Astrid's POV
I didn't know what to do the next day. I just sat beside him. It was a bit awkward. I started the conversation.
"Noah, explain yourself""Why should I" he said looking down.He doesn't usually looks down. I've seen it from the first day.Wait. It's been only two days.Still. I've seen it. Whenever he talks, he looks straight in my eyes. This time, he was looking at his book, or no, at the ground."Because.. Because it affects me" I tried to make a reason."Why should I care whether it affects you or not?"I was dumbstruck. He literally wants me to hate him. Then fine. I have hated boys for a long time, and I realise he is no different. Or he doensnt wants to be..."Fine then" I said and looked back at my book.After complete two days, I studied. Yes, I have to study.I don't want to depend on him again. Never again. Even if he didn't do it on purpose, I've never relied on boys. It has been quite a history for me. I've always stood up high for us. For girls. I will do the same here and for that I've to make sure I don't rely on him at all.I studied with full concentration. I even started to respond to some of the questions put up by the teachers.I was doing quite well.The bell rang and it was the lunch period. I went out with Ava when a boy called me. We were enjoying ourselves and then we looked towards him.It was an unknown boy. I don't know him, but he knows my name. Maybe because of what happened yesterday. I went towards him.
"Yes?" I asked him."Can you.. Can you lend me your textbook? I need to do some of the work which mam did today.. And you were the one who did everything correct, so.."For a second, I was struck. Not by his words, but by his beauty. He was so handsome.I was staring him like a crazy fangirl. He didn't react to my stare, but after a minute, Ava shook my hand. I came in my senses. I was embarrassed, and then I remembered what he said."Oh.. Oh yes, of course..." And I gave him the textbook in my hand. He said thanks and then I left.After a while, he called me again. I sensed something different in his voice. I loved it."Yes?" I said, turning around."um.. You gave me wrong textbook"Oh shit. Why does it always happens with me. I was so lost in him that I didn't see what I was doing. I gave him wrong book. He'll take me as a blind person! And a deaf too.. Wait if I don't speak will he take me as a dumb one too? Let's speak before that happens!!"Oh sorry! I'll give you the right one, here" I gave him other one and took the other back."Thank you Astrid" he said with a smile.Oh that smile! So cute. I don't know, but this unexpected feeling is something very warm.I didn't say anything then and went."Ohho, do you know that guy?""Nope""But he knows you, right?""Yea maybe because of yesterday""yea maybe...but he's handsome""You think too?""Ya of course!""Hm he's quiet handsome"I said a little shyly. We talked a little about him. She didn't know him either, she came a few days back only. But we admired his beauty.We didn't know when the bell rang and the lunch period was over. After complete five minutes, we came to know that and then we ran towards the class.WE'RE DEFINITELY GONNA DIE.We stood at the gate. Ms. Sophie was again there. Why?? This was another teacher's period yaar! But we couldn't do anything."Astrid! Ava! Where were you!?""Mam..actually.." I couldn't speak a word."Mam actually we couldn't complete the lunch that's why..." Ava was making a stupid reason."Why? You had the entire period!"We didn't speak anything. What can we possibly say now? But someone in the class said. It was him, the boy who took my textbook."Excuse me, mam. Mam, actually they helped me in studies during the lunch period. If you don't believe me, I have her textbook!" He showed the textbook.She believed him. I think he has quite a reputation in here."Lucas, if you say so, then fine" she said to him and then turned towards me."I'm leaving you this time because he's saying you helped him. If anything like this happens, inform your teacher first, or have your lunch first" she said and let us enter.I sat beside Noah and was lost in his thoughts.Lucas. That's his name. Cute. I have to thank him for saving me. His nature is so good. He's not a nerd, I think. But he's better than the one sitting next to me.I waited for the college to disperse. It was finally dispersal and I was searching for Lucas. There! I saw him. But he's talking with Noah. Are they friends? A little while later they parted. I went to Lucas."Hey, Lucas!""Hi Astrid""Thank you very much for today""It was nothing, thank you" he gave me my textbook back."Hm" I smiled"Actually.. I wanted to ask.. If you're free.. Then can you come to the cafe today?""um.. Why?" I asked him."Actually I have some queries and you're the best student