The burning sensation in my throat woke me up in the middle of darkness. I pulled the blanket covering my body and got out of bed. Even though there was almost no light illuminating this place, I could still see clearly.
Nick was not beside me. A slight panic interrupted this burning sensation. I swallowed my saliva and walked towards the door; maybe Nick was in the living room. Would I drink his blood again? My memory of his blood filling my throat a few hours ago intensified this burning sensation, but a moment later, a feeling of disgust followed that memory. Nick's blood... didn't feel like blood at all. It tasted like the most enjoyable thing that had ever touched my tongue. Hearing his heartbeat as his thick, warm blood saturated my throat, I had never felt such a good feeling before. But after I finished, Nick seemed to keep his distance from me. He even tried to get away from me as quickly as possible. Was he angry because I took too much of his blood? I swallowed my saliva again before opening the door knob in front of me. The living room in this hotel suite was combined with a small pantry in the corner of the room; this burning sensation made my instincts move towards the pantry first. I took a new glass and filled it with water, but when I drank it, it felt like drinking a mouthful of sand instead of water. I spat out all the water I had drunk in the sink and wiped my mouth in disgust. "Ah, Nick said you wouldn't wake up for a few more hours." I turned my body back to the source of the voice behind me very quickly, my breath almost caught when I saw who was standing in front of me now. His smile made his dimple on his right cheek clearly visible, his blue eyes similar to Nick's met my surprised gaze. "Greg?" my voice, which was hoarse, almost sounded strange to me. "Eleanor?" he replied with his annoyingly similar voice as before. I stared at him for a full minute until he laughed. "I'm not a ghost, okay?" I walked towards him and raised my heels to wrap both my arms around his neck, "I thought... I thought you—" Greg returned my hug just as tightly, "Dead? You think I'm that weak?" The sound of his pulse in his neck made the question that was about to come out of my mouth disappear. Without realizing it, my fangs had elongated again, a few centimeters away from his neck. "Whoa! Eleanor, wait a minute." Greg released my hands from his neck and pushed me away, "Nick will push me off this hotel balcony if he knows you've drunk my blood!" He furrowed his eyebrows seriously as he looked at me. My right hand moved to cover my mouth, and with panic, I stepped back until my waist hit the pantry counter. "I know you're thirsty; Nick told me." He walked towards one of the pantry cabinets and opened it, "And as a good brother to you, I brought the best Wine." "Brother?" I murmured still with my right hand covering my mouth. Wine? "Well, yeah. Technically, you're much younger than me, Eleanor. 200 years younger, to be exact." He answered while pouring the red liquid into a wine glass. The pleasant smell filled the room quickly, but I tried to suppress this hunger and burning sensation. Greg's words still echoed in my head. "You're not my brother." Greg closed the wine bottle and looked at me with one of his eyebrows raised, "Yeah, now I'm your brother." He paused for a moment to sniff something in the air and then looked at me again, "Your scent has mixed with Nick's." "What?" my question was slightly muffled by my hand covering my mouth. I still didn't move from my spot. "There are only two ways for your scents to mix..." Greg looked awkward as he looked at me again, "Sleep with him or share blood with him." "I didn't sleep with Nick." I replied quickly; I felt my face starting to get hot, and for a split second, I forgot about my thirst. I looked at Greg angrily and then grabbed the wine glass in front of him, the first sip felt like heaven to me. I closed my eyes as I finished the full glass of wine in two seconds. Although it didn't taste as good as Nick's blood, this wine mixed with blood wasn't too bad. When I looked up again, Greg was staring at me with an incredulous expression. "Nick let you drink his blood?" his voice sounded as surprised as the expression on his face. "Nick...?" I sensed from Greg's current expression that what Nick did for me was not normal for the Volders. "Nick let you drink his blood..." Greg repeated, this time with a pout on his face. "Is... that not normal?" "Well, if