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BrandtMy new mantra. Find her, find her, find her. I searched everywhere. I drove up and down the roads and alleys around the club. This was after I realized that she wasn't hiding nearby. No, she was on the move. I had my security team search the whole block and the next one. Nothing. When I didn't find her, I drove towards her home. I called Moe and asked if she had reached out to them or if she had somehow gotten home. No and No. I knew he was worried but I just said that we had a small spat and she took off.I couldn't call her as she didn't have a phone when we went into the club. Another rule of mine, of course. So she's out there, somewhere, scared, alone and hurting. I know she was hurting. I saw the betrayal in her eyes. I found the collar on the sidewalk outside the club. I would have her by now if she hadn't gotten it off because I had a tracker put in it. I'd done it after the stalker came to the house. I wasn't going to take a chance with my Honey. I loved her.I fucking
HoneyI was exhausted. I just wanted to fall into bed but I need a shower first. I felt dirty from walking all that way. My legs and back hurt. And I was covered in mosquito bites. That's the real Florida after dark for you. Not only did my body hurt, my heart hurt. All I did was think during that long walk home. My mind was mostly on how inadequate I felt, on repeat. He used someone else for pleasure, after he had me. I gave him my first time and he shit on it. I gave him my second and third time, never imagining that I wasn't enough. He promised me, contract or no contract, that I would be the only one. It was the only thing I really asked of him. It's humiliating that there I was, on the club floor, my submission evident while he chatted with the girl he cheated with. Can I ever get that image out of my head?Sure, I believed him when he said that he didn't penetrate her, but that doesn't help much. In fact, it helps me not at all. I haven't even really started thinking about the je
Honey I never felt quite so vicious before. I never had any reason to, I guess. But there is that saying...Hell hath no fury, like a woman scorned. Such a cliche but so damn true in this instance. I'm waiting for Brandt to speak. Does he really love me? We will know shortly. I am taking him up on many of his offers, so let's see if he's a cheater and a liar. If he says no, then I know he's been full of shit this entire time. I have outlined the plan to him as follows:1. Cock and Ball Torture. (I will tie his dick to his balls and give him a 10 count.)2. Chastity device for men. For a specified amount of time. (I know about these thanks to my extensive BDSM research.)3. Brandt moves out of the club. (He finds a house.)4. He sticks to me like glue for the foreseeable future (As he fucking said he would.) If he adheres to these guidelines, then I will give him another chance. Awaiting his answer, my brain was busy. He's been pretty silent since I outlined what his punishment should
BrandtI will never allow that to happen again. I deserved it though, so I granted the privilege to Honey to spank my balls. I would never put our relationship in jeopardy again, so that is not an issue. I was kind of proud of her imagination when she told me what my punishments would be. They were so inventive it seemed a shame to negotiate, so I didn't. I could see she was surprised when I just let it ride. No negotiation needed. It was fair. She needs closure or some shit. I get it.I was pretty shocked that I still wanted to fuck even though I was in pain. But I'm not the kind of guy that likes to blow his load before his girl goes. Not unless it is a punishment of some sort or agreed upon beforehand for some reason. Now I understand a little better the pleasure and pain effect of the punishments I dole out. Plus, it was a fucking turn on, watching Honey dole out punishment. I was proud of her for doing what needed to be done. I think she felt better knowing that I was willing to t
HoneyI missed school on Monday for obvious reasons. I had school and work for the next three days. On Friday after my shift at work, Brandt and I started his move into Moe's old house. He was going to rent it to Brandt for a little over the cost of his mortgage. He didn't ask for first, last and security. He'd just save the extra money for any incidentals that the house may need. Brandt was going to take care of the yard maintenance himself. The house was only a few years old and wouldn't need anything major for a while. I was actually surprised that Mom and Moe were moving into our house instead, since it was an older house and needed work. Moe said it had character and he was handy with a hammer, so he was going to be doing some projects around the house to fix it up a little.Now that they were engaged, I could see Mom was more relaxed. Finally, she had a partner that wanted to help her. I was happy for her and Brody seemed happy too. Finally, someone that wanted to be his dad. Moe
BrandtI loaded the dishwasher while Honey showered. My arousal was so high I wanted to jerk off a little before going to the playroom. I could have whipped my dick out and cum right there in the kitchen. I figured that wouldn't be fair to Honey, so I didn't do it. She deserved me at my horniest, shall we say? Sleeping with her every night but not finishing myself off had been really hard. No pun intended. I just took it as more punishment, so I decided not to take the edge off without her. I wanted to share everything with her, so I waited.I finished up in the kitchen and made my way to the playroom just as I heard the shower turn off. Everything was ready. I had an idea in my mind about how I wanted the scene to go, but I also wanted to remain fluid. My main goal was Honey's pleasure. If she was happy, I was happy.I had been holding back my dominant side this past week. I was about to unleash it. Honey knows that she will be submissive when she walks into this room. That's why she
