This is the first book in an 8 book series of hockey romances. All 8 books have an underlying theme of ‘life after loss’. My first book is about Natasha, a librarian in her 40s who lost a sibling as a teenager and never healed, preventing her from ever finding/committing to love…and the hockey coach who is twice divorced and has given up his dreams of ever finding his match and having a family-until he meets Natasha…. Will Coach Alex's love (along with his superior skills in the sack) be enough to break down the walls Natasha has held firm for over two decades? The 8 books go through the different players of the team, all having their own versions of loss to overcome, with the captain (Adam) being married to a woman (who happens to be a teacher at Natasha's school) who has a terminal illness and will eventually commit suicide in book 6 and the series ends with Adam's own second chance love story….
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I wrap a towel around my head, shaking my longer than usual, end-of-season hair and beard, while I try to dry off the sticky mess of gatorade my team dumped over my head as the timer rang declaring our victory. The Alaska Aces took the Stanley Cup for the very first time in Alaska history and not by easy feat. This team has been through it. Four different owners in the last four years and so much office turnover, it's hard to know who’s working from one week to the next.
After closing its doors for over a decade, the Aces were re-established when millionaire Stephen Osborne purchased the team just four years ago. However, his fascination with hockey faded quickly and the team was sold twice the first year and again two years ago. It is now owned by Frank Holander, a retired Olympic Skier who honestly thought when he purchased it that the two sports would be similar just because they are both considered winter sports.
What is it the kids say? Shake my damn head.
At least he had the common sense to realize he was in over his head and hired a decent management and PR team to lead us at the start of this season. Last year, players were traded constantly, which never gave my boys a chance to really learn to play together. It’s not easy to build a team when your players are constantly being traded, due to management’s inability to listen to the reasoning of the coaching team. This season, I’m glad I put my foot down as the head coach and demanded we give them all a chance before even considering trades.
After four years of coaching this crew, I finally have a stable group of guys who aren't worried every practice about being sent off to another team. I was able to build a real team, boys that are bonded and trust each other; boys that play together on and off season, that hang out with each other outside of practice. They know each other's families and rely on each other when needed. That, my friends, is the secret to winning the Stanley Cup.
Gordon jumps over the locker room bench and clumsily lifts me over his shoulder.
“All right, all right, put me down now.”
“Put the old man down, you'll break his hip,” laughs Cameron. The smartass.
The boys are gathered on the benches, all looking for the wise words of their coach and although I am one of the younger coaches in the league at 46, I'll give them the best that I've got.
“You guys all know we didn't get here by taking the easy road. The ones who've been with us the longest, you know that this is the first year we've actually been a real team. We worked hard and we can take pride in knowing the sweat and tears that went into earning that cup you're holding was worth it. Im not going to get all old-man sappy on you fuckers, you already know what you mean to me. You are all my sons and I love each and every one of you. I expect all of you here Monday at nine o’clock sharp to watch video and turn in end of season paperwork. Now go have some fun, just dont do anything stupid. Celebrate boys, you've deserved it!”
“Coach, come on, come out with us!” Cameron yells and the locker room is filled with hoots and hollers.
“Yeah coach, we can help you find a woman.”
“Good God, Alfie, like I’d want your help with that.”
The boys continue to razz me. “Don't try to act all innocent, coach. We heard stories about you, wildman,” Cameron continues.
“They called him Pounder,” Chris calls from behind his locker.
“Where did ya get the nickname, coach?”
Chris calls back, “Cuz he could pound down the drinks.”
“I heard it was his first wife’s nickname for him and his team found out,” Alfie laughs.
“Well, anything’s better than ‘Quickie’, I guess” I chuckle as my goalie passes me to get into the shower.
“Now it's more like Quarter Pounder, though” Gordon deadpans as he walks by me and pats my stomach. Punk.
What? Sure, I'm not as fit as these boys; I've got twenty years on them but I still work out, just not as much as when I was a player myself. I’m half tempted to pull my shirt off and show them I still have my rock hard abs but then I remember I found six gray chest hairs yesterday and resist my urge to show them anything. There's no reason I need to compare myself to them, We are two different species. They are the players and I am the coach. Even with my slightly higher body fat count, I still hold all the power here.
“That's Coach Anderson to you unless you'd like to run end of season suicides on Monday instead of watching video.”
“No!” “Yes, sir, Coach Anderson.” “Nope.” “Im outta here” I hear as I walk toward my door..