he only gave you a little blood to heal your wound, that's normal. But letting someone drink his blood directly... that's not normal, Eleanor." He glanced at my empty wine glass and then filled it again. "No wonder he drank cold blood earlier." He muttered as he handed me my glass. I finished the contents of my glass quickly, and Greg refilled it. The burning sensation in my throat had disappeared, but I couldn't refuse one more glass, this time I sipped it slowly. "Hey... Greg, what happened after the accident?" This question had been bothering me the most, "And how come no one remembers it?" Greg sighed and muttered to himself, "I knew you would ask about that." "I don't remember much, Eleanor. What I know is when I was injured, someone helped me and then contacted Sebastian and Ludmilla, after that, Nick asked for the help of some other Volders to erase the memory of everyone who witnessed the accident. They needed two full days." Greg pulled the corners of his mouth down and took his vibrating phone from his jeans pocket. "But you—" I swallowed my saliva before continuing, "I thought you were dead." I remembered Greg's blank gaze at that time, and the piece of iron that pierced his neck... "Yeah, but I only lost consciousness at that time. Then someone gave me blood before my condition got worse." I looked at him puzzled, "Blood?" "Volder blood. You know our blood is very effective for healing. When I woke up two hours after the accident, I asked who gave me their blood to thank them, but no one felt like they gave their blood to me. And you know, with such a serious injury, I needed quite a bit of Volder blood to heal that quickly." "When I woke up, I could still feel their blood flowing in my body. I could detect familiar blood, like Nick's, Eric's, or Sebastian's blood... but this blood felt older than Nick's or the others. And as far as I remember... Alastair is older than Nick." I placed my half-empty glass on the counter. "What do you mean?" "Nick would hate me if I told you, but you deserve to know." Greg seemed hesitant for a moment before continuing, "I don't think Alastair meant to kill us in that accident, or when he kidnapped you." "Wait... so the accident was his doing?" Greg shrugged. "I don't have proof, but I know he was the one who gave me his blood. He didn't kill you but transformed you, and then the video..." A cold feeling ran down my spine as my mind went back to that moment. "Did Nick watch it?" I asked, my voice catching. A mixture of shame and disgust filled me as Greg nodded slightly. Maybe that's why Nick left me so quickly after giving me his blood... "You know, Volders live longer than other creatures, some of us for centuries. Living that long can drive you mad, Eleanor. That's why many Volders choose to end their lives when living becomes... unbearable. I investigated Alastair's background after he sent that video. No one knows how old he is, but I think he's over four centuries old." Over four hundred years old? I remembered his empty gaze when we first met that afternoon. His ashen eyes seemed hollow to me. Maybe that was the effect of living for four hundred years? But why did he attack me? "Alastair lost his wife just fifty years ago," Greg continued, looking at me with a grim expression. "That's why I believe he attacked you." "But why Nick?" And if he wanted to die, why didn't he do it himself? "Because Alastair is part of the clan." Greg sighed as he saw me about to ask another question. "There's a lot you need to know about Volders. We used to live in clans, but after our numbers dwindled, many chose to live among humans, like Nick and me. While some remained in the clan, they still consider the Volder race superior in this world and maintain the ancient Volder way of life. Like drinking blood directly from the source." I couldn't hide the disgust on my face as I heard this. Greg only responded with a faint smile. "Why Nick?" I repeated. "Those within the clan have a strong bond. And if one part of the clan is killed... the other members will seek revenge," Greg explained, his tone serious as he looked at me. "Now you know why I'm telling you all this." "If Nick kills Alastair, his clan will kill him..." I murmured. And only I could stop Nick now. "But why—" "I don't know." Greg interrupted. "But I have some guesses. Nick is not the strongest Volder right now, but he's one of the more well-known. We call him Jack The Ripper." Jack The Ripper? I wasn't sure I