In the end, I confessed everything to Lana.
Starting from our first encounter when she saved me to the moment she kissed me at her house. But I didn't tell everything at the restaurant; I shared some when we were already home. Lana helped me dry my hair as I applied makeup. There was still half an hour left before Mr. Shaw picked me up. "I swear, Nicholas Shaw really likes you, Ella," Lana looked at me through the mirror while drying my hair. "He already has a girlfriend, Lana," I muttered with a hint of annoyance. Her name is Alice, and she's stunningly beautiful. Thinking about how they spoke that afternoon made me slightly jealous. "Maybe that woman isn't his girlfriend. Why don't you ask him directly?" "Because am I not crazy enough? Mr. Shaw is just—" What, Ella? I thought to myself with frustration. "Just a client." "Oh really? Do you kiss all your clients?" My face reddened a bit at her question. "Lana!" Lana turned off her hairdryer when my hair was dry. "What will you wear tonight?" she asked, scanning my room, her eyes stopping at my bed. "You'll wear that?" she pointed, wrinkling her nose. I had already prepared my outfit on my bed: a black pencil skirt and a green chiffon blouse. "We're just going to have dinner," I replied, shrugging. She responded by rolling her eyes, "Do you think Nicholas Shaw invites all his employees to dinner whenever he wants to show gratitude? I have something in my closet that suits you." She grabbed my hand, pulling me to her room. Our rooms were equally spacious, but Lana's was messier than mine. She stood in front of her large wardrobe and opened it. Rows of dresses hung throughout most of her closet. "Lana... this really isn't necessary," I protested as I dropped onto her bed. "It's absolutely necessary, Ella. For a man like Nicholas Shaw, you have to prepare your best ammunition." She replied without looking at me, her hands busy sorting through her dresses. I just snorted at her response. "This! I think this dress suits you; I've only worn it once." Lana took out a maroon velvet dress. The dress was knee-length, and Lana was right—I inexplicably liked it. Maybe because of its simple yet elegant design. I tried the dress in front of the mirror, admiring my silhouette. "Your time is only 20 minutes left, Ella. And you're not finished with your makeup yet." She grumbled, walking to her makeup table. "Sit here." "Okay, okay..." I stood up from her bed and walked to the chair in front of her dressing table. Lana was more experienced with makeup than I was; she finished my makeup in just 10 minutes. Well, I had to admit she did it better than me. The lipstick I wore was a few shades brighter than the maroon dress, the rest leaning towards a natural look. Lana applied a natural brown eyeshadow that made my amber eyes stand out. "Whoa... my face looks different," I mumbled in front of the mirror. Lana folded her hands across her chest, looking at my face proudly. "You look equally beautiful with or without makeup, Ella." She closed her makeup box and handed me the dress. "I'll be on guard, and you change. Don't take too long, okay?" "Yes, Ma'am." But Lana had already left her room before hearing my answer. I changed into Lana's dress while looking at my reflection in the mirror. My size and Lana's were almost the same; I was just a bit fuller than her. Luckily, the dress hugged my body perfectly. My hands traced the soft velvet from my waist to my hips. I was still fascinated, gazing at my reflection in the mirror. Tonight, I let my slightly wavy auburn hair fall over my exposed shoulders. I faintly heard Lana talking to someone. Is he here? I checked the clock in Lana's room, showing exactly 7 o'clock. It seemed like Nicholas Shaw was never late. I put on my heels and grabbed the small bag Lana had placed near the door earlier. I took a deep breath before opening Lana's door, then walked out. Nicholas was still standing near our open apartment door, chatting with Lana, occasionally smiling at her. His jaw, which was slightly stubbled in the afternoon, was now cleanly shaved. He wore a white shirt and jeans—this was the first time I saw him in jeans. One of his hands held his black suit. This was also the first time I saw his dark brown hair not perfectly combed back but falling naturally and slightly messy. I preferred it this way—more casual and not as rigid as usual. Uh-oh. I glanced down at the dress I was wearing and looked back at him. Was I overdressed? For a moment, I considered going back to Lana's room and changing into jeans and a blouse. But my plan failed when Mr. Shaw turned to look at me, freezing in his place. "Hey..." I greeted him, a bit