Back in my office, I sit back in my chair and smile. I think about how far these boys have come, what they have all gone through. I swear each one of them have had their own struggles and challenges to get where we are tonight. It's funny how no matter how much you think you have it all planned out, life throws you curveballs. I surely didn't think I'd be here when I was their age, but these boys are my family. I wasn't lying when I said they were my sons and I love each and every one of them.
There was a time in my life when I was angry that I never got a family or kids of my own but after two failed marriages, that ship has sailed. I can't really blame anyone except myself. First go ‘round I just married way too young. The combination of teenage hormones, sorority parties, and college hockey away-games resulted in nothing but infidelity and regret on both our ends. I was actually happy to hear last week that she was happily married with a couple kids now. My second wife just wanted to be married to a hockey player. She was model-gorgeous, probably the best looking woman I've ever seen in the flesh. However, she was a puck bunny and I should have listened when they sang ‘there you go, oh, you can't make a wife out of a hoe, oh.’ I tried for two years but after my knee injury left me unable to competitively play, she was quick to file for divorce, stating ‘irreconcilable differences.’ She didn’t hesitate to take half my money though. Thanks, Alaska court system.
But that time of anger and disappointment has passed for me. I’m on cloud nine. I don't think my life could even get any better than this if I tried. Stanley Cup winners! Shake my damn head.
Natasha I roll to my side and can feel the heaviness on my eyelids. As much as I want to jump right up and put on my swimsuit and head down to the hot springs, even I can realize my limits and admit I need at least a short little snoozer before I am going anywhere.“Alex?” I use my whiniest voice in hopes he will comply with my request. “Yeah?” he asks as he pulls me toward his body, positioning my head on his chest. “Will you promise to wake me up in thirty minutes so we can go check out the hot springs?” Then I add an extra whiny, “Please,” just so he knows how serious I am. ……….I feel an elbow nudge the side of my waist. It's Alex, he’s still laying beside me. “Hey you still want to check out the hot springs or do you want to keep laying there snoring all night?” “I do not snore.”“Ok tell that to the bears you woke up out of hibernation,” he says laughing. “So dumb,” I say as I roll my eyes and throw my legs over the edge of the bed and walk across the room, bending over t
Alex You absolutely cannot take a trip to North Pole, Alaska without stopping by the Santa Claus house, especially in the midst of the holiday season. When Natasha told me hadn't been there, I knew immediately I had to add it to our itinerary. Even though she told me that she hates Black Friday shopping, this is a completely different experience. I grab her hand as we walk into the building which is sectioned off into three separate but blended areas. There is a coffee/cafe area where you can order espressos and baked goods, even sandwiches but their specialty is different flavored fudges There is a reading area where Santa Claus himself sits and reads books to children and adults. Unlike the shopping mall Santa claus’, this Santa is present during all open hours. The rest of the building is set up like a holiday themed store selling anything from Christmas ornaments and decor to toys and books for gift giving. Outside, holds a giant sleigh for a photo opportunity that families l
Natasha “Hey big brother,” Bobby says as we walk in the front door. Alex stands beside me, hand on my lower back. “Hey kid. You better give me that niece of mine,” Alex spots the baby and reaches out to grab her out of Bobby’s wife's arms. “Hi. I’m Bella,” Bobby’s wife introduces herself, “and you must be Natasha.” “Yes, thank you for inviting me to your home,” using my best manners. The home is beautifully decorated but cozy with that lived in feeling. There are some carefully placed pumpkins and cornucopia around the fireplace. I look over at Alex who looks so comfortable with that baby in his arms. If my ovaries weren’t so old they'd seen the days of rotary telephones, they'd be doing flips right now. Bobby is practically crowding him as if he’s afraid his brother will drop the little bundle but Alex just straight-arms him and tells him, “Back off papa bear. I can handle a six month old. I used to take care of your ass, didn't I?” Bobby looks at him with uncertainty but bac
Alex I picked her up at seven am sharp. I go to the door fully expecting her to be loaded down with luggage like my other two ex wives but Natasha surprises me again with one small carry on size case. I really need to quit comparing her to other women because she is nothing like the ones I have encountered in the past. It's a little over a six hour drive to North Pole from Anchorage, not considering stops to use the restroom, get gas, or pull over to admire the sights along the way. Sure we could have easily flown, it's only a forty minute flight. But then we would have had to rent a car and with the roads covered in ice the way they are, I would much rather be in my truck; it's safe with four studded snow tires and all wheel drive. I even have chains I can wrap around the tires if we need them. I throw her carry on in the back and jump in and stop at a drive through coffee shop on the way to the highway. Alaska is known for its drive through coffee shops and there's practically
