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I MUST BE LOSING MY MIND

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CHAPTER 56

JONATHAN'S POV

Her face kept tormenting my mind. I had tried to brush it aside as a mere coincidence but something kept pulling me back. Over the years, I had seen many women who shared some similarities with Ariana and for a while, I was obsessed with finding her. My obsession drove me crazy and I began to see her face everywhere. I would do some digging only to realize it was someone else.

My parents found out about the affair too and when they'd heard I was looking for her, they rained hell on me. Eva's family would not be insulted like that, they threatened to ruin me if I disgraced their daughter.

So I stopped my search. I couldn't find Ariana and even if I did, I wasn't sure I would be able to protect her by myself, especially with the people against her. I felt guilty for admitting defeat and for giving up but somehow, I convinced myself that I had made the right decision. So I cleared my mind and accepted the fact that Ariana was gone for good and no matter who I s
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