wanted to hear this. "Listen, Eleanor, I didn't want to tell you this. I think it's better if Nick tells you himself. But—" "I want to hear it." I cut him off. I knew little about Nick's past. "Tell me, Greg." Greg looked hesitant again, so I pressed him, "What did you do to Lana, Greg?" I placed my hand on his collar, feeling the tension in his muscles. "Hey, I didn't do anything..." His voice was calm, but his eyes showed a hint of worry. "I was just trying to protect her." "If you hurt her, even a little, I will kill you, Greg." "I know." Greg avoided my gaze as he said it. He was hiding something from me. "Greg, what are you going to do to Lana?" I repeated, folding my arms across my chest. He combed his black hair with one hand before looking at me again. He seemed nervous and a bit... ashamed? "I'm going to propose to her." For the first time today, my mind went back to Lana. "Oh, damn." I muttered as I walked to the phone next to the TV. I didn't know where my cellphone was right now. "I've taken care of it." My fingers hovered in the air as I turned to Greg. "Taken care of it?" "I made her think you're on a business trip." Even though Greg's voice sounded calm, his expression was anything but calm. "And?" I dialed Lana's number, which I knew by heart. "I'll tell her after—" "You can't." I interrupted, trying to contain my anger before saying the next sentence, "You can't propose to Lana." If Lana married Greg, he would force her to become a Leech like me. And I still vividly remembered the pain I felt when I transformed. I wouldn't let Lana get hurt. Greg's expression turned cold. "You don't have the right to decide, Eleanor." "You. Can't. Propose. To her." I hissed, clenching my fists. I could feel my fangs starting to emerge again. "No." "I will do it." He raised his voice. "You have no say in this." My hands seemed to move on their own to grab his collar, "I will kill you if you do it, Greg." Greg grabbed my wrist tightly, "You don't even know what's happening to Lana. I just want to help her." "What do you mean?" Greg's blue eyes stared at me coldly. "You'll find out soon enough." My fangs were fully emerged between my lips. "Hey." Nick's voice made me open my eyes again. His lips kissed my right temple before resting there. For a few seconds, I forgot my anger. "I have to go home." I murmured as he pulled his lips away from my skin. "Not now, Eleanor." "Nick—" "You're not used to being among humans. Greg will take care of Miss Morrel for now, so you don't have to worry." Oh, that's what worried me. "What about the phone?" I asked, looking up at his handsome face. "Yeah, it's okay." He smiled gently at me, his normally expressionless and cold blue eyes looking different as they gazed at me. A warm feeling filled me as I saw him like this. Jack The Ripper? It couldn't be. This man was Nicholas Shaw. He might be a bit cold, arrogant, and annoying, but he wasn't that cold-blooded killer. It couldn't be. But deep down, I knew. I was wrong.There are several things that have changed in my life since becoming a Leech.First, of course, is blood. I can no longer smell the nauseating metallic scent of blood; instead, human food has become repulsive to me. Nick told me that after a few weeks, my appetite would return to normal, but with the addition of blood intake.Then, all my senses, from smell to hearing, have become sharper. I just realized that every person has their own unique smell, and to me, humans smell like... food. I try to hide my disgust and I was surprised to find myself wanting to approach the room service attendant who was cleaning our room. The blood coming directly from the source was more tempting than bottled blood.Again, Nick said I just needed to get used to it.He taught me a few things over the past two days, like how to hide my fangs and how to suppress my anger so that my eyes wouldn't change. A Volder's eyes would turn black when angry, as I had seen on Nick a few months ago. Meanwhile, a Leech'