I know.. And you know Ms. Sophie.. Who'll ask her..""Me? Best student? What about Noah? Isn't he your friend?""What? He, my friend? Never""But just now you were talking to him""Yes I was but we're not at all friends""Okay.. Then I'll come at..?""Whatever time suits you""At 4?""Yup fine with me"Then I went back with Ava. Ava teased me for talking to him, but I told her that I was just thanking him. I also told Ava that he asked me to meet him and help him in his studies. She was quite shocked. But I wasn't. It's totally fine.My day went well. But somewhere I feel that something's wrong with Noah. And also.. Between Noah and Lucas. But for now, that's not my business. So it's fine.Astrid's POVIt is almost 4 and I've not reached the café. Not because I was lazy, but busy. My mom has told me to do some work."Mommm! I have a friend to meet today!" I yelled at her because she was burying me with the work."Beta, it's been only three days and you've already made so many friends?" she enquired because I'm a type of person who didn't have many friends in my school. One was enough."Yes mom and I have to go now!""Okay okay go. But come fast""Thank you mom!" I said and hugged her.Then I went to the café. I don't know why, but I wore my best casual clothes, that would not be like I'm showing off but they would make me look good.Wait. Why do I have a urge to look good in front of him? I always remain the way I am whenever I meet anyone. So why am I thinking this way? Do I.. Do I like him? But that ain't possible. I just met him today. How can I be like this?I didn't think more because I di
Astrid's POVThat lunch period was over too fast. Maybe the time flew in thinking about him and what he wanted to tell me. I entered the class again. Noah was angry as usual. I can't take his without-a-reason anger."Why are you so angry??" I asked him."What does it have to do with you?" he said."Mister, you're showing me anger from so much time. It's really annoying. That's why I'm asking" I said. Although it was quite true, but the real reason was that I can't see him angry. He's cute too."Are you friends with Lucas?" he asked looking straight in my eyes."Well...yes..." I spoke the truth. What's there to hide anyways."Stay away from him" he said and got up and left the class again.What's his problem. If there's a fight or something like that between them then why don't they solve it? He's my friend. Not like my boyfriend! He's being unreasonable.Although he return
Astrid's POVI reached the college. He was there, on the gate again. I went near him."Do you plan to kill me?" he asked a little tensed.I didn't understand the situation. And what he wanted to say. So I just asked him."What?""You're looking so stunning and so beautiful. Anyone would die" he said and smiled.Oh, I also wanted to say that his smile is killing too."Oh really, then why are you still alive?" I cracked a small joke. He took my hand. Oh no. Why does he not understand that I don't want him to touch me."Because I have you. Others will die, but I won't" he said."You talk so sweet. Now leave my hand" I told him.He pulled me even close. I stopped breathing for a moment. I don't think he understands the depth of this situation."Lucas.. Leave me" I told him. He left me."What happened Astrid.. I'm sorry if you felt unc
Astrid's POV"What's it...??" I asked. I wanted the environment to cool down but with his expressions it looked like it's not gonna cool in this life."I'm telling you about Lucas. I don't know if you'll believe me or not. But it's my duty. I've fulfilled it till now and I'll continue to do this" he said.Honestly, I didn't understand any word."Be more clear, Noah" I said."Lucas is using you" he said looking down.What? He's using me? How could it be? I love him and he loves me. How can it be possible? I think again Noah is trying to play a plan or is trying to embarrass me."What rubbish you're speaking!" I yelled, really angry from what he said."Astrid. I'm warning you. Don't go to far in this relationship" he said."But what's your problem, Noah? What's wrong? If there's any proof then tell me!" I said because he was so damn sure of him using me."Yeah. Th
Astrid's POVI ran to my class and sat on my seat. I put my head down. I was scared. I don't know what's happening. Why am I between them??After a while, Noah came in class and sat beside me. I pretended that I didn't see him."I'm sorry Astrid" he said. I looked towards him. There was a little tear in his eye."It's.. It's ok" I said and took out my book. He took his book too and studied. Lucas entered just a minute after him.I studied and it was now lunch. Lucas came to me."Astrid will you come with me?" he said. I was expecting a sorry."Hm" I said and went with him. A pair of eyes was still staring at us."Today can you come to café?" he asked."Okay.. I'll ask my mom" I said. I need to think about it, so I'll not give him a confirmation."Thank you" he said."Okay let's go back""Hm" he said and we went ba