shy. Nicholas didn't respond; his dark blue eyes kept staring at me without blinking. Next to him, Lana was smiling broadly. "Do I look overdressed? I can change my clothes—" Finally, he blinked slowly. "No need. You look... perfect." "Oh... okay." I nodded slightly, and we continued to gaze at each other until Lana finally cleared her throat to break the silence. "Have a great time," Lana said with her wide smile. I walked towards them, and Mr. Shaw suddenly extended his hand to me. "Are you ready?" he asked with his deep baritone voice. His voice made my knees slightly weak. I just nodded at him before taking his hand. "I'll return Miss Heather in three hours, Miss Morrel." "Okay, you can return her anytime," Lana replied, but her eyes were on our hands before finally looking at me with a gaze that seemed to say, 'I told you... he likes you!' Lana only escorted us to the front door of the apartment. Silence engulfed us as we walked out of the apartment. I never realized how large Mr. Shaw's hands were; he held my hand effortlessly. His warmth spread through my body, making my stomach feel like it was filled with fluttering butterflies. Damn butterflies. The scent of his expensive aftershave and perfume lingered faintly. I didn't know much about men's cologne, but I liked the scent of Mr. Shaw's perfume. It was unlike Oliver's or other men's scents that were usually a bit sharp. We walked towards my apartment's basement. For a moment, I thought Eric and his SUV were waiting for us, but my assumption was wrong when Mr. Shaw led me to a black sedan parked there. I thought he might have flown to San Francisco. Did he drive from Manhattan? One of my hands glided over the soft seat as I sat down; I was willing to bet that the car's interior was genuine leather. Mr. Shaw got in next to me and started the car. It was the first time I saw him driving. "Did you drive from Manhattan?" I couldn't help asking. He glanced at me and then back to the road. "No, I flew. This is Greg's car." Oh. "Is he here in San Francisco too?" "Yeah, he arrived a couple of days ago." Mr. Shaw replied while looking at me through the rearview mirror. I hadn't noticed that we were heading towards the western part of San Francisco. As far as I knew, this area was a luxurious residential area atop hills and a small forest, Forest Hill. Fifteen minutes later, we arrived at a house or rather a villa located at the top of Forest Hill. This house was the only building here; the nearest neighbor was a kilometer away. Like the other houses we passed, this place was exceptionally luxurious. Modern architecture defined every inch of this house, with dominating large glass windows. I wondered how many people and how much time it took to clean those glass windows. Mr. Shaw parked the car in the spacious yard. Two other cars were parked next to us. One was a black Porsche with white stripes in the middle, and the other was a red Bugatti. If the three of them were side by side like this, anyone passing by might think this was a luxury car showroom. I thought he invited me for a private dinner, but it seemed we would be dining with others. Mr. Shaw turned off the engine, but his hands still gripped the steering wheel. Although it was a bit dark, the garden lights illuminated the car, and I could still see him clearly. His gaze was fixed straight ahead, no expression on his face. Seeing him up close, my hand itched to touch his slightly messy hair. "Eleanor, there's something I want to ask you directly." He muttered suddenly. I turned to him automatically. "Oh... What is it?" "Do you like Greg?" His voice slightly changed from before. "I just want to make sure." Make sure? I looked at him with a bit of surprise. "I... don't know Mr. Gregory Shaw well. Although he feels somewhat familiar, maybe I've seen him somewhere. But no, I don't like him—I mean, I don't like him in that way. I just consider him as a client. A former client." I trailed off as my words started to get jumbled. The expression on his face softened a bit. "What about me?" his baritone voice whispered, making my stomach feel like jelly. His dark blue eyes locked onto mine. He tilted one corner of his mouth upward after seeing my nervous expression. Suddenly, I wanted to trace his arrogant jawline with my fingers. "Well, you are..." I could feel the atmosphere between us changing dramatically, as if there were invisible electric vibrations between us right now. His eyes were still locking onto mine. "You are..." Without realizing it, my voice became slightly husky. I didn't need to continue my sentence because the next second, Mr. Shaw leaned towards me, his right hand