QuinnAlex pushed into my hand and I began to stroke him. His shaft felt like silk under my palm. He leaned me back so he could suck on my nip8ples. He seemed to love doing that. Derrick leaned in next to him and sucked one breast while Alex sucked the other, Holy freakness, Batman. That was insane. The pull of their lips and tongues at the same time. My body was on fire, again. One second I was completely sated, the next I wanted Alex inside me.My hand had left his shorts when he started on my breasts and now my hands were on each of them. I grabbed Derrick's neck and Alex's bicep and held on for dear life.Alex looked up at me as he moved his hand slowly down my body until he was touching my core. He slipped a finger, then another inside me."You ready for round two?" he asked. I nodded mutely. I wanted him. I needed him.Derrick picked me up in his arms and adjusted me until I was facing him. He told me to stand on his feet."What? No. I'll hurt you," I objected. But he said he ha
QuinnThey let me drive my car from the restaurant. Alex got into my car with me though, as I followed behind Derrick. I was so pissed I wanted to cry. Alex was being his usual charming self, but I wasn't buying it this time. Nothing he said meant anything to me at all.As we pulled into the same secluded area as last time, I looked around. I wanted to make sure they hadn't set up another camera.I got out of the car. It was a struggle to place one foot in front of the other. I had been dreading this moment, especially because I racked my brain and had found no way out. I was essentially going to be taken against my will. I did not engage with either of them. Alex came around and took my arm to lead me over to Derrick who was leaning on his car, toking on his vape."No cameras. I want you both to put your phones in the backseat of Derrick's car," I demanded.If they didn't do what I asked, I would kick and scream. I had to put my foot down about something.Alex removed his phone from
QuinnThings were different after that. Derrick and Alex wooed me. They came and spoke to my parents, apologizing for their past behavior. My dad was pissed. He didn't want me to have anything to do with them. I understood. They hadn't been nice guys in the beginning. My mom invited them for dinner, but my Dad stayed in his man cave and wouldn't come out.Mom let me go out with them, to hang out, I said, but it was really just a fu8ck fest every time we three were together. Sometimes I would be with just one of them, but more often than not it was all three of us. My house, their houses, whichever one of us had a house free of parental units at the time. Often, after I got off work, we'd go to our place in the woods.Life continued into our senior year. The guys didn't ignore me at school any longer. I hung out with them on the infamous 'cool kids only' patio, and they made no secret that the three of were together. I mean we didn't tell everyone, but they couldn't keep their hands of
QuinnWe heard Alex leaving the house. I knew he wasn't coming back, at least not to me. He was done. He wanted other things in his life, and I wasn't one of them. He had broken up with me. How was I ever going to get past this?Derrick looked almost as shocked as I felt. I slunk down on the couch and wondered what to do now. Derrick didn't seem to share those sentiments, but Alex was his best friend. I didn't want to come between them."I'm going to move back with my parents," I told him softly. Tears streamed down my face."What? No. Let Alex move out. You and I will keep the house. I do love you. If Alex wants to break up, let him. You and I can be together," he said earnestly. "I realize that I followed his lead one too many times, baby. I'm sorry that I was part of that last night. I should never have listened to him. He didn't tell me about his feelings. We usually talk about everything, but he had planned this. Instead of talking things out, he made things so horrible for you t
QuinnI wanted to turn back immediately. I pulled over at a park near my house and sobbed. I believed Derrick wanted me to stay. Maybe I even believed he didn't do anything with that girl. He was so wild and panicked. He said all the right things and he was crying great big tears. I hurt him but he hurt me first. I couldn't trust him as long as Alex was in his life. Even if he carved Alex completely out, I still wasn't sure I would be able to trust him.All I could was sit here and think. I left my phone on the counter. We had the same phone plan, which Derrick dutifully paid for every month. He'd be able to find me the same way I was able to find him. I didn't want that, so I left it. He'd be able to talk me back home. I loved him and I didn't want to leave. I wanted to believe every word that dripped from his mouth. I also didn't want to go to mom and dad's. That would be the first place he'd look for me.I didn't have much of a plan beyond getting out of the house. I sat at a picni
This chapter follows after the bonus chapter titled Ethan, which is a bonus chapter after Book 2.EthanAfter I gave Quinn her orgasm, I sent her back home to her mother's with a few new rules. She wasn't to orgasm without me present. That was number one. Number two, she was to keep in contact with me. I needed to hear from her in the morning before work and when she got home after work. Number three, we will meet again in one week. Why so long? Well, I wanted her to have another therapy session before we saw each other again.I believed that she was better, but I needed to trust her. I wanted to put together a plan about getting her where she needed to be. I gave her a much-needed orgasm, and I gave her the anticipation for more. Step one of the plan, done. What should be next, I wondered? There was so much I could do and, frankly, wanted to do. Fantasies wandered about in my head and I jerked off a couple of times throughout the week to images of Quinn in all kinds of positions. Ben
QuinnJust being with Ethan was an absolute thrill. He did sort of remind me of my Derrick, but I had come to the realization that what I felt in the past was almost childish compared to the way Ethan made me feel. I'd done a lot of growing up in the years since his death. That was true. But there was some darker edge to Ethan that gave me this euphoria I had never experienced before. Maybe if Derrick and I had more time, we would have explored our sexuality more. I would never know, and I let thoughts of him drift away. This time, though, it wasn't because of excruciating emotional pain. This time it was because I knew he was my past and Ethan was my future.I took in Ethan's thick length, my eyes devouring him. He had a beautiful co8ck made for fu8cking. Unfortunately, most men were not so well-endowed. I took him in my hand and guided his tip to my mouth. I wanted this. To taste him. But also to return the favor. He'd given me two mind-blowing orgasms and I wanted to give him the sa
Analiese - Prologue - Two Years AgoMy ex-boyfriend Dylan is such a dic8k. I'm not sure what I ever saw in him. But well, maybe I shouldn't be too hard on myself. He's very handsome. Tall, athletic, charming. But all of that hid his dark side away from me. I never realized how sh8itty of a person he was until I found out what he had done. That's when I finally broke up with him.The other day, one of my friends told me he was cheating, but I didn't believe her. I thought there was no way in hell he'd do something like that. Sure, we hadn't done the deed yet, but I was confident we would soon. I was a virgin and it would be my first time. I hadn't exactly told him that, just that I wanted our first time to be special.Maybe subconsciously, I knew he couldn't be trusted? We have done some heavy petting. I'd even given him a blowy once. He'd never given me an orgasm, but I naively thought that would happen once we went all the way. I've since realized that he was a very selfish and self-c