My entire body tensed when I heard it.Right after Greg told me, Nick came out of the room. His dark brown hair was still half wet, he was wearing black pants and a white shirt. One of his hands was carrying his black suit. He looked up and gave me a small smile, "You guys aren't done yet?"I could hear Greg calling my name from the phone, but I didn't answer. Nick's smile faded as he walked towards me, "Eleanor, what's wrong?" He put his suit on the pantry table before putting his hands on my waist. My body jolted slightly when he touched me, causing the corners of his mouth to turn down."Nothing." I quickly answered, not returning his hug."Did Greg make you angry again?" He released his hug and took his phone from my hand to talk to Greg. My eyes stared at his broad chest, which was half a meter away from me, but my mind was still fixed on Greg's last sentence. Elizabeth is dead?Unable to prevent my gaze from shifting to Nick's face, he had just turned off his phone, his blue eye
It's been almost 3 hours since I left San Francisco. I close my eyes for a moment, resting my forehead against the cold bus window. I couldn't take a plane because Nick could easily track it. So, I took a night bus heading to California. Greg had already booked a plane ticket in my name to Washington DC, just to divert Nick's attention for a while. I also left some clues indicating that I would go to Washington.I hug my backpack, which contains some clothes and two bottles of blood. I only brought cash, the only way to contact Greg if I need help is through a payphone. But I'm sure there are no payphones in Redforest National Park, California. I sigh as I feel the window next to me fogging up. I'm grateful this bus is quite empty because I'm still not sure about the control I have if I'm around humans for too long.I gaze out into the night darkness, my mind blank. What is Nick doing right now? He should be awake and probably looking for me. No, he must be looking for me.I glance at
My heavy eyes felt difficult to open. I felt like I had just slept for a very long time, my body felt sore."No, that's enough," a man's voice sounded from beside me.Wait a minute, I recognize this voice. Where have I heard it before?"Thank you, Clea." The voice spoke again. I forced my mind to focus and remember. Where have I— I struggled to open my eyes. A dimly lit room greeted my eyes. Alastair. It was Alastair's voice."Eleanor? Are you awake?" He spoke again from beside me, but my vision was still slightly blurry."Nick..." I murmured, my voice unclear."Unfortunately, he's not here right now."I blinked my eyes a few times, even though it made my head hurt. A light blue room greeted me when my vision cleared, I was in a hotel room. It's the same hotel as when I first came to Manhattan a year and a half ago, before I met Nick. Alastair sat next to my bed, looking at me with a hint of concern. "Are you feeling better?" he asked."How—""I kidnapped you," he replied without wait
I thought I would see Nick's angry blue eyes behind the door, but when a pair of dark blue eyes, filled with panic, met mine, I froze in place. "Greg?" I wiped my tears with the back of my hand and blinked as I watched him walk towards me.He pulled me behind him until I was behind his back, protected from Alastair. "Are you okay?" He just glanced back slightly, then his gaze returned to the man sitting across from me. I didn't know which was more dominant right now, my relief or my surprise.And it seemed I wasn't the only one surprised.Alastair looked quite surprised, his mouth slightly agape as he stared at Greg. "Wait a minute..." he murmured to himself, "Did I invite the wrong brother?""I received your message." Greg replied shortly, "Nick doesn't know yet, he's still looking for you. You should leave this place as soon as possible, or I'll be the one to kill you." Greg's voice sounded calm, but each sentence contained enough threat.Alastair just sighed and stood up, "I'll fin
(Nicolas POV)My hands gripped the steering wheel of my car tightly, my knuckles turning white. Frustration mixed with anger, causing my eye colors to shift intermittently; this time, I couldn't control my emotions.Eleanor is still here. My instincts tell me that. Erik and Greg are searching on the other side of Manhattan; I haven't met them since Eleanor disappeared this morning. Twice. Twice in 24 hours she has disappeared, and this time, Alastair has truly kidnapped her. I don't know how none of the three of us noticed the intruder's presence. I won't stop until Eleanor returns to me, and I'll make sure this is the last time Alastair touches her.He will pay. I won't stop until Alastair pays twice... no, three times over for this.My cellphone, lying on the passenger seat, vibrated. I glanced briefly at the unknown number flashing on the screen and ignored it. I pressed harder on the accelerator, speeding through the deserted streets, which had been empty since morning until now.