sliding through my hair before cupping the back of my neck. Our faces were now only inches apart, and his mint-scented breath fanned my cheek. "I would do anything right now to be able to kiss you." He whispered with a slightly restrained voice. For a moment, he just looked at my face, and there was something in his eyes that made it impossible for me to look away and made my heart beat irregularly in my chest. In that moment, I realized I had fallen in love with Nicholas Shaw. Before I could deny my own thoughts, his face got closer to mine, and he kissed me slowly. His soft and slightly wet lips turned my brain into jelly. I couldn't think of anything after that; I couldn't even remember my own name. I could feel his erratic heartbeat through my hands placed on his chest. One of Mr. Shaw's hands cupped my face, while his other hand rested on the back of my neck. His thumb gently stroked my cheekbone as he kissed me, making every place his fingers touched on my skin more sensitive than before. Slowly, my breathing became heavier. "Dangerous," he whispered in my ear, his warm breath tickling me after I pulled away to take a breath. "What's wrong?" I asked a bit confused with my slightly breathless state. I could feel him smiling as he listened to me. "You are very, very dangerous for me." Nicholas kissed me again, this time not as long as before. He pulled away and looked at me with his shining eyes in the darkness. His right hand slid a strand of my hair behind my ear gently. "You look incredibly beautiful tonight, Eleanor. I want to take you home and hide you from everyone. Keep you for myself." I closed my eyes as his fingers traced my face slowly, then down to my jaw. He sighed before pulling his hand away from me, as if regretting having to stop. "I think we've been waited for."I stepped out of the car before he opened the door for me. Mr. Shaw held my hand as we walked towards the house. He left his black suit jacket in the car, and the sleeves of his shirt were rolled up to his elbows. A smile appeared on his handsome face as he caught me watching him. He lifted my hand, which he was holding, and gently kissed my fingers."Need more privacy time?" Suddenly, Gregory Shaw emerged from behind the door, smiling warmly at me but frowning when he shifted his gaze to Mr. Shaw. "We've been waiting for you for 45 minutes, Nick."I still wasn't sure why Mr. Shaw invited me here. "You look beautiful, Eleanor," Greg said suddenly, winking playfully."Her name is Miss Heather to you, Greg," Mr. Shaw reprimanded, pulling down the corners of his mouth. Greg just laughed, then his eyes focused on our hands. His smile faded quickly, and I felt my face blush as he glanced at me briefly. "Everyone's waiting inside."Everyone? Who?We walked into the house, and even the inter
I stared into Nicholas Shaw's eyes, now transformed from deep blue to pitch black, similar to Gregory's eyes when we first met in that alley. Sharp fangs appeared as he opened his mouth, and my gaze was fixed on his lips moving as he spoke.This couldn't be happening.Suddenly, he stepped closer, and my automatic response made me step back until my back was against the wall. We were alone in this place, and I didn't notice where the others had gone. I raised one hand to prevent him from getting closer, but my hand trembled violently, my whole body shaking as if shivering from cold."Don't—don't come closer.""Eleanor..." He halted his steps. Slowly, I witnessed a transformation within him. His black eyes almost returned to their original deep blue, and his two fangs completely disappeared."P—please, let me go," I pleaded with a trembling voice.He stopped in his tracks, three steps away from me, his hands at his sides. "I can't. I'm sorry.""What do you want from me?"Was he going to
Nicholas Shaw stood behind me, his body tense, both of his hands still clenched tightly at his sides."Don't. Ever. Touch. Her. Again." he repeated towards Oliver, who was still sprawled on the sidewalk.I couldn't see his expression right now because he had his back to me, but his voice alone was enough to represent his current mood. Suddenly, he turned to me. I thought I would see his black eyes and fangs like last night, but no. He hadn't changed since last night; it's just that his old blue eyes seemed darker now.His gaze focused on my right wrist, slightly bruised. He closed his eyes, furrowing his brow, and took a deep breath before opening them again.Then I realized he was trying to control his anger. His black suit looked a bit disheveled, as if he had just run, and so did his brown hair."What—what are you doing here?" I asked, my voice sounding weak. I was still surprised by his sudden appearance. People slowed down to watch as they passed us."Give me 10 seconds," he mutt