Natasha I'm going to have to be careful with this one I think as I sink down into my comfortable bed. I can still taste Alex on my lips and feel his hardness between my thighs. So much hardness. I can’t say for sure since I didn't get my hands on it, but from what I could tell from over the pants, the coach is packing. I can't even remember the last time I've been so turned on. There's something about this guy. I've dated hot guys before, well, maybe not quite Coach Alex Anderson hot, but hot nonetheless. Damn, if he can make me come with my clothes on, imagine what he can do when we’re both naked. I fall asleep to the sweet dreams of the truck shenanigans running through my mind. I wake up and already know it’s going to be a busy week at the school with the yearly battle of the books competition. This week our school is hosting the inter-school competition for all elementary and middle school students in Anchorage which means both early mornings and late nights in the library
AlexWhen we arrive back at the truck, Natasha bends, stretching her legs and I realize what a mistake I made. I was trying to be polite by leading the way when what I really should have been doing was watch her lead so I could stare at that fine ass on the way down. No, then I would have had to walk down with this boner that is rapidly filling my thoughts and any extra room I once thought I had in my pants. The bottom of my jeans are covered with mud from a puddle I slid into on the way down and I’m just thankful it was me who hit that slick spot so Natasha didn't get hurt. That would be a sure fire way to hang a big loser sign on a first date that so far seems to have gone pretty damn good. I hit the quick start on the truck so it roars to life as I move to the passenger side of the truck to unload my backpack and open the door for Natasha. I need to take the jeans off so my truck doesn’t get covered in mud. “Don’t panic. I’ve got pants on under. I just need to take these jeans
Natasha Today's laundry day and while I'd much rather be lounging on my couch, snuggled into my favorite blanket, I know if I don't get these clothes washed tonight I'll be stuck wearing whatever's left in my closet to work for the next week. It couldn't be that bad, could it? Well, let me see. I've got an old bridesmaid dress, a swimsuit, and a bunch of black yoga pants, because let's face it, I will always have plenty of black yoga pants. I talked to my dad earlier. Everything seems good, well good enough, there. He informs me that mom is having an emotional meltdown over some Hollywood actor who got caught cheating on his wife. He lets me know the weather in Washington is turning wet with winter just around the corner and asks if I have any plans to visit. I tell him that I will be sure to get down there for the holidays. My phone dings, and I gleefully run to see who is texting me happy for the distraction. Cute Coach: I can't stop thinking about you Me: Well, DuhCute
“Who would have thought a bunch of jocks could get my festival out of the shitter,” Natasha beams as we walk into the not-so-crowded bar. I'm not sure whether or not to be offended by her jock comment, but I do plan to find out where her dumb jock stereotype comes from. She looks gorgeous in black jeans and a tight tee-shirt that reads, “The Library: Where Shhh Happens.” Her hair is down and it flows smooth along her shoulders. We grab a table near the dart boards. I purposely chose this bar. While meeting for drinks and ‘greasy food’ was Natasha’s idea, I chose the actual meeting place. It’s my favorite spot for relaxing drinks because not only does it have a small town feel, they also have a big screen television that frequently runs games-mostly hockey. Even with the television playing a game, it's still quiet enough to be able to talk and hear your tablemates. The beer is always on point, with several local brews to choose from. “What do you like to drink? Besides wine?”
Alex When I woke up this morning, I decided I would casually show up to the reading festival to see how the boys are representing the team. I heard some of them complaining about ‘getting up so early on a Saturday’. You would have thought I had asked them to be there at five o’clock the way they were acting. What’s with the kids these days? When I was playing, I was always on the ice no later than six o’clock, every damn morning. Yet, when I ask them to help with a charity reading event for kids they act like missing a few hours of beauty sleep will ruin their whole weekend. Yes, I needed to go check, just to make sure they were being professional and helping enough. Yeah sure that's why. Definitely not because I want to see Natasha. That woman is cray-cray, as the kids say. Although driving her home the other night wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. She was even nice, not to mention, modest. I noticed how she wrapped her coat around her when she noticed I was staring
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