BrandtFucking A. That was so good. Better than good. I laid on the bed next to her as I caught my breath for a moment. We weren't done. Not yet, we weren't. Honey's pussy was like liquid gold. Maybe it was so intense because I had denied myself her pussy all week, but fuck, I think I know what they say you can go blind doing that. Fucking a woman had literally never felt that good before in my life. Was I seeing stars? Was this what make-up sex felt like? I've never had it before.After my vision returned to normal, I untied Honey's hands and removed her blind fold. I had more in store for her but I wanted her to see it all happening. I rubbed her wrists and made sure she was doing alright. I whispered in her ear how happy I was with her. Such a good girl. I settled on my knees, between her legs as my hands roamed all over her and I took her lips. I kissed her until she was breathless. I moved down to her neck, sucking on a particular spot. I was tempted to give her a hickey there for
HoneyMonday morning, I went out to my car and found a flat tire on my ten-year-old Ford Escape. It was usually a very reliable vehicle, even though it was old. Brandt helped me to change it out with the full size spare. He took the other one, which appeared to be slashed, to see if he could pick up a new one or get the old one fixed. It was a good thing I got up early. I had planned to go home and make Brody's lunch, as usual, and take him to the bus stop. I feel really bad that I missed it since I never have before. I'm not sure he will understand why I wasn't there. I hope I can make it up to him and be there when he gets home this afternoon..I'm taking the long route to school since Brandt didn't want me driving on the highway since I was using a spare. I'm just happy that I wouldn't be late for my first class. I had finals coming up and I couldn't miss a thing if I wanted to pass with flying colors like I have every other semester so far. I was finding it harder to focus now that
AnalieseKylie and I were having a great day. The sun was shining and the breeze off the ocean felt heavenly. It was our first day of hanging out since the incident. We went into so many shops, sometimes just browsing, other times we bought something. Then we stopped for lunch a little before noon. We came out with drinks and sandwiches prepared to sit at one of the little tables on the sidewalk in front of the shop.Kylie wanted to know what was going on with me and Oscar. I was wondering how much to tell her. I mean I wasn't ashamed, it was just new to talk about. How do I describe the se8x we have been having? And the kinks? Because Oscar had multiple. I knew she was a Brat and that Brody had a brat kink. How could he not, being attracted to Kylie all these years? But I didn't know all the details of their relationship and I didn't need to know. It was nice having a friend that was into the same things. It felt freeing in a way, even though I don't think I would tell her...everythi
OscarIt has been three weeks since Ana and Kylie were kidnapped. There had been no word about Edgar and everyone was breathing a sigh of relief. I had my doubts that he was gone for good, but what could I do? I was dropping Ana off to visit Kylie today. They were going to go downtown and frequent some of the shops there. Probably get lunch. Have a fun girls' day.I was going to head to the gym and try to settle my nerves. I need to get my mind off my girl and the danger she could still be in. I felt like my hands were tied and I didn't like it. How was I supposed to protect her from the unknown? My dominant nature was barely harnessed. I wanted to keep her locked up and safe with me at all times. Instead, I left her at Kylie's. Kissing her roughly, I said goodbye and whispered my love for her. I kept my worries to myself.Ana and I spent every moment we could together. I didn't get a full eight hours of sleep most days, but it was worth it. We sneaked off to my apartment on the days
AnalieseOscar brought me back home before he went to work. He grabbed a black shirt that he needed and went to go change in the bathroom across from my room. I would have liked to have followed him down the hall, but Mom was in the kitchen figuring out what she was going to make for dinner. Open the freezer, check the fridge, check the cabinets. She started pulling things out"Is Oscar going to eat dinner with us?" she asked as she got pots and pans out of the cabinets."If it can be done in about forty-five minutes. If not, he'll grab something at his parents' restaurant," I assumed."I think I can have it ready in about twenty minutes. Your dad is working late for a change. There is a big county commissioner's meeting that he has to attend."I perched on one of the stools to watch her work. If she needs my help, she'll let me know."What's the deal with the meeting?" My dad had to sit in on all large construction projects in the city and the surrounding county."Some big developer
OscarI wanted to flush out this jealousy that I feel. I want to pretend that I never turned her away. I like the fantasy that we have been together the last two years and she never fuc8ked anyone else. I was an idiot and I let it happen, but I've claimed her now. She's fuck8ing mine. I want to make-believe, for a little while, that I kept her in my bed that night. That we woke the next morning to make love and that the last two years never occurred.I took a leap and explained to her what I wanted to do. Ana looked at me curiously. She probably thought I was out of my mind, but I had thought about it so many times. The plan that night was that she was going to spend the night with Kylie. Originally at least, but it was near midnight when she asked me to take her to her home. I don't know how she explained it to her parents that she went home instead. That wasn't important to my fantasy. I wanted to imagine that she stayed with me and her parents thought she was with Kylie all along.