I stood up from my seat when he didn't respond, "Mr. Shaw, what are you talking about?" I asked in surprise. My heart started to pound again, not out of fear, but nervousness. He still leaned against the chair with his intimidating aura. His old blue eyes followed every move of mine, and I could feel the atmosphere between us slowly becoming more intense than before.Our kitchen wasn't as spacious as the other rooms in the apartment, just enough for cooking and a dining table for four. Being alone with him here made the room feel even more cramped."I... don't have much experience with women. So, I hope you'll excuse me if what I've been doing for you seems unclear." He ran his fingers through his hair again with his right hand."But you just met me a few days ago, Mr. Shaw." I answered without diverting my attention from him, and he was doing the same. "Technically, you don't know me." I added.He raised one corner of his mouth, forming his characteristic smile. "You're right. That's
I fell silent for a full five minutes in my slightly darkened room since I didn't have time to turn on the lights before entering. The only light came from my laptop screen. My head was filled with dozens of questions, but Nicholas's final sentence echoed the loudest in my mind."I hope you have questions."He wanted me to contact him! Slowly, my initial shock turned into anger. He did this so I would reach out to him. Was he trying to make me indebted to him so he could make me do whatever he wanted?Arrogant bastard.I clenched my hands in anger, then opened the flight ticket website. I knew I would regret what I was about to do, but I couldn't let him manipulate me like this again.In the same vein as trying to buy me, well, my dignity more precisely, I grabbed my phone angrily and looked for his number. After that, I sent him a brief message before finally tossing my phone onto my bed.I turned off my laptop after finishing the ticket booking, then headed to the bathroom. I stripp
I woke up in the ICU four hours later, a ventilator preventing me from speaking. My body didn't ache as much as before, but I could hardly feel anything, perhaps due to the influence of medication.I could see Lana standing in front of the wide window of the ICU room. She was talking to a doctor, one hand covering her mouth, and tears still streaming down her face. Various machines surrounded my bed, their synchronized sounds making me feel like an alien.I attempted to move my fingers slowly to remove the breathing aid, but my entire body still felt stiff. It took a few minutes until I could finally open it. The doctor talking to Lana noticed what I was doing, paused, and entered the ICU room, followed by a nurse and Lana behind."Miss Heather?" He stood beside me, examining both of my eyes with a small flashlight. "Are you still in pain? I'll increase the dosage if you are."I shook my head. Lana stood in a corner, trying to wipe away her tears with a tissue. "I don't feel pain. Wha
"Be quiet, bastard."I open my eyes in the midst of darkness. The head of a masked man is just inches from my face, whispering those words again, "Be quiet, bastard." I want to scream, but my voice is stuck in my throat. One of his hands explores my leg, a few inches above my knee, making my stomach churn."Stop..." My tears flow along with my sobs. "Please, stop." His cold hand moves slowly upward; I shut my eyes and push his body, which is pinning me down, with all my strength.Suddenly, he encircles both my wrists with his other hand, restraining me from squirming. "Eleanor, open your eyes." I squirm again, this time more forcefully. His hand tightens around my wrists, and I can almost smell the alcohol on his breath as he pants...***"Eleanor!"I stare into a pair of deep blue eyes as my eyes open, and he's very close to me. But I still can't move my hands. "Mr—Mr. Shaw?" My voice trembles, just like my entire body right now. He looks a bit angry as he gazes at me, then I realize
"Ella, what's wrong?""Huh?" I turned towards Lana. "What?"She looked at me with her large, bright blue eyes. "Are you thinking about that guy? He deserves you."I nodded slightly, "Yeah... you're right." But that's not what I'm thinking about right now. I'm thinking about Mr. Shaw and what we just talked about. What if he's the one who killed him?"I've contacted your office, Christine, and the others seem to be visiting you this afternoon.""Thanks, Lana." I smiled at her, trying to divert my thoughts. "I just want to go home as soon as possible.""Me too. I miss chatting with you late at night."I smiled at her again, "Me too. Is your dad still in San Francisco?""He came back at 7 this morning." She replied quickly; Lana wasn't keen on talking about her father or her family much. "Ella? If... if you need a liver donor, you can use mine.""Lana... you don't have to do that." I answered, touched by her offer. But I won't accept her offer. "There are still many other donors, if I re