My gaze was fixed on the sink in the pantry. Dark red thick liquid clung to some of its white ceramic tiles, then my eyes shifted to the bottle in my hand. This was the third time I tried to drink the blood Greg brought, and the third time I vomited it back up. Was this blood expired?I placed the bottle on the counter and turned on the sink faucet to wash away all the blood that stuck to the tiles. I rubbed my stomach while reaching for the phone Greg had given me earlier, then sent a short message about the blood supply he provided before returning to bed. I knew the early stages of pregnancy were very risky, at least for humans, so I had to request a fresh blood supply as soon as possible, even though I wasn't feeling very hungry yet. Alastair's blood was still enough for a few hours, or more. I closed my eyes as sleepiness crept in. Where was Nick now? Was he looking for me? That was my last thought before sleep overtook me.***One advantage of my transformation was that all my s
When Nick said "home," I thought he would take me to his home where he lived with Greg. But his car turned towards a building I knew very well. I didn't ask until we stopped in the basement parking. Perhaps Nick planned to bring some of his work home; I could imagine how long it had been since he worked. "I'll wait here." I said as he opened my door."You'll be waiting here overnight, Eleanor." Nick lifted the corner of his mouth. He looked messy yet handsome at the same time. His jawline with stubble and messy hair contrasted with his usually neat appearance, although his eyes still looked as serious as ever.I wanted to kiss him."Eleanor?" He raised both his eyebrows, waiting for me to get out. As I stepped out, I wondered how many women like me had fallen for his charm. No, I don't think Nick ever intentionally flirted with women. Greg was more likely; the two brothers were like polar opposites. Nick led me to a smaller basement lift and took out a black card. I only then realized
Everything happened so quickly.The sound of the bell woke me up from sleep, and I felt the bed move as Nick got up. I didn't know what time it was, so I closed my eyes again, but the next silence made me open them and look at the digital clock next to the bed, which showed 2 a.m.The next moment, the sound of something breaking outside followed by Nick's angry shout. My heart felt like it leaped in my chest when the sound of shattered glass was heard again; in the darkness, I got off the bed and put on my sleeping coat."I will kill you if you touch her!" Nick's threat made me slow down my steps, my heart pounding hard as I opened the bedroom door. Nick stood with his back to me, his body tense, wearing only his pajama pants. But a strong killing aura emanated from his body, making the fine hairs on my body stand on end. He clenched his fists tightly, and my breath caught as I saw the shards of glass and fresh blood flowing from the palm of his hand."Mr. Shaw, we will only ask once.
"Having offspring is very difficult for Volders, sometimes one has to try several times with different partners. Usually, a Volder's goal in taking a Leech is to have offspring." Alice paused for a moment. "And that is why Nicholas is very eager to kill Alastair."But... "Alastair changed me not because he wanted to have offspring.""I know. But Nicholas sees it differently, and he will always see Alastair as a threat." Alice smiled wryly at the expression on my face. "And not only that, Eleanor, a Leech is the property of the Volder who changed them. They are bound until one of them dies. In short, Alastair's blood and power are more dominant in you than Nicholas's, no matter what.""What will happen if Nick kills Alastair?""If he kills Alastair? His clan will retaliate, of course. Alastair's clan is one of the oldest clans. I don't want to alarm you, but no matter how strong Nicholas is, he won't have a chance to... avoid it. There's one more thing Nicholas needs to consider before
Two hundred years ago, nothing was more important in my life than power. Two hundred years later, the only thing that matters most in my life is a woman. If I could go back in time and tell my younger self about Eleanor, my younger self would probably just snort and forget about it.But now...I slip my right hand into my pants pocket, my fingers touching the soft velvet surface of a small box. It took me a long time to choose it, to the point where I had to be late coming home. But it was all worth it for the ring in my pocket right now. It's a ruby stone that I finally chose for Eleanor. Even since the first time I saw it, I knew this ring would be perfect for her.I didn't plan any of this at all; marriage is not the most important thing right now. No, as long as I haven't gotten rid of Alastair, Eleanor is not entirely mine.But lately, Eleanor seems to be drifting further away from me, no matter how close she is next to me, I can feel her mind is far from me. I want to bind her t