AnalieseI basked in the afterglow of our lovemaking. We were both still naked. Oscar was holding me closely, my back to his front. He stroked me lovingly, soothing what was once my tortured soul. So many milestones have happened in such a short time. We had finally declared our love for one another after the most spectacular se8x of my life. Why had we both been so stubborn? I regret not calling him after our one night together. I mean I did call him once, but he didn't answer or call me back. I could have kept trying, but it's hard when you know that someone is going out of their way to avoid you. It was humiliating, not to mention heartbreaking. Plus, I'm not one to beg, he had made his point quite clearly. Wait, wait, wait. Stop thinking! If I went down that road in my head, I'd get mad and have to forgive him all over again. I shook my head. Oscar didn't miss a thing."What are you thinking about, mi amor?" he asked quietly."I was thinking about the time we've wasted, but I don'
OscarI handled that badly, but Ana caught up quickly. She had already been looking at B D S M checklists? I had been hard before she said that. Just being around her kept my di8ck at a semi most of the time, but hearing her say those words brought my member to full attention. And the way she kept grinding on me, fu8ck, she was keeping me that way. She was a horny girl, and I was going to blow if I didn't get her off me right now."Stand up and take your shorts off," I growled.I wanted to see the rest of her little outfit. I wasn't sure how long I was going to hold off fu8cking her. I had the intention of just giving her more orgasms today, but fu8ck that. I had to be inside her. I couldn't wait any longer.Ana stood with my help. I had my hands on her hips and I wanted them to travel her entire body. I wanted to claim every inch of skin as my possession. I dropped one hand to my crotch and adjusted myself. Her eyes followed my action and I smirked at her and raised one eyebrow. Her
AnalieseOscar and I are headed to his apartment. He took me to the diner for breakfast where he told me he had talked to my dad about us yesterday at the very same booth. I wasn't shocked. Oscar wants to move forward and settling things with Dad is important. My dad has a long memory. Even though I never told him about my feelings for Oscar back in the day, I'm sure Mom did. They have a good communication system. I hope Oscar and I are the same as our relationship grows. Anyway, Oscar is doing what I asked and showing me by his actions that he's ready to move forward. Having me meet his parents and talking to my dad are huge steps. It makes me a little giddy.Another thing that contributes to my overall well-being, is that Oscar keeps touching me. Right now, he's just holding my hand, but at the diner he did too. The touches may seem innocent, but I know it's his way of staking his claim. Putting a hand on the small of my back or kissing me on the cheek. It's everything I'd never kno
OscarI saw Stern as I exited the parking lot. I thought about calling him and asking him what the fu8ck? But I decided against it. He was the only one that had raised the issue that we didn't know where Edgar was. I agreed with him actually, but I didn't say anything. Benson had given the all clear, and I wasn't in a position to argue. I was her boyfriend, but it wasn't my purview. Everyone was tense, and I literally saw the tension run out of Ana when her dad told her that Benson thought the threat was over.Unfortunately, I know what Gwen, Kylie's mom, had told her and Brody. Edgar never gave up. He always got revenge. No one thought that would apply to this situation. Mainly because the evidence had piled against Edgar. One thing we did know was that he had kept in touch with his lawyer. The consensus was that he had left the country to avoid prosecution. That didn't sit well with me. I probably would have stayed in the parking lot of the college myself if I didn't have a meeting
AnalieseI'm never alone. My dad and Oscar have scheduled the sh8it out of me. I started going back at school this week and I got my job back. I can't put my life on hold for a maybe or a 'what if'' scenario. There had been no sign of Edgar. Everyone seems to think that he's left town and probably the country. My boss at my job had not been able to replace me, so when I called in yesterday, to the dismay of my family and Oscar, he hired me back right on the spot. I start tonight. Now I'm in class and I have another class in a few minutes, then Oscar will pick me up.I can drive. I have a car. I'm not five years old. But everyone is treating me like Edgar's going to arrive off the street and grab me. Yeah, right. The sex-trafficking ring was disbanded. Why would Edgar go out of his way to grab me? It's unrealistic, but no one seems to realize that but me. Anyway, Oscar plans to drop me off at work and then my Dad will pick me up.One thing that is bothering me is that I won't get to sp