I glanced at the digital clock on the taxi's dashboard several times. It was already 8 p.m. Fortunately, one of my friends didn't mind lending me money for the taxi. My heart started pounding faster, accompanied by nervousness in my stomach. For a moment, I considered canceling my plan.No, I have to do this. Regardless, I can't let Gregory kidnap Lana.The taxi stopped in front of an office building in downtown Manhattan. Even the towering structure looked intimidating. I took a deep breath before walking into the lobby.I knew it was past working hours, but considering Nicholas Shaw's habit of working late, I figured I could find him here. Besides, I didn't know his home address.There was only one security guard near the reception desk. He looked up from his newspaper, surprised. Perhaps he wasn't used to seeing a woman dressed like me at this hour. I approached him, smiling nervously, "Um."He put down his newspaper and nodded slightly, "Can I help you, Miss?""I need— I have to m
"What are you looking at?" Lana's question made me turn towards her. She followed my gaze towards the restaurant's door."Nothing." I smiled at her.I knew there was a possibility of encountering him in Manhattan. However, seeing him like this, even from a distance, made my heart race.The last time I saw him was three months ago in San Francisco. I was surprised since I didn't expect him to return after our last meeting a year ago in the hospital. Then I remembered Nicholas Shaw also had connections in that city.At that moment, I forced myself not to look at him due to my shock. We only passed each other for a few seconds, but I could feel his intense gaze on me, while I could only see his back when he turned.Now, seeing him again in this place, even from a distance, made my throat tighten. Nicholas Shaw still looked as handsome as I remembered. He wore a pinstriped blue suit and a white shirt. This time, I couldn't divert my gaze from him, even when his old blue eyes finally caugh
Nicholas Shaw's POVGreg is fifteen minutes late again. Not the first time, as far as I can remember, Greg has always been late. I exhale in frustration, shifting my gaze from the wristwatch to one of the doors of the Four Seasons hotel restaurant. We have lunch appointments every few weeks. Initially, Alice used to join us until recently when she rarely showed up, probably due to her new job.Impatiently, my fingers tap on the table covered with ivory-white linen. I'd prefer spending this afternoon at the office rather than waiting for Greg here, but lunch was his idea. A crystal vase filled with a few stems of red roses sits in the center of the table. My eyes fixate on the deep red petals, almost like the color of blood.Warm and thick blood.I swallow my saliva to moisten my dry throat. When was the last time I had a drink?Ah, five days ago.I've managed to hold off for five days. Volders usually last only two days. My longest record is one week. After that, my instincts kick in
"Ella, what's wrong?""Huh?" I turned towards Lana. "What?"She looked at me with her large, bright blue eyes. "Are you thinking about that guy? He deserves you."I nodded slightly, "Yeah... you're right." But that's not what I'm thinking about right now. I'm thinking about Mr. Shaw and what we just talked about. What if he's the one who killed him?"I've contacted your office, Christine, and the others seem to be visiting you this afternoon.""Thanks, Lana." I smiled at her, trying to divert my thoughts. "I just want to go home as soon as possible.""Me too. I miss chatting with you late at night."I smiled at her again, "Me too. Is your dad still in San Francisco?""He came back at 7 this morning." She replied quickly; Lana wasn't keen on talking about her father or her family much. "Ella? If... if you need a liver donor, you can use mine.""Lana... you don't have to do that." I answered, touched by her offer. But I won't accept her offer. "There are still many other donors, if I re