Astrid's POVThe next day I went to college and sat beside Noah again. He didn't speak anything. Then Lucas said in sign language to come out. I got out and then Noah started looking at me. But I didn't react and went out with Lucas."Let's skip the college" he said."Are you crazy!" I yelled. I was shocked."it's because then you'll not need to stay after college""But""That's more safe, Ari""Ok" I said and went out with him. We went to some park and had fun. Then we went to eat ice cream. Then he took me to shopping mall and then we went to eat in a restaurant. I was enjoying myself.Noah's POVShe's not coming back. It's going to be lunch soon. Lucas is not here too. I think he convinced her to skip college. He's ruining her. She's so good in studies. Because of him.. She'll stop studying. I have to talk to her today.Astrid's POV
Astrid's POVI was scared. Very scared. But I went to Ms. Sophie's office. I found Lucas standing there already."Astrid. Your and his assignments are exactly the same. You have two minutes. Decide who wants to take the punishment!" she shouted.We looked at each other. He looked down and then he looked towards mam."Mam, I-" he was speaking when I interrupted."Mam, I'm the one who copied Lucas' assignment" I said. He looked at me with shock, but I didn't look at him back. I was looking at Ms. Sophie."Fine Astrid, this is the second time you're gonna go to the principal. It has been just a few days since you joined this college!! Come with me!" she said and dragged me to the principal's office.I remembered that Noah told me that I should just keep quiet in front of principal sir. That's what I'll do then."Astrid! I've never seen any college girl that came two times to the principal's office just in a week of joining!! You're
Astrid's POVI didn't open my eyes while the guy sitting next to my bed was shouting like crazy. Then the doctors told him to calm down or else it might affect my health, so he calmed down. Suddenly I felt a hand on my forehead, stroking me lightly, easing my heart.I opened my eyes when the doctors told that they will have to give me injection if I didn't open my eyes in ten minutes."Hey... Are you ok..?" He said. I looked towards him. He was Noah. I never expected him here... At least not after I insulted him."Yea-h I'm" I said looking at the ceiling."How did you fell unconscious?" he asked."That... Actually.. I didn't have the lunch and I was running""Why were you running?""Because... The teacher told me to""Why did the teacher told you so?""Because I.. I made a mistake""What mistake?""I.. Wait. How many questions will you ask?
Astrid’s POV“Your husband’s here”As I heard that voice, I quickly turned around. Noah. He was here.“N-Noah?”“Yes, Astrid”I quickly turned to that nurse. “Did he… perform the operation… of my mom?”“Yes, mam”I looked back at him and he was looking at me with a small smile.“You… saved my mom?”“Our mom”I went to him. He looked at me intently.He knelt down and I was taken back. I took a step back.“Astrid”I looked at him. “Get up!” I whispered as everyone looked at us.“Astrid. I know I made many mistakes. Some, which I can’t even think of forgiving myself for. But today… I wanted to make some amends. Astrid, I love you and I want you to come back to me” he pulled out a ring and hesitantly extended i
Astrid’s POVI was sitting in the waiting room for many hours now. The surgery was going on and all I did was pray every single second to Jesus for mercy. I must have done bad things in my life, but mom didn’t. So please God save her.After all that is all I can do right now.I kept on waiting for some nurse or the doctor to come and tell me “congratulations!”. But I guess that has to wait.I was growing restless with every passing second. I don’t know, but this different feeling in me told me something wasn’t really right. I just hope that that ‘something’ has nothing to do with mom.------Noah’s POVA Few Hours AgoI was the anonymous doctor with the name ‘James’.Yup, it’s me.I am back.God, this all is too much! I am going to do the operation of my mother in law.Well, I studied for her, so
Astrid’s POVI decided to leave mom’s house to get to a lawyer and apply for divorce. I got up and went to the door. As I opened it and went outside, a voice scared me.“Astrid”I looked at my right side and Noah was standing with his head down. “Don’t do this”“Don’t do what?” I didn’t expect him to know where I was going.“You think I don’t know where you are going? Astrid please try to understand. Don’t do this. This is too much--”“Yeah, too much, right. And about the fact that you hid everything from me? Yeah, it isn’t big now, is it?”“It… it is, Astrid, but…”“I don’t know and I don’t care, Noah, not anymore. I am done trusting and caring and getting deceived all the time!”“I didn’t ‘deceive’ you, Astrid, don’t