My eyes opened wide."Lana?" I murmured, looking at her standing in front of Nick, her hands clenched tightly. Greg stood not far from her. "What are you doing to Ella?" She sounded somewhat hysterical as she asked Nick, who seemed too surprised to answer."I'm taking her home," he said, walking past the frozen Nick. Lana's blue eyes looked very angry... and they were focused on me. But just a few steps later, Nick quickly turned around and grabbed Lana's hand to stop her. The next moment, Greg grabbed Nick's arm. "Let go of her," Greg's voice made the fine hairs on my back stand up."You can't take her back," Nick completely ignored Greg's warning, his gaze fixed on Lana.The three of them looked ridiculous in their tug-of-war. Although I knew the atmosphere in the room had become tense, I couldn't help but stifle a small laugh. My mood had drastically changed upon seeing the three of them. I guess this is one of the effects of pregnancy."Of course, I can," Lana retorted sharply bef
When Nick said "home," I thought he would take me to his home where he lived with Greg. But his car turned towards a building I knew very well. I didn't ask until we stopped in the basement parking. Perhaps Nick planned to bring some of his work home; I could imagine how long it had been since he worked. "I'll wait here." I said as he opened my door."You'll be waiting here overnight, Eleanor." Nick lifted the corner of his mouth. He looked messy yet handsome at the same time. His jawline with stubble and messy hair contrasted with his usually neat appearance, although his eyes still looked as serious as ever.I wanted to kiss him."Eleanor?" He raised both his eyebrows, waiting for me to get out. As I stepped out, I wondered how many women like me had fallen for his charm. No, I don't think Nick ever intentionally flirted with women. Greg was more likely; the two brothers were like polar opposites. Nick led me to a smaller basement lift and took out a black card. I only then realized
My gaze was fixed on the sink in the pantry. Dark red thick liquid clung to some of its white ceramic tiles, then my eyes shifted to the bottle in my hand. This was the third time I tried to drink the blood Greg brought, and the third time I vomited it back up. Was this blood expired?I placed the bottle on the counter and turned on the sink faucet to wash away all the blood that stuck to the tiles. I rubbed my stomach while reaching for the phone Greg had given me earlier, then sent a short message about the blood supply he provided before returning to bed. I knew the early stages of pregnancy were very risky, at least for humans, so I had to request a fresh blood supply as soon as possible, even though I wasn't feeling very hungry yet. Alastair's blood was still enough for a few hours, or more. I closed my eyes as sleepiness crept in. Where was Nick now? Was he looking for me? That was my last thought before sleep overtook me.***One advantage of my transformation was that all my s
(Nicolas POV)My hands gripped the steering wheel of my car tightly, my knuckles turning white. Frustration mixed with anger, causing my eye colors to shift intermittently; this time, I couldn't control my emotions.Eleanor is still here. My instincts tell me that. Erik and Greg are searching on the other side of Manhattan; I haven't met them since Eleanor disappeared this morning. Twice. Twice in 24 hours she has disappeared, and this time, Alastair has truly kidnapped her. I don't know how none of the three of us noticed the intruder's presence. I won't stop until Eleanor returns to me, and I'll make sure this is the last time Alastair touches her.He will pay. I won't stop until Alastair pays twice... no, three times over for this.My cellphone, lying on the passenger seat, vibrated. I glanced briefly at the unknown number flashing on the screen and ignored it. I pressed harder on the accelerator, speeding through the deserted streets, which had been empty since morning until now.
I thought I would see Nick's angry blue eyes behind the door, but when a pair of dark blue eyes, filled with panic, met mine, I froze in place. "Greg?" I wiped my tears with the back of my hand and blinked as I watched him walk towards me.He pulled me behind him until I was behind his back, protected from Alastair. "Are you okay?" He just glanced back slightly, then his gaze returned to the man sitting across from me. I didn't know which was more dominant right now, my relief or my surprise.And it seemed I wasn't the only one surprised.Alastair looked quite surprised, his mouth slightly agape as he stared at Greg. "Wait a minute..." he murmured to himself, "Did I invite the wrong brother?""I received your message." Greg replied shortly, "Nick doesn't know yet, he's still looking for you. You should leave this place as soon as possible, or I'll be the one to kill you." Greg's voice sounded calm, but each sentence contained enough threat.Alastair just sighed and stood up, "I'll fin
My heavy eyes felt difficult to open. I felt like I had just slept for a very long time, my body felt sore."No, that's enough," a man's voice sounded from beside me.Wait a minute, I recognize this voice. Where have I heard it before?"Thank you, Clea." The voice spoke again. I forced my mind to focus and remember. Where have I— I struggled to open my eyes. A dimly lit room greeted my eyes. Alastair. It was Alastair's voice."Eleanor? Are you awake?" He spoke again from beside me, but my vision was still slightly blurry."Nick..." I murmured, my voice unclear."Unfortunately, he's not here right now."I blinked my eyes a few times, even though it made my head hurt. A light blue room greeted me when my vision cleared, I was in a hotel room. It's the same hotel as when I first came to Manhattan a year and a half ago, before I met Nick. Alastair sat next to my bed, looking at me with a hint of concern. "Are you feeling better?" he asked."How—""I kidnapped you," he replied without wait