"Be quiet, bastard."I open my eyes in the midst of darkness. The head of a masked man is just inches from my face, whispering those words again, "Be quiet, bastard." I want to scream, but my voice is stuck in my throat. One of his hands explores my leg, a few inches above my knee, making my stomach churn."Stop..." My tears flow along with my sobs. "Please, stop." His cold hand moves slowly upward; I shut my eyes and push his body, which is pinning me down, with all my strength.Suddenly, he encircles both my wrists with his other hand, restraining me from squirming. "Eleanor, open your eyes." I squirm again, this time more forcefully. His hand tightens around my wrists, and I can almost smell the alcohol on his breath as he pants...***"Eleanor!"I stare into a pair of deep blue eyes as my eyes open, and he's very close to me. But I still can't move my hands. "Mr—Mr. Shaw?" My voice trembles, just like my entire body right now. He looks a bit angry as he gazes at me, then I realize
I woke up in the ICU four hours later, a ventilator preventing me from speaking. My body didn't ache as much as before, but I could hardly feel anything, perhaps due to the influence of medication.I could see Lana standing in front of the wide window of the ICU room. She was talking to a doctor, one hand covering her mouth, and tears still streaming down her face. Various machines surrounded my bed, their synchronized sounds making me feel like an alien.I attempted to move my fingers slowly to remove the breathing aid, but my entire body still felt stiff. It took a few minutes until I could finally open it. The doctor talking to Lana noticed what I was doing, paused, and entered the ICU room, followed by a nurse and Lana behind."Miss Heather?" He stood beside me, examining both of my eyes with a small flashlight. "Are you still in pain? I'll increase the dosage if you are."I shook my head. Lana stood in a corner, trying to wipe away her tears with a tissue. "I don't feel pain. Wha
I fell silent for a full five minutes in my slightly darkened room since I didn't have time to turn on the lights before entering. The only light came from my laptop screen. My head was filled with dozens of questions, but Nicholas's final sentence echoed the loudest in my mind."I hope you have questions."He wanted me to contact him! Slowly, my initial shock turned into anger. He did this so I would reach out to him. Was he trying to make me indebted to him so he could make me do whatever he wanted?Arrogant bastard.I clenched my hands in anger, then opened the flight ticket website. I knew I would regret what I was about to do, but I couldn't let him manipulate me like this again.In the same vein as trying to buy me, well, my dignity more precisely, I grabbed my phone angrily and looked for his number. After that, I sent him a brief message before finally tossing my phone onto my bed.I turned off my laptop after finishing the ticket booking, then headed to the bathroom. I stripp
I stood up from my seat when he didn't respond, "Mr. Shaw, what are you talking about?" I asked in surprise. My heart started to pound again, not out of fear, but nervousness. He still leaned against the chair with his intimidating aura. His old blue eyes followed every move of mine, and I could feel the atmosphere between us slowly becoming more intense than before.Our kitchen wasn't as spacious as the other rooms in the apartment, just enough for cooking and a dining table for four. Being alone with him here made the room feel even more cramped."I... don't have much experience with women. So, I hope you'll excuse me if what I've been doing for you seems unclear." He ran his fingers through his hair again with his right hand."But you just met me a few days ago, Mr. Shaw." I answered without diverting my attention from him, and he was doing the same. "Technically, you don't know me." I added.He raised one corner of his mouth, forming his characteristic smile. "You're right. That's
Nicholas Shaw stood behind me, his body tense, both of his hands still clenched tightly at his sides."Don't. Ever. Touch. Her. Again." he repeated towards Oliver, who was still sprawled on the sidewalk.I couldn't see his expression right now because he had his back to me, but his voice alone was enough to represent his current mood. Suddenly, he turned to me. I thought I would see his black eyes and fangs like last night, but no. He hadn't changed since last night; it's just that his old blue eyes seemed darker now.His gaze focused on my right wrist, slightly bruised. He closed his eyes, furrowing his brow, and took a deep breath before opening them again.Then I realized he was trying to control his anger. His black suit looked a bit disheveled, as if he had just run, and so did his brown hair."What—what are you doing here?" I asked, my voice sounding weak. I was still surprised by his sudden appearance. People slowed down to watch as they passed us."Give me 10 seconds," he mutt