Three Years LaterAstrid’s POV“Yes!” I cut the call and ran downstairs. God, this mess is really messy.The doorbell rang just as I reached downstairs. I opened it and ran back to the kitchen.“Why are you running?” Noah’s voice stopped me.“Well, I have to go to the hospital, in case you don’t remember” I replied, going to the kitchen and taking my stuff.“I will go with you too” he said.“Ah, well… you just came. I can manage” I denied and was going to the gate when he sighed.“What?” I asked him.“When will you return?”“Night”“It is morning” he insisted. “Please come back fast”“I will try” I smiled lightly and he nodded with a cute smile.“Bye!”“Bye” I made my
Astrid’s POVWe reached our home after the ‘pretend’ meeting with mom. I can’t even believe that he is being this cold. I mean… we loved each other once, right?I shrugged my thoughts and went inside one of the rooms and locked it from inside. I need to be calm and not think about him or anyone. I need some ‘me time’.I laid down on my bed and was about to sleep when I heard a knock on the door. Will he not even let me sleep?I got up and slowly dragged myself towards the door and opened it.He was standing and looking at me like I am a ghost.“What?” I asked him.“I am leaving tomorrow,” he said.“I know,” I replied.He sighed. “Yeah. Help me in packing”“Okay”I went with him to our room and did the packing.“I am leavi--”“Stay” he l
Noah’s POV“Where are we going anyway?” she asked as we sat down in my car and drove off.“Your mother’s house”“That is your idea of an outing?”I looked at her raising an eyebrow. “Yes”“Let’s go somewhere else,” she sighed.“But don’t you miss your mom?” I questioned.“Gosh, Noah I was married yesterday. I miss her, but you know when you’ll leave, I will stay with her. So… can we go somewhere else today?”“Meet her, Astrid,” I insisted. She doesn’t know that her mom has cancer, so I am trying to do what she would have done if she knew.“What’s wrong with you?” she looked irritated. “Let’s just go to some… movie?”Trust me Astrid, if you knew, you’d have not wanted to even eat anything.
Noah’s POVIt is not easy, what I am doing.I don’t even know how I should behave with her.How do you behave when you marry your ex?I don’t even wanna call her my ‘ex’.I wanna hate her, maybe because I want a reason to keep myself distracted from the fact that I still love her and she doesn’t.She might be sorry for everything and might even care for me but I know she doesn’t like me in that way anymore.I don’t even know what I am doing. Every time I want to show her hate, like the wedding night, I ended up hugging her like she is my life.I can’t be vulnerable, not again.But I can’t help it.The coffee I was drinking, was so tasty. Although I can drink it with sugar too, I tried to show her how much I hate her-- or act as I do-- but it didn’t make me feel any better.She went upstairs, probably to take a s
Astrid’s POVWe were driving down the road. He didn’t speak a word, just kept driving smoothly on the long road.We reached our home. It was a really big house. It looked decorated from the outside.He got out of the car and I followed him. He unlocked the door and went inside, and so did I.As I entered, I saw that the house was really decorated. There were balloons and flowers used.“I expect you to remove all this crap tomorrow,” he said coldly and went to a room.Crap?This seems to be the most touching thing to gift at someone’s wedding. He really called my mother’s gift as crap?I sighed anyway and went to take water.As I made my way to the living room, I was confused. Will we sleep in the same room? Or different?What if he embarrasses me if I go to the same room? That really wouldn’t be the best start for us.I went to a
Astrid’s POVIt was finally the wedding day. The past week flew by like it was nothing. I was… actually busy arranging everything.I got up. I found something yesterday about my mom while I was going through her things. There were different medicines she was taking, I couldn’t research on them because of time.They were weird names like doxorubicin, cyclophosphamide, Ethyol, Amifostine.Only two of them are used. I don’t know what is going on and it seems quite serious.I was in my room at the wedding hall when someone knocked. I went to the door and opened it.“Um… Noah?” I spoke. He closed the door.“Yes”“You want something?” I asked, trying to be calm, and like my heartbeat wasn’t raising.“Do you still love me?” he questioned.I looked at him at his straightforward que