold...uh, let me make you hot chocolate," Charlie announces before she runs to the kitchen.
She's so grateful that Deedah talked her out of putting a wall between the living room and kitchen. This is a perfect excuse to watch the man like a hawk as she makes him a steamy hot cup of chocolate and tiny marshmallows.
God bless you, Deedah!
Just as she is about to place the steaming cup on the center table, she trips on one of his bags. She yelps and steadies the cup carefully.
A melodious rhythm of guffaws and scoffs emits around the room.
It is either the world stopped moving or Charlie forgot to breathe and now she's feeling light-headed. An embarrassed blush appears on her cheeks as the man continues chuckling childishly.
She runs to the kitchen and exhales loudly. 'What the hell happened there?' She grabs her phone from the kitchen counter and walks to the living room.
The living room suddenly feels colder than usual. Maybe it's because of the absence of a heater but Charlie naturally loves the cold. Right now, there's something about standing in the cold with a total stranger. This is the perfect time for her to be killed in cold-blood!
"Um... I... I'll be right back! I have to—uh, that... yeah!" She runs faster than the speed of light.
She pats her chest slowly. The strong urge to call Deedah overcomes her. The black woman will know exactly what to do in this situation.
She puts on an oversized grey wool sweater over her pyjama shirt. Maybe she should call Mario. His height could intimidate the man in her house and make him leave. But who's she kidding? Deedah had blocked Mario's number on her phone and all her social media accounts.
Charlie shakes her head, "Mario isn't worth it."
She sighs and walks to the living room. Now that Charlie looks closely, the man doesn't look anything like an assassin. He looks, more or less, like a panda bear. A panda bear hunched slightly with Charlie's throw blanket over his shoulder and his taut fingers gripping the mug tightly as he takes occasional sips from its content.
"I don't know if this is wise..." Charlie chuckles nervously, "...but you can sleep here tonight. I don't know if you're lost or anything but... Yeah. You can take the couch, okay?"
The man looks up from his cup of chocolate. His eyes are wide and... Well... Curious. His light eyes—Charlie can't decipher the color under the dark—looks hooded and droopy. He keeps staring at Charlie before she flashes him one of her infamous please-don't-kill-me smiles before running up the stairs.
Her eyes meet the small alarm clock on her nightstand. 2:46am blares.
"Urgh!" Charlie groans.
'This week is definitely not her week.'
LIKE AND DEATHCharlie cancelled Thanksgiving at her house; Theresa understood, Deedah shrugged and Mama Freya threw her medication bottle at her. The only person's reaction she didn't get was Blurin's. The mountain of a man made sure to avoid her through and through.There are a lot of things to recover from; Tristan, Mario and his stupid hot-soon-to-be heroic wife, and Blurin. The man no longer came downstairs to watch her cook or clean. It made Charlie sad. Very sad.It's been two weeks after Tristan's rejection and he has finally moved out of Charlie's apartment. It was enough to trigger her tear duct but she didn't cry. She couldn't. It was going to paint her as miserable and desperate as if she wasn't all those. Her best friend is spending Christmas with Zeus at his father's house and she's all alone for Christmas except Blurin who avoids her entirely.Charlie decides that toda
A BAD DAY... WEEKCharlie isn't sure she has anything to be grateful for.These past few months have been a rollercoaster that has managed to overwhelm Charlie gravely.The gingerhead has always looked forward to any Thanksgiving, especially with Deedah and Mama Freya present in the same room. Those two are like oil and water. Last year, Mama Freya kept dropping inappropriate jokes about Zeus's ass and Deedah almost punched her jaw.Charlie could swear she almost had a heart attack that day.Most times, Deedah even brings her cat, Sambi, for the *awe's* and the *coos*. But Charlie isn't sure she has it in her for Thanksgiving this year. Her friends and acquaintances can be a handful, most times, and she isn't ready for that—especially with the situation on ground.Her humiliating rejection. Her ex-boyfriend's stupid speech to his wife and keeping her feelings organized. Not to
**COMFORT**It hit her the next morning.Tristan doesn't like her that way. The same way Mario didn't like her which caused him to play her like hockey.It is around 2 am that Charlie wakes up from her sleepless night. A truckload of sadness washes over her as she replays last night's conversation.'...I don't like you in that way. I just want us to be friends...'The first dam breaks few minutes after brooding. She doesn't even try to stop it or tune it down, no. The sobs pour violently as she clutches her pillow tightly.She is so deep in her weeping that she doesn't register her door open, or how the end of her bed sinks slowly.When she starts hearing soft humming, she raises her head from her pillow.Bulky is sitting at the end of her bed, his fingers on his lap and his hair falling against his face.She waits for him to talk,
NOT TRISTAN'S TYPEIt's been roughly two months since she shut the door on her relationship. Two months since she rescued Blurin from dying of hypothermia. A month away from Christmas.The snow fell at a more heavy pace. Townswomen and children has started putting up decorations and adding the celebratory 'Seasons Greeting!' to their salutations.Steinfield is always lively this time of year. The airplane crash? Shutting down of the airport? The town's people have a lot to be grateful for. Charlie Jordan, especially.It's been two months since Blurin became her housemate and she still hasn't heard him utter a full sentence. In his case, actions speak louder than words. Charlie has to be lying if she says she doesn't wish to have a friendly interaction with Bulky.In fact, the only interaction they both have is about food—whenever he isn't busy, Blurin helps with making meals in the house. With
POUTING IN A PIZZA PLACECharlie has been busying herself with trimming her vegetable beds since midmorning.The sun was barely up when she wore her rubber gloves and picked up her tools from the side of the house. Nora's apartment has its light on and Charlie could see indistinct movement here and there.She cut the weeds rather viciously. The loud giggles and boisterous laugh still lingers in her mind and that is what fueled her to snap the necks of a few stems.Charlie avoided Tristan the whole of yesterday till the present morning. He'd left a few minutes after Blurin had come down for breakfast. Ha, Breakfast. It was an awkward affair. For the first time—since living with Charlie—Tristan was on his phone on the dining table chuckling softly then coughing afterward.'He's probably sharing dog memes with Theresa,' Charlie couldn't keep the saltiness off her thoughts.Sighing loud
A TRIVIAL COMPETITION"Mama, I'm fine! I wanna go in now, pleaseeee!" The 5-year old whines loudly. He keeps prying his mother's fingers from his hair as he huffs."Okay. Okay," His mother chuckles softly, "Did you pack your monster trucks, my handsome?"Charles pouts, his knees bouncing impatiently, "Yes Mama! Russ and his family is in my bag pack, can I go in now?"Mrs. Pulgo smiles softly, a proud flower blooming in her chest as her son kept glancing at his babysitter's house with his knees bobbing eagerly."Okay, let's go."They walk hand-in-hand till they get to Charlie's doorstep. Mrs. Pulgo raises her hand to ring the doorbell but Charles tugs it back forcefully."Mama, I wanna ring it!" He hollers as he points to the shiny gold button on the wall."Go ahead, Charles, but not too hard."Tel